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Noah Price
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Aaron Green
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Joshua Lopez
Tell me what's wrong anons, I'm here for you
Juan Baker
hello everyone. Anyone want to talk about what's happening recently? If you need a shoulder, we are here, just spill it all out. Its ok. I think.
Justin Reed
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Isaiah Johnson
Op here, thanks for joining my man.
Everything is going fine user?
Brody Adams
Nope. It usually never is.
Somewhat related, but always there in my mind is the events of once awful summer a few years back, the likes of which i have pretyped in a greentext. Well, here we go.
Part 1:Prologue
>Be Me, 14 years old.
> Filthy Jew faggot, parents wanted me to go on a birthright trip with some "friends" that I had known for a while in middle school.
>For the rest of this trip, I will be referring to this as the Israel trip.
>Attended this school from 1st Grade to 8th, in 8th we go to Israel.
>School shilled the trip to make us stay there, was a pretty shitty education, for they didn't teach some essential shit properly, fucked me later in high school.
>Arrive at Jerusalem airport, normal shit, faggots ignoring me like they had normally done throughout my time there.
> A Day and a 1/2 in, tired, we are going to the underground western wall
>Note about the trip: We were going with 2 other middle schools.
>On way to the place, fall asleep due to jet lag.
>FirstIncident.jpg
>I fall asleep next to a guy on the bus, Dickhead doesn't even try to wake me up.
>Nobody notices me, like usual.
>Stuck with Israeli bus driver
>Somewhat dazed and confused, go with bus driver to his parent's house.
>Dude speaks no english, have no idea what he is saying.
> At this point, I feel bad for him, due to the fact that this faggot just showed up (me).
>Get back to the group, at the wall.
>A group of 40 jewish children, including the ones i knew, all look at me, and start laughing at me.
>This is when I realized that life was not going to work out well for me.
>Worst part however, was not the fact that the kids were laughing at me, that was expected, save a few.
>The worst part was the fact that the chaperones, teachers of mine, were also laughing, and did not try to help me in the slightest.
>I trusted these people, and this act of negligence, in addition to 2nd incident (coming soon), almost sent me off the deep end, thought about an heroing.
Bentley Hernandez
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James Cox
>No one active on my Discord anymore
>Everyone found new friends
>Me sitting in apartment alone hitting that dank dank
>Only have one real friend and he disregards me most of the time cause I think he thinks I'm a chore to chill with
>I want to die
inb4 >"do it beta user cuck"
Gavin Barnes
Part 2: I cannot breathe
>Back to the story
>I then watch everyone i thought I knew, slowly cave to peer pressure.
>AsExpected.jpg
>Fast forward to a few days later.
>Friend of many years up to that point invites me to talk in his room.
>2ndIncident.exe has started running
>Go into friend's room, lets call him Zach
>Zach then, along with 2 other faggots
>They then take me, place me under the sink, place towel tight on my face, and pour water.
>Waterboarding.jpg
>Too scared, brain gets sensation of drowning
>Throw up a little, immediately goes back into mouth.
>This, although it was only 2 minutes, felt like an eternity.
>Especially because it was by someone I trust, in addition to the 2 guys who helped him (also trusted them)
>Walk out stunned, lost faith in humanity.
Elijah Anderson
Interesting so far user, continue pls
Nolan Barnes
>...
Part 3: Epilogue
>After Israel Trip
>I attempt a form of communication with this man, after about 3 weeks of minimal communication with the outside world.
>During this time, I attempted suicide.
>Parents thought I was being overdramatic.
>Probably was.
>Back to the story
>I skype this man,
>I ask him "Zach, why did you waterboard me?"
> He replies "Well user, I just wanted to. And you were the easiest to do it to because I knew you wouldn't resist."
> I have not spoken to him since.
That day has haunted my memory for years now, because it is a constant reminder of how I can never truly trust anyone, and how even those who you think understand, never will. Thank you for listening in on my faggotry.
>Flash Back to week before end of school.
>Depressed as shit, look around to see if anyone cares about what just happened.
>As normal, nobody does
>In fact, school attempts to cover up the issue, and pretends like it didn't happen (The bus incident that it, not the waterboarding)
>Even if the waterboarding got out to beside the kids, Zach's parents have enough money to "make it all go away".
>I confront the school about the bus issue, they say it was a problem and won't happen again.
>I know its bullshit, but i let it go.
>However, my parents (my mother) stopped supporting the school (My dad wanted to pretend like nothing happened)
All in all, lesson is to never trust kids, or people in general. I learned that lesson the hard way.
Anyway, fellow feels thread followers, that is why I now try my damndest to avoid people. Sorry for the overt edginess, and have a good day. May your life have been better than mine so far. Good luck, and safe travels.
Jace Garcia
Oh user, I'm sorry.
We have a feels server in discord if you want to join
Nolan Murphy
You are not edgy man, you have just the bad luck of finding alot of shitty people.
I've learned to deal with this kind of little shits like the faggot who's torture you and even tho I'm like 5'2 no one mess with me because they know I might not be the strongest or the better fighter but for sure I'm not scared of getting my hands dirty and get some punches, that's always worked for me
Nicholas Edwards
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David Smith
Going to post some music. May or may not be your taste. Hits some people differently.
