It's Saturday Sup Forums why are you on here tonight no plans? no friends? is it gonna be ordering pizza and playing games again this weekend? when will the depression stop
>get it off your chest user
I'll start
I stalk my EX to see who's she with by driving by her place to snoop. I also signed into her Google account and seeing where she is going through location services she has on her phone. As an added measure I sign into her bank account to see what she is spending and where.
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I work weekends so I hang out with my two real life best friends on weekdays.
i have no friends :( i just dont know where to begin getting a social life. Its because of bad life choices. my friends went to collage or got jobs and moved, and i stayed in shit neighborhood. terrible
I'm hanging out with my brother and the dumb bitch he calls a girlfriend
27 years old. Make around 300k a year after taxes working in banking. Getting a PhD at a Ivy League uni. 6'3, considered good looking enough to model when I take care of myself. Well respected in the math and physics community.
Rolled around in bed all day thinking about killing myself. Not sure why I've been depressed for so many years when I have what most men would kill for. Thinking about moving to europe and becoming a writer. Or killing myself.
Can I have some money?
Give us some cash before you an hero
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im sorry user :(
it's sunday here so this is all irrelevant. if you have an issue, grab a tissue. condolences to your families.
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Hard to believe i'm that successful, or that i still want to kill myself?
that you would want to kill yourself
more money = less stress
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spoken like a true child. not him btw, just a fully-formed brain and experience.
I think it's chemical. I'm working on getting back into better shape and taking different types of supplements. The money is nice in that it let's me travel and eat whatever I want, but it's like there is this huge gaping hole in my chest.
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I thought the same shit till about 8 months ago. It doesn't work.
Well I am eating the pizza already that I ordered and watching a film.
The delivery driver asked if I was enjoying the night, I gave a quick lie and then he asked if I was drinking, I don't drink.
I wanted pizza not feels. If only he knew how bad it really were.
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a void that's missing do you date at all casually?
Don't stalk your ex OP...how can you expect yourself to get over her if you're constantly trying to get all up in her private shit. Forget about your ex, go do some stuff, pursue a hobby, learn something, move the fuck on and you'll be a lot less depressed, trust me.
what doesn't work money? cause I can think of alot of things that'll make me feel better with money. debt, having food for dinner, providing for myself the list goes on.
Last time I had sex was 6 months ago. I'll have bouts of depression that last for half a year to a year, then I'll have sex with a bunch of girls in a few months, they will pressure me into getting into a relationship, and I will reject them. I know what kind of stuff is inside of me, and no one else should have to deal with it. I've already destroyed two girls' lives by dating them.
What is this guy?
im gonna get on some normie shit right now
but idk what happened shes all I think about who she is with, what she is doing. it fucking pisses me off she won't reply to my texts or she'll leave me on "read"
Holy shit you sound like me
its from samurai jack
Can't fix having a shit personality. I thought having mad cash would solve my personality problems which would let me meet people easier. Instead it's just become a large number in my account with no new people in my life.
Don't get me wrong, having lots of money is better than no money, but it doesn't instantly solve all of your problems.
spending my evening spouting bullshit lies to my tinder matches which I won't fucking fuckmeet anyway cause it's 40° and I am wasting all my libido on fapping to tranny porn and cheap but busty hookers
low key chillen tonight pic related
no you're right, im being ignorant as fuck
Same.. I feel
This. It's like checking off some things on a very, very big list.
>manlet
>dicklet
>ADHD
>bipolar depressive
>clumy and uncoordniated
>horrible memory
>socially awkward
Why even live
what did user mean by this?
also nice dubs.
Because you're an obsessive fucking stalker, let that shit go and move on
I have been getting some luck ok OKC but ive been lying to all of them and all I wanna do is go on dates to forget my ex and nothing is working
I see these threads and I laugh.
I use to be a Neet vidya 16 hours and sleep 8 hours, rinse repeat for 7 years.
During this time period massive depression; no job,no gf and no purpose and that uncomfortable feeling of pressure and dissapointment i got from others for being a drain on resource.
Cont.
Nice trips
I only move on for a brief period of time when I drink honestly that's when I truly forget what's going on and Im able to enjoy myself
From an anonymous email, tell her that her accounts have been hacked and that she needs to change her passwords. It's the only way you can move on OP
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>no one makes 300k at 27
>no one is 6'3
>no one goes to an ivy league school
>no one is depressed
>nothing ever happens
yea okay
That sucks, It's hard for your brain to get over someone when you keep feeling the same way about them. I hope you can move on soon OP, but remember you have to make conscious effort to do so, or you never will. Most people that don't get over their ex's end up spending like 3 years thinking about them because they give up, don't be them OP. She's not your sky, just a cloud floating by.
