Be me

>be me
>30 years old
>have stomach pain for two or three months
>be an idiot and ignore hoping it will go away
>pain gets so bad I lose consciousness
>go to doctor
>sends me to hospital
>diagnosed with late stage pancreatic cancer and given weeks to live rather than motns

That was around 14 weeks ago. I've lost about 1/5 of my body weight since and have been in immense pain daily. Refuse to take any medicine including chemo as I was told it wouldn't help.
Been thinking about slitting my throat . Are there any better ways to kill myself? I've no reason left to live . Please help Sup Forums , I have nowhere else to turn

I'm sorry to hear this OP, no clue what I would do in your case, I mean if its constant pain I prob wouldn't be able to think straight, I would most likely try and fool myself and think that if i just eat and sleep eventually my body would overcome it and I would be ok again

Well I tried

Just live it out in pain until you die...

You shit in your own bed, now lay in it.

Maybe listen to your fucking doctors instead of continuing to do nothing, because it seems like doing fuck all is what got you here.

What kind of stomach pains OP? Cause?

Jump in front of a train or something. Make it memorable.

That's what I've been doing man.just trying to eat more in an attempt to try maintain some weight. It's weird actually , I'm taking an anti depressant which makes my appetite ferocious , so there's nothing wrong with that at least. It also helps me sleep. Without it I was getting two, maybe three hours sleep a night tops before I was waking up in agony. Started poopin blood as of last week though which is pretty distressing . I just don't know what to do. I'm starting to get super fatigued and weak. Jaundice is also setting in. Just don't know what to do anymore. Every day is an emotional rollercoaster

smoke weed user, cured some dude who lives near me when he had the same thing. he was given weeks to live but ended up living a few months until he died recently because he got pneumonia.

Exit bag is your most painless option

Never jump in front of a train you will fuck up the drivers life for years. I have known guys who this happened to. If you deside to die OP jump off a cliff in some remote area. It will be pretty much instant without much pain and you won't give anyone post nightmares.

Just started with stabbing pain. I thought at first because I was getting bloated and passing gas a lot that it was probably just an ulcer. Eventually the pain got so bad one night after I had a few beers that I couldn't walk. Could feel this pain like my stomach was slowly being ripped in half .felt like a knife turning in me with symptoms similar to food poisoning. You ever get punched really hard in the gut and get winded? It's kinda like a permanent version of that x10

What's that?

Weed makes me edgy tbh, got some xanies though

I had and still have issues with my health but it used to be really bad and doctors was looking for HIV, cancer etc which came back negative but talked about a autoimmune disease, my memory is total garbage but ive managed to survive whatever this is by listening to my body, I ate a shitton of fat foods at the start and used a catheter i believe its called to help myself shit because the stomach and intestine wouldnt function properly (still dont) but with that at least i didnt have painful bloodshits anymore, I also vomited a lot at the start, ocasionally blood, so basically i ate stuff then vomited, then ate some more and usually after vomiting and shitting i felt a lot better and had energy back into my body

brutal af

But what were you diagnosed with?

doctors still don't know what this is, I can't excersie at all without the entire body protesting causing me to bloat up and getting hives and spots all over my body along with irritation in eyes, the only real thing they found through bloodwork was indication that my liver was taking damage but not what was causing it and that eventually, by listening to my own body, those bloodvalues came back normal

where I live the healthcare system isn't as keen to figure out what you have unless you're really important to the society, then you have professional healthcare through your job, otherwise if the initial bloodwork doesn't really show anything other than certain defieciencies they will just prescribe you something and send you back home and if you tell doctors that you shit and/or vomit blood they will ask you if you're alcoholic and blame it on that and if you tell them you're not they will simply assume that you're lying to them- I had to take multiple pictures of the hives and blood in the toilet for them to run a simple stool exam on me :D the spots and hives i was getting over the body was also initially written as "bug bites" until i took pictures of them

fungus.

Smoke a lot of DMT before you go, as much as you can

that's what I assumed as well, like jock itch or something that spread but doctors can't find anything indicating it's that and I can't afford spending more money on them i'd rather just try to live life as well as i can and I wish you would try do the same OP, idk how tho but I would be curious to know if helping your body shit and then vomiting to see if that helps with your stomach pains and if it does anything, like if you feel any better and get energy back into your body, as if its removing toxins or something that your liver or body can't fight

user, you are very close to finding out the ultimate question of our universe. Good luck and don't be scared. Listen to some Alan Watts tapes for strength and know you can never die

Get sooo high you wont remember i mean like all edibles