>Zach - The Loser
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>Eden- Drugs
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>Coldplay - Gravity
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>Sleeping At Last - Saturn
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>Clams Casino - I'm God
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>Soundgarden - Black Hole Sun
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>2AM Club - Tell Her Hi
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>Cigarettes After Sex - Nothing's Gonna Hurt You, Baby
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More?
Luke Young
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Thomas Reed
Cigarettes after sex is like my go-to for feels music user, post more please.
Green text is appreciated too
Elijah Harris
Oh I still miss her anons
Matthew Lopez
I was put in a ward for having a rifle loaded in a vehicle while homeless living in the woods. I was intoxicated with barbitals and released several weeks later my hand broken and incorrectly healed, few memories. Police lost the keys to my auto, and have no idea why everything of value is missing even though they had it. Year of probation and fines. A couple of months after I got out of the ward I receive a miraculous shoe in offer for steady work from a guy I meet on the bus. They never call me back because the prosecutor just got off vacation, and puts a warrant out for my arrest. The most influential person in my life dies and I spend weeks wandering the
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God exists but he is not in most people. Sorry that shit happened to you.
Caleb Fisher
No it is not brother. No it is not.
Angel Murphy
Shit happens bro, I'm sorry that all that happened to you
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Lincoln Myers
You got it.
>Cigarettes After Sex - Affection (Personal Favourite)
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>X Ambassadors - Unsteady
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>X Ambassadors - Weight/Lightness
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>X Ambassadors - Litost
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>Jaymes Young - I'll Be Good
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>Jaymes Young - One Last Time
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>The Hush Sound - You Are The Moon
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>Daughter - Youth
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Hunter Phillips
Iunno.
Just super lonely. No real life friends or love because something always happens and I'm too chicken shit to keep getting rejected. Hell, most people I try talking to ignore me. Iunno.
Easton Morris
throw me that link
Blake Perez
discord dot gg slash rcSRe6
Wyatt Cook
about 2hrs ago Sup Forums I lost my Vcard but got a hicky though the coin trick seems to work but any better ways?
>pic related dime for size scale
I don't have time to greentext it but fuck it was amazing much better than the hand...made a mess in the car though
Jack Gray
You what nigga?
Jayden Evans
So my dad basically told me I have two weeks to get out of the house. We got in an argument over something stupid and it devolved into politics, and he's a stereotypical libshit and I'm full fash so he said I was selfish and I flipped and basically told him hes selfish because he's a hedonistic degenerate. So yeah He told me to get out of the house and he also told me that I should kill myself. This is probably the 6th or seventh time he's told me to kill myself completely seriously. Oh well. After two weeks I'll probably go live with my aunt for two weeks and then hopefully find a place. If not I'll move back to California with my mom. I also have had a lot of trouble sleeping lately. It's a combination of really bad sleep paralysis, and my perception of time freaking me the fuck out. I hardly sleep at all. My school and work schedule don't help. Work every M-F 9pm-2am. Go to school M F from 7am-10m Every W from 7 am -12 Pm and every Tue from 5-7 pm. So I hardly have time to do anything besides homework and gym. Going to the gym used to help with my depression a lot. But lately the effect has been wearing off. It still makes me feel better but not by much. I do look a lot better so I'm not going to stop going. Spending time in nature helps too but I haven't really had time with my schedule. Sadly. I'm also just really lonely. I don't have any real friends. I mean I have a daily stormer bookclub I go to bi weekly, and the guys are great, but they're not my friends. All my old friends disagree with my politics, but still like me as a person. But I can't relate to them anymore. ANd I have absolutely no confidence with women. Getting bigger in the gym is helping a little bit. But Idk man. The only thing that keeps me going is hatred and love. Love for my race and my people. And hatred for those who try to harm it, namely (((them))). I also have a stupid childish goal of going down in history before I die, so I'd like to accomplish that too.
Oliver Moore
about to come and pull out of her (she was on top kinda hard to) and well basically volcano. We had napkins and shit to clean up now theres a cum stain on the cars seat also I'm only a senior and was in me mums car
Ian Barnes
Don't worry guys, I want to go down in history for helping people or doing good. I'm not pulling an Eric and Dylan or a Elliot roger or something.
Juan Allen
you need help user
Gabriel Hall
contributing to some feels music, heres my go to songs when I'm feeling.
>The Mars Volta: Since We've Been Wrong
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>Kendrick Lamar: Feel
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Liam Cruz
I'm not gonna criticize your politics or come at your personally user, but do you think people distance themselves from you and find themselves angry with you because your personal views might come from a source of hatred?
Leo Collins
Just hang in there. Think of it this way a sword is made by hammering out the impurities and then sharpening it to a razor sharp finish.
I am not saying join the marines but look at this ad. The sword is you. You will survive this!
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Good luck user!
Austin Cook
Lol. Sure probably, but the only people who know about my political views are my friends and some of my family. It's not like I go around telling everyone I'm a nazi or something stupid like that. Plus I'm motivated far more by love than I am by hatred.
Justin Stewart
Haha thanks. It's just hard not blackpilling these days. But our time will come. Hopefully sooner rather than later.
Sebastian King
But even after that massive load of shit happened to me I can appreciate that had it not, I would have turned out like this.
Noah Richardson
>Trusting jews