Hello Sup Forums
I'm Currently a Constable in the RCMP and I have been in the force for around 2 years and I currently make $70,000 yearly. I live with my Boyfriend on a small farm in Alberta, Canada. I own my dream car, im with my soulmate and I make a very reasonable yearly income. My life is great but for some reason I am still thinking of ending it, and that it sucks. Is something wrong with me?
also general feels thread cause im not feeling too good.
Gay?
Yeah
naisu r34 bb
off yourself pls
Thanks! I actually just got it last year, and I can tell you right now, I wouldn't recommend it for winter driving in deep snow. But it has been quite an adventure learning how to drive RHD. Especially since my squad care is LHD.
Im considering it.
canada fags can has r34 :(
everybody always has thoughts of killing themselves. its kinda like the social norm to say im gonna off myself but if youre actually thinking of doing it, just think of all the memories and experiences youre gonna miss out just by ending it right now. if you really wanna kill yourself, then go out with a bang. spend all your money on drugs hookers and send it down the highway until you find reason in yourself to live.
also sick r34 d00d how much she cost? ive been thinking about donating my left nut to science to get one tbh
That is the problem faggot it's not natural
You are going to need a family with offspring if you want happyness , teaching, watching them grow is the point of life.
Try to find a girl you are not repulsed by that is a good person and have some kids
Some girls are ok with having a family with a cock sucker as long as you are a good dad, don't through it in her face and keep the sucking to once in a while.
Well gee I wonder, FAG
Eh, you'll get over it dude. Thats literally the only explanation you need.
Either that or you're depressed and you should get that checked out.
Well, I paid $7,800 CAD for it from a JDM dealer in a city near me, it was all said and done, Imported and such, I did a little bit of body work for it (the wing and new rims) I also debadged it.and some other minor things.
But thanks for your words, I appreciate it when people actually take time to try and help people.
How did you get into RCMP user ? I'm looking to join CSIS but I don't know the requirements would be similar.
Wish i had that Car, but i can barely afford to buy Food at the End of a Month.
OP your Life seems fucking A.
Get a Therapist or something and start enjoying yourself and all that good stuff.
Sounds like regular depression. Get help or do it. Whichever
You have nothing to look forward too. The world is pretty shit. And although you are in a place of comfort, you have this deep, resonating uncertainty in your core, this horrific empty feeling that the status quo is destroying mankind.
That's not a real R34 because why the fuck would your R34 have 350z stock wheels on it. That's a performance decrease. explain yourself
I want a 240sx when im old enough to drive
Stop sucking the cock and you'll start feeling better.
I applied in my Senior year of highschool (12th grade) and When I graduated I had been accepted into Depot. I trained and after 8 months of being in the Depot, I graduated and became a Constable. I was sent to a detachment in my town I live in now and I did some field experience training and then I was issued my own squadcar, etc. The whole process took about 14 to 15 months.
As for CSIS, im not 100% sure what the deal would be with that, I would imagine you would have to be with the RCMP for a little amount of time and then you would have to check the requirements to transfer to that department. However, I do not think that CSIS is a department or sub department of the RCMP.
something is terribly wrong. you wanna off yourself when you have an awesome fucking car? please dont die.
>debadge a skyline
why do people like you exist? please DO kill yourself bro
>duhh let me just remove one of the best and most iconic badging of all time
I picked them up off a friend of mine and I generally like the look of them. I mainly had to get them because I curbed the rims that came with the car (which werent stock R34 rims, they were some ugly aluminium rims.)
Number one, it wasn't GTR badging, and it was the Nissan Logo on the back. the car itself is not a GTR it is a GTT
Yea it's its own thing, I was told that CSIS requires some form of police training but I dunno if that means RCMP or low level local police or something. Did you have to go to school or did you just go straight into Depot right after high school?
Also, what's your most wtf RCMP story?
Faggot! Go kys
thats a shitty car but to each his own
you didnt post your age or how long you have been with your butt buddy so im gonna make some assumptions that you are 35 to 40 and you have been with him for 4 to 5 years.
its just an itch to try new things as you hit 2 different "settleing points" in your life at once. it will pass
hey man come to this thread and vent.
much love.
Not true, but tbh i doubt you'd pass the background check if you post here
I did not have to go to school, I went to Depot right after highschool. Probably 2 - 3 months after graduation.
By police training I would assume things like City Police (Edmonton Police, Vancouver Police, Toronto Police, Etc) would probably work.
