/comfy/ feels thread?

/comfy/ feels thread?

>be me
>be 13, first day of 7th grade
>chubby weird kid mold already established
>sitting at desk that had my name waiting for first day to start
>crowds out people standing around
>this girl come from around one group and walks down the aisle looking for her seat
>the second I lay my eyes on her my heart nearly jumps out of my chest
>no clue what it was at the time. Best guess now is that's what love at first sight is
>stuff happens and end up falling hard for this girl through the rest of the year
>she actually makes a bit of a point to interact with me at times
>too much of a sperg to do anything
>Don't really talk much to her after that year
>fast forward a couple years
>I dropped out of school and moved an hour away, but still have a lot of ties to the town/community
>fast forward to last year
>Found out she has a brain tumor
>tfw she could literally be dead right now and I have no way of knowing

The worst part is I still have crazy feelings for her.

If you fuckers want some real feels, go on google and search up "The Liliad - Sup Forums" and click the github link. I read through that 3 nights ago and Im still fucked up over it. I feel broken.

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Maybe when the thread dies. Thanks bud.

that pepe makes me feel things...

Captcha:
>lookout acat

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Fuck Author Unknown.

Faggot, feels thread have been a thing here for years. The fuck you on about?

>being this new

why no one have feels tonight?

Sup Forums really is dead, huh? The only thing people still on this board are tranny and celeb threads

Maybe I'll just take this thread over to /bant/

>just started college
>was completely miserable for the first couple weeks, being away from home and knowing that my childhood is long over
>eventually got over that, thought thing would get better
>nope
>four weeks later and i'm still miserable
>massively behind in all my classes, really should be doing homework that was due two weeks ago instead of browsing Sup Forums
>all the food is either shitty prison food or junky fast food
>living in the dorm still sucks massive sweaty chode. the floors are filthy, you have to go through three locked doors to get to your room, the dickheads on my floor funk up all the showers and toilets
>still no friends, the few people i'm acquainted with i only see in passing
>absolutely tons of niggers and arabs
>doing this shit is no longer required like in high school, and i have chosen to spend thousands of dollars my family doesn't have to be miserable

i am literally in the exact same boat as you. except i do my homework.. do your homework. what school do you go to?

>falling for the college meme

It's also your own fault for chosing a college with a lot of niggers and arabs, user.

If things don't get better just find a way to get out and go to a trade school. Or find a job as a machinist or something. They're desperate for people because no one's going into that field so they'll teach you anything you need to know.

What do you plan on majoring in, user?

Like I said >>/r9k/

this thread would be more successful there. Sup Forums don't care about the feels

Sup Forums is dead

ill contribute a little

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yeah, what's going on here exactly? Sup Forums used to be pure mayhem. Did everyone just go to Sup Forums?

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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug

I think so. That's where I spend most of my time tbh. From what I read and talk about with other anons, most of us where on Sup Forums years ago but we've all moved over there now.

i won't give the exact school but i'll give the state. we'll narrow it down if by some miracle you're also here.
i'm in Kentucky.

>falling for the college meme
trust me, i didn't. i knew this was not the best idea for the past couple years, but frankly i thought it would turn out at least a little better than this. i've been welding for a few months now, i really just need to get certified.
the thing is, i know i won't be happy if i go through with this college bullshit. but i won't be happy if i don't either.
i'll see if i can even handle this one semester, then i'll either drop out and get a trade job or keep going and hope i find a bag of money under a bridge. at least i'm not in some useless bullshit arts field.

physics. i already knew when i enrolled, so i'm in the program.
i was on the engineering track for a while, but once i actually looked into the kind of job that gets you, it sounded like absolute hell. sitting in a factory designing and prototyping a single small part of a car for weeks or even months. no thanks.
i picked physics because it was similar material with possibly more interesting results. but the results aren't much better to be frank.
basically my options in 4 years will be to either fuck off with the BA in Science and do something else with it (i considered getting a position on an oil drill or platform with it) or grueling through grad school to get a PhD and then becoming either a government slave or a university slave.

born to die, world is a fuck, etc. etc.

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>be me
> 21 yo fag
> became alpha out of nowhere
>got a gf
>she broke up with me
>got a new gf just the same day
>turns out im in a toxic relashion
>my worlds just crash dont know why i keep living
>every aspect of my life just is going bad
>why keep trying b?

3edgy5me

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anyone lurking? not even my thread but i like to feel that im helping

pic related, user. Become the ubermensch because fuck everyone else.

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i tried to keep it rolling but the guys i replied to may have left.

I always just lurk.

I never feel like I contribute to what people say on Sup Forums so I just keep to myself.

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i normally do the same, only things i contribute to are rarely greentext threads and very rarely feels threads. i just needed this tonight. been a shit past 2 days and even shittier evening

Anonymous needs to move one. I get it, but it's not healthy.

god damn.

