Talk to me please folks, I'm in dire need of human attention

Talk to me please folks, I'm in dire need of human attention.

I'm an artist who hates himself.

And there's something called life, it sucks.

DONT BE FOOLED- I don't have any reason to fool you guys, sorry.

Trips supposedly will get a link to my arts.

Lets get this shitshow on the road.

There's nothing wrong here, right?

What makes you happy?
Inb4 you post a sappy response

You don't have a life, you ARE life.

Talent from other people, seeing other accomplishments.
A nice joke.
A nice nourishing meal.
Feeling like you're a part of something.
Being with people who respect you as an individual.
My art, my music and my future.
Thank you for the positive outlook :)

gifs are also something I plan to work on.

does it really matter what's posted anymore?

Is it sad if one person keeps posting in a thread by themselves? I always talked to myself when I was younger, because I usually had nobody to talk to.

IN THIS LIFE YOU CANT BACKTRACK SECONDS ONLY FORWARDS

ITS SUCH A FUNNY THIIIIIING

It's such a funny day
Whoah oh oh

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Why are you in dire need of human attention?

Because I'm an underachiever who thinks posting about it here will do me any better.

Why do you hate yourself?

The self is an illusion.You are not the "self" - you are not your name. You are not what has happened to you. You are not anything of the mind.

So... what is real?

That which does not change. (The ever present silent silent watcher)

Because I'm not going very far in life currently. I want to accomplish so much in life, and do many things- although I feel as if it's impossible at this rate, and that the opportunity has already passed. I'm not sure why I hate myself, could be autism(mild), shitty father, growing up making idiot decisions all my life basically.
Well great, I hope you realize that as a conscious individual it doesn't change me for whatever reason in the present moment

sup brah, how high are you rn?

also, how many layers of crazy you on rn? 1 being a lil mousey and 10 being mentally ill

Daily for the past 9 months

3, justified with context but my behaviour is inexplainable