As for my most wtf RCMP story, there is alot but one of the funniest imo was when we were serving a warrant on a house, the guy would NOT come out of the house, and we didn't want to push in because he had a few felony arrests (prohibited firearms etc,) so we said "We will send a K9 in if you dont come out"
and he said
"A K9? SHIT BRO IM ALLEGIC TO DOGS"
we eventually got a K9 on scene, it barked a few times and we were about to send it in and he went
"shit bro im comin out"
he came out right after that.
I am currently 23 and have been with my boyfriend since I was in 12th grade when I came out.
or when I pulled some teens over and they looked like they were going to throw up they were so nervous, I smelled weed and I talked to the driver outside my cruiser and said
"listen man, either you tell me where it is, or i find it and you will be catching a charge for it."
without missing a beat this kid says
"trunk, backpack."
I found probably 5 - 8 grams of weed in the kids backpack, he was about 17 and I didnt want to ruin his life so I took it back to the station and dealt with it. I told him to take it as a VERY slack punishment.
those were good stories OP. good on you for not fuckin up young lives. I wish i caught a break like that at 17, never got charged though, hopefully won't affect the csis thing.
i don't think you should an hero user, if youre in the rcmp right after high school i feel you could grow more at the pace you at.
Here is how I feel, I have had your feels before... best thing to think about is to know about the people you would be hurting. Dont hurt your family boyfriend.
Good news is when you feel bad heres what you do... hop in the dream car and go 0-100 then go to the track and take it into the turns.
I do this all the time :) especially when I feel down.
Yeah, As time goes on and I spend more time with my boyfriend (who is with me right now) I think less and less about an hero, and I didn't really want to but when I think about how much we care about eachother, and really we are the only ones who care about eachother, (my parents disowned me when I came out so I ended up living at his house for the last bit of senior year) It really makes me not want to, but when I think about how my family turned the cold shoulder on me, it depresses me.
Yeah, he is really the only one that I think would miss me. But Im not really sure I would want to put him through that.
Go pick up your dad on trumped up charges. Maybe rough him up a little.
Maybe quit being an RCMP officer. Their lives are shit usually moving every so often from detachments it kills marriages at 85+% level and how they think you don’t matter. Also if your rural Alberta which is the only place your stationed the constant being doesn’t help you. I would say grow up and make a change or get some damn help. I’m also an Albertafag and know your a fucking whiner.
Buy a GTR and you won't think like that for long haha. No seriously though, great taste in cars at least.
Go on a vacation or something, get away from your job and your life if it's bugging you so much.
Gay in Alberta. There is your problem right there. Thats like being black in Alabama. Ask for BC next post.In the mean time antidepressant might help but could interfere with sex life so get Viagra too
Nice cruiser.
In all honesty I think this is common in your line of work and in EMS. Super high stress levels for prolonged periods of time are going to result in a ton of mental issues. Human beings are not built to sustain that amount of stress for that long of a time. This also goes for military.
Again, i'd recommend you go on an extended leave and travel the world or something. You should have a nice chunk of change saved up from this line of work. Maybe go with your partner around the world or something.
It'll help I think. Again, it's the job. It's common. People in these lines of work get stressed the fuck out from dealing with all the shit from the job.
I have actually never been treated like shit in the RCMP and my boyfriend doesn't care if we have to move. Nor do we care to be married. Im not whining, I have nothing to whine about. I have everything I could ever want.
Sounds pretty correct. I think I will. Thanks user :)
Also, it is a nice cruiser, shes a bit dirty in that picture though :o
Good on you for not ruining a kids life for some silly shit like a plant.
You play habbo don't know LOL I feel like I know you.
You've realized, the American Dream, was an illusion.
hey op. lawyer here in calgary. i think u should end it, 100% honest
Hope you do user. Better that than what you're thinking. With how common it is that people want to "end" it I think mental health issues are common in pretty much everyone. Hell, look at some of the stars and celebs and how fucked up they get so young.
Shit, I think society itself is to blame half the time. Just how things are. We all get along, things are great but deep down we all need something and we never seem to get it. And that drives people crazy.
Wish I had more answers for you. But my only advice is to take a leave and go traveling because that's what I do when shit gets too mentally exhausting.
You must be a shitty lawyer to say some dumb shit like that.
>I currently make $70,000 yearly.
Yeah I would also want to kill myself if I were that poor. Can I donate you some money?
Thanks man. Good to see there is still decent people in Sup Forums. Have a good day man.
Lol you live in COWgary, what have you got to live for? Don Henley was right, " kill all the lawyers"
That isn't a bad salary. I don't need lots of money to live. I also wouldn't accept your "charity"
Pretty bad lawyer man.