Eh, I was having a rough week, but I got two really good drops in oldschool runescape so like, I'm riding that lol

>be me
>in high school, have anxiety and OCD but keeping my head above water
>get put on meds that are supposed to help
>meds don't work for a little bit, then kick in full force
>I'm more depressed than I've ever been before, don't care about anything, can't find happiness
>Mom finds out and gets me off the meds (because by then I didn't care whether I took them or not, felt like I'd be miserable either way)
>start on new stuff that actually works

But I've never felt the same, Sup Forums. I'm in college now, but during those dark days it hit me: why live? Nothing makes me happy enough to be worth all the shit life throws at me. Some part of me still wants to just stop existing.

stop posting edgy pictures and actually post

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

That one always gets me. That is how you parent right. At least the basic concept.

that's adorable

yeah i hit gold in league so that was cool. ironic, my girlfriend dumped me right after and then tonight shes getting drunk with all my friends and im not invited. i saw it on snapchat

we didn't leave, I just didn't know what to say. Sorry, user. Best of luck if life. Hope you find that bag of money.

Tbh, you're probably better off not at that party, also congrats on gold. I hit gold season 3-4, can't remember, and just immediately stopped playing because of the verbal barriages people give for simple mistakes.

didn't offend me, just got tired of silvers screaming as if their ranks even matter.

i mean the thing is its because were supposed to be on good terms. i was celebrating my birthday with them in 5 days. I am new at college (freshman) and dont really know anyone else and dont want to spend my birthday alone again. along with this one of my best friends tried to kill himself today and then apparently ran away from home (hes younger, im over 18 so chill mods) and im concerned because i dont know where he is. Today has just been shit in general

If you want some advice, relationships don't end on good terms, because if you were on good terms, you would've made it work.

your friend is probably doing fine at another friends house or something, waiting a couple days out to clear his head

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>tfw I never leave home except to go on food adventure with my dad
>tfw haven't really talked to a girl in years
>tfw the Life is Strange games are my fav because it's the closest I've gotten to feeling like I was getting close to a girl

yeah figured, but i mean its an apparent "break" and she wants to get back with me in a few days. whatever that means, but still feels like shit right before my birthday

Have you talked to her at all?

>you've never met anyone like your body before
No fucking shit. kek
>Your body has been with you everyday good or bad.
..well, yeah I guess. That's pretty cool. Thanks bro.
>It's even kept a journal of your life carved in scars.
fuuggg. I love you, bro.

Anyone else still here or want to contribute? going to bed in a few

OP is still here. If this thread dies it dies. I might try again on /bant/ later or tomorrow.

havent seen her, she said she still likes me and we can resume i guess. I dont doubt it, ive been in similar scenarios with both outcomes and this seems like the outlook is positive. I just feel like shit when im alone or without friends.

lastly an OC one for the night. a bit long but i hope you guys can learn from it.

I'm glad. No matter what I say, I want you to be optimistic because you know more than I do obviously, you can have the better judgement. When will the break end?

I posted one last one, read this one its what really happened to me so tell me what you think

no specific time, shes been stressed with school and hearing back from a modelling gig. So i presume after hearing back and catching up on school a bit. I dont blame her, shes been on anti depressents so it makes her a bit bigger than she was when she started modeling so shes been concerned and wanted space.

Best of luck user. I'm tired as shit and want to get sleep. I'm sorry to cut this conversation short. I hope we run into eachother on a thread again man, it's been real

Will do, user. But it's gonna take a sec to read it.

i was going to do the same, if you ever find me in one thread ill probably be posting my story here.
gn user

Sher is a fucking cunt wagon, user. Just finished the part where she was perganant

breh..

Your story is an Ironpill and a half. 10/10. Def inspired me. Best of luck in life, user. Thank you.

I ghosted the girl who friendzoned me hard. Matter of the fact is, she had become attached to my friendship but she didn't want to take things further with me.
So, I just ignored her. She used to call me a couple of times a month and we used to fight all the time and everything.
We hadn't spoke to each other in almost 3 months and she fell in love with this other guy who broke her heart and she came running back to me again.
Now, we're casually fucking each other and I feel like I got what I wanted but I will always want more than a physical relationship I guess. She's smart and sensitive enough for me. But, she doesn't want a relationship anymore because she's too scared of "love." I keep telling her that love's not a real thing but she doesn't believe me.
So, I guess I'm stuck with fucking her and not getting attached

>fucking her and not getting attached
If you're anything like I think you are, that's not going to work out for you. You'll end up getting attach sooner rather than later, trust me.

Does remind me of a time I ghosted on a girl. I'll green text it in another post.

So, what do I do?
I still would like to use her body.

>use her body
That's not fair to her or yourself, user.

As for what you do, when you get there, or ideally before you do, confront her about it. Yeah, she might not want a relationship because of the feels, but there are plenty of very successful marriages that are more "agreements" than relationships.

Just explain the situation to her and if she freaks out she ain't worth it. Trust me on this. Nothing is worse than having a chick use you as a freebie rebound which is what it seems like she's doing.

We actually talked about this before we got into this user. That this is a casual friends with benefits thing. And I think this is better than not having anything at all user.

