I met who I thought was my soul mate... We talked about mairrage and everything... Was with her for a while and I was at the peak happiness in my life.
until I got dumped a few months ago
Ever since, I hit rock bottom. Didn't go to my job for 2 weeks until I quit... Parents still think I work there.
I sleep all day in order to escape reality... Never want to leave my bed.
I didn't attend my college classes until I got withdrawn.
I started getting into weed and smoke every day and night behind my families back, I enter my house high as fuck and they think I'm normal.
I got into a few debt since I have no job.
I tried to experiment with more drugs such as kratom, but stocked with weed.
I genuinely just want to end my life... It's been like this for 4 months now. Everyone thinks I'm fine, but deep down I'm really not.
My family actuslly think I'm at work now... When I'm really just at a park alone smoking weed and being in a pitfall of depression.
Ayden Thomas
Try other drugs. Not meth or something though
Daniel Parker
What would you recommend... Heroin?
Jonathan Hill
Been there done that user...shit gets more bareable as time goes on.just get stoned and don't an hero just yet
Brody Rodriguez
The cycle of rejection goes for 13 months. Be strong, user
John Williams
>my soul mate no such thing
Elijah Murphy
literally only one person can help you and it's yourself
Logan Davis
This^^^
Christian Ortiz
1. There's no such thing as soul mates. There are millions of people on Earth you could end up with and be perfectly happy.
2. If something like this sent you into a pitfall of depression and unemployment, it would definitely be worth seeing a therapist (who could also refer you to a psychiatrist if deemed necessary.)
3. Nothing anyone here can say will make you feel any better. It's a shitty situation you're in. You'll be okay, though. Hang in there brother.
Camden Gutierrez
And why are you destroying your life for some bitch who doesn't give a shit about you?
Easton Allen
Only the best
Landon Long
until you make a move to get help, you wont get help get help user
Henry Roberts
personal experience btw
Carson Murphy
Shit you've got it easy.
Owen Evans
how old are you lol.
Ian Jenkins
I tried helping myself by going to the gym and stuff but it wasn't helping at all
I don't have insurance... And I'm trying really
We knew each other since we were kids. And now she is gone. Compeletly. 100%. It was true love
Early 20s
Ethan Mitchell
The sooner you realize that women are fickle minded and will leave you on a whim, the better. Doesn't matter how long she knew you.
Christopher Ward
You're being so fucking dumb. Go out and meet girls you dipshit.
Chase Ortiz
You're putting her on a pedestal and that's clear You're love struck right now So much so that you can't even see a flaw about her
When you close your eyes imagine her, you most likely see bright colors and a smile Take the colors away, stop her from being this fantasy girl because she isn't
Seek help now
A girl ripped my heart out not to long ago, I'm mostly over it but when I see her it just burns Give it time let it go
Luis Evans
Why did she dump you?
Oliver Torres
>Early 20s im guessing from your syntax this is the first girl you've felt this kind of connection with. It's not unique. Even though it feels unique, believe me you can create those exact same feelings with someone else. It just takes time. There's nothing wrong with being down about your situation, but you're starting to let it control your life, which is the real issue.
Michael Lopez
lsd homie. go look at nature and shit
Wyatt Martinez
hi OP, i am was exactly like you. pretty much everything you said. 4 years later and i can tell you, my life still sucks. i have no job, live with my parents again, havent dated at all, fucked a few random sluts but eh. i hope you savored what you had, because its gone. just my experience
Brandon Nguyen
as someone with 30k debt working a part time job without being able to get any earning from it because of the debt, i got to say OP, you can still go through it, you own your feelings and your will its all about you