Anyone wanna have an open and honest thread...

Anyone wanna have an open and honest thread? Just say whats on your mind or whats getting you down or whats bringing you up

Been feeling pretty good lately, just wanted to see how everything is with you all

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I am pretty sure this honest "aura" will be destroyed by someone soon.

does this already count?

Met this perfect girl 10/10 (For reference, the only 10/10 I've given ever). She has a bf. Maybe I can play the long game or something. Talking last night and basically confirm that there is no long game, even if she didn't have a bf. I would've had to meet her single rather than dating. Feelskindabadandshittyman.
Not depressed over it, just like a : "Man this could've been good."

I've seen threads like this survive, so I'm hopeful

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Yeah im feeling kinda sad lately...


mainly because OP is a faggot

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You guys are all fags. I'm doing ok op, depressed but hanging in there. How about you?

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It's been pretty good lately. Just looking forward to the future, just seems like things will be alright. Just keep hanging in there user :)

I absolutely love my girlfriend. Been together almost 10 years. She's my best friend and we do everything together and love it. She's a lover, a friend, a bro, and family to me.

But sexually...I'm getting so bored. I'm a sexual degenerate. I've tried to get her to try threesomes, swinging, open relationship, polyamory...I'm at the point where I hope I find out she's cheating on me.

I'm her first and I just can't take her sexual naivety anymore. Her preferences and kinks are built around me. I'm going insane. She has no sexuality of her own outside of me.

The only thing that she seems half ok with is me doing shit with another guy. I'm seriously considering it, I'm so bored.

How do you guys make it work for so long? How do you deal with fights and the like? Its hard right now for me and my girlfriend :/

shouldnt summer be... over?

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We don't really fight. I think our longevity is due to just really enjoying eachothers company. There's nothing we do that we'd prefer to do alone or with someone else. We were best friends before getting together too.

ITS A MEME YOU FUCKING DIPSHIT

I've been moved out and on my own with a big boy job for 3 months (not counting jobs I had while in school living with mommy and daddy) and I hate it.
>TFW not born in the 24th century as a united federation of planets citizen
>TFW can't smoke weed and fap in a holosuite all day everyday

Very angry and a little depressed. I swear next person that angers me I will choke them until they die repeteadley yelling latin words like
INCREDIBILIS
TE SECABRO

Why no long game?

Her and I talk about just life in general, so this evetually led to a talk about her bf and what she wants in a guy. Now, I'm not bad. I fit about 3/4 of what she wants to begin with. The thing that she explained to me is that she'd rather have a friend forever rather than a bf that can possibly last 2 to 3 years. She's mid twenties and doesn't expect to be married until she's almost 30, and it almost seems like she's not really looking for a perfect guy rather than just to settle with what she has. If she stays with her current bf, (kind of likely) then she'll just always see me as a friend and nothing more. If I had met her a year prior then things could be different but sadly not.
Tl;dr Girl has wacked idea about dating, and there's like a 95% chance she friendzoned me.

Therapist prescribed me anti depressants. Not sure if they'll work but it's a start

That's shitty bro I'm sorry. Fuck bitches who have their whole romantic life planned and think they deserve Mr perfect.

Yeah man, there's more out there I guess. Hopefully I'll find a better one soon. I'm tired of being out of a relationship. I just want to meet my wife.

I think my dad pretty much hates me. Maybe "hate" isn't the best word...still tho

Haven't had sex with my wife in months, I might have ED, but it's not like she's tried to set the mood. Whenever I tried, she wasn't in the mood so I just stopped asking. Can't even go to a hooker cos ED, & want a low key viagra hookup. Can't go to doctor because script would let her know I'm fucking someone else & worried I'd get colored paint chips if I buy online.

I want to be cute but i'm fat

Define fat

>be me
>think I'm entitled to a 10/10 gf
>get depression because every 10/10 girl has absurdly high (or bizarre) standards, and has already an absurdly high cock mileage

This girl I like told me a while back that she thought we were "something more than friends" but when I made the move she told me maybe, but she didn't want to date someone right now. We hung out but she didn't make any moves. After that she hasn't texted me anything like that anymore.

Its like 2 months later now and I don't know if I fucked up or if she changed her mind.

Not hamplanet fat. in a normal weight range, but still chubby.

Femanon or Male user?

Sounds like a personality problem. Don't expect to handed a 10/10 gf. Go for personality more than looks and you'll be better off than you think. Also, don't get depressed off of stupid shit.

