Ask a Schizophrenic anything! I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient

Ask a Schizophrenic anything! I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient.
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evening shinobu
why do you make these threads? just curious you dont have to tell me

>evening shinobu
Howdy.
>why do you make these threads?
The short simple answer, to kill time, and chat with some anons.
The short, not so simple answer, I'm looking, for... something.
>just curious you dont have to tell me
What would be the point of an AMA if I denied questions like that? Silly goose.

Been browsing your threads for like 2 months, but usually on my phone which for some reason can't post. How you doing tonight OP?

what do you expect to find in a Sup Forums thread?

Where did u learn and who told u u were schizophrenic how do u know its real lol

How many fingers am I holding up

What sort of schizophrenia? Is the medication effective. How do I drag my most likely bipolar brother in to get his shit under control? Give a really sexy (you)

Four

How do I give my life purpose?

No matter how much I try to be useful to others or do fun stuff I just feel depressed and unfulfilled.

OP are faggots.

How many Shinobu pictures do you have?

Well, what are you looking for, mysterios gentleman?

>but usually on my phone which for some reason can't post
Why can't you post from your phone?
>How you doing tonight OP?
Less than good, borderline bad. It would be bad if I didn't have weed.
>what do you expect to find in a Sup Forums thread?
Well, I'm testing a theory on something. So I expect to find some sort of evidence.

>Where did u learn and who told u u were schizophrenic how do u know its real lol
Uh doctor.
The rest of that question is dumb.
>How many fingers am I holding up
Obviously three.

i have lsd and shrooms
ive done lsd before
which do i take tomorrow?

do a write up of your theory so i can make a conjecture

>What sort of schizophrenia?
Paranoid Schizophrenic (which is an out of date term)
>Is the medication effective.
I don't take any
>How do I drag my most likely bipolar brother in to get his shit under control?
I mean, forcing him into therapy won't do him any good. You have to convince him that he needs the help, and make him want to get it. Otherwise you're wasting time, effort and money.
>How do I give my life purpose?
Isn't that something you should ask yourself?
>OP are faggots.
Trufax
>How many Shinobu pictures do you have?
Something like 420~.
>Well, what are you looking for, mysterios gentleman?
See : >which do i take tomorrow?
Mushrooms.
>do a write up of your theory so i can make a conjecture
My theory on what..? Why I think you should take mushrooms?
Uhh, cause you haven't done it yet.

are traps gay?

Do you drink or consume nicotine?
If you had to choose between being homeless and getting committed to a mental hospital, what would it be?
What do you think of forced sterilization of severly mentally ill people (you)?

Only if they like men.

the theory youre testing

they're coming

Hi schizOP. I've been meaning to ask because I remember you explained it once and I remember it being a good explanation. How exactly is the world we live in actually hell?

you and me are the same light user

are you familiar with the nobody phenomena?

here's a place to get you started, I belive this stuff is quite important, then again I might be wrong, but w/e

angelfire.com/oh2/peterr/TheNobody.html

(quotes from the webpage:)

Against this nobody...everything they do, for him, has already occured and nothing they do can be successful because it has already been defeated."
*******************************************
"He is awake and aware and cannot be killed. A combination they cannot deal with."

does this resonate with you user?

>Why can't you post from your phone?
for some reason the image verification doesn't work on my mobile browser, and im too lazy to dl an app since I rarely post.

Also is the conclusion for owarimonogatari any good, havent gotten around to watching it.

>are traps gay?
Pic related
>Do you drink or consume nicotine?
Negative. I only smoke weed.
>If you had to choose between being homeless and getting committed to a mental hospital, what would it be?
Probably homeless.
>What do you think of forced sterilization of severly mentally ill people (you)?
Pretty stupid thing to do. We are the people who lead your top fields. You don't want us gone.
>the theory youre testing
To coerce the universe into allowing something to happen.
>they're coming
The're already here.
>Hi schizOP
Hiya.
>How exactly is the world we live in actually hell?
I probably had some analogy I used to explain it which I don't remember.
But the short answer is; if there is a heaven or a hell. This surely must be hell, for in front of us all we see is suffering. Forever doomed to live in this universe and suffer.

