Hates self

>Hates self
>Reclusive
>Old friend from high school calls me up
>wtf?
>"Hey, user. Let's hang out and catch up!"
>sure. whatever.
>Talk about good old days
>Invites me over for a night of video games with his friends
>fine.
>Arrive. 15 or 20 people in this guy's living room
>Seriously feels like a stereotypical college party scene from a movie
>There's really attractive people here
>Everyone just being friends
>First time in forever I feel good about people
>We've all been doing this every month for about 2 years now
>Slowly start bringing my life around
>today I realize I made it
>No longer some loser
>I have a good life

There's hope, you guys. I made it. You can too.

No hope for me, you just got lucky

This is a feel good post.

"my peers accept me so all is right in the world"

>First time in forever I feel good about people

You must have missed that line.

"they like me so they're good people"

>There's hope, you guys. I made it. You can too.
Thanks! I'll try!

>meet cool guy at a job I was working
>he was alomst chad
>somehow we clicked and end up talking for 5 hours
>longest conversation I've ever had
>invites me out
>don't really want to but accept anyways
>that friday he invites me to his house party
>its exactly the way i always pictured normie shindigs
>attractive girls everywhere music blasting laughing, dancing, drinking games
>he introduces me to his lady friends
>kinda awkward but managed to salvage towards the end
>have fun for the 1st time since grade school
>danced with 2 chicks
>1 have me her number
>people actually wanting to be around me
>played beer pong
>me and team mate blows other team away
>literally a crowd of girls swarm us cheering
>we both get victory lap dances

When i got back to my house i realized my entire 22 years of life have been a waste. Playing vidya Every day and shitposting sucks ever since that day robot life is so unbearable its the worst suffering someone could endure


You faggots told me being a normie sucks

anyone else ever get a taste of the good life?

GTFO NORMIE SCUM

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i got this tasty constantly, i've been all my life.
never had any problem socializing and pretty good with girls too.

yet there's always something missing
but i guess i have a good life.
in spite of being a comedian and quite poor

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rather be loser than a normie....

i used to be normal then when i hit middle school everything changed i now i feel so alone and so unhappy even though i put on a happy face for everyone around me

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love this
people say comedians are depressed.
but who the fuck isnt

(and yes, bipolar here)

just find people who seems to feel the same and socialize with them

no one seems to feel like i do and i dont think people want to hear me bitch about my life because some would argue its a decent life i just always feel like shit, can never talk to people, i hate myself, im overweight and who wants to be with a fatty, ill never find love

I tried the good life. Being social just makes me want to do drugs because I can wing it all I want but I know im socially inept from the preconditions that will manifest into my schizophrenic/maniacally depressive future of self-hatred. Its gotten really fucking unbearable these past three months especially since i actually have interests and aspirations for a career but cant be productive because being sad makes me physically tired and even more lazy and hate myself. I got drunk a few weeks ago and it scares me how much better i feel when im fucked.

find your shit. the thing you wanna do.
life doesnt have a meaning, so you gotta create one.

find your shit and gradually you'll feel the need to improve you and your life.
and of course, find help 'cause you're depressed.
mindfullness might help
medication and therapy too

sorry but english is not my native language and i'm stoned

this is me

start slowly. and see this

ik i need to improve and be better and i want to get physically fit but i just can never do it. i want to be a cop but how does someone like me do something like that im only 18 so i have a chance but i just cant do it

Stale pasta, nigger
Bunch of newfags replying to this post

"I'd rather be a loser haha lolz!!"
"Somebody that loves themselves, is successful, and gets their peepee touched? haha gross! thats so uncool."
"i'm not a normie!!!!!!!"