Male

if you were born with a vajayjay, you're cute

I'm feeling fucking neutral as fuck being dumped by my lazy gf.

To be honest the best she offered was the phsyical contact and occasional love.
But in exchange the drain women have on your life, in my opinion it's just not worth it. Now i'm like allright and she was fucking crying while breaking up with me I probaly said some nasty shit to her but i dont know because I don't really take anything serious anymore and aren't easily offended

Try talking to her. Women aren't so unapproachable. Tell her you haven't forgotten about what she said and that you still have feelings for her. Just be sure to reassure her your friendship means a lot to you and that no matter what happens you're not gonna let the answer she gives ruin what you have.

Well then, personal workout advice then. Cut out shit in your diet and exercise 2 or 3 times a week. Do a lift day, a run day, and a day where you basically do everything to work other muscles. Just start being a bit more active and pounds will start to fade after about a month or so. The most important thing is diet though. Find out how much you need to intake to maintain weight, shoot for under it. Eat more veggies and fruit so you can be full and not take more calories. Cut soda all together if you can. I guarantee you 10 pounds in like 2 months easily. That's not even much of a lifestlye change.

I want to fuck this chick I know so much that I'm jerking off 3 times an hour to keep myself from doing something bad.

Well how long should a run and lift when i do so? and what sorts of foods should i avoid? i don't eat candy or anything now, aside from some protein bars.

Been NoFap all month. Had a wet dream the other night. Most distressing part is that it was semi lucid. In the dream, I was telling this girl about a dream I had when it dawned on me and I said "Wait a minute. I'm dreaming right now." My first thought was to go fuck two other girls who were catfighting in my dream. So i approached them and laid them down. And then they disappeared instantly. I wound up sucking my own dick tho but it wasn't worth the mess. Really disappointing.

Woke up, got drunk, stabbed my laptop and damn near cut off my pinky in the process. Haven't gone to class in a couple days. Just really frustrated. Lonesome. Been a hardcore alkie for the past few years but I've been slowing down. Sometimes I still need the escape of drunkenness, but I've been acting more out of line every time I drink lately. I realize college is a waste of money but what else is there to do? I've worked shitty jobs galore already. Don't care much anymore. The debt is scary but I'll probably just kill myself one day anyhow.

Fuck.

Avoid nearly all fast food. You can probably have that once a week. Eat mostly Veggies, Fruits, Proteins, and a little bit of Carbs like bread or pasta. Homecook everything. Try to get fresh meat rather than processed. If you decide to keep dairy products, like cheese, just eat it minimally. As for lifting and running, it really depends on you. They burn calories in two different ways. The way you burn calories by lifting is by lifting for stronger weight or tone. Along with that, you don't burn calories as you lift but when your body is repairing itself. After you lift you should eat a higher protein meal but keep a balance of veggies and carbs still. As for what you lift, depends on you. Want a bigger chest? Bench press. Better arms? Lots of curls. Smaller stomach? That is actually just lost with lifting and diet (shitty, I know). As for running, you lose calories based on heart rate. If you aren't running with your heart rate at a certain rate, then you aren't losing any calories. For example, you burn like 200ish calories running one mile at a moderate pace. That's kinda shitty so people either up the pace or the time. It's really about your schedule and preference. General tip for weight loss, to maintain weight you need x amount of calories. To lose weight your overall calorie intake needs to be

Been feeling like shit OP. Didn't finish highschool, been trying to get the requirements to go to college, but keep getting denied for even those. I was a straight A student too, taking AP and IB classes, just massive depression that went unchecked. Trying to turn my life around, but the education system keeps shutting me out. I know it's my fault but it's honestly so depressing. I'll probably be working shitty minimum wage jobs the rest of my life, never able to get a stable enough position to have a family.
God damnit it too, cause all I need is chemistry and calculus and I could go to any university or college I want because of my grades.
Just depressed knowing I'm left behind, a burden on my family, and never going to get ahead or on top of life.

>Her preferences and links are built around me
Fuck you're so lUCKY DONT LET YOUR DEGENERACY RUIN IT YOU PIECE OF SHIT

Just remember it will take a very long time to come into effect, so don't stop taking then just because they don't work after a month.

