So I got a bit of a dilemma. I'm not gay but I've watched a lot of gay porn and I genuinely like it. When I'm watching it I want cum in my mouth and to suck a dick. I've even went on grindr and sucked some asian dudes dick. The thing is, after I cum I realize I'm not actually gay.
I really only do it for the taboo thrill and I'm very much sexually and emotionally attracted to women. Like when I was getting my dick sucked by this Asian dude, I didn't even cum. The whole time I was thinking how not gay I was, because none of this was turning me on.
Definitely doesn't sound gay in the least bit. You should see if getting fucked in the ass does nothing for you too. Don't forget to say "no homo" afterwards otherwise you'll be gay for life
Liam Rivera
I don't think so. I'm not attracted to guys emotionally at all. Like dating a guy disgusts me. Even cuddling with one disgusts me. Kissing one would make me puke. I just kinda get this urge to suck dick and swallow cum sometimes.
Landon Scott
Nah I feel the same way about you, I get off to that kinda porn cuz it's a sick fantasy. But I'm legit only attracted to women in my real life
Colton Stewart
>I just kinda get this urge to suck dick and swallow cum sometimes
Cameron Hernandez
It's not gay if you just do it as a prank.
Dylan Green
Sounds like denial because of fear.
It's ok to like men. If the word "gay" disturbs you, don't call it that. B ut be honest with yourself because real talk, you're the only person that ever can be totally honest with you. No one else owes that to you and no one else will do it just because(unless they're that kind of nice idiot, but that's a different discussion altogether).
Just be real, user. You like gay things. You get off on doing gay things. Straight men don't have that in common with you and there's nothing wrong about that. Accept yourself and be yourself or spend life hating yourself. Took me 40 years to figure that out, but you can start today if you just keep it real with yourself.
And if you're scared people will judge you for being gqay know this; people will judge you for every fucking thing you do no matter how much of a "good person" you are. Might as well do what makes you happy, right?
Leo Davis
That is pretty weird but meh, if that's what he's into
Joseph Miller
That's really not it. I'd be okay with me being gay, my family would be okay with me being gay, my friends would be too. I'm just not at all emotionally attracted to guys. And I'm only sexually attracted to a penis (not even what it's attached to), sometimes. It's strange and really makes me think.
I'd choose pussy of dick any day of the week, and I'm very much emotionally and sexually attracted to women.
Ayden Cruz
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Robert Martin
Pussy over dick*
Dylan Anderson
That's because homosexuality is a fetish, not the way someone is born.
I feel the same way and had a family that I knew would support me if I was gay. I'm physically attracted to men but more so to women and femininity. Still bi, because of it. As in, I do gay things btu I also do straight things and date women. Which is still bi.
I feel like you're really not accepting the fact that doing gay things and wanting to do them is a sure sign that you are not straight...at least not completely. Modern culture has a bunch of weird stigmas having to do with homosexuality and it makes it confusing to be a male interested in other males for any reason outside friendship and family. A lot of bi and gay people don't want to be that because they feel it makes them freaks and social outsiders in some way or another. It only feels that way when you let fear dictate your thought process.
You said in the op that you are straight but in the same breath admitted to having willing gay sex(or giving head to a man which is practically sex). Straight people don't do that. Question why you have to call it straight when it clearly isn't. There's something valuable in that, m8.
Good luck getting happy.
Leo Walker
Well I didn't really say I was straight, I just said I wasn't gay.
I'm willing to accept I'm not straight and I don't really cling on to being straight as some sort of ideal. I'm just interested to know why I have this craving for dick sometimes, even though I have no interest in men other than the dick. Trap porn for example is something I like because I'm more physically attracted to the thing attached to the dick. But even then I would be disgusted if I kissed a trap in a loving way.
Austin Phillips
My nibba you can be sexually bi and romantically straight. It's common as hell. Quit qith the fucking bullshit and admit that you like gay shit cause you're fucking gay. At least partially gay, I mean fucking come on, man. I thinky ou're the only one in the thread that doesn't believe it to be true. I'm not even trying to badh or anything, it's just kinda annoying to see people say
>I am straight >I watch gay porn >I have gay sex >but I am straight
Clearly you are not lmfao
Zachary Reed
I'll add that I don't exclusively watch trap/gay porn. I watch it about 10% of the time, and prefer straight porn almost always.
Cameron Cruz
>I'm not gay, but I like to suck a dick every now and then High tier bait, congrats
Aaron Clark
I think this
covers most of what I'd reply to you.
I'll add that I don't think I'm sexually bi. Unless the threshold for being it is only liking dick. I don't like any other physical part of the male body in a sexual way. If that's all that's needed though, then sure, I'm sexually bi.
Asher James
Porn and personal preference is your answer than. Porn becasue watching porn regularly is known to inspire fetishes that would likely otherwise not develop( like an interest in cock when one is otherwise straight) and personal preference becasue people jsut don't have control over what gets them hot. There hae always been people like you and they were like you simply because that's what their brain tells them the like. Nothing changes that, though it can be covered up and buried in a variety of ways. None of them are healthy, though.
I disagree about the disgust in kissing a trap lovingly. Not rele vant to what I was saying, but just feel like sharing I guess. I've dated a couple trans girls and they were pretty fucking cool(one was completely passable and the other close, but had a very mannish brow and shoulders). never felt weird kissing them for me, though if I had done it a decade before I did, I probably would have reacted similarly to how you would now. Life's fucking weird like that. What disturbed you yesterday becomes appealing tomorrow. If not appealing, at least more interesting. I guess what I'm saying is, if you expect to hate something than a part of you will hate doing it before doing it, you know what I mean? Maybe you're jsut not at the point where you're interested in men/t-girls like that yet. Maybe you never will be. I'm not fucking god, bruv. I have no clue what your future's sleeping on.
Good luck again, tho. And take no shit off anybody. Just some general advice lol
Justin Lewis
A lot of gay/bi people claim they only like dick and not the rest of the men when they first start amusing the idea. Later most of them admit that that's bullshit and that they said it because of social stigma and not accepting themselves. Just something worth pondering for anyone that claims the same.
Lucas Thomas
Hey thanks for taking your time to reply multiple times. This situation isn't scary for me or anything. It's actually really funny to me and I've laughed along with everyone in this thread, mainly because of some of the ridiculous wording I used. I'm interested on how this fetish I guess will develop.
Jacob Moore
Right, I'm very familiar with denial and all that. I'm also very honest with myself. I'm not in denial because of social stigma or not accepting myself, I'm just not at all physically or emotionally attracted to men.
Jace Russell
You're one of them bisex
Jeremiah Fisher
gotchu, m8. Just pointing out some things it took me a while to realize/fully comprehend. I know that I probably could fuck/date another man but I honestly just meet an extremely small number of them that fit tastes on enough levels. Not trying to call you out, in case that's how that came off.
No problem, dude. I assumed there was some kind of fear int his from my own experiences and couldn't not say something if I thought it'd help. Glad to hear I was wrong though. I hope you one day have a wonderful family like mine >pic related=me, the wife and our daughter Peace out now, bud
