I see that she is needed
I need her
I think I am too small to realize her
I am afraid of sharing her
I want to have the control
I want to use her
I am afraid of the consequences
A plan is forming
Show them who I am
How I see
Become someone
The Plan grows bigger than the idea
I begin writing a text to change people
To do this I tear myself to pices in the search of myself
I come to a point where I think I can't get deeper
The parts of the text which go about this point I post on an anonymous internet platform
The reactions I see seem all to belong to me.
Even if they on the outside belong to something completely different.
I need help
Around me forms an organization
They are there to help likely minded people which are standing before the cliff
They watch over them before you even know they are there
But it goes about a topic that hurts
So you only speak about it when you know the other person knows it too.
So you don't hurt someone
The game Reality V Fantasie begins
(i just lost)
I got 2 psychosis out of this
so ask me anything
yeah learned so much about me since then its now 1 and a half years since this happend
i have crazy phases but often i can enjoy them
yeah a lot of crazy things happen to me since then and I'm still not sure how much i am building up myself or how much is real.
i often feel like some people now something more about reality as others
and i mean there are so many subgroups how claim that to themselfs (artist for example)
What can we do to help user.
There is love here, if you feel you can receive it
hmm to help atm nothing spezial im feeling fine
i can post the basis concept of the idea i had if you want
Seems like a girl has got you troubled.
What’s your standing with her?
I’m interested in your headspace and what seems to be free associative thoughts.
Are you with us user? Are you present?
partly im switching
not exactly one girl more the girl in every human or something like this xD
but then i meet a girl and yeah i always thought i have nothing be for a other person
and also am afraid of the responsobilities which i thought come with a deeper bond in regards to change a person
a better smartphone & a laptop would be great
also al ONe
and a spezial Heil MoOtr
or some questions also would be nice i`want input/output running atm
or if the hakkors on here a good enough
find me
Looking for your significant otter ?
yea who not
(blödes captcha ich bin ein Robotter hihihuhuha)
