Holy fuck buds I just cried my eyes out on the phone with a girl. I need a feels thread

holy fuck buds I just cried my eyes out on the phone with a girl. I need a feels thread.

>meet girl 5 years ago
>we become friends, and then fiends with benefits while in university
>after university continue to hang out and fuck sometimes
>I get serious surgery and she's at my side the whole time through recovery
>last year I ask if she wants to be my girlfriend, she says yes then 1 week later changes her mind. We don't talk for a month
>get back together things going well, we fuck a lot and hang out a lot
>she gets in a car accident; I'm supportive of her but she turns super depressed
>really hard to deal with, fucks less way to depressed about everything I kind of distance myself from her.
>I apply to law school during this time.
>I get into law school, and she asks me for a relationship
>prospect of me going to a different city for school plus she's all still fucked up I say lets just keep things how they are
>we keep things as fwb, chilling every couple weeks
>I'm moving to new city for law school next weekend.
>she calls me today and tells me we both need to move on.
>If I didnt have surgery she would have been my girlfriend but I was too fucked up from recovery
>I say same thing if she didnt have a car accident it would have worked out
>next 3 years we will be in different cities,
>she says not to contact her until next summer, she wants me to get over her and she's already over me.
>i feel like I lost my best friend

Feelsbadman

>>i feel like I lost my best friend
You did.
It never gets any easier either.
FWIW, I wouldn't bother contacting her ever again.

You should be happy you can still cry.It means you're not dead inside yet

>I wouldn't bother contacting her ever again.
we've sort of gone through 2 mini breakups; after she wanted more from me, and after I wanted more from her.
Something about this time, partially because I'm moving away, makes it seem pretty finite. Maybe if I slay some puss while at school I won't feel so bad about meeting her next summer or something.

I hear you, but seriously, don't bother.
No good will come of it. It ain't worth it and you know it.
>Nothing will have changed

if I were at my best point 1 year afters surgery, and she was at her best point which was during my recovery, then things would have worked out I feel.

It was like, nothing happened at the right time for us

>It was like, nothing happened at the right time for us
Yes sir! That's the bitter sweet beauty of life! The planets truely have to align, my friend. Hey, I ain't saying you'll never be with her, but I'm talking a LONG time off. Not one year.

>holy fuck buds

That's why you don't stick your dick in your best friend

LAW SCHOOL

Just wait a few years and buy a new one

>That's why you don't stick your dick in your best friend
at first it was just friendship, while we were still in university I guess we were so busy with school and stuff that having a casual fuck was fun. I even casually dated another girl then and I'm p sure she dated another guy.
But I know now that friends with benefits probably won't work again unless it' just short term month long thing or something

I'm currently trapped in one of the most horrific, mind numbing binds that make me want to kill my own family because all they want is to deceive me so that I'm more under their control
They don't want to see me truly happy because that calls their lives into question, and I keep fucking up the best thing to ever happen to me out of pure, selfish cowardice
Nobody can offer adequate reprieve for this increasingly merciless Hell I'm in and I'm forced to watch as I'm fucked into oblivion

are you a chick or a dude?

A dude as far as my physiology is concerned

> You get into shit
> She becomes supportive and she's by your side throughout your recovery
> You go full spaghetti mode and cling to her
> She tells you that you gotta think it through since you suddenly wanted to formalize your friendship into something more serious
> She gets into shit
> You support her in the beginning
> She starts hanging with you less and not fucking with you like she used to
> You give up on her because IT'S SO HAARRDDZZ
> The she gives you another chance and actually wants to be with you
> Go full selfish bastard and run away
> Not expecting to lose her

Grow the fuck up.

bro
fuck that cunt, she ain't worth the stress.
there ARE more AND BETTER
out there, and you just gotta meet them.
they're all retarded but fuck.. they're alright to keep around the house

Exactly my point though, don't stick your dick in your best friend.

>> You give up on her because IT'S SO HAARRDDZZ
>> The she gives you another chance and actually wants to be with you
>> Go full selfish bastard and run away
>> Not expecting to lose her
>Grow the fuck up.
yep. Pretty much how I handled it and I regret i.

She sounds like a fucking whore guy. I know she seemed like she was your best friend but the truth is that she wasn't. If she loved you the way she made it seem like she did, she wouldn't have done this childish shit to you. She'll get broken one day by someone who she thinks is her best friend too one day because she thinks fucking with people like she fucked with you is okay.

