Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient!

Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient!
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what's it like?
I'm mentally ill too btw (i dont have schizophrenia though, I have bipolar2)

>what's it like?
That's a really vague question. Can you be more specific?
>I have bipolar2
Sorry to hear that, user. Hopefully, it's not too rough for you.

i don't know anything about schizophrenia except for media propaganda so basically i'm asking what life is like for you

>basically i'm asking what life is like for you
I see.
It's pretty mundane, outside of when I have psychotic breaks. I mostly just sit around the house, I don't really go out anymore.
I have manic and depressive states, similar to bipolar. Except they only last a week or two (usually) with apathetic states in between that last several months.

Do you hear things or see them? Any paranoid delusions?

My mom is schizophrenic and hears the neighbors growling at her through the walls. She thinks they plot against her. Ducking sucks.

>Do you hear things or see them?
Both. I primarily see things when I'm psychotic though. No so much when I'm not.
>Any paranoid delusions?
Mhm. The main one is that I'm from another universe, this is the 3rd one that I've been to.
>Ducking sucks.
Sounds like she's got it really bad.

whats it like hearing the voice of the dark gods?

What is the primary focus and themes of your delusions.

>whats it like hearing the voice of the dark gods?
I don't really hear dark gods, as it were.
I most hear just "normal" voices, like talking to another person.
I also hear animal sounds, like birds, they're the most common animal sound I hear.

>What is the primary focus and themes of your delusions.
Paranoia, like someone, or something is out to get me.
And Deja vu (for lack of a better term), like dying another universe and being transported to a new one.

Bump with a schizo doodle

Bampu

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I feel like I need to shot you to feel safe

>I feel like I need to shot you to feel safe
Why is that?

because you can snap at any moment

>because you can snap at any moment
So can you, or any other person in the world. What's your point?

nah I'm a stoic I don't let my emotions rule me

emotions lead their minds astray, you don't even have a stable working mind to begin with

>I don't let my emotions rule me
Nor do I. I don't even feel emotions 95% of the time, nor do most Schizos.
And if I am feeling some rare emotion, I seldom act on it.
You seem to hold a lot of misconceptions about Schizo, user.

My brother recently found out he is a schitzo, and he lost his job because ge kept think the other workers were planning to grill him and eat him. In my experience schizos arent a problem, they are more worried about the things they think are going on around them than the douchebags who assume bad things because of media hate

Bampo

>worried about the things they think are going on around them
This pretty much sums up Schizo. Most of us are just paranoid someone else is going to get us.
Most Shizos don't do anything to people and just keep to themselves.

My point exactly

If you think thoughts in your head, you hear your own voice? And the other voices come out of nowhere? Because I have nagging thoughts of suicide, for pretty much fifteen years now. Its my first thought when I wake up and my last thought before I go to bed. "Kill yourself." "You should just die." I've rationalized wanting to die in a variety of ways, some of them valid, some of them pretty trifling. How do I know if these voices arent just my own being rationally wanting to die?

Have you ever seen a halucionation and been really freaked out by it?

its nothing personal but if someone was on a hallucinogenic drug people would back away

its the same with a schizo

Prescribed meds?

Not entirely true. Im a hippy through and through, most of the people i hang with trip on lsd. And honestly they are all the nicest people iv'e met. So if thats your comparsin than your fear of scitzos is inavalid. At least in my opinion

>If you think thoughts in your head, you hear your own voice?
No, actually. My thoughts don't come in a voice.
I know that sounds bizarre.
>And the other voices come out of nowhere?
Yea, that's an accurate way of saying it.
>How do I know if these voices arent just my own being rationally wanting to die?
Everything in your head is your own thoughts.
>Have you ever seen a halucionation and been really freaked out by it?
Yeah, I used to hallucinate spiders dangling from the ceiling, I would turn and there would just be a spider there in my face. I would lose my shit for a second and swat at it and then it would just disappear.
>its nothing personal but if someone was on a hallucinogenic drug people would back away
And if that person didn't say they were Schizo/on a drug. You would likely never know.
>Prescribed meds?
I'm not on any meds.

If you're not on meds then you haven't seen a shrink-- correct?

Its cool that ypur puttong yourself out there for other peoples curiosity. Spreading actual thoughts on this is way better than having a non schizo, say a phycologist attempting to describe something they dont actally understand. People really should just see people for people, not their problems. I hope eveyone has a peaceful night.

>If you're not on meds then you haven't seen a shrink-- correct?
I saw a Psychologist, not a Psychiatrist. I was told I should see a Psychiatrist, but I wasn't interested in doing that. So I did some behavioral therapy for a little bit then got tired of that because it was all shit I already knew.

Any of the voices single girls? Could you have a rational conversation with the things you hear/see?

I hear voices and am not schizo, I think. Whispers. I learned to ignore them years ago.

>Its cool that ypur puttong yourself out there for other peoples curiosity
Thanks, user. Glad you find it interesting.
>People really should just see people for people, not their problems
I agree, too often people are shallow and can only look at people with shallow biases and can't form opinions by themselves.
>I hope eveyone has a peaceful night.
You too, user. Take it easy.
>Any of the voices single girls?
I hear two female voices.
>Could you have a rational conversation with the things you hear/see?
I can have conversations with the voices, but not the visual hallucinations.
>I hear voices and am not schizo, I think.
Schizo isn't the only mental disorder that have voices. It could be any number of things or just the way you think.

