Long time no see user. How about some kind words, advice, hugs... or... maybe even f-u-n?

Long time no see user. How about some kind words, advice, hugs... or... maybe even f-u-n?
I've been studying my coleagues and practicing so lets see today I offer the power of destiny!
Roll dubs with
>fortune
at the top for a simple tarot reading
>wisdom
for a line of wisdom from the ages past
ALSO the first person to roll trips and provide a means of contacting (email, discord, steamID) in the post will get a $10 or less game on steam for free! 1x time only and due to work constraints the offer is limited to active thread duration (1 hour: 9est-10est)

i want some certified loli f-u-n

Hi!

Sky long time no see huh

Why do people buy others games here on Sup Forums? need to burn money?

rolling for trips! dubs would be good enough though. I want that
>fortune
cuz I seem to be out of it

Chek'd

>maybe even f-u-

Should've left it at that, then maybe I would've been interested.

CHECKED THE CHECKER

Post pinis pls

Oh damn checkd as well mantis

Good evening classy!

Mm, I had irl things to take care of last Thursday. (nice dubs, wanna do anything with em?)

It's mostly for fun. I make enough money and it's kinda nice getting something for free.

Pretty close! (I'll keep you on the list of people to give one too if it gets slow)

holy hell....

I chuckled

Yeah I fortune would be nice

What is my heart telling you, Satori?

>The holy dude that talks to much!
Keep to what you believe in, trust your traditions and seek the advice of those who taught you so much that created your foundation.

It's telling me... hmm.... *strains*.... "you can't read minds over the internet" .... it's right....

I don't know about that but ill try to believe for myself and not let others judge me for it

Can I hug you?

It's just what the heart of the cards tells me! (something about childrens card games on motorcycles...etc etc...). Barring the legality of some actions it's best to learn how to judge your own actions and the consequences anyway. No one gets to live your life for you.

*throws arms around your waist and buries face in chest* Of course!

But I always sucked at shaping up my beliefs for myself and when I do people shit on me for that

I find myself always in a melancholy state of sorts. Anybody else like that here?

People are going to shit on you no matter what.

It's a world of shit.

what's my heart saying, then?

I tend to switch between that and being coldly calculating.

Thatd true but still I want to learn to believe for myself one day and not change opinions on things quickly but If there one belief ill keep in mind its don't expect everything to go your way and hope for the worst

this guy He does have a point. I'd have said it differently... but yeah. A good life lesson is learning to who to trust and whose opinion is worthy of impacting your life.

Oh plenty. I'm that way sometimes too. 1-10 (10 being the most depressed I've ever been) I sit around a 5-7 most of the time with bouts of going up and down ever so often. If it's worse than that or affecting your ability to take care of yourself or keeping you from achieving your goals I'd say seek a therapist.

...l...lewd!

>don't expect everything to go your way and hope for the worst

I'd say prepare for the worst, don't hope for it.

Has anyone watched Bojack Horseman yet? I wanna watch it but I feel like it's gonna fuck me up

heh thats another way I view myself as well.

It's nothing to bad or deep but it's constant.

If people disagree with you then you stood up for yourself.

It will change you thats for sure.

Ok ill keep that in mind but I hope the negative effects from those bad descsions won't fuck up my life that much
But my life is a quite one and I sometimes hope to die just so I can be free from it
Yeah but when I say something wrong people start to get violently hostile towards me or call me crazy

I can't say I've seen it..

I live my life by preparing for both the worst and the best and having backup plans. Then I hope for the most realistic end.

Hmm. Nothing a therapist couldn't help with if it gets to interfering with your life. Or a doctor if you wanted to try medication, but I'd start with seeing a therapist first if you decided to seek help. I am a therapist, but I don't see one myself so I can't say too much hehe.

>But my life is a quite one and I sometimes hope to die just so I can be free from it

That's sad. I want to die too but I have very good reasons for it. Dying isn't something you should want to do just for fun.

>heh thats another way I view myself as well.

It's not really that I view myself that way, more like it's a thing I can't really find a way to deny.

And can you tell me the ending if you don't mind? I need it very much
But I want all the waiting to end already so I can rest forever also yes im a very bleak person

>violently hostile.....
perhaps you should be concerned with the company you keep...
>hope to die
I mean... that's not abnormal for thoughts like that to cross a persons mind. A quiet life has it's ups and downs, I used to lead one as well. It helps learning to find appreciation rather than always focusing on desire (this is of course contrary to human nature, but who said human nature is that great eh?)

Like I said above, thoughts of death aren't abnormal, deciding to act on them or planning them is where it gets dangerous. I hope it hasn't gotten that far for you. Any goals set up for the next year or so?

I don't know what ideas you have but remember this.

Your perception of the world will differ from others. If your views are vastly different people will react badly to them as them being wrong cause they were never taught to view the world in such a way.

A good example would be when the platypus was first found nobody believed it to be real. So the professor sent a dead stuffed one over seas. Still people thought it was fake cause it was so alien. When people saw it alive though then they started to question if such a thing could be real. Even with a live specimen in front of them they are still unsure cause they never saw such a thing before. If you were told or thought a certain why and something comes along to smash that idea people will react violently or just reject that idea even when presented proof.

It's not a depression I said. We all got a little sadness. We can just overcome it by creativity and exercise. Just I felt that melancholy was different from just flat sadness.

You should try living before you die.

>Any goals set up for the next year or so?

