Sup Sup Forums Been having a shit time lately...

Sup Sup Forums Been having a shit time lately, I have been doing my best to fix my life after it basically being destroyed. But I now find myself in possibly the lowest point I have ever been. I am seriously considering pulling the old 'get out of jail free' card, by putting a shotgun in my mouth.
Anyone care to shed some spec of reason why I shouldnt?
Or should I stop being a faggot and just do it already?

Because you can fuck up and end up alive with the front of your face blown off and spend years in a psych facility.

If you are that down Op, just come full circle and be a thrill seeking pessimist. Taunt death to dance with you but don't blow your brains out. Death will trip you at some point and when that day comes, you can sue his ass in heaven and win a pass to God.

Because i love you man If no one else does I do I pray all of your pain is lifted and you find at least 1 reason to stay in this fight man some people don't get the chance you have please if are considering this call me man or talk to someone even me if you want this world needs you whether you know it or not keep your head up and stay in there

Yeah. I was considering other ways of topping myself. Just blowing my head off seems like it would have the highest; success to least amount of pain ratio.

Yeah... But if my daily life is a struggle. Why would I carry on if presented with the opportunity not to?

Thanks dude. It sounds like you know me? I dont even know if I am suicidal. I am Just out of options it seems.

Because that would be a waste of opportunity and time for yourself. You don't have to think of anybody else user. All you have to do is say"whatever happens happens" and go with that mentality. You will find that you will be more confident in this regard and get more shot done.

>I dont even know if I am suicidal.
Then don't even try dude. It's risky as fuck and you may end up permanently damaged like I am.

Yeah. No.

If you see what I have been saying, i am not suicidal. I just dont see another option. There areva lot of factors to this. But, one of the main ones, is that me being dead would solve 90% of issues for other people around me... And, well, 100% of mine.

Yes I do know you i can't see or hear you but I feel your pain and I identify with that never met you before but in my eyes you are a good person with people who care for you just cause they don't contact you often doesn't mean they don't care sometimes life will tangle you up and tie you down but I'd rather love a terrible life and say that I was strong enough to make it and say that at least I tried and made the best of it then to end it early and possibly miss the best part of my life because I was too impatient to wait for it

What happened to you?
If you dont mind me asking.

Just remember that suicide is a very permanent solution to a very short term problem. Also, go on runs and work out a little every day in the morning. Sucks at first then It gets better. And lastly get a long term goal to work towards, not say "I'm going to do this" but actually start doing it little by little every day. Life doesn't have a purpose on default you have to give it one.

In all honesty mate. I did not expect this. At all from Sup Forums.

And its kind of taken me back. I actually started crying haha. ( i know, fag amirite?)

Thanks man. I guess you can feel good knowing you probably saved a life today.

I've been hospitalized several times and ended up on disability for Psych reasons. I have scars that make it quite obvious I failed an attempt so finding a job or people that won't judge me for it is difficult, PTSD from the shit I've seen in Psychiatric Hospitals along with Brain and Liver damage. Are you on any medicine for mental illness? It won't cure anything but along with therapy and getting yourself out there you'll feel at least a bit better. Give yourself some goals to work towards in order to improve yourself.

Hey man that's what I'm here for I'm here for you if no one else is I'll stand by you and support you if no one else will all you have to do is look and I'll be there my brother

Oh shit. Sorry dude. Are you still suicidal?

No. I used to be on sertraline but I stopped taking it. And i hate going to therapy as I feel most of the patients there are attention seekers and I cannot tolerate being around them. I get very angry and intolerant.

Thanks dude. I super needed this.

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Yeah but there's really no way to kill myself in this house. It was picked out by my mental health team to be safe and shit. It can take a while to find the right diagnosis, meds and type of therapy that work for you. I wish you the best.

Thanks dude. Wanna help and go halfs on a murder charge with me?

niacin (vit b3 with flush)
works for me in down times

exercise
masturbation
laughing at socialist who say they care
bum

good reasons

Hey, look me up I'm Tyler Bailey from Richmond Virginia United States message me on fb and keep in contact man let me know how succesfull you become you are about to experience a blessing in your life you just have to wait my profile pic is of a dog in black and white

Hope you find a good way out user(not death)

Trying to look for you now haha. My name is josh. Pic of 4 people. 1 guy with tats ( just incase any Sup Forumstards add you)

Thanks man

have you tried any Vietminh supplements that help carry chemical signals?
such as b vits
or high fat stuff?

I'll be looking for the add man like I said don't hesitate to blow me up with anything you need to vent about

Cant find you man. I found 1 dude same name and city. But pp dont match dude :/

Nah man. I am from the UK. Our mental health care is pretty shitty tbh dude. I did even know these type of things existed.

Im having trouble finding you on fb man.

Josh Van Buren - Liverpool Uk. You may have better luck finding me man.

In uk man. Cant text international numbers :( i put my fb up anyway... Failing that add my snapchat - sykes2828

im from ireland
i know how it is
h&b sells products cheap
5htp
niacin b3 (flush)
all together should cost £12ish
my name is eli brownie on fb if you want to chat more

Tbailzzz is me

>Josh Van Buren
southport?

Used to live there. Yeah.