Ok /b, I’ve got a lot of shit to rant about. Just got dumped from a 2+ year LDR over, well, very stupid things

Ok /b, I’ve got a lot of shit to rant about. Just got dumped from a 2+ year LDR over, well, very stupid things.

Pt. 1:

>be me
>June 2015
>14, autistic af (later learned I have aspergers, who knew)
>end of 8th grade, this guy who I know through a mutual friend who I’m Skyping with adds this girl to a call
>recently taught myself German, pretty good accomplishment for a 14 year old (was 13 when I learned it)
>she starts speaking German in chat
>fuckyeah.exe
>add her
>we talk a bit, but it’s late and I’ve got like two more days of 8th grade and I need to sleep
>she does too
>we talk the next day
>I remember setting up chairs in the auditorium for the school band room, texting her on my iPhone 4 that I had got for my birthday a few days before
>shes’s already out of school, it’s great cause she had an iPod and can text all day because she’s at home, I’m at school but 4G
>she says she’s from Dusseldorf
>she’s really into hetalia/anime, I never was even remotely
>learn that she lives in Virginia, moved here when she was little
>I’m in NC
>she’s a lesbian, as far as 13 year olds go, (a year younger than me) and has a gf and everything
>learn that she likes me through my friends
>confront her, she says “I love all my friends”
>feelsbadman.jpg
>i go to the beach a few days later, once summer started
>we talk a lot late at night
>she slowly and shyly teases me on video call
>see her topless
>don’t want to dwell on that, but it’s a big mile marker for us cause we weren’t near each other
>oknowshelikesme.png
>about a month later she’s going to the pool, I casually refer to her as my gf because the affection was mutual
>”wait you think I’m your gf?”
>”yeah, pretty much”
>ask her “out” (just asking if she wants to be more than friends
>she says yes
>fuckyeah.exe again
>go to Staunton Virginia with my dad and grandparents (parents are divorced)

Pt. 2 in a second

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Pt. 2
>it’s a great area to go to if you like history
>sitting outside of hotel room talking to her
>have her on fb
>look at her parents
>her mom was born in Texas
>thatsnotdusseldorf.jpg
>her dad was born in VA
>confront her about this
>she starts crying
>says she only said it so I would like her, and that she also taught herself german
>this makes me love her even more, because we both taught ourselves
>tell her that I like her regardless of where she’s from
>she thanks me
>she’s super into hetalia (I said this before, Ik, but REALLY)
>has Prussia and Germany body pillows, draws various hetalia stuff all the time
>she ships us as “ameripan” (the characters for America and Japan
>call her my “weeb gf”
>things go pretty good
>she’s suicidal occasionally, help her through this
>one night she cuts her thighs
>(oh and before I forget she dumped her gf for me, so I feel bad about that but she said they were phasing out anyway)
>calm her down
>make her flush her xacto knife blade down the toilet so she can’t do it anymore
>we keep going on, we stay together into 9th grade for me, 8th for her
>it’s hard, but we manage
>this sounds gay, but it really was by the power of our love
>we constantly talked, both on text throughout the day and at night on calls
>this keeps going, it’s nice
>my mom sells honey and maple syrup, (she’s a big vendor for the stores in our area, don’t ask how, but it’s apparently really profitable)
>she has to go to Maryland to get maple syrup
>also a warehouse in city where gf lives
>she goes every other month or so only problem is I’m usually in school and she won’t let me miss any
>finally she goes during winter break for me, on January 20th
>we meet in the parking lot of a mall
>she runs out, kisses me on the cheek
>it’s cold outside but oh my god it feels so warm to be with her after so long of not being able to
>we go inside, eat Asian food

Part 3 in a jiffy

>good accomplishment for a 14 y/o
>accomplished when he was 13 y/o
you really are fucking retarded kys

This is a good story so far, can't wait for part 3

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Pt. 3
>normally love Asian food and eat a ton of it (it was a buffet)
>too focused on gf
>I get my first kiss, feelsgoodman
>we go into a photo booth
>make out with her, I still have the printout tacked up on my wall of us kissing in the photo booth
>we walk around the mall
>buy her socks, nothing special (although those were $20 socks)
>wait for my mom to pick me up
>spend last few minutes with gf cuddling in this big comfy chair in the mall
>at that moment, it just feels so wonderful
>like nothing else matters in the world
>my mom picks me up
>kiss gf goodbye
>we talk later that night at the hotel
(While we actually had the conversation about breaking up earlier tonight I was fine but right now I’m breaking down just revisiting all this)
>easily the happiest three hours of my life
>things continue
>some time in February try to break up with her because of how difficult it is to maintain the relationship
>she cries and threatens self harm
>I stay with her for that reason, among the fact that I feel like we need to keep trying
>meet again, may 28th 2016
>my dad takes me to King’s Dominion, an amusement part in central VA to meet her
>we’re able to meet there in the middle of our houses, more or less
>walk around the park, go swimming
>I held her while we were in a giant wave pool, surrounded by pubic hair and screaming children
>it was ok
>I was with her.
>we walk around some more, go on rides
>go eat
>kiss goodbye
>she has her hair like her favorite anime character
>she’s a weeb but I love(d) her
>we meet again, July 11th (almost in time for our one-year anniversary)
>go buy a bunch of snacks, spend $50
>go see the secret life of pets
>half of the movie was just us making out or me reaching through her sleeve and groping her
>to an outsider it just looked like a bunch of horny teenagers but to us it was the culmination of almost a year of lack of contact
>we go eat Stromboli afterwards

