>Somehow successfully schedule a date with a woman I actually care a great deal about >consume ONE (1) glass of wine with her >date ends with me saying, "I hate myself. I hate myself more than any other person on the planet; and I'm sure that if you got to know me, you'd hate me too," and other dark shit like that on the verge of tears >she understandably bolts faster than a professional track runner who really needs to pee she's not going to call me back, is she
why do I always sperg out like this
Tyler Roberts
Good on you for trying in the first place. I wouldn't have bothered. And no. No she isn't.
Luke James
Yeah you're fucked man. I've been in that situation enough to know.
Carson Lewis
don't worry, she wasn't going to call you back anyway
Xavier Edwards
>"I hate myself. I hate myself more than any other person on the planet; and I'm sure that if you got to know me, you'd hate me too," and other dark shit like that on the verge of tears
Yea, she's not calling you back. Friendly advice: go to therapy. Don't go for meds first. Go for therapy. See if you can fix your issues without meds. If you have legit mental issues caused by chemical imbalance, your therapist will send you to a psychiatrist who will give you what you need.
Until then, don't obsess over this failure. You're issues aren't going to allow you to connect with anyone on an emotional level until you help yourself first. Good luck. I've been there before and it sucks. You can fix it, though.
Nolan Turner
bitch is crazy, time to grow up and find a woman who isn't crazy wow nows your chance faggot op
Christian Reed
>You can fix it, though Not necessarily. I've been through a plethora of therapy and medication and I've never been more isolated or closer to suicide than I am now. I'm not OP btw Probably this. She just wanted a meal and a drink.
Josiah Ward
>Not necessarily. I've been through a plethora of therapy and medication and I've never been more isolated or closer to suicide than I am now. I'm not OP btw
Samefag here. Well, damn. I'm really sorry to hear that :( I hope it doesn't come to that and you find a reason to keep on going......
Blake Mitchell
if you're an american there is one thing you can do to redeem yourself
rampage
Angel Gonzalez
I would say you need counsiling and you need to it drink. Obviously drinking perpetuates your "disorder"
Christopher Brown
I'm not going to find a reason. I'm just waiting until I work up the nerve to do it without ruining someone else's day. I don't want to be a discovery and I don't want to go missing. Once I stop caring about that stuff I'll do it.
Julian Brooks
Checked. And yeah adding alcohol to an already unstable mental cycle is a bad idea. If you care about getting better, that is.
Gavin Flores
Like seriously why the fuck would you say that
Christian Long
I don't know, I fell into a mental void so dark I couldn't keep it contained.
Hunter King
Knowing how you probably handled the end of the date, my vote is no.
Jacob Butler
why would you try to get someone to like you when you don't like yourself
fix your fucking priorities user
Jordan Perez
translation: you got a bit tipsy and couldn't handle your liquor
Isaac Davis
nice bojack response. line for line, almost as if this is just a ruse...
Brayden Gutierrez
You doubt that people actually feel that way? Lucky you.
Gavin Anderson
Off one glass?
Owen Gonzalez
>why do I always sperg out like this Probably because you're waiting for someone else to come make you happy instead of manning up and enjoying life and you decided to project it all onto her. What did you even expect to get out of the date? Was it a literal princess who will blow you and solve all your life's woes? Because I noticed that seems to be what a lot of depressed/spergy people do and then they spiral afterwards. You need to just relax and just do shit for you, man. The dates over and done and you fucked it hard time to move on and maybe go for a hike or a walk or watch a movie or something. Maybe you'll meet someone else when you stop for ice cream, who the fuck knows.
Logan Jenkins
>one glass of wine jesus christ OP how even?
Xavier Richardson
Twist: OP is underage
David Young
How did you know this woman to begin with? If you can meet one you can definitely meet another. You're not that big of a sperg, at least you can go out and give a shit about people. Rock bottom is way deeper than you think.
Carter Barnes
or asian. I saw vietnameses getting bat shit drunk after two shots of tequila.