Canadian dream ;)
Negative. Never touched Habbo
Law Enforcement isnt here to book everyone for everything we can. Our main job is to Protect the lives of others. Not ruin lives.
>my dream car
A fucking RB25DET?
I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm as hardcore of a JDM fanboi auto otaku as you can find...but a GTS?
I mean at least set your sights on an ER34.....
But still, nice car. Please keep it Japanese and not full of Taiwan/eBay/redneck shop tuning parts.
hey i only make 25k a year and im still living pretty damn good.
as long as i got my weed, job, car, and apartment im set for life.
i got pulled over doing 30 over, upm and criminal UPM for concentrate wax, and expired inspection. also got DWAI blowing .02 and suspected high driving (was not even high at all, cop was a little slow)
how fucked am i
are you underage or something?
.02 typically below the legal limit
Calling the dude a Faggot just to make yourself feel better about your small ass dicks. Every woman that ever looks at each one of you more than likely looks at you with disgust then goes home and fucks a real man. at least OP found someone he loves unlike you
mad fake r34 kitcar.nig
Thanks user. Means alot you would defend me like that man! :)
its not a real gtr, its a kitcar
Negative bub, Its a GTS.
My man
Radio dj living in small town saskatchewan, been with my girlfriend for about 4 years, I'm not financially stable but I have a roof over my head, I have food, and parents who help me out from time to time.
There's a lot of days I think about what would happen if I just left and became a transient degen somewhere in vancouver or toronto and just fucked off, or took the easy way out and killed myself... honestly, I think this is just normal human thoughts... it's all how we choose to act on it.
If I could say anything, it would be don't kill yourself, because I really don't want to read about another dead RCMP member, i'd rather read about an RCMP member who saved themself and is helping others with people who think just like this.
i turn 21 in less than a month good sir
Again, more nice words from a kind Sup Forumsrother. yeah, I also think that would be nice. I dont think id even actually kill myself i just keep having an empty feeling and wanting to do it.
pretty fucked
several of those individually would be enough to get your license suspended
Honestly, I don't think the empty feeling will ever really go away unless you try and figure out where the empty feeling is coming from, I'm not a therapist, but I guess talking to one and being able to have an outside perspective help you pinpoint where it's coming from would help immensely.
whelp, I was right about 1 of the 2 things. Anyways, it will pass. I felt the same thing 5 yrs into being married to my wife.
Police can be 18 years old? That's fucking poorly thought through
the thought of suicide kinda runs through everybodies mind. its kinda like the social norm now. but to me, killing myself is kinda like that red glowing exit sign at a movie theater. its there giving me the comfort knowing its always an option if things go bad, but hoping that i never have to use that door. that is what suicide is like to me. and it keeps me going knowing that its there.
Again, if you are from america I cant really tell you exactly, but if you blew over here in canada, it is jail time and suspension of license, along with you will probably never get a decent job. as for speed, generally if I tag someone doing 10 or so over, i wont pull them over unless roads are less than optimal conditions, and if you are doing more than 15 over, and you act like an ass I will ticket you as much as possible and 30 over ill book you.
no you cant actually be active duty till 19 but you can go through depot (training) at 18.
user, we all find ourselves bored and morose. Challenge yourself as you are stagnant in an important area of your psyche. Never stop fighting. Also, if I had such a beautiful R34 I wouldn't give death the satisfaction unless maybe it was behind the wheel of that lovely car.
25 should be the minimum. 18-21 way too retarded, 22-24 kinda learning more about life
yeah im here in murica, anything .02 or lower is in the clear but i still got brought and booked for that, i was doing that on the highway asshole in a truck was tailing me, but i was 100% compliant with the arresting officer so i made his job easy as tits. i just had a lot of my personal weed on me so i thought i was fucked sideways, im getting lawyers so hopefully this blows over.
also out of curiosity, how many cars do you search on a daily? bc ive had a lot of cops search my car and completely blow over a lot of stash spots in my car and i just think thats their norm of not going too deep or something
with gtr kit u fuk
Tfw had connections to csis thru family but fucked up and got criminal charges bc lack of family in my life :(. I could have had an interview with a csis guy a couple years ago. Forever regretting that.
Op the gay cop, what's the coolest prohibited gun you've seized or most bad ass stash of weps you've seen?
Well, every day is different, but on average Ill do 12 - 13 traffic stops on a shift. I wont generally search too deep depending on what vibe I get from people (unfortunately i DO profile and it is something you really cant stop people from doing) but unless I smell something, you act nervous or give me a reason to search i will. Sometimes Ill call K9. If a cop really wants to search, they will find. Its best to just turn over whatever you have before you find it. A Judge will ALWAYS look at what an officer said about an arrest and if you are compliant we will generally drop or reduce charges.
