Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient

Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient.
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Do you hear voices?

Fuck off

>Do you hear voices?
Yup, I have three recurring ones.
Two females, one male.

what is a Schizophrenic ?

why do you keep making threads? do the voices not give you enough attention?

What do you do to keep things quiet? I smoke a lot of very legal weed, and its done far better than all but one medication ive taken to keep me level.

You a female or male? Do the voices say bad or good things?

Do you like king crimson?

>Fuck off
No you.
>what is a Schizophrenic ?
Someone who has Schizophrenia.
>why do you keep making threads?
Bored, nothing better to do.
>do the voices not give you enough attention?
What does that even mean?
>What do you do to keep things quiet?
Listen to music.
>I smoke a lot of very legal weed
I wish I could do that, weed makes me feel so much more... normal?
>You a female or male?
What do you think, user?
>Do the voices say bad or good things?
Both, it depends on my mood a lot of the time.
>Do you like king crimson?
Literally who?

any up side???
like do they keep you company when your bored?

has an user ever said / asked something that triggered a hallucination? (you don't need to say what it was)

>any up side???
Anything has an upside if you look at it from the right perspective.
>like do they keep you company when your bored?
Company is a strong word. But, yes can keep me occupied when I'm really bored.

What made you realise something was "wrong"? And when were you diagnosed?

Hey mate borderline fag here. How much time have you spent instiuonalized? I spent most of my adolescence in the wards and it only made me much worse. Thankfully CBD has saved my life.

>has an user ever said / asked something that triggered a hallucination?
Yes, it has happened.
My friend and I were on my front porch talking about black holes. Then a black hole appeared in the street and ate a light pole and the neighbor's house. I walked over to it and stuck my arm in it, then I was back on the porch.
>What made you realise something was "wrong"?
I've always known something was wrong with me. Even as a kid/teen, I've always been weird and I've always been aware of it.
>And when were you diagnosed?
About four years ago.
>Hey mate borderline fag here
Hey there.
>How much time have you spent instiuonalized?
Thankfully, none. I try to avoid hospitals like the plague.
>I spent most of my adolescence in the wards and it only made me much worse.
Damn, sorry to hear that. That seems to be very common among kids/teens who spend time in and out of wards.
>Thankfully CBD has saved my life.
Glad you were able to find something to help you.

Do you fully recovery ? What's your worst ?

>Do you fully recovery ?
Some people do, I likely will not.
>What's your worst ?
My worst what?

not sure what word to use here , like your worst symptom or having hallucination that's so fucked up something like that .

I think you're a faggot
Now post boi pussy

>like your worst symptom
Well, the worst symptom is probably anxiety/paranoia attacks that feed into each other. Throw a little depression in that mix and it's a recipe for disaster.
>or having hallucination that's so fucked up something like that .
I have had hallucinations of killing people. I guess that's fucked up?
>I think you're a faggot
I'm straight, user.
>Now post boi pussy
No way.

>No way.
Good job, trap shit is the real mental illness
But since you're straight, have you ever had a gf? If yes, did your schizophreny affect your relationship?

Black hole? That's acutally cool.

Do you fear something anom, or you can go over anthing by just thinking is one of you hallucinations?

>Good job, trap shit is the real mental illness
Traps are a scourge.
>But since you're straight, have you ever had a gf?
I have.
>If yes, did your schizophreny affect your relationship?
Very much so. Emotions + Schizophrenia is a very bad mix. But, it was worth it.

>That's acutally cool.
It was quite cool. I wish I could have gone completely into it.
>Do you fear something anom
No.
>or you can go over anthing by just thinking is one of you hallucinations?
If I think of something for long enough it'll eventually become a hallucination, and I can kind of explore anything I really want to.

>hallucinations of killing people

interesting

> If I think of something for long enough it'll eventually become a hallucination, and I can kind of explore anything I really want to.

Same user again... you realize that is not real, but just a construct of your mind, right? I mean, nobody seen a black hole, so what you see is what scientists think a black hole is.

Are hallucinations just visual/voice one or do they extend to other kind? Like feeling attracted to the block hole (cause of the gravity).

