Today, June 4th, 2017, at 2:00 PM PST I will be jumping off of the golden gate bridge to my death.
Now, I'm already certain I'm doing it, and it's a waste of time for you to try and help me.
I'm just going to tell my story as a note to leave, as I have absolutely nothing left.
I was born in 1993. My mother died a couple of hours after I was born, and nobody was ever sure why. My dad blamed me for her death, and tormented me with that until I was 10 years old when he shot himself. In the suicide note he called me a disappointment, and the worst thing that had ever happened to him.
I was put into the care of my grandparents on my mother's side at the age of 11. By the age of 13 my grandmother had died, and at 15 my grandfather had died as well. I was homeless and squatting a couple of blocks away from my school in an old abandoned factory. I had to drop out of high school to get a job so I could survive.
By 17 years old I was still homeless when I found a stray german shepherd that had given birth to a couple of puppies near the factory that I was still squatting in. I start taking care of the mother, she takes care of the babies. One week later I return to find that the mother and her kids were gone except for one puppy. I took her in and named her Sammy.
When I was 18 I got a job repairing automobiles and was able to buy an apartment on the outskirts of San Francisco. Landlord says my dog isn't allowed, I explain the situation and get permission to keep the dog for $100 extra rent per month. Also around this time I met a girl named Jessica who would become the most important thing in the world to me. at 20 I found out that she had been cheating on me since day 1 and was only using me for financial support.
This is part one of my story. I'll be concluding it in my next post.
At 21 I was diagnosed with testicular cancer, and found out it was too late to operate on as it had spread significantly. I underwent chemotherapy using up every penny that I'd saved to get into SFSU. I became too fatigued to work and ended up passing out on the job more than once. I was fired.
4 months ago a kid pulled on Sammy's tail and she bit him. Sammy was taken from me as he was deemed unsafe by the city of San Francisco and is likely scheduled to be euthanized.
I have nothing left. My family hates me and is dead, my girlfriend emotionally wrecked my, and my only friend I've ever had is gone because a stupid fucking kid had to ruin things.
If anybody lives in San Francisco and is interested in watching me jump, you know the time.
Please don't try and stop me.
Leo Long
No balls
Andrew Stewart
Don't do it. I'll drive to Frisco and have coffee with you m8. Monday or Tuesday.
Christian Hernandez
she was deemed*
Chase Diaz
do a flip faggot !
Aiden Gray
Have you tried making a go fund me for your cancer? I think you should. I will donate $100 if you do
Hunter Martinez
I'm not going to beg for anything. Be easier just to end it all.
Ryder Watson
I've had a shitty life too. I think about suicide everyday. I just fear death too much. That's the only reason I'm still here.
Leo Sullivan
Dont think of it as begging. Take it as reprimand for having such an unfortunate life thus far. No one deserves to have gone through the shit that you have and people who are better off know this and will be happy to help in anyway they can
Leo Martin
Livestream it.
Eli Rogers
Can someone go there and take a video of it? No vertikal pls
Matthew Watson
Going to end it next year, for reasons. I'll see you on the other side soon Sup Forumsrother
Liam Adams
Obvious bait is obvious
Mason Mitchell
I'll pass. I'm not a socialist. I'm not into that. Plus, I sold my camera and laptop to pay for treatment. If somebody wants to, they can.
Jaxson Peterson
instead of uselessly killing urself, no1 cares, u should ofer dicksucking to passers by to help the general mood
Ian Jones
What the fuck will coffee do unless you're willing to pay for op's chemotherapy or look after him which from the looks of it would be only for those who would understand what he is going through
Elijah White
Kill yourself and prove your worthless father right or grab what is left of your life and prove him wrong.
Nathaniel Sullivan
nice LARP story you fucking degenerate. You said you bought an apartment, but have a landlord, okay... And sure, someone just "took your dog". This is cringe tier reddit writing, truly amazed some Sup Forumstards are falling for it. You truly should set ip a go fund me with that shit tier story and cash out.
James Perry
Probably bullshit but if it's true why not just do as much bucket list stuff as you can, run away and join a circus or some dumb shit.
Ryan Morris
fucking coward pussy >muh father hates meee >muh feefees hurt by ex >bullshit story about dog
honestly, its better if you just off yourself. We dont need pussies like you.
Ian Torres
You don't have to believe it. At least I'm not dying a virgin like you will.
Jack Murphy
Can you postpone it until next Saturday? I'm taking a trip to San Fran. Thanks user.
I'll film it and post it up.
Christopher Green
How old are you now? I am 28. I live in Santa Maria, but that is where I intend to go as well to get the job done.
Don't stop for too long or someone will approach and attempt to stop you. If you could help me get there, hell I'll go over with you brother.
John Ward
It's all I could afford.. I'm taking care of my grandmother and mother. Mother has cancer too.. I don't understand.. but I'd rather somebody live to see a happier day..
