Get it off your chest

get it off your chest

bepis

I'm so done trying to get a relationship. Men move on so easily :/

I secretly sabotage my life so I am not successful so I don't have to move out of my mom's garage

I don't want to live, but I'm to much of a pussy to an hero

> be me
> be 26
> suddenly realise, i cant remember when i last had a hug someone who wasent freind or family
> was fucking a girl like 3-4 years ago, so i guess thats it
> no physical contact since
> kinda just want a fucking hug man
> is that srsly too much to ask
> seems fucking like it
> options; the whored out party skin sack, or fat feminazi land whale
> where the fuck are the normal women
> i do realised i fucking dont go out and that probably main issue, but fuck normie tard parties
> sigh getting real tired of your shit, universe

I don't think I've ever gotten a hug from someone that wasn't family.

I'm really upset that my boss had to be such a faggot literally..
he would make me let him suck me off even though I never became hard or even got close to ejaculating.. and lick my butthole for no reason.
I loved that job and when I started telling him he could just fire me instead of sexually berating me everything went to shit
Made my job terrible, fucked me over at every chance and the shitty thing is that I don't know why I let him do that shit in the first place I should have just quit then
It was the easiest most chill job I have ever had and paid so much more money than I can possibly make now
I lost everything when I quit working there, my job, apartment, financial security.. I'm filing for bankruptcy now
The worst part is, the bastard still sells drugs to my mom to this day

Why not kill yourself.

Your problems are nonexistant.

you fucking idiot, get out there, is what i would say to myself, if it werent for the fact that i already have been, and can easily talk to randoms, and general conclusions = tardwhales or skinsacks, cuz decent ones are either doing the same tard shit as me and staying home fapping and playing games, or are too shy and rush home as soon as any male shows interest

I once put a 9mm in my mouth and had my finger on the trigger. I was very slowly pulling it, as I was unfamiliar with the trigger weight because it wasn't my gun, and my phone range. It was a friend who I hadn't talked to in a while. That was like 8 years ago.
I'm just scared of the future, that's all.

phone rang*

I know -.- sigh

...

Everyone is. Everyone.

I have a very hard time talking to people. I don't know why but I just can't think of anything to say so I just dont.

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shut in for 3 years, highschool dropout, lost all old friends, no job, no goals

Please go back to your meme page on facebook.

That pic is literally my life, and I'm not too proud of it

What is edgy about my post?
It's fucking awful man

step one, stop thinking about what to say, might sounds stupid, but it takes up your attention which should be on what the other fucks are say... so listen for a bit, then drop you nutts and break into the conversation, with something that is relevant to be info you have just been gathering seconds before

>afraid of the future.


Either you start making moves in life or you die. Youll get nowhere if you dont start making progress and youll wish you were dead if youre standing in the same place for another decade. Seriously, make good choices for your future.

Yeah idk how to change, It was fun for the first two years, now its just hell for me

Because its maybe a 2/10 effort being put into it. You should try harder

If I am successful, I will be forced to move out and marry my girlfriend. Although, it's not that scary of a thought, maybe I am just anxious about it, I don't know.

I haven't eaten since yesterday morning because I have no food and no money. I feel like I'm going to puke at any moment and my brain is getting super foggy. I just drove to the pawn shop in 100 degree weather trying to sell some ps3 games and blurays i had, but he literally told me they weren't interested. I've never felt so shitty in my life.

where do you live?

damn your mind must a a fucking bucket of sand, if that is what you needed to get off your chest
>meme page on facebook
>pic related

florida

Wow I never realized that what happened is so outrageous that it isn't even believable.

If youre anxious about the marriage, wait. Never jump into marriage. Those papers are "forever" until its over, then shes forever stealing half your pension when retirement rolls around. Make sure she isnt the 70% of women who manipulate the shit out of men.

the girl I'm in love with (who moved away a few months ago) just revealed to me that she has a boyfriend

look into day labor if you are truly desperate, which is sounds like you are. most churches have food banks if you are too lazy to work.

Can you not comprehend that im calling you a shit tier troll? If not, (you) need to go back. Its time.

I'm mostly anxious because she is my 2nd cousin and we haven't made anything "official" yet, even though we have been living in this damn garage together for almost 5 years.

God i wanna feed the shit out of you but im half the U.S. away. What put you in your predicament?

