Such a hugless, kissless, virgin beta autistic nerd that i just let a guy fuck my ass out of loneliness

Such a hugless, kissless, virgin beta autistic nerd that i just let a guy fuck my ass out of loneliness.
How bad should i kill myself? I've basically just destroyed my honor and masculinity, i feel ill

Me btw

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go into gay porn

Kill yourself until you're dead

You should go full on trap. When you find out it's a lonely world outside of Sup Forums for degenerates like yourself then kill yourself

Fuck that

Too afraid of the pain of scuicide, ive been hospitalized for trying 3 times now. Im on a zillion meds and disability

Now I know it's a meme, but you should become a trap. Think about it, there are literally no downsides & you can get paid for masturbating, which you would be doing anyway.

Put an egg in your ads then

>You should go full on trap
Tbh fam u know that trap body infographic? Ive followed it for a year and a half straight out of the idea i could jack off in a mirror because it would be easier to make myself feminine then get with a girl, and the weirdest thing is that choice didn't even feel gay to me but what i just did i think does that make me gay now? He didnt even let me jerk off as he railed me ;_;

Also show butts

Pics or it didn't happen lol

Did he cum in your ass?

You're cute.

No, i came here for fucking advice, ive already did gay shit for one day i need help guys come on

You look like a girl. I'd fuck your asshole too. I'll keep you company if you let me blow my load up your ass. :)

I cant fucking tell if you're a guy or a woman.
If female, you should totally go into trap until you die

Try sucking dick. If you like it you're a faggot. If not? Still a faggot now that you let a dude fuck you.

Yeah, in fact just farted a few min ago and felt like i shiy myself so i ran to the bathroom to wipe and it was all cum. Just end my life fam

Really? Now i feel worse tbh, before i did this i was in highschool football and manly af

If I was the one pounding your sissy asshole, I wouldn't let you jerk off either. You'd have that little dick put into a cock cage... and i'd keep the key on a chain around my neck... If you put out enough and sucked me off enough, I MIGHT let you out once in awhile to please yourself.. but you'd have to earn it. Sissy faggots like you deserve nothing more.

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Coming on here for advice was probably a mistake. First I'll say I'd fuck your ass too. And now the advice. Put your attention away from getting women for now. Work on your confidence, attitude, and the way you carry yourself in general. If you act like a beta you'll get treated like one.

Dont kill yourself. You're not gay just because one guy fucked your ass. Do you have kik? If you need someone to talk to let me know.

Nothing wrong with being cute. You look the way you look, stop being suicidal because you think others may judge you.
You don't have to be gay because you look girly, nor should you be afraid of being gay. Who cares.

>farted a few min ago and felt like i shiy myself
LOL!!!!! top fucking kek! Wow, you let a guy blow his load in your asshole? You are definitely a faggot. I would say either learn to accept that fact, or just walk in front of a train and be done with it.

On a side note though? You look a lot like a girl, i'd fuck you. But only in the dark, I don't want to see your dick and nuts flopping around. But I'd totally fuck your faggot hole. :)

I did suck his dick. Basically i met him on soc, lived nearby, he actually showed interest in me unlike any woman ever had so i agreed to meet because lonely and depressed, we met, he bought me a cheeseburger and a soda and we took a walk in the park, he ended up holding my hand even. We got in his car and he took me to his place and we started making out, then he put my hand in his pants i felt his hard on and he pullef it out and for some reason i decided to suck on it

You could try testosterone replacement therapy to regain your manliness.

That's fucking hot! I'm envious. I wish I was that guy. You're very fuckable...and I haven't had my cock sucked in awhile... would love to see your pretty mouth on my cock.

Thing is, i sorta like looking like this

Im not gay, it was out of desperation

post more pics of yourself? you're cute as fuck.
also, continue this story. ;)

Please become a trap named Sasha Gay. PLEASE.

When I was 20, I went to Bangkok. I drank a fuck load, did coke, fucked a hooker. Good night. Went back to the same hooker the next night a little more sober, realised it was a heshe. I went straight back to the hotel and was horrified. Smoked some weed and realised it doesn't really matter what we do with our bodies, our physicality is just a tool of which our conciousness deploys.

