My life's falling apart, suicide looks like the only option
>Be indian (25) >be in committed relationship for 2 years, we even talked about getting married. > found out i flunked my final exam . Won't graduate. >mfw no job & massive debt via education loan. >lost my current internship & campus placement. >last month EX dumped me . Cos I'm broke & wont find a job. >find out ex's parents got her to accept an arranged marriages. >find out ex's family spreading nasty rumors about my "character." >ex's brother-in law is a big time lawyer , threatens a sexual harassment law suit on me unless I sign a letter stating, my ex called off the engagement because of my character & I'm the one at fault( it's a indian honor thing) >parents Skype, i tell them all the shit that's happened. >get a call the next day , mom's in the hospital. >mom had a massive panic attack. >immediately visit, dad blamed me & probably disowned me. Both my Brothers calls me a shame to the family. >led to a nasty argument on the way back.tldr i kicked my Brothers ass.
>tfw no potential carrier, massive debt ,no family, get dumped, face false criminal charges & not allowed to talk to my own mother
Its been a rough 5 months since i flunked ,i can't even get a basic job to pay the rent
I currently make a living by a shitty data entry job that pays 140$ per month .
Ending my life seems like a rational option seeing what's ahead.
Colton Rogers
where do you live?
also, bitches aint shit.
Alexander Moore
Bangalore annon
Brayden Long
I was gonna say something like "don't give up on life user" but yours seems pretty fucked. You should kill your ex and her family and then yourself. Go out with a bang.
Ian Phillips
No need to cry over the bitch.
Lincoln Hernandez
>wont find a job. found the problem.
Eli Brown
Apply to college in US and move here. Don't flunk out this time. Fuck white bitches, get money.
Lincoln Long
I've heard there's a game around for people like yurcelf
Adrian Moore
oh, sorry. I dont know much about the job market around there :/
what were you studying in college?
Here in the states there are temp agencies, there's got to be something like that in India right? If you just need money, take what you can get until you get your feet back under you.
Ethan Morris
Work up some money seed. Move to a decent western country with a culture that is less opressive. adapt to the culture, learn the language, pay your taxes, work hard and diligently. find new friends, maybe a new love. fuck your family and fuck your ex, you make your own story here in west
Gabriel Myers
Poo on her door step. I hear its a sign of endearment in your culture.
Dylan Brown
what's the average salary there a month?
Jaxson Rodriguez
A new start would help , but I'm 25 , too old to do my masters again . Especially without work experience.
Besides. I've a massive debt & i make 140$ by the time i save enough I'll be a wizard
Asher Wright
how much is your debt?
Ryder Nelson
>Be indian Fuck, I feel bad for you mang >there's more stuff in the story Oh god it gets worse than that? etc
Landon Martin
POO IN THE LOO
Easton Reyes
A massive debt in India is like $20 here. I left college 2 years ago and I'm 41. Decided to build a company instead. I'm leaving on Monday to start a new contract that will pay about $400 a day. I have $20k in college loan debt that that I have no degree for and I don't give a fuck.
Jackson Long
>Be indian Stopped reading and caring right there. Do it, kill yourself, the world would be better off without you.
Brandon Hughes
>Come to America
Just don't be a fucking curry hole about it
Hunter Howard
So you have come to a fork in the road of life and all you can come up with is: I'll stick this fork in the wall and maybe I'll die?
Samuel Watson
Like this user said, Chile is a Google devolping country plenty entre level Jobs not enough workers and good work policías, if You want to start over come Here, after You get on your feet you can move to the states
Hunter Cruz
Auto reply Good* not Google fucking spannish autocorrect fucks me over
Joshua Reyes
>work hard and diligently. this is the most important part. everyone just glosses over it when it's the main determinant in success.
Cooper Roberts
>what were you studying in college? M.tech
I've discussed this with my pals , few who did their masters from UK , applicant's with my background (debt) & stuff won't even be accepted.
Besides if I could afford to study in the states in the first place , i wouldn't be here .
Owen Howard
>Be indian
regardless of anything else you typed, you should kill yourself for this one alone
Luke Phillips
>i wouldn't be here I would much rather have someone who has an education than some illiterate drug mule from south of the border.
Jason Young
lol india
Adam Williams
Everyone which did big money was not graduated... Everything depends on you user, not on what other says to you.
If you have nothing, you lose nothing. Leave the city, don't tell anyone where you go, and start a new life.
Joshua Morgan
little poo it will all be ok.
fuck them.
Anthony Thomas
The minimum salary for IT jobs with my academic background starts from 250-300$ per month
But my certificates are confiscated by the college till i pay the remaining fees , so I'm working without any certifications via a friend's recommendation.
Therefore I'm earning 140$ , the absolute minimum legally allowed in the country .
Nathan Hernandez
POO
Lincoln Brooks
IN
Christopher Wilson
LOO
Jose Cox
Hey OP come to chile it's a good country to start over
Josiah Baker
Do you have designated shitting streets?
James Gonzalez
If your life aint shit and you haven't got much to lose....
have you considered joining the military? lots of people do that. you get free housing, food and decent-ish pay and would let you pay down your bills and get experience in ~something~ at least.
or is that not a thing in India?
Christopher Mitchell
We have nice-ish bathrooms
Asher Richardson
generic white guy here with a degree in management information systems. Right now I do a lot of work as a report analyst which is a fancy way of saying "I take data from a database and turn it into information for people to make decisions on". do you think I'd have a place in Chile? >im not OP, just curious bystander
Hunter Young
This is pretty fucked up and I cannot say i've experienced anything like this. But looking at it from a positive light, it seems liberating. Now you don't have the constraints of family opinion and marriage and can act to a higher degree of freedom. Don't take for granted this crazy and fucked up and beautiful world and life you live. We don't know where we're going to go after it's all gone.
All I can tell you is to resist the things that will suck you down, make smarter decisions, and act upon your degree of free will.
Joshua Ortiz
Probably companies that compile information are quite popular
Nathan Foster
About 5lakh , so that's 8000$
Thanks , maybe after i get my certificates back. Unfortunately its unrealistic I'll be employed in any foreign country...well maybe Malaysia & Bhutan.
Elijah Peterson
user, agree to discuss with the laywer, buy a gun, but 3 bullets. Kill the lawyer, kill your ex and kill yourself.
Nathaniel Lee
Believe me, we need qualified people, just two years ago an engineer with a bogus degree caused the first rise bridge of latin América, to be an utter failure
Daniel Hill
OP Add me on this email [email protected] I want to have some inside information about India culture and people, offer to compensate your time
Gavin Perry
write*
Adrian King
Bump
Camden Turner
>>ex's brother-in law is a big time lawyer , threatens a sexual harassment law suit on me unless I sign a letter stating, my ex called off the engagement because of my character & I'm the one at fault( it's a indian honor thing) Make sure you record or get evidence of this "big time lawyer" making threats. Go to the Indian bar association and fuck up his career >At least you'll take that bastard down