Like i said, stop trying so hard. If you cant to do that, go back to your facebook buddies posting memes.

Move on

For some reason I feel the need to let my GF fuck other people. She was a virgin before she met me. But at the same time I don't want to do this. I also cheated on her while we were fuckbuddies so it is probably the guilt. While we fuck I tell her how I imagine us fucking with other people or me and another guy spitroasting her. She gets super wet, but at the same time it bothers her a little.

I was 2 days away from being able to cum inside for the first time and she just moved to texas out of nowhere. Creampies are my fetish so this killed me a little inside

I gave up my retail job so I could care for my grandpa with alzheimers. otherwise we'd have to put him in a home, and my grandparents would have to basically sell their home, and it would just be shitty all around. my grandma pays me a little to do it, but its barely anything, and my mom can't help because she's already struggling and trying to take care of a four-year-old.

trying to have a social life its harder then trying to understand a hard math topic i skipped in high school, i get shy and anxious seeing all the people getting along and wen i try i fail so bad i end up crying naked in the bathroom, once i almost had a girlfriend but i fucked up coz ii was to suspicious of her intentions with me

Hey buddy, can you go bother a porn thread or something. The act is getting old. Thanks.

Yeah cause I really would make that up.
I guess if you have a loser mindset like yourself nothing is believable.
I'm so terribly hurt by the fact that you don't believe me. A random faggot on 4chins doesn't believe my post. I'm not sure I'll ever recover.

Sorry friendo, I don't participate in porn threads.

start day trading stock market , most people cant do it or are limited to how much they can because of a job but if your at home all day gg

Fuck me, that hurts to read. Id say im proud of you but the meaning behind the word undermines what you should really feel. Youre a hero, user.

totally sincere, I can't tell you how much this means to me. thank you

I know for a fact you have a facebook. Go play on it, please.

I got banned from FB for saying nigger 10 too many times, you fucking nigger.

I sometimes think I'm gay or acting like a fag but whenever I ask myself what am I my brain tells me I'm straight .. I have a theory it comes from this time period where I was shooting my goo pretty much before I even put it in and once (in this same like 2/3 week period) I lost it mid blowie.. since then I've been kinda afraid to have sex with someone new since I'm 20 and should have some kinda dick control

Anyone relate?

You hang in there, mate. Day by day

Oh, im sure. Goodbye now, newfriend. It was good meeting.

I'm afraid that everyone i love will leave me :)

I'm still here and not going anywhere.

firdst bost besd bost xd

tits or gtfo

I know dat feel. 3 year relationship had to end.. I had to do it because that bitch was just going to do literally nothing until I broke down and ended it, making me look like the bad guy.

Fuck this relationship stuff.

Dont be afraid of the outcome, but definitely ne afraid of sex at the moment if you cant get hard/finish/finish early. Explore yourself. Take polls. Read up on sexual articles online. Ultimately, we cant say if youre gay or not. You gotta do some digging for yourself. Hold off on sex for a while.

I fucked up by being a good person and telling this chick I was super into that I had genital warts, rather than just fuck her like I normally would.

You see, I wanted to make sure we started a solid relationship with honesty.

Well that didn't work out. She said it's a deal breaker. She moved on, but i can't. It hurts so fucking much.

I've been meeting other women from bumble and tinder, and fucking them since, but I'm not into them. I just want her. I texted her on her birthday and got the coldest and shortest responses ever. God I'm a fucking idiot.

pro-tip: RSO will help your genital warts
i had that shit from fucking a nigger bitch ONCE without a condom. had to deal with it for like 10 years until i discovered RSO.

Dropped out of my graduate program and left my fiance couple months back. Can't stand academia anymore. The shitty undertones my advisor gave me, the constant pushback of my graduation. The uninspiring research. etc. Feel like a failure but also feel liberated and ready to move on.

I'm 19, in my senior year, no job or money saved up living with my parents, and no license because I don't understand driving and I'm to scared to go take my test. I want to major in psychology in college but have no idea how to make money off of it.

I''e fallen in love with two of my best friends (girls) losing one in the process and have fallen in love with the second one twice now. The bad thing is is i can't ask her out because she's depressed as fuck and can't handle a relationship and in 6 months shes moving away not far but she'll have fuck all time as she'll be doing a musical theatre degree and that takes up so much time. I'm bi and because of all my girl problems I'm extremely close to heading to craigslist for casual fucks and hoping a relationship somehow starts from them somehow

>I'm gay
FTFY fag

how the fuck does someone who can't even struggle with their fear of driving ever become a psychologist?

