Hey Sup Forums, I'm going to kill myself in a few hours

Hey Sup Forums, I'm going to kill myself in a few hours.

I'm sitting here and don't know what to do like every other day.

What would you do if you only have a short time left?

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Hmm i would rape few bitches and kill some ppl that deserve it smoke a joint and kill myself

I'd light a firecracker in my ass and run naked through a football field

Watch animes or movies I like for last times. But better to pass the last moment with someone who you love.

Don do et.

cry for attention like a whiny bitch?

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Make a thread on Sup Forums.

I would steal a bunch of money then burn it in a field.

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Probably tell the people I love how much I love them and the people I hate how much I hate them

life is a struggle

Get a room in Vegas and shoot people

A good tab of LSD

If you kill yourself you destroy any chance at happiness, just let your life play out.

If you feel like you have nothing to live for, then there's no reason not to try calling a suicide hotline or getting therapy.

There's a game of thrones quote that goes something like "the world is so interesting right now, death is so boring"

If you kill yourself depression wins, daddy up OP, I want you here to see how this crazy shit in the world plays out

I may sound like a faggot but I would kill as much people as possible, I mean I’m going to killmyself right after so why not?

If I had a short time left?

Probably face my fear of getting out of my box and ask to watch a movie with you on skype or something.

kill myself

Honestly? Probably write a few letters to some people in my life that I have unfinished business with, then donate all of my money to charity/set up my physical possessions to be given away. After that's done, I'd finally kms.

This

If you're about to kill yourself, just think about those you love and lets behind. now, tell me, you mey suffer, but do you really want to make them suffer too?

If you want to end yourself how about helping some otther people before. It feels dam good to die with the feeling to have helped at least one person

is he still there?

I was depressed since i was about 8 (24 now), suicidal since i was 18, i waited too long for my chance of happiness, for me it's simply not worth the suffer anymore.

I'm not going to say farewell to people that mean something to me since I don't have any, I'm not going to hurt somebody on my last few meters since I already finished up with this world and don't see any value in doing so anyway.

The thought of not existing anymore is the only positive thing in my mind since a long time.

I know that this whole thread comes of as attentionseeking whining and I'm sorry for that, it wasn't my intention, just a question I was curious how others would answer it.

Post pics of face?

sorry but not going to happen

any deadman wish...

i'd honestly get revenge on people who drove me to this

and help that nice old lady from across the street with her garden work
her back hurts, she'd appreciate it a lot

Please don't do it. I care about you solely based on the fact I can relate to you. 24 is not at all too late, if you can visualise yourself being happy as someone else, then you can be happy.

There are so many options for people in your situation and suicide is the easiest, don't give in to the temptation to do what's easy, just try calling a hotline and booking therapy. Even just go out and start a conversation with some random, if you have nothing to live for there is no reason not to try these things

you're free of the society, in fact, why don't you just do what you dream for?

escaping, traveling as far you can and meaby never come back. this might kill you in some way, or meaby you will reborn?

Hey op random user here. Just want you to know that i know that feel man. Everyday pases by like a blur and you lose track of time. You lose all emotions and you feel numb to everything. What do you think is on the other side?

>suicidal since i was 18
HAH try being suicidal since 6 and trying to fight the urge to leave this gay earth every day, then come back and complain.

All good mate, but i was just curious to see if looks is whats got you fucked up. Some of the people ive seen on here look like they could be redeemable if they just lost some weight/hit the gym.

go into nature on a wander take a backpack with essentials and a bunch of shrooms/acid/dmt if you need it to reach the 5th dimension, let go of everything so you can be free and tune back into the earth frequency. lol

Jerk it

I think there will be nothing, our world isn't as magical as we want it to be, the only reason the concept of paradise exists is because people are afraid to die.

Missclicked

Don't gatekeep depression you fucking mongloid, I've been suicidal since I was 13 but it's not a fucking competition

at least you could give us your location before you killing yourself, so we can send an constable pick up your remain?

Like any of those doesn't cost you a dime.

In life you can literally do anything. Get out of the situation you're in. Force yourself into new habits. You can even be a hobo meth head if you so choose. You kill yourself and now you can't do anything. I say anything is better than nothing, even if it is self destructive.

Give yourself a chance to do something differently. Think objectively about what has pushed you towards suicide. What is stopping you from being happy? If the answer isnt 'yourself' then think again.

Write a greentext about your life here

suck as many dicks as you can.

is it too late now?

