hey, Anonymous! welcome to the After-Hours Bar. Grab a stool and take your coat off, won’t you? Let’s see what we’ve got on tap tonight:
>Advice
>Conversation
>Happy Thoughts
thank you for stopping by, have a wonderful night, and please remember that you are loved.
*shuffles in quietly*
Hi
hey, darling. are you doing okay tonight? I know there's been a couple bumps in the road recently.
>and please remember that you are loved.
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Just consider me a bump in the thread for now E>
I'm just taking things as they come.
Fuck all of you
I do the best I can to show love to everyone I can. it might not be familial love, it might not be romantic love, but I try my hardest to care about everyone.
evening. how are you tonight?
that's... valid, yeah. I can't judge you for that. let me know if I can help, okay?
hope you have a wonderful night, user.
What did I ever do to you?
Fair enough
Jill
I hope everyone you love dies
You existed
You can't prove that.
yeah, user?
we all die someday. that's part of living.
Pretty sure I can
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Seriously though I hope you personally suffer immense pain and loss
Show me some proof then.
Your faggoty replies are proof
Kill yourself
For all I know, these are your replies and you're talking to yourself.
I'd love to have a good day for once but crippling depression's been eating at me for years now.
I'm tired.
Try to have a good one for me at the very least.
I'm sure I will. growing old, worsening health, and dying are all unavoidable things in our time living.
I'll do the best I can, hon. sorry to hear that you're not doing well. have you ever sought treatment or coping methods?
You’ll never have a good day again
Can’t wait for it to happen to you bitch
*hug* Has it improved any?
So what's your problem anyway, buddy?
You're talking to yourself and lashing out at everybody here.
I'll keep you updated, if you'd like.
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Hello
I’m lashing out at you fucking idiots with you goddamn feels threads and self pity it makes me sick
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Please do you cow
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Fuck you too
I'm not feeling or pitying anything here, friend.
Maybe you need to chill out.
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You need to get the fuck out of here
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oh good its this faggots thread again
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Therapy/Meds or anything I've tried involving people/change has never done anything for me so I can't really be hopeful about it.
I'm just living and doing whatever while I still can, I guess. It's about as good of coping as I'll get.
What has? My state or? If so not really, depression is always downhill. Relapses and the likes just make it worse and worse.
All feelings are temporary but depression just creeps back in, that's the gist of it.
Honestly that's alright by me.
Wishes and hopes are different.
Will you come with me?
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Broke and about to be homeless. At least I have a job that I'll get a weeks pay for.
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Nope
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hey friend! what game are these from? they look kinda familiar. how's your night going?
hey there. how are you doing tonight?
aight, no worries. just let me know where to drop a line, and I'll let you know.
that's... pretty crappy. I'm sorry about that. there's not much I can offer for advice other than "find the little things you enjoy and use them to get you through", but I'm sending you all my empathy.
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Jesus how pathetic just hang yourself now
Then I guess we're both stuck here.
Just remember that you're the reason I'm here, user.
Dungeon of Dredmor
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Why do you hide behind an anime avatar? Is it because you’re a fucking land whale?
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Ha ha sucks to be you nigger
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Im doing alright, was feeling sick earlier this afternoon but alot better now. How about yourself?
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gotcha. I think I have that in my library, I'll have to check it out. is it any good?
yup, you totally caught me. any other questions I can help you with?
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I’m doing great why the fuck are you still here pussy
Yeah why haven’t you offed yourself yet
Oh it's arguably the best roguelike game i ever played, and i did try a lot of them
So my bosses have been courting me to accept a job offer (I'm currently an intern) in a well paid job at a big international corporation, but I can't help but feel depressed.
I always thought that after I left uni life would be different, or that something big would happen with my career, but now that I'm kinda in that position I feel deeply dissatisfied with my future.
It all just seems so boring.
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Mmm I was going to ask what you tried as well, but Jill asked sooo. I see what your describing a lot. Sometimes certain therapies work and sometimes they don't. Sometimes for a long time. If it's been awhile since you saw a talk therapist I'd try again but go for one with a different approach/theoretical orientation than before. Also you could look into more new-age things like Neurofeedback. Good luck luv.
I admire the perseverance
Come one now, stop being a meanie
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>It all just seems so boring.
That's what life is.
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I'll take the entire bottom shelf in a fishbowl, please.
Oh boo boo your life is easy and you’re sad for no reason how pathetic
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Oh great this fag is back
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>I was only 9 years old
>I loved Jill so much, I had all the merchandise and movies
>I pray to Jill every night before bed, thanking her for the life I’ve been given
>"Jill is love" I say; “Jill is life”
>My dad hears me and calls me a faggot weeaboo
>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for Jill
>I called him a cunt
>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep
>I’m crying now, and my face hurts
>I lay in bed and it’s really cold
>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me
>It’s Jill
>I am so happy
>She whispers into my ear “This is my board.”
>She grabs me with her powerful animu hands and puts me down onto my hands and knees
>I’m ready
>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill
>She penetrates my butt-hole
>It hurts so much but I do it for Jill
>I can feel my butt tearing as my eyes start to water
>I push against her force
>I want to please Jill
>She whews a mighty whew as she fills my butt with her overwhelming love
>My dad walks in
>Jill looks him straight in the eyes and says “It’s all ogre now.”