I'll just stop doing it all together, in general, I need to
>go play online games
>greet everyone, ask about the situation, their plans and try help them fix some technical issue
>feel confident and take the leadership of the group giving out sharp orders leading the pack
>people follow my commands for the most part just as told to
>manage to lead mission to success
>everyone happy about our accomplishment
>get asked for contact and friend requests
>realization i can be competent and friendly with people that they actually want me around
>tfw i cant get my shit together irl
i have a girlfriend, shes polish and lives over 5 hours from me. im staying in Europe for school. to many Muslims for me to go out into the streets right now
I'm going to a small concert at a local hall in town, the woman I've been seeing for the past month and a bit works the bar so I'm getting my drink on, listening to good live music and then leaving with her. I'm most likely gonna do the same thing as last weekend, which is smoke some weed with her and then fuck her brains out, pass out and then go to breakfast together tomorrow.
Life is good anons
I've fucked about 50 tinder/okc chicks past 12 months. All I want is a fucking girlfriend and some cute little babies but all I can do is hitting up girls with my pseudo macho antics.
Hitting 30 this year and still using Sup Forums as my shrink whenever I am drunk. Sad life.
pls respond
>She's not your sky, just a cloud floating by.
why you do this to me user, I didn't think of it that way
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So enough was enough they threw me out of the house i was homeless for a year.
Slept in abandoned industrial buildings collected cans and bottles for money to eat.
Went to a job class got trained in a job field got clothes and job placement.
Worked so far for 3 years in this job field.
Have my own place to stay my bills paid got my own vehicle got a woman with me.
Still have depression infact its worse x3
So tfw no gf
Tfw no money
All full of shit cuz when you get those things the hole thats sucking in your soul is still fucking there and probably worse since you now have the stresses of respobsibility.
Now i look back on the days i had nobody depending on me and wish i was that neet again sometimes
interesting so you fucking these girls arent making you happy? you'd rather have 1 girl all to yourself?
I'm 32 and I'm friends with this 21 year old girl who struggles with depression and anxiety. I've basically become her therapist, because she tells me everything including, all her sexual encounters, and any risky sexual things she does. She tells me because she trusts me, yet I can't stop jerking off when she does.
nice get and im staying far away from that fucking thread
>play HotS or whatever with friends until I'm tired af
>wonder why I'm so afraid of people
>read erotica for a while
>usually brother/sister wincest
>be too absorbed in arousal to remember how abusive my parents and ex-boyfriends have been
>masturbate a bit
>if I climax, I'll just pass out there
>if I don't, I'll probably poke around on craigslist, write in my journal for a while or lust for one of my ex's (thankfully I don't drink)
>sleep eventually?
id rather have my situation than be in the friend zone honestly
dont know any guys that read erotica and say "climax"
weird
“I was also told that sex problems are a favorite subject in your youth organizations too, and that there are hardly enough lecturers on this subject. This nonsense is especially dangerous and damaging to the youth movement. It can easily lead to sexual excesses, to overstimulation of sex life and to wasted health and strength of young people. You must fight that too. There is no lack of contact between the youth movement and the women’s movement. Our Communist women everywhere should cooperate methodically with young people. This will be a continuation of motherhood, will elevate it and extend it from the individual to the social sphere. Women’s incipient social life and activities must be promoted, so that they can outgrow the narrowness of their Philistine, individualistic psychology centered on home and family. But this is incidental.
“In our country, too, considerable numbers of young people are busy ‘revising bourgeois conceptions and morals’ in the sex question. And let me add that this involves a considerable section of our best boys and girls, of our truly promising youth. It is as you have just said. In the atmosphere created by the aftermath of war and by the revolution which has begun, old ideological values, finding themselves in a society whose economic foundations are undergoing a radical change, perish, and lose their restraining force. New values crystallize slowly, in the struggle. With regard to relations between people, and between man and woman, feelings and thoughts are also becoming revolutionized. New boundaries are being drawn between the rights of the individual and those of the community, and hence also the duties of the individual. Things are still in complete, chaotic ferment. The direction and potentiality of the various contradictory tendencies can still not be seen clearly enough. It is a slow and often very painful process of passing away and coming into being.
I'm not a guy
guys also don't read, they watch
Because I praise the truth. Besides, it's a very good way of thinking about it.