I don't have any need of goals. My life ended a while ago, I'm just watching things now.

...

How about you kill yourself

...

>it's not depression
It's semantics! but no for real, the person who determines if sadness is a problem is you. If you're managing as is then more power to you.

I see. Well, life can start a new. It sounds like you lost hope in that, or that it may not be worth the effort. It's definitely normal to have that happen in your life, maybe multiple times, but it doesn't mean that it's true. It's easy to get bogged down in our own lil subjective bubble world and lose sight.

no, but I'll channel the ancient wisdom of Greece for you!

*index fingers on temples*
>Nothing exists except atoms and empty space; everything else is just religion *tips fedora*

Your the therapist im just a paranoid person hoping for the worst in life but I can agree on people being animals since we are still just mice peeking out at a big open space
Yeah I always hated people for being like that why I hate 911 for that reason not all the people that died but for all the fear and paranoia that insued after it happen

I'm still here aren't I?
Oh god I just said something really bad again

Bold, uninhibited, knowledgeable. Can fortune be made out of these?

Looking for fortune

why do you even use a image of satori for a fortune thread?

>I see. Well, life can start a new. It sounds like you lost hope in that, or that it may not be worth the effort.

It's more like. So, I lived a life and I'm satisfied with the life I had. I'm also fine with the fact that it ended.

There just isn't anything I want out of life anymore. There's just nothing inside of me anymore. No desire, no drive, no real emotions. I'm not depressed, I've been depressed. That's more like a numbing or a haze holding me back or that's how it felt to me. This is more like. I'm a blank slate now. Like all data has been removed.

In this state, there's no more reason for me to strive, or aspire, or live anymore. If you can understand what I mean by all of this.

Chek'd

Nice to see your still around. The legend never dies.

Make art even if your not good at it. It may seem like nothing but it will grow on you. Every person needs to express themselves, even if its unoriginal.

People will always have reasons and most of that reasoning is through personal experience. One person can get attacked by a bear and have a phobia of bears whilst another will just assume all bears are cute. Mass media helped cause people to all think the same.

Honestly I don't think thats a bad point. Objectively for those who survived and continue to persists in this time the paranoia and fear is a lingering pain, one that extends beyond those who lost loved ones in the actual event. Yes, those that died I feel for their families and the lost potential, but I don't think you have a bad point.

possibly, but there's a lot more meaningful that can be made out of those traits!

I'll give you in the next post since the thread is coming to a close

same for Izaya who has waited patiently

and one for you too!
I'm Satori! Mind reader... I'm known for copying peoples powers. I've been watching my thread friends for quite some time. Reimu just happens to be a great friend and I like paying homage to her.

>Make art even if your not good at it.

I'd rather not. Every time I've tried my hand at it, I'm just never satisfied with what I've created and it constantly eats away at me, eroding my mental condition until I just have to destroy it before anyone can see it.

I did not even noticed that i got dubs, ty anyway

>fortune

It's still a form of depression. It's the one no one talks about b/c it's not "I'm going to kill myself" or the person can't stop crying or isn't chemically dependent.

It sounds like Dysthymia, a low lying depression that saps energy and motivation. Creates anhedonia (unable to find motivation to do things you once loved, or find enjoyment in things you do).

I don't mean to argue, just want you to know that theres still more that can be done and want you to try for more.

Next post!
Fortunes then my thread will be over, I must prepare to admit people to a hospital all night!

if you need further assistance or anything else you can email me at skyden13162@gmail com

I should leave not but it was nice talking to you anonu
Oh thanks then I'm glad you liked my views on it

:O

>I don't mean to argue, just want you to know that theres still more that can be done

Oh, I know. It's just that my story is over. And it's a good one, a masterpiece even. I don't really feel that there's anything more that can be added to improve it. When writing a good story, it's important to know when to quit, right?

>It's earth! but upside down... wait in space isn't that all relative?
As you close in on your objectives be wary of missing pieces. What could you have forgotten and need to address?

>7 Magic seels... seals... not the ork ork kind...
If there is something you have been working towards you are near the end of your journey, don't fail to push through and give the remaining work your all

>The fool!
Be wary of starting new journeys hastily. The fool tells of a blank slate, but one that knows not the dangers and pit falls that await. Don't let exuberance and fast action be your downfall. Use that energy well but tempered with knowledge.

While I'm glad to hear about the past... very actually. I'd like to see it made into something you can use for meaning now. Maybe make something out of that past. A painting, story, poem, biography, or even use the knowledge to help someone else
Good luck E>

Then find something that you can do. Not all art has to have technical precision.

oo that fortune is so on point.
thank you!
nice thread this was!

>even use the knowledge to help someone else

I might be trying something like that, I don't know. I spent my life helping people, I just want to let it all go now. But there's still one person I want to be of help to. Just one.

hell not all art has to be about pictures.

>Not all art has to have technical precision.

Unfortunately, I'm a slave to technical precision.

Then create something vague, alien and unnatural. Most artists are perfectionists but got to deal with the small mistakes they think exist or they would get nothing done. Most pieces of art goes though multiple stages of drafting and testing before the final product.

Oh, I know all that. It's just damaging to my mental state when I feel like something I've made isn't quite right.

I can live with being totally wrong but being just off troubles me to no end.

Sounds like you got OCD or something of the like but I'm no expert. Not much else I can think of then. Maybe try written? Anyway I'm off now also. See ya and good luck.