Hey Sup Forumsros I just lost my beautiful girlfriend to cancer, she was diagnosed about a year ago and the doctors told her if she went through a couple of surgeries and chemo she would have a 30% chance of survival, she was a nurse and saw what happened to people in similar situations and decided not to go through treatment because she didn't want to be sick during her last year alive if the treatment didn't work, she was a very tough and stubborn woman so I didn't try to convince her that a 30% chance was something she had to try for because I wouldn't have been able to change her mind so I just tried to make her happy and as comfortable as possible, now that she's gone I feel like she should have fought it instead of accepting her fate as courageously as she did, I miss her tremendously and I know it was her decision but I find myself becoming angry sometimes that she didn't atleast try, so what do you think Sup Forums did she make the right decision? What would you have done? I'm personally scared to die and probably would have done the treatment. Pic is her my beautiful girl I loved so much
Hey Sup Forumsros I just lost my beautiful girlfriend to cancer...
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You are not her, dont ever mix it up again. Keep the memory of who she is and her decisions will sit right. If you would fight or if i would fight is a diferrent story. We cant change what other people want to do with their lives, it really devalues the experience.
should've gone zero-carb
She did, even cut out all sugar as well (she loved candy) she also went down to Mexico for non FDA approved experimental treatment but it didn't work, she never second guessed her decision about refusing chemo though even in the end when death was near
I think what really happened here user was she did love you. She didn't decide her life is ending and went on to leave you and do whatever she possibly could. She stayed and spent her last months on earth with you. I get it though. I would be in pain and anger too. Everyday I'm thankful that my life was the life that got to be blessed with my soon to be wife. I couldn't imagine any life without her. There's nothing I hold of any value or worth to be alive other than her. And if I was sick, I would fight as hard as I can to stay here. Because I know she would be upset and wouldn't see a point to be without me. And if she was sick, I would hope she would fight too. But user, a 30% survival rate, I think what her honest thoughts were that it wasn't worth it to spend all that time being sick and seeing her like that on that small chance. I think she just wanted to have her little forever in that limited time. God bless you, user. I truly am sorry that you felt the loss you felt. My mother had cancer and only then did she finally realize it was time to leave my piece of shit father, because she realized she hadn't really lived life after all if cancer had a chance to kill her. Your girlfriend loved you, user, and still does. I'm sorry that it turned out the way it did. I wish it were different.
So, you got some pics of her tits or not?
Thanks b/ro that made me drop a tear
sorry to read all this man, wasnt expecting feels on Sup Forums.
Share nudes she won't know
Feels, OP. She really was beautiful, wasn't she?
Sometimes there really aren't any answers.
I'm sorry for your loss and you have my most sincere condolences.
This thread made me sad so I'm gonna go smoke a bowl and jerk off to some feet porn now.
Yeah I got a bunch of em but I haven't even looked at them since she passed, one day I'll fap to them again, I've handled her being gone pretty well so far, been getting out of the house and hanging with friends, I can talk about her and share stories about her with people without breaking down but when I look at her pictures even regular one I loose my shit, it's weird looking at her pictures will make me cry while having a smile on my face, it's kinda like happy crying. I'm sad but at the same time I'm remembering how beautiful of a person she was
You'll pull through this bro. It will be hard, but remember that she loves you and think about what she would have wanted for you. In the mean time, here's a song that got me through some tough times.
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She sounds beautiful user. You should be proud of her. You can keep her memory alive sharing her nudes. Each fap will burn her image into another consciousness making her in a sense immortal.
Thanks man, this was her favorite song, we also played it at her funeral
I've watched an anime called Clannad and Clannad After Stories and just following through with the story made me cry like a baby at this one point where the character was in a field of yellow flowers.
I can imagine what losing someone important to you feels like, but I can't bear to begin thinking about how I would process it.
Life is absurd, and I think that maybe your wife just embraced the absurdity and wanted to make the most out of the time she had left enjoying life instead of feeling miserable and going through the treatment.
Keep on keeping on man. Her memories live on with you.
How long where you together?
How old are you two?
