>be me
>the year is 2009
>im a 15 year old beta kid with 2 really shitty friends
>they werent even friends
>one was my normie cousin and the other was a friend of his
>whenever we hung out it was only jokes and pranks at my expense
>over the summer my family finds this christian church in the city thats supposed to be really good
>we start going
>first week i notice a shit ton of kids my age
>they weren't the city trash that you would expect to see in the city
>people were well dressed and seemed nice
>3rd week, this kid which we will call kevin comes up to me
>'hey.. wanna come and sit with us?
>i was dumbfounded
>someone actually wanted me to sit with them
>i looked over at the group of kids and they were all just starring at me
>felt the pressure from all of them starring at me from the other side of the room
>i look to my parents for their approval and they nod
> i get up and go over with kevin
>he tells the group of others 'hey guys this is user'
>they all say hi and introduce themselves to me
>i sat next to 2 8/10s
>the one was giving me this look like she wanted to get it on
>i tried my fucking hardest not to get a boner but i failed
>tried to hide it from them and the others since most of them were looking at me
>thank god the pastor came up and started talking into the microphone
>killed my boner
>after church i talked with them more
>one girl we'll call her alex was taking a strong interest in me
>she was the sweetest girl i have ever meet in my entire life
>'hey user we are going on a church camping trip in a few weeks, you should def come with us so we can get to know you better'
>'uh.. i dont know.. ill think about it'
>the trip was going to be 3 days in the woods with not one person i knew
>i couldnt stop thinking about her and the others
>there was 4 hotties
>i talked to my 'friends'
>'dude! do it! you will get laid man! all of those hot chicks you cant pass that up'
>they were right
>asked my parents for the $300 it would cost to go
Be me
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>they were shocked that i was going to leave my room and give up vidya for a few days
>they gave me the money
>i didnt turn the money in yet since i was starting to doubt if i should go or not
> talked to my friends again
>'just do it already, dont be a pussy
>i turn the money in
>im on edge for a whole week just thinking about what the hell am i going to do or even say to these girls
>soon enough the trip comes
>i ride with alex, her dad and her younger brother who was a few months older than i was
>her brother sleeps the whole time and alex and her dad talk a little
>i am silent for the whole trip
>after 3 hours of driving we finally get there
>they show me the boys tent and i go set up my stuff
> i meet the first real friend of my life, Mike
>we were both into a lot of games and anime shows at the time
>i spent the day with him and his gf
>that night we sat around a camp fire
>i sat in between mike and alex
>they all talked for hours
>i just sat and listened
>it was pretty late and most the others went to bed
>one the few that were still up was this other girl
>7/10
>we will call her sam
>alex asks me if i watch the office
>i tell her no but ive heard of it
>sam loves the office
>'that show is so funny you have to watch it
> i ask her about it ans we talk for awhile
> i notice she wasnt like most girls
>she was quiet like me and we had a lot of similar viewpoints
>spend the next 2 days with her, mike and alex
> to sum it up the other girls were bitches with a lot of drama
>when i get home i start watching the office
>family ends up watching it too
>see sam twice a week at church and all we talk about is the office
> start freshman year and continue to do this the whole fucking year
>too beta to make a new move
>was in love with this girl
>was nice to me and listened to a lot of my problems
> thought she could be my soul mate
>eventually my cousins friend tries to help me go out with her
Bumping for great justice.
bump.. hope it ends beautifully, it never does.
Bumpitty
>friend finds out she really likes me and will say yes if i ask her out
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>she was flirty with me all night
>before im ready to go i go and ask her out
>'user you are a really great guy
>wtf
>'im just not ready to go out rn
>my 'friend is a dick
>i nod my head and tell her
>'oh thats fine haha.. take your time
>fight back the tears
>so
>god damn hard
>turn the corner and find my friend
>he asked about how it went and i told him
>he bitched her out over a text message
>next week i ask if we can go back to being friends
>dont speak for 3 months
>i find out she has a boyfriend
>wtf
>find out he relentlessly asked her out for 2 months and she finally said yes
>a year goes by and he gets cancer
Go on......
Interesting probably gonna be a troll but interesting.
>she texts me out of the blue one day
>now is my chance
>i immediately text her back 'hey whats up?
>' i was wondering if i could ask you a personal question
>here we go
>'do you think god is punishing us for doing "stuff"
>try to comfort her and tell her 'god works in mysterious ways
>the convo went on for a bit and then ended
>didnt hear from her again
>6 months later i find out he turned around and was going to live
>god... damn... it...
>he becomes the biggest dick
>hopes rise thinking she will leave him
>hopes die
>i soon find out that he proposes to her soon after he was back on his feet
>i was friedns with her younger brother and saw him once in a while and would hear about the wedding all the time
>she would talk about it in front of me with her mom
Hoping for a good ending, if not it’s still gr8 b8
I'm just hoping for an ending
Damn user, your getting me down
inb4 OP is fucking spiderman
>the wedding date is around the corner
>i am friends with most of her friends
>they all talk about how they are invited in if they are going
>i still have no invite
>one friend asks me if im going
>i tell them how i was never invited
>her, her mom, brother and friends all are in the room and become quiet
>i try to laugh it off but fails
>awkward silence for what seemed like forever
>silence finally brakes and i leave soon after
>wedding day comes
>my brother tries to cheer me up and we play vidya all day
>cry a bit at night knowing i let the only girl i ever loved get away
...
right in the feels.
tell me about it. their anniversary was a little while back. ran into an old friend from that group and cant stop thinking about it
pussy's pussy. get pussy
You can find another one or maybe the cancer will come back
forget about her user, someone right will come for you, and if it doesn't , go for them
funny thing is that i meet another girl, knew her for a long time,almost got married but she turned out to be a huge bitch so i ended it
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Please don't be bait please don't be bait...
thanks for the support mates. hope you enjoyed the story
I'm sorry user, go in tinder or something, get out there and get some love man
Honestly dude, sounds like oneitis. You think a girl like that is amazing from afar, but as a gf they end up disappointing.
This girl
>plays head games
>blows you off then dates another guy
>gives in to pressure from douche bags
>compromised her principles and honor
>passive aggressively didn't invite her friend to the wedding for who knows why reason
Seriously dude, your crush is a cunt. I know it hurts, but you didn't "let her go." You asked her out like a man and dodged a bullet. You'll meet the one soon.
Lol rekt
This user is woke
Amen user wise werds nigger
Nice trips
Pray for cancer
OP is Harry Osborne.
100 percent this, OP
She was giving signals, you asked her out, the rest is literally only her fault
because you're beta doeant necessarily mean that's why she hurt you. You might be straight ugly and being mad alpha might not have helped.
But there's great girls for you. Hormones too. Some to fuck and some to be with. She might be the only girl you've ever loved, but you're still a squid and have lots of life disappointments ahead of you. Many of those disappointments will be interlaced with intercourse.
Take some time to get over it, and then sac up.