My voice was positive, encouraging, and I heard it as if someone was whispering in my ear. Didn't feel at all inside my head. What if I'm in a coma somewhere, and the voice is my nurse or family talking to me? Neat!

user, I think you're in the wrong place.
>and I heard it as if someone was whispering in my ear.
That's how I hear my voices too. They sound like someone just whispering in my ear (usually)

Do the voices commentate as you masturbate? Is it awkward?

When I first heard them I called my roommate into my room to see if he heard anything. People think you're nuts.

>Do the voices commentate as you masturbate?
Yeah, kinda. they commentate over just about everything I do.
>Is it awkward?
No, why would it be?
It can be distracting sometimes, though. I can go to full on about to bust a nut to having a random ass conversation with a voice and forgot I was even jerking it.
>People think you're nuts.
That's why I don't really tell people about them.

why you are such a faggot?
why havent killed yourself yet?

Do the voices judge you for being such a weeb

Well, if it isn't my favorite user.
>why you are such a faggot?
Why not?
>why havent killed yourself yet?
Still don't feel like it.
>Do the voices judge you for being such a weeb
Nope.

Oh yes. My daily Shinobu fix.

>My daily Shinobu fix.

Bum

whatcha doing

>whatcha doing
Watchin' some stuff on YT while I wait for replies.

You got any skills? Woodworking? Competitive jousting?

don't think i'm not watching you. i know what you're up to.

dont you play online gaems?

>You got any skills?
None that are practical.
I'm really good at reading people, and spend too much time playing vidya.
>i know what you're up to.
I know what YOU'RE up to.
>dont you play online gaems?
Occasionally.

You showed this Fri night. You said there was more. You said there was more. There was more .

What types of games?

I hope you have a good weekend.

Hi user.

>You said there was more
The other part to it is here: >What types of games?
MMOs/Mobas/survival games
>I hope you have a good weekend.
You too, user.

>Hi user.
Hi again, user. How're you tonight?

what do you play

>what do you play
I've been playing 7 days to die, Black Desert Online and League of Legends recently.

Is there a reason you don't take prescription drugs? I don't blame you for not, gf is on them and she's been turned into a loaf of bread.

>gf is on them and she's been turned into a loaf of bread.
That's the short answer on why.
I don't take any medication, not even for headaches. It violates my morals.
The only time I'll make an exception is if it's for something that's life-threatening.

I haven't met many people with that philosophy. Seems like every little annoyance with the human body can be cured with a pill nowadays. If you don't mind pissing blood and having aneurysms.

Doing a little better, still a lot depressive

>Doing a little better
Glad to hear.
>still a lot depressive
One day at a time, it'll get better.

I'm not really sure what I should ask.

I knew of a guy back in high school who had schizophrenia. I never really got to know him better, though.

At the moment of death in one time one you are shifted to another time line where the event didn't result in death.

Is this similar To yours ?

why araragi treats her like shit in bakemonogatari?

>I'm not really sure what I should ask.
You don't have to ask anything, you can just chat about nonsense.
>Is this similar To yours ?
Pretty much.
After dying in one "timeline" you've moved to another and everything restarts again.
>why araragi treats her like shit in bakemonogatari?
He doesn't?

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he just ignores her throughout all the season until the end

What do you think of yotsuba.

Thank you.

>he just ignores her throughout all the season until the end
She doesn't really do much for the first season. She just kind of hides.
>What do you think of yotsuba.
Never seen the show, but looks qt as fuck.
>Thank you.
You're welcome.

Plum

Boomp

Opinion on the goddess of explosions?

>Opinion on the goddess of explosions?
Who dat

You ever played wow?

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>You ever played wow?
Way back in vanilla, I played up until level 18. My computer couldn't handle the game and I got lost out in the swamps and stopped.
>that pic

Favorite survival game?

>Favorite survival game?
My favorite right now is 7 Days To Die.

stop posting this shitty thread every fucking day you autist

>stop posting this shitty thread every fucking day
I'll do what I want, but thanks for the advice.

Cool we have something in common user

Can't wait for the stable patch to be released.

Yeah it sucks that you have to make a new map every time an unstable version comes out. I'm really excited

How's it feel to live with all those shadow people in your room?

>Yeah it sucks that you have to make a new map every time an unstable version comes out
I wind up making a new map every few days anyway. Since I play on a one-death-per-map basis.
>How's it feel to live with all those shadow people in your room?
Well, there's only one shadow person, and it feels... normal? I guess?

i love you kate
i die

I use to play like that too, i try to hold as much as i can.

how do you tell if your becoming a schitzo?
like what are some warning signs and causes?

>i love you kate
I'm not Kate.
>I use to play like that too,
It's the superior way to play, I think. I can't play any survival games non-hardcore.
>how do you tell if your becoming a schitzo?
a psychologist is the best way.
>like what are some warning signs
Extreme paranoia/hallucinations/disrupted sleep patterns
>and causes?
There aren't any known causes

I also made a server for random people but was not a good experiment

>was not a good experiment
>random people on the internet
>not good
What did you expect? kek

Yeah i guess is what you should expect

just like watching media or any use of a screen/computer tech, it's all in the mind