One time, in highschool, my best friend showed up to my house drunk and wanted to experiment.
I never fell out of love with him.
Now when I see him he actively avoids all physical contact and is very vocal about how much he dislikes any sort of homosexual behavior whenever it's on television or something.
Idk. There's a lot more to it but I just wanted to let this out. Here's some porn.
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here ,at least you have one.
go be a faggot somewhere else
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t anks
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i have a lot of naruto/sasuke and sora/riku porn so
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well he's a bit of an ass.
Find someone else user, you deserve better dick.
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im in the exact same situation user.
Kinda depressing
He is a more than a bit of an ass.
I try, I do. But it's like I compare everyone else against him. No one's going to be him so no one is ever good enough.
I've sort of accepted it but god damn it I can't help but dream my pipe dreams where we are actually together, for real.
Fucking piece of shit asshole loser motherfucking annoying right-wing pseudo-intellectual WALNUT that he is
>We seem to be made to suffer. It's our lot in life
hey you're lucky you got any at all, cherish the memories. i had all several crushes on straight friends...sucky feeling
It makes me feel better knowing I'm not alone. Have you seen House of Cards, or Ozark? You'd be surprised how common our situation is, it's portrayed relatively often (as far homosexual relationships in TV goes that is)
Shinji and Kaworu are another example. I wonder if there's a name for this trope?
I think about it a lot.
He used to tease me with his feet.
One time he asked me to watch Naruto together "like a real couple :)"
My gut STILL gets that churning, butterflies feelings when I think about it.
fucking AUDIBLE SIGH
No I haven't. I might start watching House of Cards, people keep suggesting it to me. I see a lot of people talk about doing gay stuff in their teens, but im not that of it developing further than just sort of friends with benefits.
Sorry if some of this doesnt make sense, im pretty tired.
Running out of porn. But thanks for listening, anons.
Thats alright user
This thread is disgusting! Remove it at once.
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FwB almost always either 1) start a relationship, or 2) ruin a friendship.
But you do you, user. I'm not sure if what I had was a FWB situation or not tbh, these things are confusing.
DEFINITELY watch House of Cards, The gay parts are very subtle and very relatable but only like 1% of the show. It's a great political drama.
:) I love you guys
sean connery's package is the stuff of legends
Im not saying I wanted only a FwB, I actually wanted more, but I guess he didnt. I'll check out House of Cards.
It happens. I got fugged by my uncle up until I was eight. Then I was active with two couins (they were +5 and +8 years) up until I was ten, then they both stopped wanting anything to do with me. Then I fucked around with another guy up until the start of 5th grade. He went off to college and I never saw him again. I met a boy in the 5th grade and I thought I was going to marry him. We had a few good years together but fucked in 7th and stopped talking before 9th started. Then I had various runs with older guys throughout highschool.
tl;dr - got a lot of action but everyone leaves
Maybe he wanted more, too, user. Maybe I feel this way just make myself feel better but I can not drop the feelings that my friend was simply scared or at the very least isn't accepting of himself.
It helps me sleep at night, anyway.
regardless, I feel your pain user.
I have a similar story. Had a couple friends growing up that I fucked around with on the reg. I came out at bi at 21, had a couple flings with guys but still mostly stick with women. But my friends that I fucked around with grew up to be super homophobic, they were actually the only ones to disown me when I came out openly as bi. Friends say this try and talk shit about me behind my back.
Yeah, i have those thoughts too. A month or so ago me and him got pretty hammered, and he was about ready to get me to suck his dick, but for whatever reason I thought it was a bad idea at the time.
that takes some real self-control, good for you. I probably wouldn't have been able to say no, especially with alcohol in my system.
It was likely for the best. The next morning he might've just pretended it never happened or completely ignore you, who knows. People tend to get defensive when they sober up
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Ha! Homophobia is a pretty good indicator of homosexuality to be honest, of course they disowned you, if they didn't then that might mean THEY are bi, too. God forbid.
user that is mostly a sad story, not a sexy one. Talk to a therapist.
Unless you're like, a Lannister or something
Yeah, he threw up a few times, then we both went to bed spooning for the whole night. I was big spoon which is pretty unusual. But yeah the next morning we both acted as if nothing happened.
fucking terrible artwork
but thanks for the bump
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>spooning
That's nice. I'm pretty jelly. I haven't done anything like that with /myguy/ in, jeez, over a year? fuck
Did you guys play footsie?
