What is the most disturbing thing you've ever watched?

What is the most disturbing thing you've ever watched?

Pic related. That descent into madness is something else.

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is that the dude who lost his shit over Björk?

Yeah, this is pretty much #1. I watched the whole thing, from beginning to end, for the first time a little while ago on Liveleak, and it definitely left a mark

>In 1996, Florida pest control officer Ricardo Lopez began keeping a video diary. In it, he detailed his plans to construct a letter bomb, which he planned on sending to Icelandic singer Bjork, intent on disfiguring or even killing the pop star. After mailing it to her, he returned home, shaved his head, and painted his face in red and green greasepaint, with black makeup for the lips. He then committed suicide with a .38 caliber revolver, all of which he recorded on 8mm tapes.

Yeah, Ricardo Lopez. After watching his diaries you really get to know him almost like a friend, which makes it even more jarring when he finally does mail the bomb and kill himself.

ITT: Characters who are literally you

THE BEST OF ME

Yup and that weight gain was a huge red flag... When I got super fat I attempted suicide... Luckily I had people who loved me and helped me with my mental illness...'I never tried hurting anyone else though I never wanted to bring anyone else the pain I was in and if I killed someone it would devastate
Their whole family

I just read this dude was 21 when he did this shit. I thought he was way older. Jesus christ, this all before youtube

>HURR DURR!
>BANG
>"uggggghhh"
>faint sound of blood trickling

fuckin way she goes

I think he wanted the blood from the gunshot to splatter the sign but it didn't go all the way through

yep
shit's fucked up

>"HURR DURR!"

What did he mean by this?

army dog

i know people like talking about this movie but please refrain from talking about details without using the spoiler function. i dont want to remember

The Dagestan beheading video was disturbing, gore doesn't generally bother me but the fear and brutality really stuck with me.
There was also a video of a dog getting tortured that made me physically sick, don't know the source and haven't seen it since.

It's not like he'll ever know

he was calling bjork retarded for porking a nigger

That's fucking creepy

he really was the best of all of us

goldie got to her first

>THE BEST OF ME

It's speculated his intentions were to have his brains splatter all over that sign. But the calibur of the gun is too small. You can actually see the bullet bounce off the inside of his skull.

Why was his face so red?

Cuz he was da joker baybe.

if you only have one take to get the perfect shot and you fuck up your face would be red too

I'd kill myself too if i had those nipples it's one thing to have mantitties it's another to have nips like those

How did they get uploaded?

Yeah I remember reading about that. It was assumed he wanted his brains to splatter all over the sign, but the gun wasn't powerful enough so the bullet just bounced around inside his skull, leaving him to choke to death on his own blood.

I only ever watched the suicide video. How many videos were there before his big series finale?

I hate animal cruelty, i really do, i hope that people burn in hell

Are people joking when they say this is the most disturbing thing they've ever seen? It's just some fat spic rambling on camera, it's probably one of the more boring things I've seen.

>López's diary eventually numbered 803 pages.[2][3] Passages include his thoughts on Björk as well as his feelings of inadequacy due to being overweight, his disgust and embarrassment over suffering from gynecomastia (which he referred to as a deformity that made him feel "weird") and his inability to get a girlfriend.[2][3] In various sections, he wrote that he considered himself "a loser who never even learned to drive" and complained about his menial job as an exterminator that earned him little money.[3] López also noted that he had never been "loved or even liked by a girl".[3]

Guys, I..... I feel sad. It could have been me.

Love how you can see the .38 make a dome in the top of his skull without exiting.

This is up there imo
youtu.be/Bx0AEQGjOQY

3 guys 1 hammer. Thought I was desensitised to everything, but that one took me by surprise.

Bobby Dwter's suicide

>considered himself "a loser who never even learned to drive" and complained about his menial job

literally me

Cool, never noticed that before

For three months after I saw this video, it was the first thing I thought of when I closed my eyes to go to sleep.

I don't remember watching the entire thing, only bits and pieces. But I know I saw it all.

Does that count as PTSD?

not even his worst physical feature

>tfw you'll never experience the viewing pleasure of her suicide

I still haven't come across a list of the names and ages of their victims. Most of them were old people or hobos. But they apparently also targeted women, teens and children. They would walk past someone and then unleash attacks on them. I think about that every time I walk past someone at night. I mean, if it just happened randomly could any of us defend against that?

People were ugly back in the 90s

kek poor little fuck hahaha

Back to jewddit

of fucking course

Stay inside and watch tv

Kek poor guy he won the whole lottery lmao

that guy was a real jerk

Where's the article about Aphex Twin calling her a "little girl in a candy shop" after she asked him to collaborate?

Bjorks a pretty great artist, but I think Aphex was on to something.