Camden Bennett
I have no money to travel. Way too weak to walk anywhere. I don't have a car or any form of transportation.
I have $13 left to my name and my rent is due in 4 days. I have this samsung galaxy s2 to post this on, and that's about it. I'm leeching off of my neighbors wifi.
That $13 I intend to spend on transportation to the golden gate.
Jason Wright
24 in august.
Gavin Sullivan
I ain't gonna give some bullshit reason on why you should live but i think you should think of a different way to die a way where people will remember you, maybe donate your organs or go out with a bang something like taking a whole bunch of sjw's and antifa with you
Josiah Fisher
At least go quick so you don't fuck up my commute home. Those jumpers who get talked off are the fucking worst.
Chase Cruz
Well, I doubt I'll make it that far by 2 today. There's no shortage of back up options. It's just peculiar that you are taking my primary strategy.
The water will knock the fucking shit out of you. In theory, drowning shouldn't be too bad. If you're lucky your neck will break. Go head first to be safe. I know someone who had to jump twice.
God speed.
Kevin Gutierrez
Also steal some alcohol to drink at the bridge cops won't care to go deal with it straight away or find some drug dealers and ask for free drugs honestly you'll find more sympathy among them than normal people
Joshua Nguyen
I'm planning on making it quick. The only time I'm going to spend there is the time that it takes to put my wallet, keys, phone, and note on the railing before jumping.
Also, bridge captcha.
Liam Diaz
>Still calling her his girlfriend Cuck!
Joseph Nguyen
Yeah, I got cucked pretty bad.
Justin Reyes
Dont bother explaining yourself to that pos.
My best wishes for your mom
Grayson Parker
Pics of her?
Lucas Young
The fact that you are announcing your death to us would be because of one of two reasons. 1. This is bait 2. You actually are suicidal but your sentimental desire is for someone to talk you out of it because you fear dying. You hide that by saying that we can't do anything about it so you only get reactions of sympathy rather than only people telling you to kill yourself.
My advice is hold your head high and find yourself a community. Use a hobby or passion of yours to your advantage in finding this community. Build new relationships from inside this circle and expand outwards from there. All it takes is one little thing like that to re-establish your life.
It's really not worth wasting another 60 years of potential life filled with great experiences because you feel bad at the moment. All it takes is one little thing to turn it all around, and it might not come today or tomorrow, but it will come.
Jack Gonzalez
Suicide might be best, you seem to kill everyone you come in contact with.
Henry Miller
...
Michael Davis
I live in SF. Wanna get a pizza and play some Mario Kart before you jump?
Levi Baker
Thank you sir or ma'am.. :( The show must go on.
Daniel Rivera
Keep playing that child psych course there, freud. That's not at all why I'm posting here. I just don't want to die without anybody knowing I died. I don't give a fuck if anybody cares, I just want people to know it happened.
Jason Moore
There is water under the bridge if you jump in you will just get wet and swept to the shore. If you want to kill yourself then jump of a building onto something hard.
Wyatt Miller
Sounds awesome, but no thanks. Not a pizza fan, and I've never been into video games. I've played one or two in my life and they never interested me. I appreciate the offer, though.
Joseph Roberts
Haha, seems that way, doesn't it? Maybe it is a good idea.
Carter Roberts
Dang, I was gonna make you pay since you have $13. I make 6 figures but I'm frugal.
Jackson Cox
Alright, I'm going to be going here in a few. Going to go the pound and see my dog one last time before I jump.
I'm going to be wearing a green shirt and jeans.
Thanks for all of the fun, guys. If there is an afterlife, I'll see you cunts there.
Jose Morgan
>my family hates me and is dead
Pick one.
Julian White
dope comeback from a man whos about to kill himself. 10/10. i hope that gives you some solace
Dylan Williams
Heads up OP, I'm reporting this to the SFPD
Aaron Howard
Bro you are sick in the head.
Justin Bailey
What's your last message to humanity?
Adrian Thomas
I voted for Trump.
That's my time for now. Thanks for this chat, guys.
Dylan Hill
I'll be there looking for ya. Which side?
Brandon Cruz
Do a flip!
Jack Young
>Jewish
Julian Russell
> I voted for Trump.
never mind go ahead and jump
Noah Jackson
Hope you will go over quickly OP. Much love
Grayson Lopez
what if you dont die when you hit the water
Isaiah Reed
U ruined it
Ian Wilson
Go to college and stop whining. There are kids in warzones, starving, sexually assaulted, dying of disease and dealing with a lot more than your bitch ass.
Bentley Hernandez
Bro don't kill youself.....wait it out..we are all going to die eventually....don't do it...i am also 23 and been through alot of tough times......it can only get better bro.....if you do this, you gonna probably end up in hell....there is no retuning from this.
