Hey guys I have 2 major problems...

Hey guys I have 2 major problems. 1) I need to speak to my family and 2) I can't cuz I got into a fight with my younger brother and my parents helped him and now I feel afraid and humiliated so I can't talk kinda.

So what happened was that we had 2 fights on that day last month and when I got back home I took my stuff and decided to leave the family home for a while and move out. So I was heading out when my younger brother stepped in front of me and said give me your house keys. I refused and he kept saying give it and I kept refusing. Then I told him to move and he attacked me. I kept fighting and then my dad came over and took the keys out of my pocket while I was fighting/pinned down and then my came over too and someone was twisting my arm to stop from hitting my younger brother. Then when I broke free my brother pushed me down the stairs and I fell hard and hit a bike.

This has devastated me but what should I do? Should I sit down with them and have the talk and also mention that my younger brother is a coward for pushing me down the stairs and was a cheap shot. Or should I attack them like a physical attack like the first time this time be careful not to get pushed down the stairs or take other cheap shots etc. And before this attack have the talk too meanwhile too.

Should I talk and tell them he is a coward for pushing me down the stairs and have the other talk too or should I have the other talk and then physically attack him and my parents?


What should I do? or am I missing something else?

>What should I do?
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Well shit user, if they're going to attack you like that, get ready to attack them back. Better yet, call the cops on them.

Calling the cops is an option but it wouldn't get rid of my anger. I need to figure out whether to tell them it was a cowardly act or go for the worst scenario possible and prepare to talk first and then attack.

Sounds like you've been a piece of shit your whole life.

Call cops on them

Why not do both?

Make it a murder suicide. Or simply a murder that looks like an accident. Push him down the stairs?

Well if I had to attack getting the cops involved would be an extra. Not really needed. I don't wana get in trouble I just wana get rid of my anger and push back. Cops can't do anything even if they go to jail I won't be satisfied unless I have the talk and attack.

Yea it's clear what he must do but he's so much the victim in his own mind. OP be a man, apologize for causing the scene and move out.

I am already living on the streets and they want me to go to hospital and take injections which I refuse. So I am already out. As for apology I need to talk to them and attack them. That is what I need to do but they won't talk and the attack seems like a mountain right now.

ops a fag and wont do anything op wont deliver

Tie a thick rope to your chest using a double hitch knot, the tie the other end around the top handrail of a freeway overpass, leaving about ten feet of slack. Wait for a semi truck to approach, then fling yourself off right in front of the truck so that your body is smacked up to the underside of the overpass. If you time it right, your torso should make a "blap blap blub" sound as it bounces up and down between the concrete underbelly of the bridge and the top of the trailer. Your limbs and probably your head will go "fwoop fwoop splut skitter skitter shhhhhsplbt".

I want to though and wana take it slow. Maybe have a few conversations before I test them out and sense them and then attack.

I can't just barge in and attack. I need to talk and get my anxiety out first. And also if I go home they will call the police and police will take me to hospital where they would lock me and inject me with antipsychotics. There are lots of shit going on.

Hahaha can you imagine being OPs brother. You have to live with some disgusting NEET. When you ask for his house keys so he can't ruin your lives again, he attacks you in a blubbery rage. Your dad has to help wrestle him out of the house. He trips down the stairs and walks away crying mumbling about how it was "a cheap shot".

And now he is on the internet trying to get validated for being such garbage. Completely lacking self awareness.

OP is talking to himself. Maybe you should get help bro.

Plus I don't have a place to stay. I need the rest to be able to attack.

Plus my younger brother works out what if he beats me up again with the help of my parents of alone. I know that is a possibility but I am still gonna do it hoping it would count as a win for effort and pushing back a second time.

THIS

What's your goal? Do you think attacking your family will get you back in the house? Maybe you should go take some anti-psychotics and get off Sup Forums. It's toxic for people like you

Attacking alone won't solve the problem. I have to have the talk. Then attack. Cuz attack alone would be just like the first time.

But attacking them SUCCESSFULLY would get rid of my anger and humiliation which would make them be less aggressive to me and I could go back home. Right now they want me in the hospital on antipsychotic injections.

Honestly, what you are typing is barely coherent. You need to go to the hospital. You need the injections. You are going to end up a crazy homeless guy if you do not get help right now.

Doesn't sound like you'll achieve a single thing with a mentality like that.

Injections make you restless, paranoid, depressed and have extreme panic attacks/flashbacks.

I would be fine on oral medication and if they gave me oral meds I would just spit it out or something but injections and medication has severe side effects which I have been on before.

Yes, side effects suck, but so does losing your mind to schizophrenia and losing all your loved ones.

You're an idiot. Attacking them will solve nothing and distance yourself further. What do you need from these people that are so horrible? I can barely follow what you type, the reasoning you give makes no sense. Just fucking let people like that be, cut contact and leave them alone. It sounds like you don't want any relationship with them at all so fuck them. Be a man and live your own life.

That is why I need to talk to them to get some load off my mind and body. Medication alone is like masking the problem you need to deal with the problems not hide them with meds that make you even crazier.

Fuck off. Go live your life you little faggot.

No they dont. You have a chemical imbalance in your head. Medication can help with tjat. Your family is probably horrified of you. They had to wrestle you out of the house.

You need to apologize and accept help. Two years from now when you are back in control of your mind you will be grateful.

Are you 21+? What in the actual fuck is wrong with you

I have been on meds for years and look where I am now. As I said deal with the problems meds are not magic potion you could inject or pop in your mouth.

But the side effects are so bad and I have been suicidal on meds and now I am not.

Yeah now instead of being suicidal you're and having psychotic episodes. Of course medication won't fix schizophrenia. You will have it for your whole life. But you need to manage it.

Right now, your family knows about the side effects. They know that it is worth it to have their son again.

I guess just go for it, don't forget to throw a headbutt in there. Talk to them, then give 'em the old one two.

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You can't 'deal' with serious mental illness. You need medication and are a step away from ruining your life. Take your fucking pills you schizo

Take your meds

Also they would put me on involuntary treatment when I am out of the hospital plan which means I have to keep taking injections and I would be under supervision of my younger brother and family and parents. That is another burden. Freedom is something I like and I don't wana live restricted under my enemies or people I don't like.

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It's only temporary until you're not insane and violent anymore. You will thank them. You will look back in disbelief about how far you slipped.

So just stay away from your fucking family. There is absolutely no reason why going back to 'attack your family will give you any more freedom. Just leave them alone and they'll leave you alone.