>Go to my ex-girl's place
>Bring flowers and chocolate
>Tell her she meant the world to me
>That it wasn't just the sex
>It wasn't that she was a great cook
>It was the cuddling, the laughing, the sleeping after a hard day, the everything
>She says nothing.
>Tell her I just want her back
>Tell her I'll do anything to have her back.
>Remind her that her last words to me were "I love you."
>Still says fucking nothing.
>So I lay the flowers and chocolates at her grave
>Kiss gravestone.
>Lie down and cry
>Eventually the caretaker tells me (politely) I need to go home and get cleaned up.
>Gives me some coffee.
>Brohug

Fuck drunk drivers.

Fuck them all.

He blamed her at his trial for not moving out of the way, fucking driving on the sideway. He gets out in one more year.

I hope God will understand some things just can't be forgiven.

Did she ever even say she loved him? Sounds like they were mates, they fucked, he got in an accident asked for gf got turned down then she got hurt asked for bf then got turned down.

He's moving on with his life away from her anyway with lawschool - I understand he's sad but hey the chicks right he's gotta get over her and she's gotta get over him.

fuck bud

You're both faggots and both deserved to get hurt.

Good luck in your mission user. Make that fucker suffer.

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as someone who is not from first world, where fucking your moms is acceptable, it amazes me how you guys can keep fucking each other on n off and still mean nothing to each other.

like in India, contrary to our population, FUCKING is a huge deal. girls mostly don't open their legs until it's serious, which is precisely why I'm never getting laid

you're probably right user

>it amazes me how you guys can keep fucking each other on n off and still mean nothing to each other
that's the thing is at first it meant nothing, and we both thought we could keep it meaning nothing, but then we both got feelings at different times.
We're from Canada

self-pitying faggots like yourself are the worst. get over it faggot

I don't want to hear fucking shit about love until you start abandoning everything holding you back from it only for it to blow up in your fucking face

can we see a picture of her assets to decide if she's worth it

I panic deleted the nudes I had on my phone tbh

give us something at least

i can't, all have her face

L O L

kill yourself

also, for starters, have you ever stopped to think about how the world doesn't revolve around you

>panic deleting nudes
I know that feel

That is a HARD fucking feel, my friend.

she was italian too

Fuck her, fuck em all. I've "moved on" with a new grill who's better in almost every way yet I still love that stupid cunt. Been a few years now and she left some nice deep seeded issues behind in me.

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Shit made me tear. I wish you well on the rest of your journey man. God bless you user.

>i feel like I lost my best friend

You know what a best friend should do? Give a fuck about you. She "changed" her mind because she probably got with some Chad who dumped her around the time of her car accident, making her turn emo and run back to you. This whole relationship is a dumpster fire, move on and find someone worth being with.

There is no god.
Also the only way to deal with that is to avenge her.

Exactly nigga, like come the fuck on and grow a pair op

thanks for this advice user.
>Dumpster fire
is a good way to put it

hate to sound like a dick, but i gotta agree with this. you shouldve been done with her once she broke up with you after a week of dating...if that's not a red flag that it wasnt gonna work out, then i dont know what is

>. you shouldve been done with her once she broke up with you after a week of dating...if that's not a red flag that it wasnt gonna work out, then i dont know what is

honestly how I felt was that I'd never have sex again and never meet another girl. At the time I was living with my parents and felt beta af. I'm feeling a lot more confident now though, I'm not afraid of losing a grill forever I guess.
It's more the friendship aspect I'm sad about losing

So how are we all feeling? Anyone need to get some stories off their chest? Or are we here just to cry our eyes out?

I'm done crying for tnight man but I'd like to read other shitty situatons

I guess I'll post mine. It happened a few years back, but it still is pretty shitty and has impacted me in the last few years.
>Be Me, 14 years old.
> Filthy Jew faggot, parents wanted me to go on a birthright trip with some "friends" that I had known for a while in middle school.
>For the rest of this trip, I will be referring to this as the Israel trip.
>Attended this school from 1st Grade to 8th, in 8th we go to Israel.
>School shilled the trip to make us stay there, was a pretty shitty education, for they didn't teach some essential shit properly, fucked me later in high school.
>Arrive at Jerusalem airport, normal shit, faggots ignoring me like they had normally done throughout my time there.
> A Day and a 1/2 in, tired, we are going to the underground western wall
>Note about the trip: We were going with 2 other middle schools.
>On way to the place, fall asleep due to jet lag.
>FirstIncident.jpg
>I fall asleep next to a guy on the bus, Dickhead doesn't even try to wake me up.
>Nobody notices me, like usual.
>Stuck with Israeli bus driver
>Somewhat dazed and confused, go with bus driver to his parent's house.
>Dude speaks no english, have no idea what he is saying.
> At this point, I feel bad for him, due to the fact that this faggot just showed up (me).
>Get back to the group, at the wall.
>A group of 40 jewish children, including the ones i knew, all look at me, and start laughing at me.
>This is when I realized that life was not going to work out well for me.
>Worst part however, was not the fact that the kids were laughing at me, that was expected, save a few.
>The worst part was the fact that the chaperones, teachers of mine, were also laughing, and did not try to help me in the slightest.
>I trusted these people, and this act of negligence, in addition to 2nd incident (coming soon), almost sent me off the deep end, thought about an heroing.
Cont?