Don't do it i am warning you it will be aweful....alot of people that tried jumping from that bridge always have regretted it.
Hunter Sullivan
Head first into water for maximum damage OP
Also can I have your stuff
Colton Allen
You don't have anyone end you want to die. Why is it important to you that unknown people knows it?
Idiot spotted you claim that his story is fake then use his "fake" story as an insult maybe you should be the one jumping faggot
Oliver Hernandez
If you really wanted for people to know you could also 1.kill alot of people 2.do suicide bombing
but honestly this is not the way kiddo.......go think about this more....your death is gonna be brutalll.....no way its gonna be as easy as you make it seem.
Christopher Garcia
If you didn't want anyone to stop you then you wouldn't be posting a public cry for help. You are a fucking coward and nothing is going to happen on that bridge at 2pm.
James Gomez
I have a degree in psychology but that's beside the point. Why do you want people to know? Think about that to yourself. You want people to care. Do that by finding people who care.
Kevin Powell
Just come live with me and tie a rubber band around your balls to lose that tumor.
Lucas Carter
2nd quints check'd in two weeks >Also my only two quints check'd
Michael Williams
>I have a degree in psychology
William Martinez
When you jump can you do flips or other cool shit. Like an Olympic diver? That would get you in the paper.
Nathaniel Jenkins
Pls livestream
Jason Diaz
Got screencaps for this if this is needed
Jace Perez
I'll bite..... You mother died because she knew you are a massive faggot.
Adrian Wilson
I live overseas and am too lazy to time convert. How many hours until the jump boys?
Oliver Turner
let me get this straight. you are a cuck with no family and a shit job who paid 100 extra a month to keep a dog around? livestream pls. also if you could shout kek or something that would be great.
Christopher Myers
Timezone?
Parker Morris
NZ
Connor Brown
Can you selfish fucks find another way to off yourselves? Pulling you smashed meat sacks out of the water day after day is a seriously fucked experience. Signed USCG Station Golden Gate.
Alexander Phillips
It will be 9am for you then.
Caleb Barnes
The water is like concrete from certain height but it won't cause his body to splat like a fly smashed by something.
Ethan Hall
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Ryder Turner
Prove you are USCG by telling me where the rescue boat is parked
Brody Jenkins
I live in sf I'll keep an eye out in the new for you
William Fisher
pic related
Zachary Taylor
God speed. Hope it's very fast and sudden for you. You did your best. See you in the afterlife, user. Xoxo
Ps. My captcha was bridges and it was in there. Its a sign.
Caleb Smith
It never makes the news, transplant.
Mason Long
OP get rid of your cancer and go fuck some hookers in thailand.
Do a world travel. Work and travel stuff.
Don't be a bitch ass pussy faggot.
Colton Hall
Full of shit. The bodies have a few broken bones, pale/purple lips and flopping necks. It's a clean death. Takes 6-8 seconds to got the water.
Not high enough for any form of mess. Unless we impact your fuckin' watercraft.
Matthew Taylor
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Cameron Walker
OP, me and the wife were in San Francisco in Nov and if you're going to off yourself then I can't imagine a more beautiful end than jumping off the golden gate bridge at sunset on a clear sunny day. Pic attached was from our walk across the bridge while we were there. Good luck user and I'll see you on the other side!!!FACT!!! youtu.be/WaPy1JBlxcI
Alexander Clark
This is such an amazing story. WOW! Thank you for sharing it with all of us and good luck in the future.
Connor Peterson
Stop for a minute and breathe. Gather yourself. Look Death in the eye, say "not today faggot." Stand up, and try to make something of yourself to prove your shitbag father wrong. Don't be like him and off yourself. Overcome and conquer my friend. Despite the natural behavior of Sup Forums, we got your back. Now get your ass in gear and make a change in your life. Don't end it. There is always hope in the slightest of light. Fucking own it. Be a true man and beat this shit!
Luis Powell
If i would be OP in the same dire situation i would end it in an original rape and rampage tour troughout America. Fullfill all my desires whats left and do some GTA style shit before i get wasted. Think about it OP. Nobody lives you why should you love anybody? See the world as your playground and anything goes. Say fuck you to mankind and do what you like. Dont listen to others who try to tell you that you will get a payout for your miserable life in heaven or in next life. Just do the old american rape and rampage tour OP and dont forget to post results here. Im ordering popcorn now. Dont fail us on thia one.
Josiah Garcia
Take his advise OP
Logan Garcia
You obviously wanna be stopped , otherwise you wouldnt post this wall of text of things you deem important to share
go get a hobby and stop the self pity game
Samuel Sullivan
Trust me dude suicide is never the way out, fight for luck man and nearly everyone who has jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge and survived said they instantly regretted their decision once their hands left the rail. Stay strong OP.