Pt. 4 soon, this is hitting me hard

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I'm currently in a 1 year and 8 month ldr with a girl from Canada, I feel you my dude

Pt. 4
>my mom picks me up as we’re cuddling at a picnic table outside
>stroking her face and hair, just cherishing the fact that I get to hold my gf in real life
>kissing her nose, which looked like a trapezoid (no joke)
>it was all just so perfect
>like with everthing wrong with our relationship in terms of distance, we made it up with affection
>no matter how crossed our stars were we still made do
>we keep having our relationship, I’m in 10th grade at this point and she’s in 9th
>her mom brings her down to NC for her birthday
>she drives to my house
>gets out, I show her my room, my chickens, everything I’d been telling her about for 1.5 years but couldn’t show her irl
>take pics of her dressed in my WWI german armor for the lulz, just the epitome for cuteness especially for someone you love that much
>we stay at my house for a bit, I offer her some Ethiopian wine I had made (my own recipe, it’s pretty good, made with fruit and honey)
>she doesn’t like it, but she hardly likes any types of foods (she wouldn’t even eat chicken tenders, but she would eat nuggets)
>I had so many names for her, like “snail gf”, “egg noodle”, “bean”, “egg” “(insert thing here) gf”, just really anything that came to mind
>anyways, we go off into the park somewhat near my house, walk around
>find a secluded spot off the trail
>it’s in a gulley but it work
>she gives me head, I finger her (wasn’t able to pull down her pants and give her oral at that time cause people still walked by there)
>we go into town, I introduce her to dolmas (my favorite food, marinated grape leaves stuffed with rice, tastesgoodman)
>she doesn’t like them, oh well, more for me
>eat the whole thing of dolmas, and half of hers
>go to Cajun restaurant, I get gumbo and she gets mozzarella sticks in addition to a bunch of appetizers
>Later, we’re waiting for her mom to pick us up
>ask her mom I can go back to the hotel, she lets me
>we go back and cuddle
Part 5 soon

Thought you meant that you were stroking your mom's hair and face.

Then she cheated on you with a albino negro.

Fuck, and I thought my 165mi away Bakersfield GF was hard. Atleast i get to see her about once a month.

Pt. 5
>we cuddle in bed in the hotel, her m on the other side of the room listening to music while watching us
>get some limited action in but really just want to focus on cuddling her
>I leave at 8:30 or so, her mom drops me off at my house
>gf comes out of car, comes with me as I put up the chickens for the night
>we kiss goodbye
>we talk later that night, and she says she can come over the next morning at 9
>she does, I’m still wearing pajamas
>we go in the woods so she can draw a picture of me, but also...other things
>no sex or anything, but everything but, I’ll spare you the details /b especially considering I’m letting me ex-gf read this (we’re still friends and everything)
>it was...awesome.
>she leaves, and we go through our lives like normal, my summer was immensely busy so we didn’t get a chance to meet like the previous summers
>2 year happens, we don’t do anything special (what could we) but we’re certainly happy, post on ig and fb, etc
>around late summer, this year, tbjnfs started going south

I’ll stop there for now so I can get the last part in one post, it’ll be out in a bit.

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Underage b&

I want back the eight minutes of my life I wasted reading this gay fucking garbage.