Had a few more good nights, enjoying the holiday. Even went back to fuck the ladyboy after getting fucked up. Is what it is, move on pussyboi

If you were manly, you would've gotten a lovely lady to completely plow into. A good first step is to stop looking at porn

Congrats on the aids!

So you are a faggot then after all..i retract my previous statement.

Shit, am i really that feminine looking?

>Im not gay, it was out of desperation
Fair enough. I understand all about being depressed. Been depressed for most of my life... you actually have more courage than I do. I've thought about turning to guys for comfort, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Hell, you should feel good about yourself for having the courage to go through with it.

If you are OP... and that pic is really you? Then yes. You look very feminine. Post more pictures so we can see if you have a manly side at all.

...

Really? Never thought of it like that

Why haven't you done it? Hooking up with men turns out to be the easiest thing ever, but now he wont stop blowing up my phone

Isn't that like saying you should feel proud for having the courage to use heroin?

>Im not gay, it was out of desperation
Keep telling yourself that.

Kill yourself you filthy sodomite.

listen man, your sexual orientation doesnt define your masculinity, so forget about that. masculinity is defined your confidence. just keep your confidence up man, a bad sexual experience (especially the first, if it was) shouldn't be what defines you. if you don't like getting fucked in the ass, then move on lol. find what you like, user.

it's ogre for you

you're actually very cute! not to be a hugbox here but just try to build your confidence it'll work out in the end.

You want the honest truth? I'm afraid of AIDS. I know people would say "you could use a condom".. but sucking a dick with a condom on? No thank you... and being fucked in the ass without feeling him spray his load in your ass? Seems pointless. That, plus I'm worried about feeling humiliated... I can tell you feel that way, and that's a big worry of mine. Thing is, I'm not gay either, but i've always wanted to experience things with a guy. To be dominated.. basically to feel taken over.. ya know?

Not really, no.

This is before my haircut, im on female hormones btw

Letting a guy cum in your ass without a condom is basically suicide. Enjoy your aids.

Do gay porn... Pays well.. Could also not be a bitch, and if into girls, become confident, and eventually you will fuck one... Or be gay... Or bi.. Whatever you want, just don't be a bitch.

Holy fuck. "Disability." Yeah right. You're just a mooch doing nothing with your life.

Three times in the hospital, eh? Know what I say? Fourth time's a charm. The world has enough mentally-ill freeloaders.

You can't get aids from a bj. You can from a load in your ass.

Well that's why you look feminine then, you're taking female hormones! That's also why you probably were leaning towards letting a guy fuck you. you LOSE your masculinity when you're on hormones.

But seriously, you're cute. I'm not even into guys but i'd date you. But I like femininity so that's probably why.

You are a gay bottom dude, its cool but that is not normal straight thought. Just be yourself. Im gay and you guys make me laugh, stop being pussies and live your life. Bigots created this anti gay climate and you fools buy into it, religion isn't real so be yourself jeeze.

show butt or no help

Sexy dubs.

You're praising his ability to search for a way to battle his loneliness and depression in an avenue that was potentially a short term fix but ended up being damaging. Probably unsurprisingly if he wasn't attracted to guys.

show us your feet. jesus, why haven't you started cam whoring yet?

And stop letting people cum in your ass

Unlike op and the rest I enjoy sex with my bf, he's the top and I'm thr bitch and I've never felt better. I prolly pass better than op too.

If you are such a big faggot indeed, cut your hair, you are not worthy of long hair

Congrats on turning yourself into a monster. Seek mental help.

Show us that asshole

Let's be friends

I've often wondered if I was a closet gay, but the thing is? Yeah I have fantasies of being fucked and sucking dick, but I am NOT attracted to men. Masculinity turns me off. I __LOVE__ femininity. Hell, I'm obsessed with boobs and I love pussy. Women turn me on. So that makes me think i'm not gay. I might be bi, but even then, bi guys are attracted to men, and i'm not. I just gave thoughts that seem gay. I dunno... labels suck. heh.

I'd make sweet love to your butthole, love and care for you, protect you and make you happy, we could get married and grow old together, maybe adopt a couple of kids. No homo though, bro.