>Jill leaves through my window
>Jill is love. Jill is life.>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill
>entire bottom shelf in a fishbowl,
papa emeritus is a classy one.
Yup.
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It IS part of life. Sometimes we have to work our way up to our pivotal moments. Just because it didn't happen immediately doesn't mean it won't. Just keep pushing forward and appreciate the offer of stability you have gotten. Not many get that up front.
>I was only 9 years old
>I loved Jill so much, I had all the merchandise and movies
>I pray to Jill every night before bed, thanking her for the life I’ve been given
>"Jill is love" I say; “Jill is life”
>My dad hears me and calls me a faggot weeaboo
>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for Jill
>I called him a cunt
>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep
>I’m crying now, and my face hurts
>I lay in bed and it’s really cold
>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me
>It’s Jill
>I am so happy
>She whispers into my ear “This is my board.”
>She grabs me with her powerful animu hands and puts me down onto my hands and knees
>I’m ready
>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill
>She penetrates my butt-hole
>It hurts so much but I do it for Jill
>I can feel my butt tearing as my eyes start to water
>I push against her force
>I want to please Jill
>She whews a mighty whew as she fills my butt with her overwhelming love
>My dad walks in
>Jill looks him straight in the eyes and says “It’s all ogre now.”
>Jill leaves through my window
>Jill is love. Jill is life.>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill>I was only 9 years old
>I loved Jill so much, I had all the merchandise and movies
>I pray to Jill every night before bed, thanking her for the life I’ve been given
>"Jill is love" I say; “Jill is life”
>My dad hears me and calls me a faggot weeaboo
>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for Jill
>I called him a cunt
>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep
>I’m crying now, and my face hurts
>I lay in bed and it’s really cold
>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me
>It’s Jill
>I am so happy
>She whispers into my ear “This is my board.”
>She grabs me with her powerful animu hands and puts me down onto my hands and knees
>I’m ready
>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill
I feel alone even among my friends. Not sure what's wrong with me. Everything just kinda feels pointless.
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>Jill
>movies
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>I was only 9 years old
>I loved Jill so much, I had all the merchandise and movies
>I pray to Jill every night before bed, thanking her for the life I’ve been given
>"Jill is love" I say; “Jill is life”
>My dad hears me and calls me a faggot weeaboo
>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for Jill
>I called him a cunt
>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep
>I’m crying now, and my face hurts
>I lay in bed and it’s really cold
>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me
>It’s Jill
>I am so happy
>She whispers into my ear “This is my board.”
>She grabs me with her powerful animu hands and puts me down onto my hands and knees
>I’m ready
>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill
>She penetrates my butt-hole
>It hurts so much but I do it for Jill
>I can feel my butt tearing as my eyes start to water
>I push against her force
>I want to please Jill
>She whews a mighty whew as she fills my butt with her overwhelming love
>My dad walks in
>Jill looks him straight in the eyes and says “It’s all ogre now.”
>Jill leaves through my window
>Jill is love. Jill is life.>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill>I was only 9 years old
>I loved Jill so much, I had all the merchandise and movies
>I pray to Jill every night before bed, thanking her for the life I’ve been given
>"Jill is love" I say; “Jill is life”
>My dad hears me and calls me a faggot weeaboo
>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for Jill
>I called him a cunt
>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep
>I’m crying now, and my face hurts
>I lay in bed and it’s really cold
>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me
>It’s Jill
>I am so happy
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>I was only 9 years old
>I loved Jill so much, I had all the merchandise and movies
>I pray to Jill every night before bed, thanking her for the life I’ve been given
>"Jill is love" I say; “Jill is life”
>My dad hears me and calls me a faggot weeaboo
>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for Jill
>I called him a cunt
>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep
>I’m crying now, and my face hurts
>I lay in bed and it’s really cold
>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me
>It’s Jill
>I am so happy
>She whispers into my ear “This is my board.”
>She grabs me with her powerful animu hands and puts me down onto my hands and knees
>I’m ready
>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill
>She penetrates my butt-hole
>It hurts so much but I do it for Jill
>I can feel my butt tearing as my eyes start to water
>I push against her force
>I want to please Jill
>She whews a mighty whew as she fills my butt with her overwhelming love
>My dad walks in
>Jill looks him straight in the eyes and says “It’s all ogre now.”
>Jill leaves through my window
>Jill is love. Jill is life.>I spread my ass-cheeks for Jill>I was only 9 years old
>I loved Jill so much, I had all the merchandise and movies
>I pray to Jill every night before bed, thanking her for the life I’ve been given
>"Jill is love" I say; “Jill is life”
>My dad hears me and calls me a faggot weeaboo
>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for Jill
>I called him a cunt
>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep
>I’m crying now, and my face hurts
>I lay in bed and it’s really cold
>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me
>It’s Jill
>I am so happy
>She whispers into my ear “This is my board.”
>She grabs me with her powerful animu hands and puts me down onto my hands and knees
>I’m ready