Pt. 6

>around last August, she starts talking to people on an mc server she plays on
>guys and girls, but I trust her, and I’m happy she has friends
>she starts lying to me so she can talk to them
>idk why, I was always supportive of her talking to them and she never told me why she would lie to me
>just things like “I’m charging my phone” or “I can’t stay on the call while I sleep” or “I’m taking a shower”
>literally never got mad about her talking to them, my only problem was her lying to me.
>assumed she was cheating, because why else would she lie for such a thing?
>eventually get fed up after one day when I have a shitty day and want to talk
>she says she’s charging her phone
>her sister tells me that she’s not, in fact, charging her phone, but talking to her friends
>get mad and yell at her (caps in text)
>she screenshots and sends it to her friends without context
>they text me (she gives them my number) telling me how much of a piece of shit I am
>explain it, the guy understands and apologizes for going off on me without the facts
>the girl doesn’t care, even goes so far as to say that I’ve always been an “abusing asshole” despite her only knowing gf for a few weeks
>yes, she made a blanket statement about my relationship while hardly even knowing about it in those two weeks
>start thinking about how gf has emotionally abused me
>she would threaten self harm if I didn’t talk to her, she would threaten suicide if I broke up with her
>literally trapped, even though I didn’t even want out
>she also said she would sabotage my career
>why.png
>anyways, I apologize to her about how I’d been acting, because I’d been kind of a dick in how I responded to it, but I was sick of her lying to me for no reason. (And it still didn’t make it ongoing emotional abuse)
>she forgives me
>things go back to normal, except two things: 1. she takes forever to respond, when she used to spam text me, and 2. she still lies.
A tad more.

Is there a point to your whining?

>Hello, is this Africa? I'd like to talk with Dr. Congo please.

Pretty much the same thing happened with my ex. Its called a toxic relationship.

Underaged b&

All women are narcissistic cunts who care about nothing but their own fragile emotions at the expense of everyone else's well being confirmed?

Part 7.
>tonight
>talking to her about 7, she abruptly ends the call
>says her friend is about to call her
>don’t like that she ended it without even saying goodbye, but it’s fine
>ask if she can talk at 8:45
>she says no, “still waiting” for her friend
>wtf
>she literally sat there telling me she couldn’t call because she’s talking to her friend
>and she wasn’t talking to anyone
>for almost 2 hours.
>I ask when she can call, she says 10:30
>10:30 rolls around, I call her, she declines
>her sister texts me asking if I’m on a call with her
>say no, that she’s with some other guy
>she listens, tells be about t
>he’s of course shit talking me
>she says shit like “he’s manipulating me” and “he’ll just pull me back in”
>also, and she denies this, but something about her ending it with me for him
>she also admits that she likes him to me
>anyway, she breaks up with me over text at midnight, I have to beg her to give me the basic decency of calling me
>she doesn’t even appear sad
>neither do I, but she was always crying over the littlest things
>anyways, she breaks up with me because she’s not “emotionally” ready for a relationship
>after 2+ years
>taking the advice of some guy she’d known for a month, him telling her my true nature
>as if I’ve always been an abusive asshole who manipulated her
>when I never even got mad at here for this type of thing until the last month
>she deletes me on everything, then readds me

Anyway, so there’s my story Sup Forums. I felt like I needed to write this all down, and I needed to vent somewhere tonight.

IMO, I was being reckless and a bit of an asshole, and could have handled the situation better, but I think it was a ridiculous reason for her to dump me.

What do you think, Sup Forums?

Kek

Fuck her. You can do better. Sorry she was a cunt but if shes going to listen to some fag she knew for a month clearly you didnt mean much to her to begin with. She deserves a good hard smack if you ever see her irl again

bruh.... so your telling me your still 15/16? listen girls are going to play you hard in life and your going to have to learn at some point. If she'd rather be with that loser let her, your gonna move on. BTW it's always better to have a gf near you, once you lose your virgnity you'll realize how important sex is.

lmao holy shit your actually blaming yourself holy shit your self esteem must not exist.

And why would you "let her read this" if its her your venting about? Your getting cucked by a girl you arent even in a relationship with.

Shes a cunt, your a cuck. Probs perfect for eachother

Sounds like a dumb bitch, ignore her you can do better

Eh, you have a point. I was letting her see it because I didn’t want her to come on Sup Forums and see it, and then hate me even more.

I think that you should hook up with her sister.

What a bitch. You deserved better.

actually yeah this guys got it. Sister seemed to care enough about your feelings (or fucking hated her sister) to essentially feed you every single scrap of information she could.

Go fuck her brains out while your ex is in the house.

14 > 2015
16 > 2017

GTFO you underage faggot.

For real man. Her sister seems to have a thing for you. She seems more stable mentally too. Give it a shot. Fuck your ex man. She seems like a manipulative bitch. I've been through enough relationships like that to be able to spot one. You're better off. Cut ties with her too. No friendship man. That shit isn't gonna help at all

Update: she says she’s sad about it but keeps posting a ton of passive aggressive stuff so doesn’t appear so.

Here's what you do, because you're gonna do it anyway. Masturbate like crazy to all the good times and pictures you have of you guys together. Find a hobby to keep you occupied and your mind of her. Work on your self respect and realize you're actually worth something. And eventually you'll get into a new relationship.

or:
Work out a shit ton, take roids, become a fuccboi, travel to sunny beach in bulgaria, and get herpes as a souvenir. Problem solved. You're no longer blaming yourself, or even thinking about her.