Yeah I don't know what the fuck I'm doing here. This place is filled with edgy Autists and reddit is filled with PC autists. Everyone everywhere is ass

Oops wrong bread

Write a suicide note saying the grass people wouldn't stop putting lawn clippings in your cereal box, sound as deranged as possible.

Niggers

No you're not

Eat the thing you like eating the most.
Better go out with a full belly.

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> going to kill himself
> still gives a fuck about picture

yeah, personally i will do the rape thing.

It's not a special story, but since I got nothing else to do anyway I'll try, just give me a little to write it all out

I'd do shit I've always wanted to do.
Heroin for example.
Also, how will you do it? Please don't jump in front of a train or something, that can fuck innocent bystanders up.

just wanted to see if he was fat with a redeemable face, you'd be suprised at how many people can be good looking if they simply hit the gym for a while

the helium method

Alright then. You seem to have made up your mind and you don't seem too stupid either, so you probably already know what people will say to try to stop you.
Best of luck to you, whatever that means in raus context.

instead of killing yourself and giving assholes the satisfaction of a clean death why not run over the mayor?just a thought:its better to burn out THAN FADE AWAAAAAAAY!

Ayyyy, I was just about to quote that too. It's a pretty gay song though.

Getting off the ride before we've hit the first loopty loop, no point in not seeing it through man

Seeing through life I mean fuck

same here, today's the day

dream big!KILL THEM ALL,MAKE THEM PRAY TO YOU FOR MERCY LIKE YOU WHERE GOD HIMSELF.KILL,KILL,KILL!lol go full lelouch when he brain washed that one girl.RIVERS OF BLOOD WILL WASH AWAY THEIR SINS.

HIVE MIND IS REAL,DO IT user NOW WHILE THE GOVERNMENT IS WEAK.

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Suicidal tendencies.

>sign up for a shit ton of CCs and Payday loans
>hookers and blow
>dont have to worry about debt because you're gonna kill yourself

Not like it's going to matter if you kill yourself.

Take LCD , fuck a hooker and if you stab her to death before you cum...
I want to try it so bad!! Have sex win someone while they die!!

whatever well meaning but clueless idiot wrote this doesn't know shit about a suicidal person's mindset

Smoke a joint and eat at McDonald’s.
Fuck a hooker then kill her.
Find a high building and sit on the rooftop and drink till I nearly pass out then jump.

Shoot up a country music concert.

T H I SS

Shoot up an Antifa rally

Shoot up an Antifa country music concert.

LCD, like...eating a lightbulb?

assassinate some rothschild or rockefeller or kim kardashian, do the world a huge favor!

Are you gonna eat a fucking calculator screen?

Film it.

Please do not do it! I've had a lot of depression for a long time. And I've finally managed to be happy again.
Everyone can do that. The sun is always going up. Suicide is not a solution. Do not give up! You will soon wonder how "easy" it is to lead a good life. If you kill yourself, you can not afford this chance.

aww user u just melted my widdle heart

Which method?

Look at yiff

Read Quran. Religion gives you purpose.

don't do it faggot, go outside

ew no

Record 13 tapes to tell ppl why your doing this and throw all the shit out... to male then suffer. Feel fear and gulty.

PAck you shit and start walking.

No matter how you gonna do... just get a camera and film it make it famous arround the world. (Like vegas one)

Make your nails and make up.... than they found a beauty dead body.

in the end you die anyway, whats the point of killing yourself?

Remember what you loved in live. Even a tiny bit. Do it now and start living the life you want without listening to others. Just try it. You dont loose anything if you try because life ends either naturally or by your intervention. Or is there something you want to do? If i could choose again I would study astronomy or try to somehow get into space... Let me know if this fits for you. Maybe we stay in contact as long as you live.

