I was in a 3 month coma.
I saw things, unimaginable things.
Once i crawled through small tunnels made out of lava, i had to crawl and each step hurted, there was upside down gravitiy fuck up.
Like in these weird Cube movies.
I fell down and in the middle i felt up and besindes me there were black clouds screaming and showing me, letting me feel my deepest fears.
But i had good dreams in this coma too.
I stepped out of an weird "vehicle" there is no word for it.
I was standing in an emptyness that had no color.
It was not white, nor black.
I saw blue dots all around me popping up, and a feeling of the purest feeling of freedom, a feeling that you have everything but you don't need everything.
I saw nature it it's very being, seeing every movement of an deer, an plant, the plant was eternal, but had an end. It was growing with pure conciousness. It was growing but dying at the same time, everything was timeless, senseless, but the deep feeling of pure love, not the love from a woman or the love to an object, a love that you may have felt the last time as a child as you see your mother.
I can't describe anything, but there is such more to existence than we can see and calculate.
Existence, the now, is everything and can never be explained by mind that we have, because our minds live on greed and fear, and from that we can never realise the real truths behind the veil.