How am I supposed to cope?

How am I supposed to cope?

when i was a kid we didnt have BS diagnoses like this. we just swallowed our pride and stopped being such a neurotic bitch

Alright grandpa

Bpd is a real disorder. Turns you into a depressive psychopath

Sure does

yeah if you believe it does

By accepting it. You know, coping.

I try my best to get by, but I think about suicide everyday

I'm with you man it fucks me up even with therapy and meds, I just fucked up a really good relationship with s girl I loved because I flipped out for no reason. She wanted to get back together, and doing the most unselfish thing I ever did, i told her to find somebody better that deserved her. This disorder blows forces you to be alone

It isn't the person, it is what humans have become.

We used to hunt and gather, hell even having a farm is closer to our long history of being outdoors surrounded by plant life and getting sun and exorcise. Now we live in boxes with paved roads and we eat foods we don't know where they come from and we stare for hours at glowing screens searching for the next thing to distract us from the dwindling souls we are giving up.

Is it the person with the disorder, or the society?

We are living wrong!

Well said nigger

I used to literally fall in love without speaking one word to the person, that was in school, when I was a kid. Now, my subconscious mind will make up any reason not to fall in love again. I can't feel love anymore. I do drugs, I steal, I lie, I'm attracted to little girls (never acted on it though). I'm just a piece of shit in general.

Society definitely causes mental issues or at least makes them worse

Can confirm.
I want to fucking die, life is shit and is unfair.
Say whatever you want, i already declared defeat.

It's human nature dude.
What disgusts me are the ones who go like:
>"wtf dude you like little girls?
>"You disgusting pedophile ill fookin kill you
>"I will openly shoot all pedos
They keep saying shit like that and lying to themselves
Its hardwired in the human brain to be attracted to younger females.
I'm not saying its alright, im just saying people should stop bullshitting and acting so hostile whenever the subject is brought up.

Im not very good with words, someone said it better before me and im trying to emulate what he said.

No shit, that's a prerequisite for Sup Forums

They are acting offensively against their own desires because their morals conflict with their urges so greatly that they will bring it upon society to validate which side they are on.

This is also why some guys work out and call other guys faggots. They over masculinize themselves to avoid their homosexuality.

Exactly, society just makes me feel guilty for natural behavior, while it also encourages terrible behavior, such as porn use, and psychiatric drugs

Being anonymous online is the only way for me to be honest and open

You should get a taste of the don't give a fucks. Once you go open/honest in public, it is an addiction there is no treatment for.

take it out on all your loved ones until you feel better

i started to realize that i might have this only after trying lsd a couple times im 21 am i fucked

Are you trying to cope with borderline personality disorder? Or, are you trying to cope with someone that has borderline personality disorder?

Find a personality and stick with it

Psychedelics definitely make predisposed mental issues come out. I had symptoms of bpd my whole life but it became full blown after doing psychedelics

Cope with
Easier said than done

I think my ex had this. What are the major signs and symptoms?

This. I deal with it by living with my mom and never talking to anyone. This helps me avoid prison. Even my mom admits I'll end up killing someone one day.

Fits of rage, mood swings, depression, narcissism, sometimes drug/alcohol abuse

Im suprised I haven't been arrested yet. I've done so much stupid risky shit

Shits hard man, gf has it. She drives me insane half the month and is Angel the other half. Find some therapist that works, work to keep you busy, goals that are set in stone. So you can't flake, say it's not real, idk who I am. Support from family friends, significant other to help you when youre down, and let you fly when youre on a high

the best way i have managed to deal with my small personality disorder is to have a set goal like i plan to make a name for myself have something anything that you plan on doing and it helps clear the other feelings