I haven't felt happiness in 7 years

How is this even possible?

To go from never being depressed to 7 years of straight un happyness. This just isn't fair anymore and people lied and said it gets better but it actually doesn't

Somebody recommend me some music for this feel

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I did the opposite, 6 and a half years straight happiness
it will come with time man, just wait it out

Viva Las Vegas

>Somebody recommend me some music for this feel
I'd recommend professional medical help instead (of shitposting).

I'd recommend fucking something that looks like your OP image.

exercise, sort out your sleep patterns and change your diet
i guarantee you are a fat cunt who eats like shit and goes to bed at 5am
change those and you should feel a bit better. At least it will give you a stable bass to further seek happiness

Finding a new passion helped me get over depression. As for music: Kauan/Maaaet. Or if you want some happiness... College Dropout

It doesn't trust me. Everything will be the exact same except you're not fat.

Did all of that literally 7 years ago. I've exhausted every self help strategy that exists. Had abs all that. Truth is none of it made me happy

Just make art, take up painting or something.

Done that. Literally nothing in this world can make me happy I've exhausted every single option

>try uni
>move out of home
>gym member ship
>get gf
>become musician
>become artist
>get a job
>eat well
>socialise


Checked off every box on the self improvement list. All shit, life is shit

then there's a deeper underlying root cause that isn't going to just be solved by going outside
have you sought after professional help?

Yeah I've been to a phsyciatrist. Did nothing for me

But did you do it

on weed?

Vegas baby. Pot and prostitutes.

Quit all drugs including coffee and cigarettes and masturbation

Did nothing at all for me

happiness is a process - a balance of chemicals - not an outcome - a single physiological state. Pick a few of the things in the self help books that you think would contribute most to your happiness, and work on implementing them over the course of a solid year.

Doesn't work? Try a different set and work on those for a year. Rinse and repeat, all of this takes time.
I'll rec you this but you're not in a position to appreciate it

also you could just be clinically depressed. Some people get that way. Like my brother.

You know what helped him? A healthy diet, a good job, a wife, dogs, and PLENTY of chemicals. He's been on antidepressants for the last decade and the ones he's on now work great.

There's a 40% hit rate on them though so don't just go to a shrink expecting to be magically cured.

Ok let me try this again.

Pot and prostitutes are now legal in Nevada. If you don't like pot and prostitutes then you need to learn.

Wrong

Ive tried medications, don't work make me more depressed. The only medication that will cure me is syonide

welp

which meds have you tried? it can be a trial and error process and you need to be consistent in seeing your doctor and reporting what is happening so they can help you get the treatment you need

have you looked into eating just eating shit like magic mushrooms lol?
alot of people claim they had miraculously effects from it and pretty much did a 180 on their depression
alot of people also claim that it fucked them up further so yah, do ya thang

Happiness is a meme

Large amounts of weed is the same thing except no visuals. Eat a quarter bag all at once and trust me you're gonna trip balls.

>syonide

If you legit did all that shit properly while legit wanting to feel better then you just need a different philosophy on life.

DUDE HARMONICS LMAO

>Large amounts of weed is the same thing except no visuals.

No it fucking isn't, you're not taking enough shrooms/they aren't potent enough. Could also try acid but just like user said, there's no guarantee it'll change your life

wtf i hate Julien baker now

I have had insanely huge acid trips. You just haven't done enough weed. A whole quarter bag at once. I shit you not. Of swag but still. The only thing you don't get are the visuals which is a big part of it but thats not what were talking about. And besides, to get that philosophical effect you can just take one fucking bong hit under the right circumstances and have that same epiphany.

apparently daily micro dosing of acid has done wonders for people suffering Depression and PTSD shit like that as well. Read an article about it a while back, can't be fucked finding it

I've only ever come near to anything like that smoking a fuckload of weed AFTER a heavy, life-changing psilocybin trip but it's still different.

We've all got anecdotes about different drugs in the right circumstance so fair enough but don't forget, you never really remember what psilocybin and acid feel like until you're on it; it does affect your brain differently to cannabis

Do amphetamines.

>syonide

Yes, but have you developed a sense of self out of any of it?

VEGAAAAAAASSS

>syonide

Doesn't do a damn thing.

I know how it feels, I've been diagnosed with clinical depression and it's hard to get through the the days when you just feel tired, angry, sad, and frustrated.

Listen to street sects.
"AND THE PAIN JUST GETS WORSE
AS YOU AGE
BETTER GET USED TO ITS CLAIM
ON YOUR DWINDLING REMAINDER OF DAYS"

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Read the lyrics along with it by the way.