Hello b ,this is my story

>hello b ,this is my story
>be me,I'm 38, single, no children, I've never had a girlfriend
>I am full of debts, I owe more than 8000 dollars that I do not know how to pay
>I am alone, the few friends I had and almost all have been married. I am the only one.
>I have a badly paid office job, to work only some very ugly women work.
>besides I only like women with big breasts, in my country there are not many
>I'm so stressed that it already gave me depression
>I have bad luck, I have never won anything or achieved anything in life. I live with my brothers
>I have depression but I do not want to commit suicide, I have a little nephew that I want to see grow. and I want to see the end of one piece
>I always liked to draw but never managed to publish or manage to get anything in the comic of my country
>I like manga, anime and video games
>in the end debts and problems of life have me wrong
>can you help me laugh ...?I had a bad day

Hello OP
8000 $ is not that much of a debt you can manage
Marriege is overrated. Dont be sad . I'm 24 but wont marry even though women go after me.
Better to have a few true friends than shitloads of shit friends.
Dont date women at work. There are plenty of women everywhere.
Manage stress with hobbies and working out.
Luck is BS.
Suicide will destroy your brothers and the people who love you , dont be selfsih.
Basically you have been beta all your life and didnt do shit to achieve a good life , but fortunately your life have just begun.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself, man up and take action.
Be the mater of your own fate.
What is your biggest fear ?
What would you regret when you are 70 and on your deathbed ?

Op hang in there. Try looking for new work to change up your surroundings. Try lifting and doing physically stressful things so you do not focus as much on mental stress.

8000 in my country is a lot of money, and I'm starting to get medical treatment. and that is what I most fear ... to repent in many more years. I felt very bad for not having anyone to talk to.thanks

Which country do you live in?

I will try it since the stress is horrible. thanks for your words.

texas chile jajajaja

thank you for listening to me

You are wellcome. I am a life coach, would you like a call with me ?

ur story makes me think ur somewhere in asia

My English is very bad and I could not call you, but I thank you for the intention.

Fuck you elan

I am from South America but I do not know if that is better or worse XD

Im rooting for you op

dis

word of advice: declare personal insolvency. In most countries this is permitted, especially on EU states.

If you don't have a girlfriend, get one of the ugly chicks even if no large tits. The problem here is that you've been exposed to ideal women for too long and anyways the ideal women will want nothing to do with you (low testosterone, not exciting)

Another advice: ugly women are excellent in bed and become great housewives because they know you can find better at any moment.

This will help you to get steady pussy. In the night at bed your dick won't care for ideal women nor large breasts.

Once you do this, life should get on a better direction.

>i want to see the end of one piece
We're not fucking wizards, user

Okay, I'll consider it XD

>South America
Which country in South America women don't have big breasts?
also.
>I like manga, anime
That is your problem, at 38 you shouldn't be watching that. Anime is toxic for men.

I know, but I still want to live to see it. thanks XD

It's really not, you can be an adult that watches anime and get laid just fine. Just don't be a sperg.

>38
>Manga. Anime
>Never had a girlfriend

I do not see moe shit at least. I do it to distract myself a little.

Where do you live OP? just crious and trying to understand more about the stuation. The value given to art and relations with women and the prosperity of the country changes alot. I wish better for you. U seem to be a nice guy with that all art stuff.

I live in texas chile, that despite not being as bad as in other countries, there is still a lot of inequality. thank you for your kind words

Hang in there my nigga, you gotta see your nephew grow

I see. I don't know much about chile except the movie called "NO". How is live there. I know it is not great as countries like USA or the ones in the EU.

I thought you were somewhere in east europe for some reason.

I know, thank you very much for your words

Shut the fuck up. My dad was murdered and my mom is a heroin addict with three types of cancer who I put myself 25,000 in debt (40,000 after school) taking care of while going to school and working full time. You're 8,000 in debt? Multiply that by 5 faggot. You haven't been with girls? Get some self esteem and grow the fuck up, that's literally all it is. I suffer from panic attacks, stress, anxiety, etc. from all of the weight on my shoulders AND STILL KEEP MOVING FORWARD. You have depression because of your own inability to get a girl? Shut the fuck up and fix it.

I will summarize it ironically, bad salaries, invaded foreigners without education, a corrupt socialist government, and a woman president who does not know what she does.

I regret what happened to you and I know very well that there are people with a situation worse than mine in the world. I apologize if my words have made you angry. Believe me I will try to improve.