Desperation to have your ass filled lmao. That's the husband hole.

Sounds like you like girly guys. Am I wrong?

look at them go hehe

Idk if you're still here but if you need someone to talk with or cheer you up, post something i can contact you on

Post more pics. You're cute as fuck.

Hush little faggot don't you cry
Pence is gonna make fry,

And if you wont die from this
You'll be forever in retarded bliss

You are correct. I like femininity. Don't care if it's male or female, I just really am attracted to feminine features.

You're preaching to me...

I had brunch with Pence at his summer home on Nantucket sound this morning.
He said everything is tip top.

Shut up you little fucking fag

Being gay is not a reason to commit suicide and if you are "beta" then why would you care about losing your masculinity

Stop crying just think about wether you liked it and then either continue or stop

I've known a girl that was once a guy and she was so cute and good in bed that I wanted to marry her. She commited suicide as well.

I haven't had sex since that day, so shut your whiny ass up and remember, someone will always love you

>being gay is no reason it commit suicide
yes it is

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Go to a few counseling sessions on shrooms. You'll get sorted right out.

same

Not OP but where can you do that? Can you bad trip?

If you take doses under 1.0 (at the most), and if you can handle yourself, it would be beneficial.
Free counseling sessions are available where I live. There is likely a cheaper option somewhere you live at.
Don't let them know you're tripping.

its just b8 bruh.

on a higher note I am happy to report the disinformation campaign has been a complete success and am currently reaping the benefits of my endeavor by watching thousands of people fight over things that use to bother me.

Externalizing these ideas and projecting them on to the masses has been quite the education for me. In fact it has solidified my character of nothing and I hope to watch this black hole completely devour my fears. So far we are ahead of schedule and I have decided to halt this experiment until further notices as suggested to me by my handlers.

Thank you all for your time and consideration and remember to always wash the other hand.

Of course you can bad trip, especially if you think depressive/sad/dumb stupid gore or some other shit. Somehow get shrooms,order or buy form someone and do it, doesn't matter if good or bad trip,it will help you in life (lsd at least does i haven't tried shrooms,but im sure it's almost same). And don't sit inside ,take your fucking earphones and go walk around outside where are no people. DON'T LISTEN TO SONGS WITH LYRICS IN THEM, listen to instrumentals or something else.

Holy fucking shit that Song is actually cool.

Either way, my point stays

Don't kill gays
Feminize them
Make them desirable
Make them sexy

Fucking kekd

They're completely different. On a very small dose of mushrooms, a bad trip is almost unheard of.
The goal is not to take enough to trip, though, just enough to get the effect.

Shrooms helped me. I overdosed on Spice and lost a lot of brain/emotional function (numbness, physical weakness, speech impediment, difficulty controlling emotions, depression), which it fixed (almost) with a microdose.

why no lyrics?

This guy man, this guy is going places

You're cute I'd Totally do stuff with you. But yeah that other fit is right you'd make a pretty good trap

You're cute man, own it, go full trap and fuck what other people think

want advice?
1 Go to Sup Forums
2 ask why you're such faggot
3 ????
4 PROFIT!!!

Yea to hell

I'm gonna need to see your boipussy

Why the fuck would you use spice? Jesus that is like crack cocaine...
On LSD they seem really weird,you kind of take them to your heart, some might sound real good, some seem like the singer ( it feels like there is a person who is saying the words EXACTLY TO YOU - and it is crazy trippy). Sometimes it's cool sometimes not so,with some bad lyrics, like rap about bitches sucking cocks and other stuff, on daily life you don't give a fuck, on lsd you take it seriously.

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Whatever, i can't explain it because i am a fuckign autistic idiot, bb everyone ill fap and go to sleep,remember not to listen dark songs (negative lyrics), and don't stay inside ! Physical activities on lsd feel good as you don't get tired so fast,leaving thread,peace.

Fucking degenerate

KYS FAGGOT GET OFF OF Sup Forums

Eeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuughhhhhhh

Eeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuggggghhhh

I'd love you, relationship and all

I think it would be helpful to a lot of people dealing with your same struggle if you showed those tiddies though

If I ever need to explain Sup Forums to someone with one screencap, it will be you good sir

>good sir