Start working out at a gym, go to doctor about erections but don't ask for pills if you're worried shes gonna find out. You know you can ask for your prescription to become concealed at the pharmacy, they can hold it so your wife would never be allowed to know.
Anyway even if your new hot body doesn't help in the sac, your new hot gym bros can hook you up with some Viagra.

im fucking afraid of what future will be because i have to do some things i really don't want to
it's not important, what they are. They are really easy things to do. It's just fear that i've built around them
For now im avoiding them and its ok, because when it comes to doing shit i will work my ass off so it's k
Also, i wish i went to sleep earlier more often and got up earlier. I just slept through summer

I created a fake persona for a discord i made, but now i am incredibly close with these people, almost more than my irl buds and the guilt and fear of them finding out im completely fake hurts me so much i just wish i didnt be so cautious i wanna meet everyone irl and go for some drinks but i cant god damnit kill me

My GF i stole from a married man is remarkable.... literally modeled when she was younger and is so good she volunteers in nursing homes in her spare time.......I can do anything I want to her sexually at anytime.... and this all isn't enough for me.... I openly seek ugly women to cheat with... I've faked headaches so i didn't have to touch my lingerie bombshell 95lbs goddess......

I take a pill everyday that the doctor prescribed to me for depression and anxiety.

It's helped a lot but sometimes I feel so bored like nothing interest me anymore.

All I do is work drink and barely play vidya.

Maybe I'll join a gym so I can get a gf if I lose some weight

Isn't all meat full of fat though? where would i get healthy meat?

Also i need to exercise more than i eat you mean? what would eating once a day get me?

I used to do this a lot. Still do, but now I don't give a name at all or any details about myself. I exaggerate my life a lot still tho.
I don't know man, it's hard. Most people won't get mad if they find out, on my experience, but they'll be less into you and talk less and less, and just stop all together one day.
I'd try doing this with people in other parts of the world from now on if u can't handle it, but tbh there's tons of people online you can meet if these ones quit you.

You're an idiot, but you deserve the stupid slut who left a marriage for another man anyway. Fuck you, I hope she leaves you and her new BF kills you, and then her.

I'm constantly worrying if I'm ever going to pass just by taking hormones. So I've been constantly feeling down, I guess I could be doing worse, At least I'm not choking on dicks like OP

Yes, all meat is filled with fat, but unless you want to eat other things that involve protein then I'd just stick with meat. Simpler in my opinion. You need protein to rebuild muscle and eventually get stronger. This getting stronger is what makes weight lifting burn calories because you burn the calories mostly from healing in lifting. Do not undereat. In fact, eat a regular 3 meals a day but constrain the proportions of what you are eating. You eant energy throughout the day rather than just eating one meal of 2000 calories. The body is an everworking machine. Let's say you need 2009 calories to remain the weight you are. If you want to just diet, aim for 1800 calories a day. You will lose weight, albeit, slowly. Now let's say you also work out and lose 400 calories in that day. 1800-400. That means you really only consumed 1400 calories, so now your body will start to look for things to burn calories for on your body. As long as you maintain fitness by lifting and doing cardio, your body should mostly burn fat.

I've been talking with them for almost a year and i'm too much of a coward too confess too them

It sounds like you're all still trying to fill the hole in your life with things like drugs, alcohol and fornication.

Why don't you seek the truth in life instead of whining on Sup Forums?

I'd probably just tell them and remind them about the 90% of the time when you weren't talking about your persona. As long as you acted like your personality but had made up information. Just apologize too.

I love boy pussy

If i'm eating three times a day that means i just stick to meat once a day or something, right? what else would make up a meal for other part of the day? so far i've just been cooking scrambled eggs for breakfast.

Also for exercise what sort of weights would i need or would be good? i only have a treadmill for the moment.

Now you're getting the general idea. Chicken and turkey are the best lean meats to eat. Though try to limit that once a day. Eggs are a good source of breakfast food. For other meals, like lunch, I'd just try switching certain things up. Like sandwiches or maybe some pasta. Look up some healthy recipes with stuff you like.
Now weights for exercise are kinda tricky. I'd cut out the middleman and either get a gym membership or, better yet, find someone who has one to tag along with. If you can't do any of that, you can get sets of dumbells. They are pretty versatile in the shit you can do. If all that fails, look up calisthenic workouts. That doesn't use weights at all, just all body.

i just want a slurpee

Spoken like someone who believes this place is and has always been more than just par.

What sorts of chicken would you suggest? does it have to be all white meat?
And i suppose Spaghetti or something could work for lunch

I suppose i'd be best starting with the dumbells before i go into a gym then.

i wish Sup Forums wasnt always the same threads every night. i come here to feel less lonely

I'm going fucking insane, I've ruined my life, I continue to make it worse because there is no more foreseeable way to improve it. I've become possibly the biggest fucking loser in all of existence. I have abnormally shallow sleep, I'm always restless and irritable now. I want to be put out of my misery but I figured out that that there's an afterlife cuz of conservation of energy. Material's temporary, but perspective's eternal. I'm going to Hell. Hell self-amplifies, as in it gets worse over time, ad infinitum. That's where I'm headed, and my life continues to get worse daily.