I dont want to date her. when she was 16 we fooled around alot, but she was afraid of intercourse, just anal. We stopped talking for a while. Then she reached out when she got really depressed and ever since then I've been her shoulder to lean on i guess. But I have no desire to date her. I just jerk off to her experiences.
All this applies also to the field of sexual relations, marriage, and the family. The decay, putrescence, and filth of bourgeois marriage with its difficult dissolution, its license for the husband and bondage for the wife, and its disgustingly false sex morality and relations fill the best and most spiritually active of people with the utmost loathing.
“The coercion of bourgeois marriage and bourgeois legislation on the family enhance the evil and aggravate the conflicts. It is the coercion of ‘sacrosanct’ property. It sanctifies venality, baseness, and dirt. The conventional hypocrisy of ‘respectable’ bourgeois society takes care of the rest. People revolt against the prevailing abominations and perversions. And at a time when mighty nations are being destroyed, when the former power relations are being disrupted, when a whole social world is beginning to decline, the sensations of the individual undergo a rapid change. A stimulating thirst for different forms of enjoyment easily acquires an irresistible force. Sexual and marriage reforms in the bourgeois sense will not do. In the sphere of sexual relations and marriage, a revolution is approaching in keeping with the proletarian revolution. Of course, women and young people are taking a deep interest in the complex tangle of problems which have arisen as a result of this. Both the former and the latter suffer greatly from the present messy state of sex relations. Young people rebel against them with the vehemence of their years. This is only natural. Nothing could be falser than to preach monastic self-denial and the sanctity of the filthy bourgeois morals to young people. However, it is hardly a good thing that sex, already strongly felt in the physical sense, should at such a time assume so much prominence in the psychology of young people. The consequences are nothing short of fatal. [...]
I can feel my brain trying to think about her and what you said and the 2 ideas colliding and its making things much clearer im not even kidding
fuck this captcha
whatching this: youtu.be
I fucking hate myself. I'm not good enough for anyone,or to do anything. Why would a good god allow someone like me to be born?
“Youth’s altered attitude to questions of sex is of course ‘fundamental’, and based on theory. Many people call it ‘revolutionary’ and ‘communist’. They sincerely believe that this is so. I am an old man, and I do not like it. I may be a morose ascetic, but quite often this so-called ‘new sex life’ of young people and frequently of the adults too seems to me purely bourgeois and simply an extension of the good old bourgeois brothel. All this has nothing in common with free love as we Communists understand it. No doubt you have heard about the famous theory that in communist society satisfying sexual desire and the craving for love is as simple and trivial as ‘drinking a glass of water’. A section of our youth has gone mad, absolutely mad, over this ‘glass-of-water theory’. It has been fatal to many a young boy and girl. Its devotees assert that it is a Marxist theory. I want no part of the kind of Marxism which infers all phenomena and all changes in the ideological superstructure of society directly and blandly from its economic basis, for things are not as simple as all that. A certain Frederick Engels has established this a long time ago with regard to historical materialism.
“I consider the famous ‘glass-of-water’ theory as completely un-Marxist and, moreover, as anti-social. It is not only what nature has given but also what has become culture, whether of a high or low level, that comes into play in sexual life. Engels pointed out in his Origin of the Family how significant it was that the common sexual relations had developed into individual sex love and thus became purer. The relations between the sexes are not simply the expression of a mutual influence between economics and a physical want deliberately singled out for physiological examination.
oooooh ok thats alot better I think lmao0
fam are you me?
use to be logged into my exs facebook, and ig to see what she was doing and who she was talking to and shit. drive by her house, found her new house, it was bad for awhile but im past that
move on user
It would be rationalism and not Marxism to attempt to refer the change in these relations directly to the economic basis of society in isolation from its connection with the ideology as a whole. To be sure, thirst has to be quenched. But would a normal person normally lie down in the gutter and drink from a puddle? Or even from a glass whose edge has been greased by many lips? But the social aspect is more important than anything else. The drinking of water is really an individual matter. But it takes two people to make love, and a third person, a new life, is likely to come into being. This deed has a social complexion and constitutes a duty to the community.
I sent you a DM maybe we can talk sometime
to whatc this tipe of shit: youtu.be
what did u do in between to get over it
You need to stop
Pretty happy tbh
no thanks. People that "wanna talk sometime" just want to pretend to be there for me so they can have their quickie hookup and ditch me the moment they find someone more appealing.
