Well, Sup Forums, I'm done with my life.
My partner constantly ignores me unless they want sex, and when I bring this up to them, they turn it on me and make me feel like I'm the villain, but whenever I leave it feels like there's a knife in my chest.
My father is dead, and my Grandfather, who raised me like his own, is failing in health.
My stepfather beats my little brother and I can do nothing to stop it.
I feel lonely every day. It feels like there's a knife in my chest while I realize that everyone walks this world alone.
Music feels dull to me now. Nothings appealing. Life is just bland and pointless. I used to go out with friends, but now I just tend to my garden and my animals. The only thing that notices I exist is my dog.
I feel like committing, but I can't do that because of a few promises I made to my friends. I want to help out in a group of online friends, but I have no idea how. My social skills have disappeared, and my only friend on earth is this girl Ash, who I have a crush on, and returns my feelings, but I'm already in a relationship and too scared to leave.
I want to just lie down and never get up.
Pic not related, I've just deleted everything but this photo.