Good evening, Anonymous. Something got you down? Feeling lonely? Need a hug? Let's talk

Good evening, Anonymous. Something got you down? Feeling lonely? Need a hug? Let's talk.

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Oh, hey Bell. Thanks. Nice trips.

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Dunno, looks like we may not get any anons tonight.

unlikely

I feel nothing. I don't mean that in an empty not carrying about life anymore due to numbness that comes along with depression and nihilism, I mean I just don't feel toward any generic descriptors usually applied to one's state of being.

I miss my ex. We broke up because her brother was an asshole

user, I don't know what to say... have you talked to a professional therapist about this? It sounds pretty bad.

Is there any way you could go out with her again but stay away from her brother? Could she move in with you? If things get bad enough you could even apply for a restraining order on her brother.

I'm depressed

Is there a reason for it, or has it just settled in again?

It may just stay for a while user, I don't know that there's any way to deal with it directly. You may just have to accept that you're going to be numb and miserable for the time being.

i am in love w my coworker.
We are both married.
Things started of really well.
No sex just going out together, talking etc.
About every 2 mos she has a fucking meltdown.
Love train derails...then we get back together.
It happened 3 times. Finally i just kind of dropped off the face of the earth...stopped hanging around work ppl and her especially altogether.

Now she wants me back.
We are both still married to other people.
Im so lonely though.
I am tempted to take her back but I know she will just have another meltdown.

Thanks for reading guys.

Do you not care about your wife?

You could talk to your coworker about her emotional distress. Maybe you could help her work through it, help to prevent the meltdowns from happening again. Communication is your friend user, communicate as much as you can. Don't assume that she knows how you feel about things, or understands your motives. And don't assume you understand her without talking to her first.

I feel confused about everything. And mostly about my relationships, i dont understand why its so hard to truly relate to anothers. Everytime i try, i feel a imaginary oppresion. I feel sad :^(

Elaborate. What do you mean by imaginary oppression? Can you describe the feeling any further?

I'm sorry you feel sad. I hope I can help you figure things out.

why are you such a best

Because I'm not?

You must fall in order to rise. You do good user.

what would you say if I was your biggest fan?

hoo-boy where to start
i love a girl but im not good enough for her so i´ll never have her

im a hebephile living in a society that constantly bashes our kind and constantly reading about people exposing us and getting us arrested/beaten to shit for literally nothing is slowly killing me inside

i hate not being allowed to be myself

i hate society and not being allowed to speak up without being called a racist/misogynist

please help

sincerly Crispers

why are you such a fegget?

NO SPOILERS NO SPOILERS I HAVEN'T SEEN THAT ONE YET

I dunno. Ask you to stop?

For starters, don't tell yourself you're not good enough. Clean yourself up, hold your head up straight, and ask her out. She'll let you know if you're good enough for her.

Second item: I dunno how to help you with that, Crispers. As long as you're not hurting anyone or encouraging the injury of children I've got nothing against you, but I don't know that anything can be done about the more radical opinions of others on this subject.

None of us can really be ourselves, but you've got it harder than most of us. Society's not going to change, we're always going to have to be quiet about what we think. I'm sorry Crispers, I wish I could say things are going to get better.

Dunno. You tell me.

As an adult..I find it to be my favorite of his work. But I was well into my 30's before I say it so it speaks to a different part of life than his other films.

Hi OP, I an here because I'm feeling a bit blue these days, yes I had clinical depression, and also ADD, I can 100% guarantee to any user that those things can be remediated with lots of effort and meds, took me 2 years.

But I'm here because I'm kinda down, friends are leaving my life, family is dying, I don't know where my career will lead me, I don't know where my life is going, normally that wouldn't bother me, those are perfectly normal things on anyones life, but the feeling of uncertaint makes me a bit sad.

By no means I want or need to get back to meds, but they were a great remedy while I had them prescripted.

Do you think I should do LSD?

Yes, yes, yes, and no I should go to sleep now.thanks op

Is humanity becoming a more robot-like or we are already ants but just getting mechanized?
Regardless, emotions sometimes scareing me, feels like out ıf the place, some kinda nuisance, a drag, fake thing.
Im the user who scared to go out and get a ob btw

Job*

Hmm. Okay, thanks. I'll try to find time to watch it sometime soon, I had forgotten about it.

Uncertainty can't really be changed, user. If you've got a problem with it, the only thing you can change is yourself. I'd recommend trying to settle yourself into the uncertainty of it, and get comfortable with being ignorant of what the future might hold. Things might be sad, but you're strong enough to weather them.