>interesting
Think so?
Most people think it's fucked up to have hallucinations like that.
>you realize that is not real, but just a construct of your mind, right?
I'm aware of this, yet at the same time, I refuse to believe it.
>I mean, nobody seen a black hole, so what you see is what scientists think a black hole is.
No, I didn't see the "representation" of a black hole, like the pictures of one.
It was completely black, nothing. The light behind me was rushing to this "center" in the road. I didn't see a literal hole, it was just black.
>Are hallucinations just visual/voice one or do they extend to other kind?
They're primarily visual/auditory.
>Like feeling attracted to the block hole (cause of the gravity).
No, the gravity didn't seem to affect me until I stuck my arm into it.

Do you dislike being schizophrenic? Do you play vidya?

>Do you dislike being schizophrenic?
I wouldn't say I dislike it, I also don't like it.
I'm pretty neutral towards it. It is what it is.
>Do you play vidya?
I do.

what do they say about me ?

Get any vivid dreams that make you confuse reality?

my voices are gone OP
i learnt what they had to teach

>what do they say about me ?
They say you're crazy.
>Get any vivid dreams that make you confuse reality?
Every time I dream they're extremely vivid. I don't confuse them with reality anymore. I used to do it a lot when I was younger, though.

ahahahahahah fuckers xD
tell them odin says hi
and that also i know their game

Borderline fag here again, thanks dude, very arduous rode for sure. I see you mentioned that you like weed, I would suggest trying CBD, it's the second most abundant cannabinoid in weed. 100% legal as well, I try to tell anyone who might benefit from it about it. Thecbdistillery.com

Have you played "Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice"? Is it similar to your experiences?

>tell them odin says hi
I don't need to tell them.
>and that also i know their game
You don't. You just think you do.

>Every time I dream they're extremely vivid. I don't confuse them with reality anymore. I used to do it a lot when I was younger, though.

Glad to know I'm not alone.

Interesting in a fucked up way . care to detail ?
If you don't feel like it's okay .

ahahahaahhahaahahahah
then how do i know they call it the game brother :)

youtube.com/watch?v=eBpYgpF1bqQ

do you have problems concentrating because of voices/hallucinations?

Then again, I'm still trying to figure out what was a dream.

Do you have problems concentrating because you're always thinking about something?

>thanks dude
Sure thing, friend.
>I would suggest trying CBD,
I'll give it a look.
>Have you played "Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice"?
Negative.
>Glad to know I'm not alone.
Glad to help.
>care to detail ?
I don't remember the exact details of it. But I remember bashing someone's face in with a hammer.
>then how do i know they call it the game brother :)
Because everything is a game.
>do you have problems concentrating because of voices/hallucinations?
I have concentration problems, but they're not always caused by the hallucinations.
>Do you have problems concentrating because you're always thinking about something?
Yes, very much so.
>Then again, I'm still trying to figure out what was a dream.
You'll probably never really be able to tell.

Can I talk to one of them? (The voices)

Also what are they're names and personalities and who do you like the most?

Are you sexual attracted to any of then? .

Are hallucinations sometimes fun?

Do they look like anything and do you think they are as real as you? Like are they as valid as your conciousness?

Ever had thoughts about writing you thoughts down in blood all over your wall to let people know what your problems are or whatever?

how annoying can the voices get?
and have they ever been useful?

>Can I talk to one of them? (The voices)
It doesn't exactly work too well.
>Also what are they're names
They don't have names.
>and personalities
Of the two females, one is nice and very supportive, the other is kind of a bitch, but not always in a bad way.
The male is quiet, really only says facts. "This is what you are doing" narrates what I'm doing, etc.
>and who do you like the most?
Probably the bitchy female.
>Are you sexual attracted to any of then? .
Nope.
>Are hallucinations sometimes fun?
Occasionally, they are.
>Do they look like anything
No, they don't manifest physically.
>do you think they are as real as you? Like are they as valid as your conciousness?
I think so.
>Ever had thoughts about writing you thoughts down in blood all over your wall to let people know what your problems are or whatever?
Nah. I prefer more subtle methods. Only the people who are looking for what I'm trying to say will see it.
>how annoying can the voices get?
They can be extremely annoying.
>and have they ever been useful?
They have. They can tell me things I may not be aware of at the moment.

Yeah

i had psychosis for a few weeks late last year/early this year.

doctors diagnosed me with paranoid schizophrenia, although since march i haven't had any delusions/hallucinations/voices.

having come out of psychosis, it's fucking terrifying man. you're so, so convinced everything is real. the anxiety, the paranoia, it destroyed me in just 2 weeks.

hope you are keeping well dude, much love

Are traps gay

Have you ever confused your video games with reality?