This is it. Your deeper self is trying to tell you something needsto be changed about your way of life. It is why you are depressed. Most likely because you are a man that fets fucked in the ass. Stop that or just kill yourself cause you are not contributing to the continuation of your species.
Coolest gun i've siezed? Personally I seized an AK47 with a bayonette with a full mag +one in the chamber, between the passenger seat and center console of a car. He also had a Glock 40 CAL and a few other firearms (22. 12gauge) and some weed in the car. Its scary to think what would have happened to me if he could have gotten to the gun.
To be quite honest with you, I dont have sex that often, and when I do im not the bottom. Ill still suck dick and such every now and again, but im not usually submissive, nor do we have sex that often. maybe twice a week. The homophobic comments dont bother me. I came out in a town that is pretty much the alabama of canada.
Don't kill yourself.
you go to hell
you shit yourself
your family will think you're a coward
life is the best
unless you really want
thats great to know. because i am always 100% compliant with any officer that pulls me i dont haggle them or hide anything bc ik theyre gonna find it. granted i never had anything in my stash spots when i get pulled thankfully but ive always surrendered it, and theyre 100% cool about it which i too appreciate.
if anything i can say, look in peoples vapes especially.
ive had a vape pen that has been through 6 searches now and has been gone over and its 100% a wax pen, the top looks like any regular old mod and i keep my wax in the vape box itself.
big places for hiding obviously are under cup holders, under the seats, especially under the carpets ive only had my carpets lifted once, and most famously inside the fuse box inside the car stuffed up inside the dash.
phone cases, wallets, etc usual hiding spots as well. but in this case, when the officer arrested me for the .02 he said i was the easiest process they have had in months so hopefully things go smoothly on my end.
wasnt my decision to drive, friend at the time was being a cunt and said she would DD if i drank then cancelled at last moment being a total cunt and obv i got pulled for a out headlight gg
>dream car is genericjdm.jpg
kill yourself
Just because you were retarded when you were 18 doesn't mean everyone is.
Ppl mature faster then othera
Why do people get kidnapped in Canada and what usually happens to the victim at the end?
also forgot to add, keep doing what youre doing. dont give up. your family might turn your back but that should give you reason and motivation to build a better family than the toxic household you grew up in. be proud of how far youve made it and be more proud of how far youre gonna go. buy more awesome cars to drive around and just try to keep yourself occupied. the emptyness will fade with time, but for now just keep pushing man. also thank you for being a police officer and i pray that you stay safe out there man. i cant imagine what it must be like in your shoes and theres a reason why im not, seriously thank you
if you are at or like .0001 over legal limit, they might let you go.
However if you were very compliant im surprised he didnt just wait for you to sober up in the holding and release you the next night.
For most Civil charges its at officer discretion, so things like being JUST over BAL limits, small non felony amounds of narcotics, anything that isnt a felony or affects other people. ie. assault, theft etc
so generally speaking, non felony charges will usually be dropped or lessened if you are compliant.
People dont realize that Law Enforcement isnt here to book you for everything we can, we are here to PROTECT not arrest everyone
Thanks man. I try to be as nice as possible.
>also thank you for being a police officer and i pray that you stay safe out there man.
Thank you so much for this! I hope you stay safe and make good decisions.
it was absolutely your decision to drive
you could have called a cab
So you have illegal tint on the front windows even though you're a cop?
How is a cop going to post a pic of his licence plate and tell us he's in AB.
i didnt have any money for a cab and neither did she, and i wasnt about to make a 15 mile walk back home at 2 in the morning with it being cold as tits, tried to phone a friend or two but no answer. literally last option and she was bitching up my ass saying its my fault she was gonna miss work etc it was just a shit show and i was completely done with the night and just wanted to sleep
ik it seems like im making up excuses but fuck if there was any other way to redo that night trust me i would
Short answer, yes
Long answer, yes
Cant really defend it, but I have never been talked to and in my honest opinion tint has never been a problem for me, and I dont see why its against the law. Thats no excuse and I should remove it to set a positive example.
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Women r crazy mang
oops.
Didn't know that picture actually showed the full tag :o
would you let someone go after they did illegal shit if they "don't see why it's against the law"?
stop being a hypocrite or stop arresting people who break laws they don't like
I understand that isn't an excuse, and I think I should have it removed.
I realize how hypocritical of me that is.
OP, did you buy this off Kijiji? You selling it?