I'm still not over my ex after 3 years. She found someone else and I'm over here all lonely and shit. Haven't gotten much luck on dating sites. I'm 6'0 used to weigh 285, now down to 215 but still no luck dating wise. Maybe once at my goal weight things will get better...

I hate my job and I'm not enjoying my classes this semester. I smoke weed everyday to feel like life is ok. Basically I'm just coping and trying my best until I transfer to a university. Hopefully then I can finally get out there and find myself.

1. You are only 19. You are in no rush to do shit. Don't let these fags on Sup Forums tell you otherwise. You're going to fuck up here and there and you are still learning what the fuck you wanna do with your life

2. Learn to drive. It's scary but do it. Get a friend with a license or your parents to teach you. This is number one priority: get that fucking license. It's more than just for driving, it's an I.D. for when you take tests for certifications later in life, etc etc.

3. Don't panic. Your 20's suck. Everybody's 20's suck. You're heart will be broken once or twice. You'll try some shitty drugs. You'll change your mind about what profession you want. Etc. It's not like it use to be.. be 18, gtfo of the house and get a job. Shit son, people are living with their parents up until their 40's and 50's because it's cheaper. Go get a job. ANY job. Work part time and get ready for college.

4. Go to the nearest college in your state. It doesn't have to be prestigious. Go there and get your B.A. or your B.S IN A FIELD THAT WILL LEAD TO A CAREER. Psychology will require a doctorate. Once you get your B.A. or B.S. you will then move to a city that has a doctorate program in-line with your specialty in your field. Pschology of what? Children? Murders? etc. Doctorate programs specialize so don't worry about that for now, just go to college for the B.A or B.S. Find out how financial aid works too. It's not hard and you can't fuck it up.

Lastly, whatever you do, don't sit still. Be doing something, anything. Get a shitty job, go to school, try dating people etc. You're going to fail. A lot. That's how you learn who you want to be, who you want to be with and what makes you happy and what doesn't.

Also don't be a fag like OP

>be me
>18
>screwed up my relationship because of depression and social anxiety
>started doing new things like playing guitar and making my own song and film making and photography
>tried socializing more
>still have no friends
>my heart still burns every night
>I can't get these feelings off my chest when I have literally no one to vent with or talk to
>post tits on Sup Forums for attention
>he saw them and now we don't talk anymore
>kms

my outward appearance is burly and masculine, but I'm actually incredibly submissive sexually and I have tons of fetishes that reflect that
due to that, it is damn near impossible to maintain a relationship since I can't do just vanilla sex

There's an expression for this; chase the dream and not the whore (I might be paraphrasing)
But dude forget bitches and put yourself first do something that you want that you enjoy that benefits you and when you start moving towards it and getting more positive and confident, women will feel your vibe and naturally become attracted to you

Trips speak truth.

NO-ONE CARES TITS OR GTFO

r u a ghost?? spoopy

I fucked up my wrist a week ago. I'm pretty sure it's broken.
I don't have insurance and can't really afford to get it treated. I guess I just get to watch it heal incorrectly and possibly lose functionality of my hand.

had a dream i was on a spaceship and got irradiated before the drive exploded

Yeah I'm more or less doing what you're saying. Kinda gave up on dating for now and just focusing on my health, school, and job. Not gonna lie though, it's lonely not having someone around. I really appreciate the advice though. I'll keep doing me for now.

Sometimes you miss the person, sometimes you miss the companionship, try to think about which is it you actually miss.

There are plenty of people out there. You might have fucked up but that's how you learn not to do it to the next person you fall in love with. Statistically you have a 50/50 chance of finding someone better or worse.. but you can just ignore the worse ones so naturally you'll wind up with someone better. It happens every single time. The longer you wait, the better chance of you finding someone better and you'll know more about yourself so you'll have a better idea of what or who can make you happy.

go to the ER
they can't deny you treatment based on your insurance or income

Keep at it dude! I wish all good things to happen to ya

I have wanted to kill myself for quite some time now, but I'm to much of a pussy to do it. So I took to drugs. Nothing too bad yet, but I dont know how long it will take until it escalates

AMERICA
FUCK YEAH