Do the hallucinations you experience compare to what people see on psychedelics? Ive had a ton of experience with them,and have always seen the most vivid and beautiful things while tripping.

if you could, would you get rid of your condition ?

If I gave you a hug would it make you feel better or make things better?

What is your sexualit?

Do you have any interesting stories to share?

Have the hallucinations and voices ever had a huge impact in your life?

I can draw one of your voices if you give me a detailed description of who they are and what you think they would look like and tell me what personality quirks they have? (I have a degree in character design)

Much love brother

add me on steam I've been lurking in your threads for some time now steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198268984584/

>although since march i haven't had any delusions/hallucinations/voices.
That's good. Hopefully, they don't come back for you.
>having come out of psychosis, it's fucking terrifying man
The first few episodes are the scariest. It starts to become normal.
>hope you are keeping well dude, much love
Thanks user. I'm not dead yet, so I'm doing pretty well.
>Are traps gay
Pic related
>Have you ever confused your video games with reality?
Nope.
>Do the hallucinations you experience compare to what people see on psychedelics?
I would imagine. Psychedelics are just drugs that induce psychosis. And psychosis is the primary symptom of Schizo.
>if you could, would you get rid of your condition ?
Probably not.

Do you talk to yourself?

do they influence your decisions?
how much?

How do you manage to fall asleep ?

Have you ever laughed at your own thoughts uncontrollably?

>If I gave you a hug would it make you feel better or make things better?
I dunno.
>What is your sexualit?
I'm straight. (I like grills)
>Do you have any interesting stories to share?
A few years ago I went to this party, and there was this girl there that was a friend of my friend's friend, whom I've never met and she didn't know anyone at the party either. I could tell just by the way that she moved that she was extremely nervous (and me staring at her probably didn't help).
I remember feeling her anxiety as she walked into the doorway.
>Have the hallucinations and voices ever had a huge impact in your life?
Not really a huge impact.
>I can draw one of your voices if you give me a detailed description of who they are and what you think they would look like and tell me what personality quirks they have?
I don't know what they might look like. I only have a concept of their personalities, and it's a really basic concept.
For example, the female voice that I talk to the most; she's very bitchy, but in a nice way? She has a really raspy voice (think Mio from Nichijou). And that's really it.
>add me on steam I've been lurking in your threads for some time now steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198268984584/
Mk
>Do you talk to yourself?
A lot.
>do they influence your decisions?
Sometimes, but not very often. It's quite rare.
>How do you manage to fall asleep ?
I wonder that every day I wake up.
>Have you ever laughed at your own thoughts uncontrollably?
Unfortunately, yes.

How exactly do you "hear" the voices - is it like your internal monologue? Do you actively converse with them? Do they ever interrupt or talk over you - either your internal thoughts or when you're speaking out loud?

I hope you're doing all right, user

>How exactly do you "hear" the voices
It's a bit complicated to explain, but here's my best attempt at it.
Imagine having someone sitting next to you whispering in your ear. Now imagine that person is not actually there, but they're still whispering. Now imagine that the whisper is inside your head, but it's coming from the outside.
That's what it sounds like.
>is it like your internal monologue?
My internal monologue is different than normal peoples. I don't "think in words" as one might say.
>Do you actively converse with them?
Mhm.
>Do they ever interrupt or talk over you
Yes, they do sometimes. There are times where all I can hear is what they're saying, it's like they're yelling and I can't hear anything else.
>I hope you're doing all right, user
Thanks, user. I'm doing okay.

When were you diagnosed? How did your family react to the diagnosis?

>When were you diagnosed?
About four years ago.
>How did your family react to the diagnosis?
I didn't tell anyone.

Any reductions in speech(alogia)?

Have you done any psychedelic drugs? Like dmt or shrooms? I think dmt would be interesting for a schizophrenic.

I know someone who is basically lives in a nonstop drug psychosis and they randomly will look up at the sky and start yelling at the "light" telling it to shut the fuck up. What do you make of that?

if you had to describe your condition with 3 words or less how would it be?

Do you think weed can cause an episode.

are you taking any kind of meds?

>Any reductions in speech(alogia)?
Yes. My speech has gotten considerably worse over the years.
>Have you done any psychedelic drugs? Like dmt or shrooms?
No, but I want to try DMT and LSD.
>they randomly will look up at the sky and start yelling at the "light" telling it to shut the fuck up. What do you make of that?
Sounds like they do too much drugs.
>if you had to describe your condition with 3 words or less how would it be?
Crazy as fuck.
>Do you think weed can cause an episode.
Yes, smoking weed causes episodes, and a withdrawal symptom (for me) is psychosis too.
>are you taking any kind of meds?
No, I avoid all type of medication.