I'm sorry to hear that brother hit me in the feels.

You have a duty to avenge her, show him no fuckin mercy. Good luck.

go for it bud

>we are going to the underground western wall
You said this was an Israel trip, you didn't say you went to Palestine

>Back to the story
>I then watch everyone i thought I knew, slowly cave to peer pressure.
>AsExpected.jpg
>Fast forward to a few days later.
>Friend of many years up to that point invites me to talk in his room.
>2ndIncident.exe has started running
>The Time has come for the 2nd incident
>Go into friend's room, lets call him Zach
>Zach then, along with 2 other faggots
>They then take me, place me under the sink, place towel tight on my face, and pour water.
>Waterboarding.jpg
>Too scared, brain gets sensation of drowning
>Throw up a little, immediately goes back into mouth.
>This, although it was only 2 minutes, felt like an eternity.
>Especially because it was by someone I trust, in addition to the 2 guys who helped him (also trusted them)
>Walk out stunned, lost faith in humanity.
>...
>After Israel Trip
>I attempt a form of communication with this man, after about 3 weeks of minimal communication with the outside world.
>During this time, I attempted suicide.
>Parents thought I was being overdramatic.
>Probably was.
>Back to the story
>I skype this man,
>I ask him "Zach, why did you waterboard me?"
> He replies "Well user, I just wanted to. And you were the easiest to do it to because I knew you wouldn't resist."
> I have not spoken to him since.

there is a section of the jewish section that you can go underground.

waterboarding is hardcore man

That day has haunted my memory for years now, because it is a constant reminder of how I can never truly trust anyone, and how even those who you think understand, never will. Thank you for listening in on my faggotry.
>Flash Back to week before end of school.
>Depressed as shit, look around to see if anyone cares about what just happened.
>As normal, nobody does
>In fact, school attempts to cover up the issue, and pretends like it didn't happen (The bus incident that it, not the waterboarding)
>Even if the waterboarding got out to beside the kids, Zach's parents have enough money to "make it all go away".
>I confront the school about the bus issue, they say it was a problem and won't happen again.
>I know its bullshit, but i let it go.
>However, my parents (my mother) stopped supporting the school (My dad wanted to pretend like nothing happened)
All in all, lesson is to never trust kids, or people in general. I learned that lesson the hard way.

Jewfag here, for clarification, the school never knew the waterboarding happened.

yeah man, that shit went on at gitmo. Torture for sure

Do what makes you happy instead of getting bullied by your family, you stupid fuck. If that includes making some stupid mistakes just to know for yourself rather than being under strict control than so be it. So being such a damn weeny.

Anyway, Jewfag here, thank you for listening, i just needed to get that story out.

>Met girl in highschool
>Everything was wonderful, perfect first kiss, we were eachothers first for mostly everything etc etc
>Dated her for 5.5 years
>Worked 2 jobs for 90 hours a week to save for house and future because thats what I thought we had
>Had bought the engagement ring she always said she wanted

Figured it out on Christmas eve when I drove a gift over to her house she had been dating someone else for half a year and was already engaged, she was out spending Christmas with their family also found out one of the nights I came home early from a night job she had someone in my bed. Ended up spending Christmas eve with two of my bros and some mouse that found his way into the apartment.

Shit was almost five years ago and it still hurts in the feels, one of the Christmas bros hung himself a year and a bit ago. Shit sucks man

nuke that slut

Sounds like they were just fuckbuddies but YOU, my friend, sound like a sensitive little ass.

...

At first I thought you were an idiot and we're trying to get back with a girl that had clearly moved on. Then I caught the last part. My condolences.

>He blamed her at his trial for not moving out of the way, fucking driving on the sideway. He gets out in one more year.

How many years so I can laugh/cry at how fucking stupid the justice system is

Some people just enjoy the sex as a recreational activity rather than something that they are obligated to do with a significant other.