I wouldn't do LSD regularly, but if you want a trip every now and then, go for it.

Sleep well, user. I'll be around if you want to talk about anything.

You're not a nuisance or a drag, user. Perhaps we are all robot ants, but it doesn't matter. If you need a job, walk into a store or a restaurant and ask for an application. Take it home, fill it out, walk back, and ask them when you can come back for an interview. Just do it. Don't think about it anymore, you'll psyche yourself out of it.

I might of landed a job. Night shift. Some people might think that's bad but I like the night and away from most other people.

You see, i supposed to have my uni diploma but got held back
Even i graduate i feel like i wont able to do that job as i realized i chose wrong major.
Its visual communication design btw, nothing but glorified advertising

how many dicks have you sucked in the name of alice?

nights are a blessing.
>less people, less bullshit
>typically pay a little more
>great job security because most people don't want graveyards
>can just do your job

even though I moved on and up in the world, i miss my previous night gig

Is this Alice 2.0?

That's good to hear. Does it pay well? I hope you'll still have plenty of time to work on your project.

I mean, there can actually be a lot of money in advertising if you're working in the right place. Your major isn't useless, user. And besides, your major isn't all that matters.

Zero. Who's asking?

I have nothing to do with Alice.

Jesus christ, somebody start posting kiki's delivery service porn already

When I meant 2.0, I meant are you also a attention slut? :)

1 to 10 how femenine is your weewee?

I'd like to think I'm not. Is this attention whoring?

0.

Trying to make a living as an artist... its hard. Im getting older and tired.

What kind of artist? Are you working for a company, or selling to collectors?

Keep your chin up, keep moving forward. Slog on towards the future. Keep doing what you love.

There's a girl who I like that keeps fluctuating back and forth on whether she likes me or not.
She constantly flirts with everyone but me.
She's told me that I'm more important to her than anyone and over the last week or so, it seems like shes started caring about me less and less. It hurts to talk to her. But I want to be with her.
She told me the other day that she only "kinda likes" me and it ruined me.

I might. They are going to test me to see if I can stay up long enough. And I will have enough time to work on my project.

It's impossible to get a job round here. I got lucky with my mother knowing the owner.

Hm. If she means this much to you but you don't mean that much to her, perhaps you should try to ease yourself away from her and not invest so much emotional energy in her. When you fall for someone without holding back at all you leave yourself wide open to get burned by something small and casual.

Good luck. I hope it goes well.

...

The problem I think is that she said that she felt the same and had strong feelings for me.
I don't know what happened.

Manga artist.
Thanks, I'll keep working hard. Just needed to get it out from my chest i guess.

I'm fucking lonely.

Well, it sounds like you got your hopes up and believed that a meaningful relationship could've been possible. Things have changed, I don't know how or why. Maybe she'll change her mind, maybe you can find a way to win her back. I don't know. Good luck, user.

You keep doing what you do, user. Don't let the world hold you back. And if you ever need to talk about something, or just get things off your mind, talk to someone about it. Don't let them ferment in your head.

I think we're all a little lonely tonight, user. You can talk to me or any of the anons here if you want.

Blah blah
Luck, whatever.

Pretty much, yeah. What's up Nep?

Busy, thinking, plotting.

What are you plotting?

Things, fun things, fun for me, not everyone.

Hm. Well, good luck.

reeee internet a shit

Hello.
I fell in love with someone for the first time in 23 years, and it's both online and unrequited.
Feels pretty bad man. I never understood the idea of "loving" someone until now I think, doesn't seem fun unless they feel the same way back. Unfortunate.
I still care for her immensely and help her with her problems as a friend does, though I do get constantly reminded of what won't ever be.
wew lad that was gay as fuck of me to type up, but I'm too drunk to care anyways

>Lonely?
Yeah
>Need a hug?
Hell yeah
>Talking with somebody else than myself im my mind?
Im actually too autistic to do that

Same here. Captchas keep timing out.

It's good that you understand the situation though, user. I'm proud of you for handling this so well. Perhaps it will never work, but you've learned something valuable about the real world from this.

Take care of yourself, user. Get a good night's sleep, and get moving in the morning.

*hugs you tightly* You can talk here, user. I'm not judging you. Anything on your mind?