>Literally who?
tremendous cum-gargling newfag detected

>tremendous cum-gargling newfag detected
nou

Do you have a staring problem?

I occasionally hear voices talking to me or about the situation I'm in and sometimes I'll see people that aren't actually there. I've also heard shit like someone breaking into my house then checking and finding nothing. I don't think I'm schizo but does that line up to any stages you remember? I'm also too young (19) to develop it fully.

>Do you have a staring problem?
I tend to give people death stares, yes.
>but does that line up to any stages you remember?
That's pretty much exactly what I went through, minus seeing people.
It could just be a psychotic episode and go away after a while and never come back.

Do you people treat you like a bitch or a child because of the way you are?

>Do you people treat you like a bitch or a child because of the way you are?
No, most people don't even know, and normies don't have the capacity to tell something is wrong with me, unless I do something crazy weird.

is this the same schizo every time or are all schizos on Sup Forums also weaboos?

Do your voices agree that Shinobu is obviously the best girl?

>is this the same schizo every time or are all schizos on Sup Forums also weaboos?
I'm pretty sure it's just me.
>Do your voices agree that Shinobu is obviously the best girl?
They have no opinion on such matters.

Interesting. I don't like to armchair psychologist, especially on myself but I have been diagnosed as bipolar type 2 by a retired psychologist I met through school. It really isn't unbearable but these have been persistent for a bit over a year, at least 4-5 times a month. Maybe it won't actually develop past this as I don't know of any schizophrenics in my family and it seems to be a mostly genetic disorder. Also if you get a chance to, do dmt it helped my mental state so much. I felt completely normal mentally for three weeks after it but now I'm back to 'normal'.

Have you or would you ever fuck a dog?

>diagnosed as bipolar type 2
If you are bipolar that could also be the cause of it.
>Also if you get a chance to, do dmt it helped my mental state so much
I plan on it, if the opportunity arises I will do it.
>Have you or would you ever fuck a dog?
Yes

One time, my father yelled at me. Suddenly I can't see clear, and somehow I feel a voice telling me to stab him with the kitchen knife next to me. Also it still continues every time he is within my sight. Does that count as being schizophrenics?

How can I get schizophrenia? It sounds like a fun trip

What kinds of things do the voices say? How do your conversations start?

Did you choose to seek medical treatment? How would you get help for someone with schitzophrenia if they deny that there is a problem?

Nah man. You just need to stab him. Everything will be ok.

>Does that count as being schizophrenics?
No. Having only one symptom of Schizo doesn't mean you're Schizo.
>How can I get schizophrenia?
You could do a lot of drugs, weed, LSD, etc. all day, every day and you'll put yourself in a drug induced psychosis. Not quite Schizo but pretty close.

>It sounds like a fun trip
It's not.
>Did you choose to seek medical treatment?
Yes.
>How would you get help for someone with schitzophrenia if they deny that there is a problem?
That's a really complicated question to answer. It really depends on the person.

Hit your head against the wall for a couple of minutes

Oh it's you again. Seems like you can use Sup Forums even tho you don't have a fucking physical body

You're a good person user and I will always be here for your threads thanks for adding me on steam btw

>What kinds of things do the voices say?
Mostly nonsense, just a bunch of words mashed together. Or they'll talk about whatever I'm doing.
>How do your conversations start?
I'll ask them a question, or I'll say something and they'll just start talking.
>You're a good person user
People always say that, but I don't believe it.
>thanks for adding me on steam btw
No problem.

My mother is schizophrenic. She thinks the neighbors plot against her and talk shit about her. She says she can hear them inside her house even though they are 20 feet away in their houses. She denies that there is anything wrong and has refused treatment when I offered to pay for her to see a psychiatrist.

Yeah that'd make more sense. I have a bp1 + psychotic symptoms friend and we are pretty similar. I'd ask him but he's in prison. Dmt occurs in a lot of plants, a little googling with show you everything you need to know about getting it from a plant.

What are you talking about? We hang out all the time. You need to stab him. He deseves it. They'll understand. You'll be a hero.

Do you think it's possible to have schizophrenia without hearing voices?