>are traps gay?
I picked the wrong pic whoops

what do you want to universe to allow to happen

also your type of illness is not what the leaders in our stem fields have

How have you been lately?

>are you familiar with the nobody phenomena?
I am not.

>angelfire.com/oh2/peterr/TheNobody.html
Yea, there's no way I can read that. That background + font color fucks my eyes.

>for some reason the image verification doesn't work on my mobile browser
Oh, well that sucks.
>Also is the conclusion for owarimonogatari any good
I don't think I've seen it, either.
>what do you want to universe to allow to happen
Something that will change everything.
>also your type of illness is not what the leaders in our stem fields have
Maybe not all of them specifically have Schizophrenia. But, they all likely have some 'mental illness'.
>How have you been lately?
Been pretty shitty today.

You are awesome schizOP, keep it up man :D

You said that ganja helped your schizophrenia today. I heard that it exacerbates it?
Favourite book/film genre?
What was school like for you?

hello hello

what do you mean change everything

Goodbye goodbye

Take a hint, they're being vague because they're not sure / not actually searching for something

>You said that ganja helped your schizophrenia today
Helps is a strong word.
>I heard that it exacerbates it?
In reality, it does. But, it makes everything "feel" like it's under control more.
>Favourite book/film genre?
Psychological horror
>What was school like for you?
Boring, and a waste of time.
>what do you mean change everything
To shift the path of the universe to fit my desire.
>hello hello
Hiya

Do you realize that this whole universe-thing is just part of your illness?

>Take a hint, they're being vague because they're not sure / not actually searching for something
I know exactly what I'm looking for.
I'm being vague intentionally. It's more fun to give just enough information for them to piece it together themselves than to just outright say.
>Do you realize that this whole universe-thing is just part of your illness?
It may seem that way to you. I have plenty of evidence supporting that your statement is false.

You interested in Wicca/paganism? Seems related to your goal, it's all about shifting the universe to your desire.

Does the severity of your hallucinations fluctuate between day to day? Can you rate the intensity on a scale from 1-10?

>what do you mean change everything
To shift the path of the universe to fit my desire

sounds pretty egoistic, unless you would change everything in a way that would improve stuff for everybody imo.

Anyways you need 144,000 focused conduits to make an impact of any kind, I've done the math :P

hello user another fucking boring night. the anxiety is eating me alive

What happens if you take hallucinogens?

>You interested in Wicca/paganism?
I'm somewhat interested in paganism but I don't know much about it.
>Seems related to your goal, it's all about shifting the universe to your desire.
Hmm, interesting, I'll have to look into that.
>Does the severity of your hallucinations fluctuate between day to day?
Yes.
>Can you rate the intensity on a scale from 1-10?
Today? Probably about a 7/10.
>sounds pretty egoistic
I would say it's the opposite. It's quite selfless.
>unless you would change everything in a way that would improve stuff for everybody imo.
That's unrealistic.
>hello user another fucking boring night.
My night's been pretty shit, too.

Why was your night shit user?

Posted by Swinging on Spirals: Not sure if I can explain it properly. I kind of 'see' gaps in information. I don't know how to express that correctly. But, to make this brief, I 'feel' like I know what this guy would have to be like. I don't know 'who' it is, but I know what his personality would be like. This is way outside all the 'CIA' tried to kill him bullshit.
He is 'hidden' from them because the work that takes place is not so much in the 'material', but he ends up 'influencing' the material.
This 'influence' cannot be pinned down, because it doesn't originate in the material...so, it could be ANYBODY. But, if he was 'elite' or in the Illuminati or things like that, then they would have been able to figure out who it was through energy signatures, bloodline, most likely candidates, etc.
We hear it over, and over, and over. That he has 'God' on his side. Why do people say that? Because he is 'working' in the non-material, which ends up manifesting in the material.
But They don't know how someone could possibly do that, because it is so extremely advanced. They thought no one could be more advanced than them in the non-material aspects of controlling how majic manifests into the material.
He literally does stuff that is impossible to Them. Their only answer to this is to say that he is working through God...or actually, God is working directly through him.
HOW does a human do what Nobody does...ie, working in the non-material with absolute precision and in such epic sized changes, and yet remain invisible?
So the hunt was on. To find him through astrological charts, personality profiling, ancient texts, areas that have been influenced, etc. Imagine what 'They' have at their fingertips for this kind of search! Data-mining, phishing, red-flagged words and topics, narrowing down the field.
Eventually 'They' would find him. Try to use him...not 'arrest' him or try to murder him. They would want to find out who the hell he could possibly be.