But she does keep giving me mixed signals. One day, she's all like this is not a rebound thing. I don't want you to be a rebound. And the next she's like this is a casual thing. And the next day she says we're not using each other. It's all confusing to me

You guys are fucking pussies. Since yesterday I've been deaf in my left ear and its probably permanant

>be me
>be 18 I think
>be on vampire freaks(I like goth chicks)
>meet girl on there
>not goth, but whatever
>talk and get along pretty good
>a few days after meeting I'm feeling odd so I just ask her to be gf because fuck it why not
>she says she wants to talk on phone before that
>I hate talking on the phone so I stall and stall
>eventually boldness wears off and I don't really care about gf thing anymore
>suggest brother/sister type thing because idk
>she's like whatever but doesn't care about the bro/sis thing
>keep talking and get along great
>she keeps threatening to send nudes because she's a horny bitch and what not
>I say no because I'm still in the bro/sis mindset
>eventually she sends boobs
>breadygood.jpg
>that evolves into some semi-sexting thing
>we keep going as friends that happen to sexy talk each other whenever she's in the mood
>a few months in my grandfather dies
>messes me up a bit and kind of ghost on her a bit
>message her after a few months explaining that I was sorry and I wouldn't do it again I was just messed up
>she's fine and starts talking again
>we do some sexy time stuff again like before but after a month or two she stops
>I didn't catch on at first and I make a few jokes
>she doesn't receive them well and I ask if that part of whatever we were doing was done
>she says yes
>whatever.jpg
>still talk for a few months
>bready good friends
>meet other girl on vampire freaks
>she lives close to me and is more goth I guess
>start talking and we get along bready good
>One night first girl starts sending me videos of her trying to squirt(which she actually manages to do)
>she made some kind of comment about me falling in love with her and not to do it or being careful about it or something
>I tell her it was too late
>she gets a little quiet after that because I was at my grandmas and could cum for her
>get closer to second girl
>first girl had made it clear to me multiple times that we weren't going to become a thing

pt.1

>be me
>20 y/o unemployed high school dropout
>dad hard working but loves me insanely
>feel like dissapointment
>lives at my moms cause didnt work out with my dad and his new wife
>dont get along with mom, called me a pest yesterday for multiple reasons
>only escape is weekends with my friends and party
>can get gf but i know deep inside as they get to know me they will regret it

feel like such a shithole for letting myself be the family dissapointment

Wow. Such a badass

>I'm not built for "casual" so I end up falling in love anyway but never say anything for months
>occasionally make comment but it goes unnoticed
>Of course as I get close to second girl first girl says we should be together
>I tell her no because I always mess things up in relationships, which was true and I was concerned about
>dunno what to say to her so I ignore her txts for a few days
>get closer to second girl
>life gets busy. Was shoveling snow every other day because crazy winter. Great-Grandma dies in February, brother gets married in March, bday in April
>all the while I got closer and close with second girl and I get the feels for her bad
>When I finally realize I ghosted on first girl it was 4 months later and she said that if I ghosted again she would be done with me
>I feel so bad I don't even try because I know she's done with me
>tfw a year later second girl ghosts on me

I ended up texting first girl a few months ago to tell her I was sorry. She tried playing dumb like she didn't remember me, but things didn't go anywhere. Still feel bad about it, but I feel better now that I apologies after 4 years.

>It's all confusing to me
Then you seriously need to sit and talk to her about it. Like I said, nothing is worse than being used, and if you're just using her than that's not fair to either of you.

Talk to her, user. That's my advice.

What happened?

Also, this thread is the place we come to be pussies. Get over it

I'm right there with you, user. 22 y/o though. Where you live? You white?

I'm scared of the possibility that I may end up losing even the sex if we talk about it user :(

>finished filming my first feature length film
>can't get my self to edit it

I'm being stupid I know.

Sex before marriage is degenerate anyway. And like I said, it's not worth it if you're gonna get burned later on. There's more to life than just pussy, user.

Stop being a lazy piece of shit, user, and finish that shit. I WANNA WATCH A MOVIE MADE BY A FELLOW user, DAMMIT!

I'll get there. I just need to un-rut my self. its been a heavy year.

Alright user. Thanks for talking to me about it

Worse case scenario you have to find a new hole because the dumb cunt couldn't see what was right in front of her. Best case scenario you get the girl.

Best of luck, user.

You don't just "un-rut" yourself, user. Get off your ass and do it. Do you think anyone that accomplished anything great in life wait until they "un-rutted" themselves to get to work? Fuck, Mozart while working on his greatest, imo, work Requiem even said that he felt he was writing a requiem for himself. The mother fucker felt like he was dying and still managed to make an amazing piece of music that has lasted centuries.

Get out there and get to work, user. Do it because fuck everyone else. Do it for greatness. Do it for honor. Do it for your legacy.

im from sweden
nah im half white, half black.
Have a white childhood though

none of that is really resonating wtih me user. I appreciate the try, but I think your wrong. sometimes you're in a rut. when you're not longer in a rut, you get good. My friend died two days ago, my other friend moved a month before that, and I had to cut my parents out of my life.

I think im okay taking a little time to un rut my self.

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Poor mulatto. If you were close by I'd have said we should be buddies to help unfuck ourselves, but I'm in the states.