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Sorry it took me quite some time, as i said it's not an interesting story, just one of complete failure

>my parents got my big sister unplanned at 1992
>shortly after her birth my mom was pregnant with me also unplanned
>my whole life my parents were constantly fighting
>they were always telling us, and telling us that the only reason they stayed together was because of the children
>back when I was a kid the constant fighting worried me a lot, when I was about 12 I simply stopped caring
>they never really have time for us and only cared about what others think about our family, in conflicts they never took my side
>I don’t know what it means to have a loving family that got your back no matter what
>when I was 6 my little sister was born
>when my little sister was there my mom stopped caring about me and my big sister completely and the only interactions we had were getting yelled at
>I’m not mad about my parents even though everything they did wrong, since they had a far worse life growing up and I’m sure they had good intentions
>school life was rather normal, only problem I always had was not being able to concentrate, homework took me sometimes 5-10 times the usual time needed since everything else grabbed my attention

>I grew up in a catholic village, so all the kids had first communion at age 8
>basically everybody I knew was there
>my family, relatives, classmates, teachers, everybody was there
>the whole time I needed to pee even though I just peed at home and didn’t have anything to drink all day
>I tried to withstand the urge, but halfway through I ran out of the silent church through the middle of the ceremony with pissed pants having about 1000 people looking at me
>this was the point depression first kicked into my life
>my mom yelled at me how much shame I brought upon our family
>everybody was making fun of me and I got bullied not only by my classmates, but also by the teachers
>I was the guy everybody joked about
>and since it was a small village the people I went to elementary school with, I also went to middle school with
>I told my mom that I wanted to switch schools but since the next one was too far away I had to endure the constant taunting/bullying
>I had some friends but they were mostly people that just used my good will to help others
>my grades weren’t good in classes where learning was needed since I never got rid of that problem, but quite good in subjects I could pass test that just required general logical thinking

>I got into business academy (a high school with economical specialization)
>I finally wasn’t bullied anymore yet the far travel to school and back (about 4h a day sometimes 5h) stressed me out
>I didn’t find friends yet had classmates I liked to be around with and even if it was just at school
>it was also at this time I started playing wow, and someone with my history obviously gets easily lost in a world where he can escape reality (played it for about 3 years, good thing cata sucked)
>I failed in 2 subjects (English and Italian), mainly because it’s not possible to learn languages without learning
>So I had to repeat the first year and lost all the people I liked to be around with
>I was 15 at the time and got to meet someone who I could relate to a lot
>he was also already 15 and got me into weed
>being high was always kind of like a safe place to me
>I wouldn’t say I was addicted at any point, yet when I got weed at home I’m sure it got smoked
>but my friend failed the year and dropped out, we lost contact at this point
>up until 3rd year nothing special happened, just the usual of having no real friends
>there were girls, yet most that were interested in me I pushed away, because of reasons I just could guess
>maybe it was me not being able to allow by myself to be happy, I don’t know

>my grades dropped again and I had to repeat 3rd year, since I improved my English skills it was Italian only this time
>it was also at that time my big sister convinced my parents to let her bf move in with us
>a complete douche I could tell 100 stories about but let’s keep it simple here
>I stopped talking with my big sister since then, and our family drifted even further apart
>it was at this point I felt like a total loser and became suicidal, not letting a day pass without wishing to be dead
>I opened up to my mother the first time telling her how depressed I was, she simply said that I shouldn’t say something like that, because I’m just making fun of people who are really depressed
>I was able to make friends again through someone in my class who invited me into his circle and without them I would have probably end it already back then
>the years pass and I graduated high school
>so I had to choose if I either wanted to join the military or do civil duty
>I choose second since it was about 2.5x the pay and I could do something good by doing so
>I started 1 month after high school to work at a residential building for people with a mental disability
>I came with the mindset that those most be good people, far nicer than me if they choose such a job
>well guessed wrong, most of them just somehow slipped into the job and didn’t choose it
>I did well with the people with disabilities, but my colleagues were absolute assholes that not only bullied me but essentially harassed the people living there
>I got burned out, hating every day I had to go there
>the 9 months passed somehow and I decided to take a month off

>I wanted to go to university, which is not only free in my country you also still get child support, but my parents rather wanted me to go work in some 8 to 4 office job since I would still needed some support
>I didn’t find a suitable job and the one month I initially wanted to take off became over a year drifting deeper into depression every day
>the more time passed the more distinct my friends got to me
>they started excluding me more and more
>the only thing I was invited to was poker which we used to play often together
>up until a guy that wasn’t even part of the group made up some lies that I would only come to poker because of the money I mostly made from the home games
>I tried to clear that up but they didn’t believed me a word
>so I lost them also
>suddenly my parents became supportive the first time in my life
>15 months into unemployment they allowed me to inscribe into a university
>but since the stuff I really wanted to study required a longer testing phase and I inscribed just 1 month before the university began I went with something I was always good yet not super interested in, Computer Science
>my parents even offered to pay for a room in a commune building which I gladly accepted 23 and finally the first time away from home