I used to log in to the facebook/email/myspace accounts of girls I knew back in the day when security was lax. I found out the true nature of girls back then. They are horny as fuck, and just as much dogs as guys are.
the girls that screech about how they're oppressed by the patriarchy are either closet trans (Sup Forums tier conservative) or too autistic to acknowledge that other people might be different from them.
saying this as a girl with more male friends than female friends lol. We all want sex, guys are just more open about it.
>implying im in your area :(
but hey if you don't wanna talk then fine lol
I realized that she didnt give a flying fuck about me. She led me on, cheated on me and used me. She was never coming back and even if she did why would i want to take her back. id rather be alone than be a bitch.
I realized that looking at her shit and driving by her house would never lead to any happy realizations or outcomes.
Youre never gonna find a secret letter proclaiming her love for you in her email user. Shes gone bro.
Youre gonna get over her sooner or later, might as well be sooner.
One day i just logged out, and havent looked back since
that's just sad bullshit from introvert who didn't get laid, that's garbage man
didn't apply 100 years ago, it's irrelevant now
stop clinging to shit like this else there are no breaks on your turbo autism train
Yes this I found out being so ignorant to how girls are that they are very sexually active just like men lmao
I'm glad what I said helped you OP, It's completely correct, it's not the only analogy btw. An even better one would be, she is not your world, she is just an island, you can choose to stay on that island for as long as you like, but once you leave, you should never go back to it. If you make her your island, you can leave whenever you like, but if you make her your world, then you are trapped. The reason you always think about her is because you have made her your world, your everything, so you cannot escape her, the thought of her. Understand that she should never be given a role of such importance, which is why she needs to be an island and nothing more.
exactly. this bitch had dudes all in her DMs and she would entertain them all.
I found out that some girls, who seem faithful arent at all, I found out that some girls who seem innocent are closet freaks. I found out that all girls are just as sexual as guys. I found out that a girl who I thought I knew pretty well was sleeping with 4 different guys and had slept with 10 different guys in a month period
right? Girls complain about guys sliding in their DM's or sending dick pics. But it actually works.. If a guy has a big dick, its an instant response from pretty much every girl taken or not.
Im getting drunk by myself and I feel fantastic.
Soon il smoke a cigagarette thats been pushed and blessed by the virgin marys sweet cunt.
Can confirm, send dick pics to chicks on the reg and worst response I got was a "no thank you!", best response? Laid multiple times with multiple women. It's like in middle school/high school, all the girls said they didn't masturbate. All a byproduct of feeling ashamed of their sexuality.
OP here I need to get out and get some air gonna let the thread die now thank you all for your responses really helped stay classy Sup Forums
I'm working today/tonight but spent majority of the day browsing Sup Forums and doing what personal shit I can do from work, and tomorrow me and gf going to concert. Yesterday I drank all day and cleaned my house.
same boat, agreed. Fuck I'm comparatively rich, but so fucking lonely. I go to pubs and buy drinks for random girls in India - a country where one night stands du not exist and girls shout rape if you say hi to them.
Money won't solve anything for you anons, it's a battle you have to fight yourself.
>pretending to have read something clearly beyond his comprehension
2/10 because i replied
when you're beyond puberty and the blatant mindless narcissism displayed all over the world in the form of selfies and shit, you realise life's too short to waste on a new vagina every day.
you realise you want to wake up next to the one person who makes it all worth it, who makes it easier to sail through the day.
true user. money is not going to fill the void in our souls.
I sleep with underage girls because they are the only ones who don't realize how big of a losed i am
It's because of a few things.
1) Guys are typically loud and proud by nature, and many will openly slut-shame a girl if she's been with too many guys
2) Most of the common religions have a huge emphasis on rephrasing ignorance as purity, and selfishness as loyalty; this belief permeated into modern culture. Because of this, girls are encouraged to either know absolutely nothing about sex and their bodies (i.e. no masturbation), or pretend they know less about sex than they actually do.
3) Girls are submissive by nature, and will try to avoid being slut-shamed by either not hooking up freely or lying about their encounters, or attempt to push back against the norm and not be taken seriously.
Tack that onto all the sexual taboos bred in ignorance (gay sex, transsexuals, polygamy, incest) and the taboo of sex on its own, and you've got a world where the majority of girls all try to pretend they aren't horny as hell at the surface level.
tada
I could probably write a fucking essay on why people don't talk about sex lol
honestly, random dick pics from total strangers are a little weird, but I'll admit it's a good show of confidence and a surefire way to signal you're not interested in just being friends.
Plus we can judge how full you'll make us feel lol.
Lol, I'm a little envious ngl. That takes some serious confidence.
Niga thats the gayest shit i ever heard
it's ok you're young. go have fun