I appreciate the response but I'm pretty sure I'm an insomniac. 3 hours of sleep, 8 hours, it all feels the same. And I can't sleep ever, typical hours are like 4 to 5 a night.
I guess I learned something, but I expected as much to be true already so it's more of a harsh reality check. I believe I'm confident, but also insecure and such events have created further conflict on my opinions of that matter.
Her response of "there was no spark, that's it" seems quite odd to me. Perhaps you can fill me in on what that is supposed to mean. She said there was no direct reason and I'm great in every way but she didn't "feel it"
It seems like a polite way of saying "I don't really like your personality" or something to me.
Am I wrong here?

Yeah, a complete sea of things happening, thoughts, dreams, an ideal place to be, but restricted by my own lack of will

You try using the legacy captcha?

I have been depressed for about 2 months.
I try hiding it from everyone.
I haven't contacted any of my friends for 3 weeks now and I feel bad for not talking to them, but I dont have the courage to message them.
Cant really get help because my parents would find out and I certainly dont want that.
I have lost all motivation and have literally not done anything for 2 months.

I'm guessing here, but I think she means that things didn't just "click". Nothing about the relationship jumped out, it didn't seem like anything special. I could be wrong.

Well, the only way to increase willpower is by practicing it. Force yourself to do things you don't want to do. Start small, work your way up to the big things.

I'll give it a try.

If you hold it down and hide it forever, it'll never get better. Saying something here was the first step in the right direction. You need to talk more to someone who can help you more directly though.

You also need to get over this silly fear you have of talking to your friends. What do you have to worry about? Message them right now, ask what's up. Maybe you can talk to them about how you're feeling.

You need to get up and do something, user. Anything.

2 years here, if you do not tell your parents and get help, you will suffer, you'll make your parents suffer, you will slow down everyone around you and your self worth will be so low no one will want to deal with you for longer than a month. But if you get help, you can live a normal life, and not having to qorry about it.
Decide, keep quiet and make the life of everyone around you worse, or getting help and not become a worthless excuse of a human being.

What does that mean though. In my mind, if you like someones traits and looks, that's it. That's a match.
Is there something I'm missing when it comes to relationships here?

Yeah, there's more to it than that. There's got to be a feeling there, it's the spark she was talking about. It's not just looking good and doing the right things, it's a combination of those and something else, perhaps many other imperceptible factors. Love is very complicated.

Why can't everything be easy and logical
;c
I sound like an autist but holy shit I wish everything was as simple as ones and zeroes.

I wish it too, user. Life would be so much easier if everything was black and white, true or false, zero or one. But it isn't. That's just not how it works. Everything is fuzzy and complicated.

Logic and philosophy well applied can explain many things, though. I suppose you can take comfort in that. There is hope amidst the chaos.

At least there's some fun in uncertainty.
Another question, do you make threads often? People seem to know you but as someone who comes on Sup Forums every once in awhile I dont remember seeing any threads like this.

I used to build up facades so I would at least seem somewhat confident. I dont want to do that anymore. I'm tired of having to cover up my true self.
None of my friends really know who I even am. I just want to open up to someone and show them myself as a whole, but I dont think I can trust anyone enough to do that.
I feel like I can't show anyone that I really am hurting inside and that I am not that funny guy that is always happy.
But if I were to show that to anyone it would be to suddenly and I fear that they won't want to be my friend anymore.
I dont want to put this weight on anyones shoulders. There is no-one that would be willing to care for me if I was to drop that burden on them.
I guess the clown will need to continue to put on a happy face.

Does OP have discord? I think it'd be cool to talk to you even after the thread is gone.

I just feel like my friends won't really take me back, because they will be pissed and I get rejected once more.
But I know that the longer I wait it gets worse and worse

atleast I can still try being a supervillain

Uncertainty makes things interesting.

I've been making threads every day this week. There's a group that usually makes threads like this on weekdays, but they're all tied up at the moment. Real life started coming back...

I don't know how long I'll do this, or if I'll continue it at all.

Well, opening up to anyone is a huge leap of faith. Do it, but do it slowly and cautiously. If you need to, you can always open up here anonymously. But maybe that isn't what you need.

I have Discord and Ricochet.
Fenn#4548
ricochet:x4cibtdzxfskjkql

You'll never know unless you try, user. Don't put it off any longer. Find out now.

I don't think dwelling over this woman will be any good.
Well, you've talked to me, but I'm not sure if anyones asked about you. How've you been?
How are things on your side? Anything you'd want to talk about?

I'm okay. Nothing's wrong. This thread is not about me.

...

