Being an autist that uses weed to normalize, and when anyone finds out they just think you're a stupid pothead
They look at me like "wtf u talkin about? you seem fine to me, you jus stupid."
Fuck you the only reason i'm even out and hanging out with anyone (which is rare) at any given time is because i've smoked enough to be around people and fit in with them. Yes I seem normal. That's the fucking idea you jackass. You're seeing the result.
The people close to me around me start to dislike me when I don't smoke.
shit sucks
Easton James
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Michael Flores
Don't tell anyone.
Luis White
Who cares what people think. People are stupid. It took us centuries to invent the fucking wheel. Fuck humanity, it's overrated.
Thomas Hernandez
its the first time I hear about this I can hardly believe pot helps with autism
Christian Barnes
that's because you're a mouthbreather with a closed mind
Bentley Sanders
Well that's constructive
Xavier Scott
I went full hermit mode when confronted with the same issue OP.
I manage a small fast food store. Work stoned. Come home get stoned. Play vidya and go to bed alone.
Fuck it. It's a simple but effective life.
Asher Baker
Niiice pic
Aaron Hill
it doesnt help my social anxiety, its good for my adhd but only in vidya or drawing, and its terrible for my depression, either terrible or great im not sure id be too paranoid if I was high all the time
btw autists wouldnt act this defensively poser
Gavin Johnson
I don't really do anything except vidya and make art that i want to sell but rarely/never finish.
I don't fit in with most peoples idea of how a human should interact with other humans unless I'm stoned, which means tough shit for me passing an interview unless i want to fail drug tests.
How the fuck do you manage a fast food store? I want in
Isaac Gray
you know why theres like 50,000 antidepressants and not just prozac? One type doesnt work for everyone. go to a dispensary and see the many many different types of weed that affect different things.
Sometimes I get foggy headed and can't function from smoking. It's from the type of weed it is.
I've been lucky in being able to get the right-ish kind most of the time in an illegal state. Sometimes I will still get one that make me super paranoid or depressed.
Joseph Peterson
Yeah I know that feel. The worst are people who get all bent out of shape and they're angry that you're high. Like fuck off and mind your own business. As long as I'm not hurting anyone, who cares.
Austin Richardson
Got sent to Job Corps in my early 20's. Got a bunch of leadership training and put in half a decade at McDoogals to get fucked over year in and year out for promotions. Eventually walked out, spent a year spending my savings on acid, booze and rent and then got a job slinging chicken fingers. Said "Manager" and "Oversee" and "Dicipline fairly" about a dozen times in the interview and they fast tracked me to management and gave me my own store.
Camden Murphy
Use adderall instead, works miracles with anxiety
David Hernandez
Adderall fills me will a soul crushing lonliness, what gives?
Lincoln Harris
I can relate user, we should become friends IRL
Kevin Green
Feel with u ........ beat cancer and Smoking Reliefs my pain. If People find out there so mean......
Asher Watson
Hmm, I guess it's different for everyone. I've read that it only makes people depressed, and feel more alone, and other sites say that it stimulates your brain and helps with socializing
Angel Ramirez
tbh I'd try going with a higher dosage a couple times to see if there is any difference
Jason Nelson
or maybe a diffrent strain
Aiden Evans
>It took us centuries to invent the fucking wheel. But it only took you seven years to finish undergrad.
Ryder Davis
Aderall fixes my anxiety and depression but i always come down and get more depressed because i feel like i'm not normal without it :(
Eli Bennett
Cannibist Master. Ask me anything. pic related. ist me.
Kayden Parker
I used to but can't anymore. Had a heart attack at 24 years old.
Jaxon Cooper
Are you really being honest with yourself OP? I'm just saying if everybody feels that way, maybe you should take another look at yourself. Are you constantly red eyed and out of it? Making excuses and being useless?
No offense, at all. And I hope you get things sorted out.
But I've known several people diagnosed with add/adhd. Only one of them actually has her shit together and isnt a leech, doesnt act like a stoned zombie.
My best friend is diagnosed with add. Honestly he's a doctor shopping loser, who finds a doc to diagnose him so he can fuck around and do nothing, and leech off people, and never get anything done. Cant keep a job, acts like a damn zombie. Takes adderall, sleeping pills, and I think his doc. cut off his xanax for his "depression". And he abuses them, will take twice his dose, and goes "muh conditions" when ever he fucks up.
I care about him regardless, but he's one of several just like that.
So, re-evaluate how you treat your friends and how you act. Even when my friend on the rare occasion helpful, he still fucking moves at a snails pace, mumbles when he's talking to you, It gets really old.
Good luck man
Brandon Garcia
kek
Jackson Richardson
Dude I get exactly how you feel. I didn't smoke until I was 26. And I am really glad I started because my aspergers and general social anxiety was starting to take a toll on my relationship with my fiance. She almost left me multiple times because I was very autistic about her having a social life without my being present. General paranoid thoughts that sound insane to me now, but made sense at the time. Won't go into detail unless other's want it, but suffice to say weed saved my marriage.
It allowed my mind to think clearly for the first time in my life and also made me think in new ways. I realised that I was a controlling dick and eased off, now we're closer than ever and the sex is indescribable.
Aaron Flores
I get out of it, make excuses, and am useless when i don't smoke. That's why the people around me start to dislike me when im not smoking. So no, i dont think that's me.
Anthony Cook
You dont have to go into detail because im sure i know what you mean.
Honestly i feel like i have muiltiple personality disorder (i know i dont) when I smoke. I go from one person to another. It's not some subtle change that you can make without the drug IMO if you honestly have a disorder. It literally changes HOW you think.
Christopher Sanchez
He's not wrong though.
Owen Howard
we just gonna ignore this ya'll?
Anthony Wright
You're not an autist, you European shit. DiE
Evan Diaz
U aint that bad, you just think you are.
Luke Williams
>Pot is now autistic
Thanks for breaking my habit.
Ethan Brown
This thread makes me want to tear my face off and put it on backwards so I can scream at my brain