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Nah not really. he was fuckin out cold. I snuggled in a bit and he sort of pushed back into me once or twice I think
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Ugh, I miss that, however insignificant it is.
If you guys are still doing that sort of shit, even hammered, there's still a chance for you two, yet.
Have you really had a real conversation with him about it? Or is it like an unspoken thing
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unspoken, I have a feeling he'd get mad about it even if I slightly bring it up. He mentions jokingly everynow and then when we play PUBG or something that "gay guys give wayy better blowjobs" and stuff like that. The shit between us is really complicated though, like we're best friends, and he'd appaently do a lot for me, like ditch one of his other friends to come and hang out with me. We had a threesom a few weeks ago, a few nights after we got hammered. The whole time I was thinking about how much better he is at sucking dick, I realized I kept watching him too, rather than the girl. I guess thats the closest to sex that me and him have gotten to in like.. 5 years or something. Sorry if its just rambling at this point.
>tfw only person I've spooned is my 11yo brother whenever he sleeps in my bed
At least he is cute. I don't remember ever sharing a bed with someone my age.
>Fucking piece of shit asshole loser motherfucking annoying right-wing pseudo-intellectual WALNUT that he is
That seems pretty harsh, he said he wanted to experiment, and it turns out he didn't enjoy it -- you can't blame him for that.
its always more complicated than that, user.
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What did you guys do while experimenting? Also, I used to be straight with a gay friend I did something with, then I thought I was really disgusting but deep inside of me I wanted to be with my now current BF of 5½ years, not saying that might be the case for him but a lot of people will be in denial of being gay. ¨
Good luck user!
He's a faggot, you're expecting him to take responsibility for anything?
>We seem to be made to suffer. It's our lot in life
you realize there's a lot of people who don't get to fuck the person they really really want. Even touch them. Even be close to them. Even be acknowledged by them.
Why don't you count your blessings and stop asking for more more more. It will never be enough. Least you got to see him naked.
When I confronted my friend, he was angry at first. But, an hour or two passed and he called up, apologized and we talked about it.
He admitted he felt something for me. That he had thoughts about me. But he also, at the same time, insisted he wasn't gay at all (despite having gay feelings, I know right?). But, the weird part is he also made it clear he was simply too busy for a relationship (he had just started college), which was strange because I never even implied being together and he had already said he wasn't gay...
I later confronted him about this weird double-negative nonsense. He didn't like that very much at all and stopped talking to me for a while.
When I did finally see him again he said something to me that I can't remember word-for-word, but he basically admitted I called him out and he had no way to retaliate because I was right.
So, I don't know why exactly I'm telling you this other than maybe a warning through my experience.
Confrontation could be very good or very bad, I don't know. For me, it was a bit of both.
You should really ask yourself:
>would I rather risk being together for real, even if it means we may not be together ever again, or am I satisfied being in a pseudo-relationship?
I wasn't satisfied. Some days I really desperately miss it, but in the moment it often hurts more than it helps. Being so close yet so far and all that.
But maybe you can make peace with it. Think about it, sleep on it. It took me a solid year to so much as text him about it, dont rush it.
how do people live these lives i never understand. Actually moreso, how do they talk about it like it's normal? I knew gay people in high school like this, going out to meet 26 year olds on craigslist when they were FIFTEEN.
That is wild. There's nothing normal about what you described.
No, he enjoyed it. We proceeded to be in a weird sort-of-relationship together for the next year or so.
Cuddled, footsies, flirting. It was nice for a while.
I said this earlier but he even asked me to watch an anime with him "as a real couple :)"...
So, yeah.
He's Fucking piece of shit asshole loser motherfucking annoying right-wing pseudo-intellectual WALNUT
But not really. I'm just saying that to make me feel better. I am in love with him, remember? Or, at least I think I am. I don't really know
Fair enough. to be honest I cant see myself in a relationship with him. Hes too uncaring I think. i'd rather just move on, and keep him as a friend. I feel as though i've missed a good few years of my life hanging onto the past rather than getting out and finding someone new.