Do people with schizophrenia actually hear voices. If so is it just your voice blurting things out or do they have their own voices.

I have a theory as to why they are here. In the manner that they speak of the universe, they are talking of a sort of fated occurrence or an unwritten destiny. My first guess as to what this entails would be that they are simply searching for a compatible mate.

>25 year old edgy neckbeard posting cute anime pics to avatarfag
>the year will be 2020, and we'll STILL be seeing daily threads made by this schizo

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I take it you're also schizophrenic.

Better go back to your trap- and bbc-superiority-threads then.

Have any irl friends op?
You say school was a waste of time. Did you get good grades or bad, how did people treat you there?

This guy will get board and stop the real problem is the trannies on every board

>Why was your night shit user?
I slept like shit, I've had a killer headache all night, fucking apathetic emptiness, I've had a stupid ass ring in my head for like 6 hours.
What exactly am I looking at here?
>Do people with schizophrenia actually hear voices.
Not everyone with Schizophrenia does. But, it's safe to say the majority do.
>If so is it just your voice blurting things out or do they have their own voices.
Sometimes it is my own "internal voice" saying random shit (AKA intrusive thoughts)
But the most of the time it's voices other than my own.
>My first guess as to what this entails would be that they are simply searching for a compatible mate.
That's an interesting guess, what makes you say that?
>FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
You're doomed user, I'm here for good.

if i was his dad id be fucking that boi pussy

When DAFUQ we going to Mars?

>You're doomed user, I'm here for good.

>Have any irl friends op?
I have a few, I hung out with some earlier today.
>You say school was a waste of time.
A massive waste of time.
>Did you get good grades or bad,
I was a straight A student when I was young. Then in like 6th or 7th grade I just stopped caring. I would get straight A's for the first semester then just stop going to school, so my grades were always like C's.
>how did people treat you there?
Everyone knew me, but I didn't know anyone, except one or two weird kids. Everyone was friendly to me, never really got bullied.
>real problem is the trannies on every board
This.
>When DAFUQ we going to Mars?
Isn't that nerdy rich dude going to Mars in like 2020 or something?
>mfw

>it's voices other than my own
Freaky.
Does those particular voices stay the same or is it a new voice. Also do you ever mistake one of those voices as someone standing next to you or walking by.

>55

Congrats on your impressive fives!

hey sunshine

Lotta nerdy rich dudes 1st native martians....how long before we go to war with native martians

>Freaky.
I'm used to it.
>Does those particular voices stay the same or is it a new voice.
There are three persistent voices, but there are also others that just come and go.
>Also do you ever mistake one of those voices as someone standing next to you or walking by.
I don't think I have.
>Congrats on your impressive fives!
I see what you tried to do there. A for effort.
>hey sunshine I hope today is okay.
It's been pretty shitty today, actually.

fuck man this anxiety. anyway, what did your night shit?

You are actually a wast of human skin ill enjoy the day we get to execute filth like you

that's no good! what made it less than good?

>Lotta nerdy rich dudes
Elon Musk is his name, I think? I don't do well with names.
>how long before we go to war with native martians
What makes you think there are native Martians?
>fuck man this anxiety.
Fuck anxiety indeed.
Slept like shit, have had a splitting headache all night, an incessant ringing in my head, and apathetic emptiness(yay).
>You are actually a wast of human skin ill enjoy the day we get to execute filth like you
Based

>Implying our society isn't run by nerdy rich dudes

I hope you find some peace and rest soon then, spook-chan.

>I hope you find some peace and rest soon then
I probably won't get to sleep for several more hours.

Any games you play/recommend OP?