We were together 5 years, she was 37 as am I, we met in Hawaii, she owned the coffee shop around the corner from my house on the N Shore of Oahu
Cancer's one helluv a drug
Im so sorry Sup Forumsro I wish you the best things will get up to normal once again but it won't be the same. Try and love your life as much as you loved her things will only get better.
I feel for you OP.
Post her tits, nobody cares that she's dead
I'm sorry to hear that man. Hope you're doing okay.
I hope you find peace, user. Losing someone so close to you really hurts and can stick with you beyond what words can describe, but I'm confident you'll make it through. Give it time, and don't be afraid to cry
Kek, I love you fucking degenerates
sorry for loss OP. what cancer was it?
/thread before someone says something stupid.
Started as ovarian then spread everywhere, in the end her little heart gave out
I have to ask, and not trying to be edgy or anything.
Where you still smashing it at this point?
Was she still giving blowjobs?
How many days before she died would you say was the last time she did either of those?
My sympathies OP. Life will never be the same, but I hope you find something to keep you going.
It was her decision to make, so she obviously made the right one.
You couldve fought her over it but no matter what it was her choice.
Enjoy your memories and be grateful you have them.
why didn't you marry her before she passed?
I'm doing pretty well cuz that's what she wanted, I'm generally a happy person anyway so I think that helps, after she passed I didn't leave the couch in my living room for a month or so, I knew I would feel better one day so I didn't even fight it, then one day after about 5 weeks I woke up and felt better like someone flipped a switch, then I got up, got my shit together and re entered the world
This can only prolong the inevitable at best. I hope you don't think it does anything else.
You should have replied to that post.
Fuck you OP
We stopped having sex about 6 months before she passed, she was in excruciating pain when the cancer spread, she was tough man the doctors wanted to prescribe her morphine at about this point but she refused cuz she didn't want to be all doped up all day, she finally started taking it about 2 months before she passed
Sad story OP. It's ok to grieve and it sounds like you're dealing with it pretty well. Try not to feel guilty, although I understand the impulse. She went out on her terms.
Now show us her asshole.
Still a beauty.
I always tell people I'm never gonna have someone in my life. It's because I really have absolutely zero interest in a relationship and see no point in it. But I'm not gonna lie 60% of it is because of im afraid of something like this happening to me. I'm afraid of losing people.
Thanks for answering.
Good luck in life OP.
She was beautiful.
Sorry for your loss, It was her life, her desicion, it's over now so no use over thinking things, just remember and cherish the good times, and take comfort that she is not suffering, were all gonna die, no avoiding it, it just unfortunately happened a bit earlier for her
She was proud and didn't want to walk down the aisle when she started losing weight and getting gaunt, When she got diagnosed everything happened so quick that most of our time was spent just staying healthy
lmao i love Sup Forums
We say Zozzle noe
>It is your duty now OP
>You must create a life size sex doll in her image
>ovaryless of course
>take her to all the places she wanted to see
>let her feel what it is to live again
>give her the benis one more time
>procreate user send that demon seed home
God Speed you love sharing bastard
Which coffee shop I stay waialua and say tits or bullshit
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A couple days after she died I got on and posted that my girl passed and needed a little break from crying and asked Sup Forums to help a bro out by getting me to laugh for a while and you fucking degenerates came through in glorious fashion, that helped out a lot, I'm an old fag from like 03-04 I think, I come and go and don't get offended by much but one thing I don't like is when people post suicide stuff, most of the time it's just shitposters, but sometimes you can tell it's some lonely kid in his room with no friends and he's thinking about suicide and everyone piles on and agrees with him, some kids on b just don't know any better and I wonder if they did actually kys at some point in the future
Take her on dates, kek, and make out watching the sunset, kek
I feel you bro. All I can say is it will get worse before it gets better. Best of luck on your journey.
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We lived haole camp, kahaone dr
Good eyes will cost ya extra, but she's worth it
It's not a common occurrence that you can tell someone is a beautiful soul from just a few pictures. I'm borderline tearing up for you, she seemed like a really sweet loving woman. She knew you were strong enough to make it through her passing. Perhaps it was so you would not see her in constant pain. My grandma beat lung cancer the first time and the 2nd time it spread to her brain after someone didn't detect a spot came back to her lung. Doctors gave her a few months and she lived a whole other year and a half. She got a staff infection from the nurse putting her in another woman's bed who had shingles on top of her immunities being shit. I'm sorry for your loss man.
