So angry that I'm drinking again All I can think is about my family I say They all know what I'm up to again
I hate that I have to get up in the middle of the night to sneak it again I have to hide it from the them again I think the people I work with know what's up again
My body shakes I hate the way it makes me act so fake I'm only fooling myself trying to act so straight
I can't help it I'm trying to stop I know it's only a matter of time before I get pulled over by the cops I don't know who to turn to to stop
I know what I'm doing is not right I can't stop drinking at night I have to have some in the daylight
All I can think is about my family I say They need a father who is not drunk again I try to hide it from them again
I tried to stop so many times before I thought I was done drinking for sure I can't help myself I always end up on the floor
I drink at work to stop the shakes Hoping it will put them on the brakes I know I'm fooling myself, it's a mistake
My wife can't help me My kids don't know the real me Who do I turn to to really help me
If I say that I am Can I admit that if I'm a man How would it feel to say that I am
So many times I tried before So many times I said no more Again I ended up on the floor
Who can I turn to Who can help me through I don't want it to be deja vu
Turn to Jesus. He died on the cross for our sins. Ask him to deliver you from your iniquity. I know what you are going through. Jesus loves you man. So much. Just give him your heart
Luis White
Yeah, I still think drinking is fun
Camden Ortiz
yeah yeah, jesus turnes everything okey fuck off. turn yourself in to a rehabilitation center and get professional help or start smoking pot.
Brandon Roberts
no thanks, i have enough imaginary friends that do nothing for me
Brayden Adams
Thank you.
Not sure how Never knew how So hard, not sure how
Where do I start I wouldn't even know my part Somehow I really want to do my part
Can you help me start?
Nolan Brooks
Look dude... Im giving you the best advice i can. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. Let your self destroy your liver heart and kidneys. Im offering you real advice here. If you wont accept Jesus into your heart then you are making a big mistake. Let me pray for you . What is your name?
