TLDR: I have a hot older sister and fucked up. I feel endless shame and i am depressed.
I'm 23, M and of Indian descent. My older sister is 29 and almost 30 and i absolutely swear on my life this is the first time ive ever come into this situation. I am having extremely conflicting thoughts and dont know if this is normal or not. Like i said, FIRST time this has ever happened. I feel extreme guilt and shame after what happened last night and im hoping someone can somehow reason it and tell me its normal? I don't want to feel like a bad person.
Last night I was drinking and I happened to creep her instagram (I was 6 beers down and browsing random sites to begin with) and I happen to see she had done some photoshoot with one of those want-to-be photographers who are in every group of friends, particularly asians. I clicked it out of sheer boredom. Anyways, when I did click it i watched the small clip and i won't lie I almost instantly felt blood rushing and I had an errection. I fucked up and drank more and went to bed but the part i feel extremely guilty about is that I did masterbate to the video of her. I can't stop thinking about it today and I happened to save the video onto my laptop. Is this normal? I in no way want to have sexual relations with her, i totally admit that, but its something about the outfit and the way she is posing, its something about this particular outfit that is doing it for me! I'm really hoping someone could help me out here and help me deal with the shame and guilt and somehow tell me this is normal. Because i'm getting depressed. Small photo attached from the little video off of her instagram. I want to post a .GIF version or the video itself but I don't think that would be right.
I swear its not like its happend twice, three times, four times. This is the only time this has ever happened to me.
I need some advice from bros who can tell me its normal.
Jordan Stewart
Your in a tough spot my friend. First off all. Don't say shit to her. She's your sister and that'll fuck up your life. We all have things were ashamed of. I don't think your a bad person but then again I am user giving you advice about your sexual attraction towards your sister. Plus all the porn sites are filled with incest porn. It's a huge taboo which can encourage the arousal of it all. Refrain, never do it again, maybe talk to a therapist
Christian Gray
talk to other indians then
Ryan Russell
This. Just took so much stress off of me you have no idea how bad I felt. Thank you sir!
I am tempted to share the .gif of her but its probably not the right thing to do.
Brandon Clark
Nah, plenty of people have fantasised about their mother, aunt or sister at least once. As long as you don't let it fuck up your family relationships it's fine. You've probably fantasised about plenty of other women you really wouldn't want to be fucking, too.
Isaiah Bennett
Fuck her.
Easton Evans
Thank you so much. Seriously, i felt like incredibly depressed.
Would it be to much to share the .gif i made of the video clip and then delete it 5 minutes later along with the thread?
Easton Edwards
I've posted a link to the short clip i was referencing.
I've left it as a link instead of posting the image attached so it doesnt draw to much attention. I dont want it being saved and im going to safely remove the thread in 5 minutes.
Depends on how you feel - remember the Internet never forgets. But on the other hand, it's not a video you took yourself, it's something she shared already. I don't really care either way, I'll probably take a quick look then forget about it. (BTW I'm originally from India too, but haven't been back there for about 30 years now, yes, I'm too fucking old for this site.)
Isaac Nelson
Haha she looks so forced and unnatural doing the video, like she did it to convince herself that she can be erotic if she wants to.
Nathan Rogers
Even if that was my mom I'd fuck her she's sexy as fuck op. Do whatever you can to go balls deep
Aiden Smith
I found her Instagram and I'm sending her a link to this
Grayson Parker
post the vid file instead of a gif?
Jose Watson
She's definitely not the type do something like this, i think she felt it was "artistic"
Ha no i would never even think about fucking her. But i could not stop myself that night. Its something about the outfit.
No you didnt.
I respect guys like you. Fellow indians are good guys. Don't worry ill delete it within 5 minutes and i only posted a link to the .gif so no one will even notice it to begin with.
Nolan Edwards
How does one post a vid file to begin with? I prefer not to. also i only posted a link to the .gif so it lays low and then ill remove in 5 minutes.
Cameron Nguyen
as a man who fucked both his sisters, his cousin and his sister inlaw
just do it
Nicholas Fisher
No thank you.
Lucas Anderson
Well I guess I know why you are drinking alone masturbating to the thought of ravaging your sister.
B E T A E T A
Kayden Jones
Sorry actually i'm alpha for not doing that.
Asher King
Would you do sexual stuff with her if she somehow never knew that it was you?
Also: Looking for anons in central Texas who are definitely not into making incest happen and don't want to get in on their sisters/cousins/daughters/moms/whatever. Incest is against global rule 1 so obviously anyone actually looking for that would get banned for 30 days by the mods. Want to set your family member up? I start an affair with her, get her into being tied up and blondfolded, and talk her into threesome with a "friend". Who might that friend be? No idea, we'll figure it out. Definitely wouldn't want you to film without her knowing though because that would also be illegal and nobody here wants to talk anything that would get them banned right?
Might never find anyone in my area but hope I'm wrong. I have received a few responses that are pretty close to me so there's hope, but looking for all the incest-fetish anons who are around here because so far none of the responders know their relative too well. Email summertimefrost3@gmail if interested. Good luck to everyone else on your fantasies.
Gavin Sanders
Fuck off dip shit.
Easton Perry
>of indian descent Stopped reading there OP
Easton Butler
just fap it off and call it a day. quit stressing about it. eventually you'll lose interest.
Jonathan Peterson
Dont worry about it too much. i mean, is there anything besides her appearance turns you on? Some people who are into incest are also turned on by the thought of how their target is related to them.
There's something about it that just gives me a huge hard-on.
Post like these make me have faith in the world! Thank you!! I am happy idiots havent landed on this thread threatening to save the photo or .gif but then again i was smart by not posting the .gif with the original post. When its a link it flys under the radar of trolls.