What was she like? Post more pictures, she looks like a great person OP
It has made me a better person, if I could go back in time I'd do it all over again, most people don't go through this until later in life and although I wouldn't want anyone else to experience this, at my age with many years ahead of me hopefully I value and appreciate life and things more now, like sunsets, rain, little shit like that
>I appreciate life and things more now, like sunsets, rain, little shit like that
I bet ya hate fucking ovaries tho
Wow, Im sad that it takes a post like yours to demonstrate even a little bit of human decency on (b).
I hope youve got some real life support in your world, not just virtual internet friends.
She looks like a true cock gobbler. You sure she didn't catch cancer off all the nigger dicks she was sucking?
he's on Sup Forums
This. tl:dr. no tits pics
Kek
So you've come to Sup Forums looking for a trap
I'm on my phone those are the only pics I keep on it everything else is on my computer at home, She was a good/gental soul she love kids and taught ballet to children, we got along really well but at the same time she was a fucking pain in the ass but I loved her for it, we had different interests, I like drinking beer doing drugs and her not so much, she didn't mind me partying as long as I made time for her everyday, she played a lot of board games and would kick my ass like 4-1, when I finally would win won game I would retire as champion for the night and do a victory dance and rub it in her face she would laugh and laugh
You sure you didn't bore her to death user?
And when she dies she says she'll catch some blackbird's wing
And she will fly away to heaven
Come some sweet blue bonnet spring
All doctors/nurses take that route. They see what chemo does to you and decide they want a dignified death instead.
Are you still a kissless virgin I'm feeling a theme here
I'd come some sweet blue jizz all over her face. Then probs my get myself checked out at the doctors because of my blue jizz.
Pussies. Fuck that. You get one life on this miserable shitty planet so you may as well fight and claw your way to a chance of eating and shitting on it for a while longer.
>nice digits
But who hurt you user?
Life
/feels bad man
Sorry for your loss user, a real QT 3.14
Gibe us a good sexual story...it can even be tasteful if you insist.
Peace and strength
She sounds like an awesome lady. Honor her wish
I'm gonna go cry a little
One thing I've learned is Life is what you make of it, you kinda have to work on being happy by doing things you enjoy, if you start getting depressed and don't leave the house it's going to make you more depressed you can't just be a shut in and wonder why you're so unhappy
Agreed, there's nothing after death, only a void. Best spent trying to make your mark on others and the world itself, no point in giving up.
When we started dating I would pick flowers for her out of mine and neighbors yards (they grow everywhere in Hawaii) and go over to her house on the beach after work, she was so fucking hot that when I would get there and see for the first time that day it would make me diamonds, she lived on the beach so people where always over at her house and it was embarrassing getting a giant boner in front of everyone so I'd take a seat and ask her to grab me a beer cuz I didn't want to stand up, she would realize what was happening and no matter how busy she was or how many people where there she would come over to me and take me by the hand and lead me to her bedroom and we would fuck like crazy for about a half hour then go back out and hang with everyone, this was a daily thing it was awesome
You know what happens to doctors when they are given survival chances below like 75%?
They overwhelmingly dont do any chemo or anything. they go and stay with their families. the same doctors who diagnose and treat cancer
Sharpie in pooper. Now.
>o what do you think Sup Forums did she make the right decision?
Of course she did, spent any time around the walking dead that are terminal cancer patients?
Faggot you will find companionship again, just go for a fat ugly chick. They live forever!
She was definitely out of my league as well as the hottest girlfriend I've ever had
Did you throw one in after she died?
Noble user telling it how it is. The only good thing you get out of grief is the need to honor their memory through your actions. Doesn't matter if they're in heaven or just rotting in the ground, memory and legacy is all we have ultimately.
why didnt you wife her dummy?
Sorry man. I hope she's in a better place now along with all the people I love who've died.
Neither one of us where really into marriage and having kids, I would of married her if she wanted but from time of diagnosis to having to use a wheel chair was 6 months, then the last 6 months were pretty rough for her, she really couldn't even stand