>In 1996, Florida pest control officer Ricardo Lopez began keeping a video diary. In it, he detailed his plans to construct a letter bomb, which he planned on sending to Icelandic singer Bjork, intent on disfiguring or even killing the pop star. After mailing it to her, he returned home, shaved his head, and painted his face in red and green greasepaint, with black makeup for the lips. He then committed suicide with a .38 caliber revolver, all of which he recorded on 8mm tapes. George Lucas saw the footage of his suicide and felt empathy for Ricardo, since he too knew what it felt like to be suicidal after his divorce from film editor Marcia Lou Griffin in 1983. In honor of Ricardo, George heavily based the design of the character Darth Maul on Lopez's death makeup, in a way immortalizing the 21 year old pest control officer.

And the cops actually released the videos, what a bunch of madmen. This would never happen nowadays.

This is real or just a meme?

Didn't someone buy the whole 18 hours from the Hollywood police department and decided to upload them?

Do you really have to ask that?

Just to be sure, you never know.

>sent her a letter bomb rigged with sulfuric acid

His original plan was for the bomb to throw out a bunch of needles covered in HIV infected blood. I wish I was kidding.

Honestly, I'm in the same physical shape as he was when he recorded that shit. And I'm younger than him by two years. I guess that will be me if I fail at losing weight again in a few years.

At least I'll remember his face everytime I think of giving up. Maybe that will help. Maybe I'll manage. Thanks Sup Forums.

Jesus Christ what the fuck

Just imagine if he had waited for his mom to die before he did it like he had originally planned. He would probably be almost 40 now and shitposting on Sup Forums about Bjork and how he wants to kill himself. He would fit right in on /r9k/.

I don't feel like sorting through his videos. Why did he first love and obsess over Bjork and then hate her?

There's no way this guy wouldn't have ended up on /r9k/

She fucked a nigger.

aphex used to do the ultimate shitposter epic troll interviews back in the days

That's the really disturbing part. Him and Elliot Rogers were robots who just had that extra push to do something bad.

Well, I mean sometimes a nigga gotta blast a chick wit HIV, nah mean?

>mexicans

Saint Elliot was a sociopath and had no idea how other people thought. Since he couldn't figure out people, he just assumed the worst in them. He was a total spaz.

Loved: She inspired him and he thought of her as a sort of daughter figure (despite her being around 30 at the time)

Hated: She was dating Goldie, aka "a fucking nigger". He felt like he had to punish her for this perceived betrayal. Ironically they broke up like a few days before he sent the bomb and killed himself.

LOL

Absolutely. Although it turns out a lot of the shit was actually true -- turns out he really does own a tank kek.

we're all the same color on the inside :&)

i bet bjork still have ricardo lopez haunting his mind

But why?

see

youtube.com/watch?v=oVevxHoEkuU

wtf i hate bjork

Do you think she ever masturbates to the thought of him?

looks like a IFV

>In his written diary, López wrote of longing to be "accepted" by Björk and wanted to be a person who had "an effect on her life".

>e began fantasizing about inventing a time machine that would enable him to time travel to the 1970s to become friends with her.

>His fantasies about Björk were not of a sexual nature; in his diary, he noted that, "I couldn't have sex with Björk because I love her."[

He was from uruguay

>He actually was innocent and nobody would believe him, and the media painted him as guilty because of the testimony of 1 crook

What the fuck....

>"I couldn't have sex with Björk because I love her."[

Yeah, but he could murder her.

She wrote a song about it.

youtube.com/watch?v=6dJAnlG7nLc

I was wondering, while this is common behhaviour nowadays, at least judging by Sup Forums, I didn't think this would be a thing in the 90s. Could it have happened even before that? Maybe men like this guy has always existed through the eras. I mean, you just know at least one guy had Cleopatra as a waifu back in ancient Egypt.

Shit's all iconic now
there's a song about it even called
"Hey man nice shot"
also it's Budd not Bobby

Close enough

The rise of mass media over the past ~50 years has definitely contributed to higher rates of stalking.

LMFAO! He DID go "HUR DURR!!!"

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jewish fetish video

yeah

them quads tho

Some sources think he says "This is for you", but others think he said "Victory!".

There's a scene where he laying naked on his bed with his legs in the air, spread, like a baby waiting to be cleaned. There's these zit welt boil purple nubs on the backs of his thighs spreading to his genitals. I bites his bottom lip and starts squeezing them and pulling, all while going "HUH?! ISN'T THAT BEAUTIFUL? YOU LIKE THAT??! IT'S FUCKIN DISGUSTING. I"M DISGUSTING. WHAT GILR WOULD WANT THAT". Fucking crazy

christ, he's probably still alive after he immediately shot himself

>tfw can watch and see lots of gore threads, no problem, not even with animals
>tfw reading through this thread made me feel really bad and disgusted for some reason

Sounds like a male version of Amy Schumer.

But the real question is, did he do the right thing? I think he did. I mean think about, could a man like that have lived a normal life? Even if he did some effort in losing his weight maybe getting a surgery or I don't know what the fuck else, I don't think he could have lived with himself. He just got to the point where he wasn't a introvert guy with no self-esteem he was just fucking nuts. He snapped lads.

This thread is pretty tame desu

The only reason they intercepted the package is because he killed himself before it got delivered

Fucking idiot, what did he think would happen?

I don't think he wanted to succeed in killing her