Chicken Breasts are probably the best option. Very versatile, can be eaten by itself or paired with other things. Dumbells are very much a good start for people that haven't really worked out much.

>I've become possibly the biggest fucking loser in all of existence.

That's a bold statement. Let me explain my situation: I'm 35 years old, have no apartment, girlfriend, or drivers license, am $170,000 in debt because of my education (PhD, JD), am unemployed, on the verge of bankruptcy, lived with my parents for the past year, and am a degenerate alcoholic.

Come at me bro.

My dick doesn't work anymore, I went from being able to have sex with anyone I wanted and having access to free fucking money to completely fucking broke and being completely unable to look at women without my skin crawling and testicles cringing in pain.
I could say so much worse but it doesn't matter.
Why the fuck does everyone overlook the Hell thing?
HELL
IS
REAL
MOTHER
FUCKER

With other things? such as what?

And thanks for all the info.

>Why the fuck does everyone overlook the Hell thing?

Because there's no basis for this statement:

>but perspective's eternal. I'm going to Hell

miami beach

I haven't had sex since I was 16 haven't even dated a girl since I was 19. I'm 24 and at this point I'm not even sure how to get back into the game. I feel as if I'm a virgin and everyone at this age group expects something I won't be able to bring when I tell them I'm not a virgin.

Should I just pretend I am a virgin at this point?

go to china and ask for bread

any asylum lurkers?

Perspective being eternal doesn't mean I'm going to Hell, it just means that there's no such thing as non-awareness. I'm going to Hell because of other horrible bullshit

no just use the confidence that you have from the past
if you were "I DONT HAVE ANY user"
PLS turn it off then back on before shit posting

For instance, I cook up steamed brocolli and potates with my chicken breast. Or I could chop up the chicken and throw it in pasta. Or I could spice it up and just eat it straight.

I fell in love with the wrong woman. I enabled her using morphine, I began to drink more and more. Just got a DUI, which I should be spending about a month in jail for.

She's clean though, that matters. I guess. I moved her out of my house, got her into detox, moved her into sober living.

Here's the shit thing of it though. I've spent so long making money, and enabling that it's almost like I was the junkie. Living check to check, loving her so much and not wanting to see her go through withdrawal. 9 months, I spent 9 months seeing her do it, trying to even get into it with her. I'm just not a morphine-man I suppose. Just made me dizzy.

So the probation officer keeps threatening me with jail time... It will be a fucking vacation for me. I got her into a safe place, she has found work. Who gives a shit. It is time for me to cut my losses and move on. Drying out in a jail cell for a month will do me some good.

if you have chicken pls eat it with eggs so they can be together

bcuz u no
hell
is
real

>there's no such thing as non-awareness

Sure there is. Anesthesia is a good example. Death is another one.

I'm not that user but I have no idea how to approach them. Every girl I've dated always asked me out.

maybe u should just do that shit outside?
they dont have heroin ivs in jail and there is absolutely nothing to do but listen to ignorant banter

I feel like I've been wasting my life, and am mad about all the shit I fucked up. All the chances that I could of took, knowing that theirs a chance that I might not get to try my second chance. Wondering if it's to late or even possible to join the US military, or some other government organization.

so u are number 1 stunner?

good luck being sexy and seductive

my advice is let life live

>number 1 stunner?

Jack Sparrow

Deep down inside I don't give a fuck about anything. I really just want to die peacefully.

stfu u make no sense

I don't do heroin bruh.

Now back to the good part

>Anesthesia
Just because you don't remember doesn't mean you weren't aware at the time it occurred
Same applies to death

but that means... that means summer never began

cool thats one good thing about your life maybe you should make others

But that's not a reason to believe you were aware.

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if there is a potenial energy for reaction it will be exerted given the right circumstance this can be taken for "awareness" as it is a responce although the individual may be unaware of the action in a loose termination of "unpresided attention"

gg fuckboys dont time travel

ive been cheating on my girlfriend with my sister

>if there is a potenial energy for reaction it will be exerted given the right circumstance this can be taken for "awareness" as it is a responce although the individual may be unaware of the action in a loose termination of "unpresided attention"

Dude, lay off the Terrence McKenna

so how do you tell your mom youre breaking up with her?