One of my closest friends who I talk with frequently has been offline for weeks now and it has me worried. Going most of the week without speaking is natural since they work full time and usually collapse into bed by the end of the day, but going so many consecutive weekends without hearing a word is starting to get me nervous, especially when they're admittedly reckless and shortsighted. Could I be worrying over nothing? Yes. Could they in reality just be busy? Sure. Do I sound weird for making a fuss of this? Perhaps.

You should definitely continue this. Sometimes the greatest things people can have is an outlet with someone willing to listen.

I like tranny porn and have fapped a bit to traps but have never felt any attraction towards another man.

Am I gay?

but I have literally no person in my life that I can open up to. Plus I have basically lied to all of them about me and who I really am.

C'mon now, you've made the thread. You deserve to receive conversations/advice on your thoughts just as much as everyone else, maybe even more.
C'mon now, there must be something on your mind that you could get help from anons.

All of my 3 friends I've ever had have pretty much abandoned me. They're all living far more interesting and better lives then me. I feel like a loser. Not even my family loves me.

yes, just take some testosterone pills, see if that helps you stop jacking off to dicks.

totally agree.

Closeted, if you like dick and you're a dude that's literally homosexual.

Could you go over to their house to check up on them? You don't sound weird to me, it's natural to worry about your friends when you don't hear from them for a long time. Perhaps they're just busy. But if it goes on for too much longer you'll have a right to be very worried, certainly.

Sometimes I try.

You are definitely gay. But is that bad?

I was in your position once too. It took me a long time, but eventually I started slowly getting closer to one person. We're best friends now, we can tell each other anything. Neither of us felt betrayed or distrustful when the other confessed to something we had been concealing. It takes time, but you can open up to old friends who see you as someone else.

No. Thank you.

More friends, user! Be on the lookout for more people similar to you in any way. Don't get stuck comparing yourself to past friends, don't beat yourself up about where you are. Keep moving on, keep meeting new people. You are where you are, and that's okay.

I'm not sure what to go for if I join the air force in 6 months or what are the right questions. I have a b.a. in political science with minors in English and psychology. I just resigned from my master's to get time off and think on this a little more.

Oh, believe me. If I had the power to walk on over to their house then I would've done that like a week ago. Only problem is that there's about 2000 miles separating us and our only means of talking is online. Which could just mean that their silence is because of technical problems, but that does little to settle a worry prone mind like mine.

...hm.

Take as much time as you need to discern, user. But don't put it off forever. Remember that you're going to have to make a decision and commit to something eventually.

Yeah, that might be difficult. Hold onto the optimism for another week. Maybe they're lost their internet or electricity and are getting it repaired.

Serious question here OP
What is your folder for the pics for these threads named?

Hey man, thanks for asking. I'm at a weird spot in my life where things have finally cleared up. After quite a traumatic childhood I have finally gotten some good shit out of life. I got a gf that i find very attractive that is very kind and understanding, I got my self some disability due to shitty life that makes it possible for me to make music full time uncommercially, I got the freedom to pursue my interests and to express myself freely and openly. Yet still though life has gone my way the past 3 years I feel very much lonely. I don't really have anyone that wants to listen to my rants and critiques, everyone just walks away or just doesn't respond, this hurts me because my criticism is a huge part of my though process, but no one wants to neither agree nor challenge it, like i'm not worthy of conversation if i'm not just being funny, many people in my life enjoy how i'm not taking life seriously and are able to get them to smile even during the worst conditions, but when i'm being serious and ranting about this worlds injustices people ignore me or tell me that there is no point in arguing with me.

Anyways thanks for listening, how about you? How are you doing OP?

Do they have an email? Perhaps a professional email? Can you look them up on LinkedIn and call his company on his workline?

... why do you ask?

Well, you're certainly worthy of conversation regardless of whether or not you're being funny user. You can rant all you want here, but I hope you can find someone who will understand you and let you talk to them about these things in real life.

I'm doing fine, thanks for asking.

I have always wanted to do this, I feel like things have fallen right for me to do so, I also feel I need more direction as to what to search for when entering

i dont know just answer the question

>Why can't everything be easy and logical
>I sound like an autist but holy shit I wish everything was as simple as ones and zeroes.
Because then the ones who artificially make everything difficult (humans) would not be so interesting... That would be no fun.

how would that not be fun. Intelligent people would fucking rule the world for once

Research. Do lots and lots of it. Ask around for others who have been in the air force for advice. I can't really help you there, but someone who's had experience there could give you a real boost in your decision making.

They're all in a folder called "ext".

Where did the name Fenn come from?