Like we're going to colonize Mars I mean the first humans born on Mars. Honestly I think it's just a matter of time before we start some kind of skirmish will the Mars in the future if we actually send people there

I'll keep you in my thoughts, at least

Simply said there's a lot. Money runs the show we know dat

>Any games you play/recommend OP?
Dark Souls 1, 2 and 3.
>Like we're going to colonize Mars I mean the first humans born on Mars. Honestly I think it's just a matter of time before we start some kind of skirmish will the Mars in the future if we actually send people there
oooh, that's easy. It'll be 2091.
>I'll keep you in my thoughts, at least I'm going to try sleeping myself, I think.
Sleep well, and sweet dreams.

You implied that we'd fight them because the nerdy rich dudes would found the colony. I said I doubt they'd fight their own kind.

>splitting headache all night:

i share that

>an incessant ringing in my head:

thats for me too!

>and apathetic emptiness:

this never goes away

add to that knee pain that is the mix for a perfect shitty night

Favourite poem(s) OP?

>I'm used to it
How long have you been diagnosed with it.
>There are three persistent voices
Do they have their own personality.
Do you take pills or do you have other things to deal with it.

Hey. It's the one TheoryAnon who said you were in search of a possible SO. I said such because people occasionally believe that finding their true love is up to fate, and the only way to test fate is by trying.

Also, I love Dark Souls; I've only played 2, though.

Then I believe we are on the same page user

>thats for me too!
You say that like it's a good thing.
>this never goes away
It's worse when it goes away, because it always comes back.
>add to that knee pain that is the mix for a perfect shitty night
Back and knee pain here.
>Favourite poem(s) OP?
Roses are red
Violets are blue
They are all dead
So are you
>How long have you been diagnosed with it.
Four or five years.
>Do they have their own personality.
They do. One is kind of bitchy, one is really nice and one is just kind of "there".
>Do you take pills or do you have other things to deal with it.
I don't take any pills, and I just kind of deal with it myself.

I want to know what you are looking for. You said you were looking for "...something" i feel like I might have it. Let me know.

Dat one stop shop? Whatchu got homie

>I said such because people occasionally believe that finding their true love is up to fate
I never mentioned fate though. Nor do I think love is up to fate.
>and the only way to test fate is by trying
Is that how fate works?
I don't really know, as I don't believe in fate.

Sometimes to truly understand something you must believe you don't.
>Also, I love Dark Souls; I've only played 2, though.
You need to play 1 and 3. They're far better than 2.
>I want to know what you are looking for.
Why is that?
>i feel like I might have it. Let me know.
Have what?

I think he's trying to trick you into revealing the truth of your reasoning for being here via confusion.

>I think he's trying to trick you into revealing the truth of your reasoning for being here via confusion.
It's going to take more than that to trick me.

Would society consider you a human or a reject?

>I think he's trying to trick you into revealing the truth of your reasoning for being here via confusion.
Also, there's a much easier way to get the answer. If they're smart enough to figure it out.
>Would society consider you a human or a reject?
A human reject.

What's the difference between a schizophreniac and someone's who's not op?

>What's the difference between a schizophreniac and someone's who's not op?
I dunno, what?

>It's going to take more than that to trick me
Then explain this one.

Why do you post shinobu when she isn't even best grill?

>Then explain this one.
This is grade-school shit.
He has a microscopic gravity field generator underneath the thing and as he closes his hand it triggers the gravity field to activate and destroy it turning it into a tiny black hole that can't sustain itself because it lacks the density to eat anything.
>Why do you post shinobu when she isn't even best grill?
Because she is best grill.

Wrong. Kaiki is best grill, even if he hasnt had any recent screen time

>Wrong. Kaiki is best grill,
While I will concede that Kaiki is a great character, he's still only 3rd overall.

>He has a microscopic gravity field generator
Well shit it all makes sense now i was sure he might actually have magic powers, Thanks for clearing that one up fer me.

>i was sure he might actually have magic powers
In reality, science that is advanced enough is indistinguishable from magic. You were basically right.
>Thanks for clearing that one up fer me.
No problem friend.

You're no longer depressed? Good for you.

>You're no longer depressed?
Nope, now it's just emptiness.
>Good for you.
It is better than depression.