You

You,
Yes, you.
Remember you're not alone.

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I don't expect anyone to respond.

Yea but I sure as hell wish I didn't fuck it up with her

What happened?

Yeah im alone but im okay with it.
Slept with an escort for the first time today. Dont know how I feel about that.

Did you fuck?

So you're saying that tiptoe'ing i've heard in the living room last night wasn't just my imagination?

Yes, I paid her for 30 minutes, she sucked me off and fucked her with a condom. Hadnt jacked off for about a week so I came kinda quick but whatever.

Stop this shit people, I'm a pussy, you're freaking me out

I dated this girl who was really depressed and had bad anxiety

We took each other's virginities
First real relationship for both of us

It ended badly unfortunately
She felt used
The reason is cause when we'd be hanging out I'd make a move for sex and get rejected and then maybe make another one in maybe 10-15 minutes

Didn't think anything of it
Just thought it was playing around
Had no idea I was hurting her till she sent me that fucking text

In it she told me what happened and told me it was over

She completely ghosted me

I tried apologizing but to no avail
I feel guilty about hurting her

She got a new guy in only a few weeks after the breakup

It's been 3 months and today for some odd reason I feel like shit all over again

I just wish she would've talked to me
I wish I could fix it

i am though, havent seen anyoe in 6 years

maybe you should?
How old are you?

20, left school at 14 and never leave my house now

There was nothing to fix to begin with.
Unless you're both underaged.

wait, what?
You never finished school?

what do you mean there was nothing to fix? And we're 18

nah, if i stayed in school i would have killed myself, im still gona do it but at least i delayed it a little

I want Yujin, my korean dream woman. She knows I love her, and deep inside she loves me too. But life is a bitch and won't let us stay together.

You did nothing wrong. Stop blaming yourself for illogical women behavior. For fucks sake, does it hurt to be such a beta nu-male cuck?
Got a job? Still living with parents? What's their opinion on this?

Well thanks man I appreciate it even if you called me a cuck

never had a job, yeah i live with my parents, they know if they kick me out ill end up dead , i kinda want to try having a normal life but fuck having to work for 50 years

kek are you my girlfriend pretending to be me
very similar situation except we lasted three years together, apparently I used her and humiliated her the whole time but I take that with a pretty fuckin huge pinch of salt tbh
we broke up late may and she's seeing a new guy, im just lazing about doing nothing, low-key suicidal, just playing vidya and building gundam
I'm talking to girls she didn't like me talking to so she's pissed off with me and told me she fucked someone yesterday to try and upset me
I don't really feel anything if I'm honest, just an overwhelming sense of melancholy that I can't shake off, no matter how many times I tell myself it's illogical and I have no reason to be sad
it's just one of these things dude, we'll get over it

Guess it's nice to know I'm not the only one who's going through this shit

We're here for you, bro.

Look at it from different perspective - if a woman is unstable like that and she rejects you for such a retarded reason then what could've happened after longer time, when your relationship was serious enough?

>oh no, a woman rejected me after 3 years of pointless, incompatible relationship!
>brb, gonna kill myself.
fucking beta cuck.

c u soon bab3

That's true
I'm mostly over her I just feel guilty bout what I did
I mean like she fucking told me I put her in therapy for fucks sake

So yea it's probably best that she's gone

you working third trick Babylon?

>Be me
>Be in 2nd grade
>Very shy, 0 friends
>New Girl comes
>Paired up w New Girl for project
>Lets call her Courtney
>Shes actually pretty cool
>Become good friends
>She calls me her munchkin
>FF college
>Me & Courtney have been together for 6 years
>Happiest Ive ever been. Great job, love my girl, family is great
>Actually bought an engagement ring
>Was going to ask her to Marry me
>May 2016
>Find out Courtney has Stage 4 Cancer
>Break down entirely, stoop to alcohol and drugs to keep my mind off of it
>Courtney's parents can't afford treatment
>Decide to help by selling most of the shit I own
>Sell my car, my TV, most of my furniture
>Literally living on an air mattress eating Ramen Noodles for breakfast, lunch, and dinner
>Life sucks, but I'd do anything to keep Courtney
>Go visit Courtney with her parents, at this point I told them about my plan to marry the love of my life
>Bring the ring to the hospital, planning to propose to her
>At the hospital, go to Courtney's room
>She's there, smiling at me, trying to keep me happy
>Talk to her for a bit, trying to stay away from the cancer talk
>Finally, I drop down on my knee, pull out the ring
>"Courtney, will you marry me?"
>She starts crying, and says Yes!
>Her parents start tearing up
>"Munchkin, there's just one thing I need from you"
>I ask what is it, ready to do anything for her
>She finally says, with the biggest smile on and tears streaming down her face
>"I need about tree fiddy"
>It was at that moment I realized Courtney was an 8 story tall creature from the Paleolithic era
>That goddamn loch ness monster, I aint giving you no tree fiddy

nah suicide isn't an option for me, I think that shits dumb
way stupid to put a permanent end to something I'll get over in a couple months

trust me, that's just exploitation on her part
ignore it, you did nothing wrong apart from being a guy. girls also tend to let you do something they think is wrong so they can bring it up later. it's fucked up.

fuck you

Stop being a sissy. This woman wasn't for you. Believe, you don't want to be in toxic, pointless relationship. Either you two love each other and talk about everything + solve issues together or you aren't really meant for each other.
Don't act like you're desperated to be in any relationship.

don't get me wrong, we're definitely not for each other. we took a break about two years in because I felt we were incompatible and didn't share tastes at all, and had very different views of what a relationship should be like.
she didn't break up with me, if that's what you think. it was mostly on my part but there was some reluctance since I didn't really like the idea of being alone, but before long I remembered how happy I am being solitary.
right now, I'm in a transition period between being with someone and not being with someone. it's going to take a while to get back into the single life, it was the same when I first got into the relationship, I was still fucking around with girls for the first couple of weeks. I'm sure I'll be over it soon.

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where are you from?

here, have a nice anime in return.
nigger

i am alone. on the inside.

elaborate

my ex gf left me like 6 years ago. Just like that. I've been in a new relationship with a nice girl that really loves me for 4 years now. Still think about my ex EVERY SINGLE DAY. This will never end and I will never be as happy as I used to be as a teenager. fuck this

every man is an island

you will never be as happy as when you were a teenager.
you can either live in denial, like me, or you can accept it and move on.

>buhuuu woman get back to me, I need you!
>I need you so I can be happy again!
Ask her if she wants to be friends. Period

get to the point, negro. What is your problem?

I don't want to be friends with her. I just want to never think about her again, thats all.

im afraid I'll never love anyone or anything like I loved her.. even though she will be the death for me, and can't help to long for her..

obviously, i'm trapped on an island.

what does love feel like?

jerk off and go to sleep

there's no sleeping on the island.

New guy in only a few weeks after means he was only new as far as you were aware of. Don't feel like crap, you guys were obviously not compatible. Tough to hear but you gotta stop blaming yourself and move on. If she cared about you she would have talked if there was a problem