He tried to kiss me but backed away last second. Then we just kind of played with our cocks for a bit because I was too scared and embarrassed to suck it at the time (regret that)
After that, he knew I had a foot fetish so we did a lot of feet stuff. We played a lot of footsie. At night, he'd put his feet in my face and tease me "Hey, user, did you see what just happened on tv show? Oh, of course you didn't" as he'd rub his feet together or against a phallic-shaped desk-leg.
A few times he put his feet on my face and his toes in my mouth, once he just let me worship them.
We'd cuddle together, not often. He fell asleep on me, once.
A really cute thing I remember is we were walking in cold weather to another friend's house, when we got there the friend was outside and told us to wait on the porch while he grabbed something.
While waiting, I just sort of said "Wow, I'm cold" as you do when it's cold, and he said to me "Y'know, user told me hugging is good way to stay warm" and he just embraced me tightly. Just thinking about it makes me want to curl up and die.
Another time he was being a goof and accidentally slapped me for real, before I could even react he had arms wrapped around me and picked me up and was apologizing
god damn it
I don't remember a time where I didn't have a dick in my mouth for more than a week. I didn't know normal until I was too far gay.
>nobody checking these gets
Honestly, that seems like the best idea. It didn't work out so well for me, so learn from my mistake I guess. There's someone out there who you won't need to convince them of themselves.
user, what's worse? Never being able to eat the forbidden fruit?
Or only being able to taste it once, but having to gaze at it forever?
It's a different sort of misery.
Where are you from anyway user?
'Murca, new hampshire. The place with the tractor-trailers, chop-suey, fluffernutters and trees. so many fucking trees.
Who was the girl you were having a threesome with and how did it come about?
Sounds nice. Im from South Australia. Basically the industrial state of Aus.
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that's gr8 m8
no but really britain 2.0 seems like a cool place. sucks about the video game censorship tho
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The girl was a friend of his, they're in a FwB and she really wanted a threesome, my friend figured I was the only person he'd wanted to do it with, I said I was down, she was from our senior high school. I went to a different school from the middle highschool, so i never met her until then.
wait what video game censorship. Do you mean like red dead redemption from like 2013??
you realize everyone wishes it was that easy with women
he really taste that good? All I can imagine with guys is nasty sweat and hair
i wish there was more good yaoi with a feet focus. I've found maybe two good doujins and both are technically shota, which is lame. Why can't TomCat draw some a fucking footjob for once?
yeah, or like Left 4 Dead having to lose guns and making the zombies have green blood. it's not uncommon for games outside of their country of origin to be censored.
Like, did you know you can't nuke Megaton in Japanese copies of Fallout 3? true story
Girls taste like sweat, too, user.
Girls also have hair down there, sometimes, too, user.
But yes, he does taste that sweet. He's tall and skinny, if that opens your mind's eye a little.
huh, I have L4D and the zombies still have red blood. But yeah I know about like in germany how all the swastikas are changed into something different. Its kind of stupid, really. Like why do people try to erase the past, its never going to go away.
>Girls taste like sweat, too, user.
>Girls also have hair down there, sometimes, too, user.
stfu. You realize I'm being easy on you don't be an annoying twat
Do you realize how fucking retarded that argument is?
>hurr im going easy on you hurr
Put your handbags away ladies
Im but not
I am sorry I do not speak idiot
Weird! Maybe I'm getting different censorships confused... here's a craptaku article i found through a quick google search, I havent even read it.
But, yeah, it is kind of stupid. That's the thing about the past, though, it's hard to let go.
forgot the link,derp. kotaku.com.au
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gayest thread of the year award?
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where does that come from? any more vids from that set?
I had a similar on-off thing with my homophobic older stepbrother. Ended up fucking him up kinda I think
Look up Broccolibutts or coxwizard
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hmm i guess
>tfw everyone on Sup Forums is 14 and faggoted
>tfw still no loli bf
go ahead and post the story if you want
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I love the way he looks at the camera in this picture.
Same user of the bit of an ass comment.
Sigh.. I feel you. I once fell in love with what was my best friend, who's completely hetero and had gf back then. One day decided to confess with him.. and it turned out really, really badly. I lost a friend that day, and what I thought was the perfect man to ever exist. (metal guy, musician able to proficiently use 4 instruments, programmer and gamer, and a skateboarder with the body of a viking god and a dick so big it was visible when soft in losey sport shorts.)
Two years later, well, almost three, I have a wonderful BF, with which I deeply connect and that gives me all the dick I want.
It will pass, user. You must let go.