Feels thread: single edition

Feels thread: single edition.
Who was she Sup Forums?

Self bump by OP

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Guess my threads gonna die. Fair enough. Ill try to keep it alive

Thats rough.

FUCKING THIS
>I'll never get to see her smile after a long day of work.
>I'll never get to hear about her day. Not usually interested in the slightest but because she's telling me it. Im 100% intrigued
>never going to be able to relive our first date together.
>drinking milkshakes in a sharis until we got bored and drove around for hours just talking.
>I'll never get my hoodie back from her.
>the one she always wore when it was cold.
>I'll never be able to take back all the arguements we had.
>I'll never be able to take back all the times I came home in a bad mood from work.
>I'll never be able to give her the ring I bought her.
>all because I fucked up.

Not love feels but feels

I have no hope for creating or maintaining meaningful relationships. I feel like I have so much to offer but I never feel able to open myself up

I'm sorry to hear that user. Have you tried a therapist?
Speaking from experience it opened me up socially a lot more. It helps if you got someone to talk to about shit.

haven't been to a session in forever, looking to start back up again but for now i just feel so distant even though my friends show a lot of love

I'm sure they care about you man. Any lady friends?

not really, I have a few girls that I snap but its just the occasional checkup to see how they are doing

How comfortable are you in social situations? You might be able to go find someone.

Doing better recently, been going out to concerts and clubs with some good friends and having lot of fun.

I'm sure it gets better for you then man. Some girl will find you cute or something. Just when you get that opportunity don't fuck it up. You got this dude.

Hey man thanks a bunch hope your'e doing ok tonight

Could always be doing better. But its all good. I fucked up with my girl. Just making sure fellow Sup Forumsros dont do the same

you seem like a great dude I'm sure it'll be ok

I know it will be. It still just sucks you know. Knowing you are the reason it didnt work out. In the mean time I browse this site that used to make me laugh a lot.

fuck, man.

fucking dammit.

That one and the one Op posted are both tear worthy.

fucked me too

Old but gold

Alright, I'll share a little story for you anons.
>Be many moons ago, I'm a wee lad of 14, maybe 15
>Have best friend
>Let's call her Laura
>I loved Laura
>She was beautiful and smart, she made me laugh and was fit
>And she accepted me
>I was kinda weird and awkward
>She didn't care she was always happy to see me
>Gave me a hug hello every time she saw me, even in the middle of class, would wait just outside to give me a hug and say hi
>We hung out all the time
>Parents liked me enough they let us have sleep overs
>Clothes on, we're just friends guys
>Then it happens
>Someone rapes Laura
>I was never privy to the exact details, I could never bring myself to ask
>But the after effects made things were worse than anything
>Immediately began to close up
>Failing classes
>Learned that she had frequent panic attacks
>Would wake up in the middle of the night screaming from nightmares
>I tried to spend more time with her, seemed like the only thing I could do
>Tries to make excuses
>One day decide to surprise her
>Stop by with her favorite chips, our favorite movie and her favorite shake (Dill pickle, Road to El Dorado and Lemon-Lime Sherbert shake)

bump for this

It just cemented me in my place. That honest truth. That fact that I missed out. I will never, ever, be able to experience it. I missed the starting gun.
And I'm still alone, just turned 21. Didn't even celebrate. Didn't even buy beer. Just sat in my room and waited for it to be over.
And I'm still alone.

Compressed to all hell but good

Good god user continue

my birthday was 3 days ago, turned 21 also. that's fucking rough user I'd buy you a drink

bump

>Spend the night
>She tells me she didn't want to burden me with her problems
>Begins to break down
>I comfort her the best I can
>You're never a burden, you mean the world to me, its gonna be okay
>"I'll always be there for you" I say
>Calms down and gives me a smile I hadn't seen in a very long time
>feelsgoodman
>Begin to leave next morning she walks me to the door, huge smile on her face
>She slept soundly and calmly throughout the night
>Says it was the first time she slept well since it happened
>She remembers it
>She starts to cry again
>Drop my stuff and just hold her, telling her its okay
>Calms down a bit, thanks me and I leave
>Decide there's only one thing to do
>Goo home, talk to parents
>Nervous but they agree its best for now
>Call Laura's parents
>They agree almost immediately, they were so happy to see their baby girl smile again

This one gets me every time

Moar anom

>Parents drop me off later that night
>Laura answers the door
Parents probably told her to, knowing the surprise
>I'm standing there, bag packed with clothes and what I'll need for a week or so
>She's confused
>Tell her if me being around more makes her happy, then that's what I'll do
>She says that it could be a long time
>I shrug
>Say "Maybe but I can't not help you, you mean the world to me. You know that"
>She smiles with tears in her eyes
>Hugs me tighter than she ever has before
>muffled thank you
>Anything for you
>Go up stairs, unpack some of my books and whatnot
>Switch into PJs
>Get homework done
>Settle down into a movie for the night
>Falls asleep almost immediately snuggled into me as tightly as she can
>Look down
>Up until now I had legitimately thought of her as a friend
>But looking down then
>Fell in love like you wouldn't believe

This has potential. Bumpy bump

keep it coming my dude

My heart is hruting dude. Hurry

>years
get the fuck over it

I'm typing as fast as I can, keep this bumped
It gets worse

>Give her a kiss on the forehead before drifting off myself
>Go to school next morning
>Be with her as much as I can manage
>Even try to talk the principal into getting us into the same classes
>Can't quite swing it but says he'll let the faculty know to take it easier on us, given the circumstances
>I'll take what I can get
>We go to the store after school
>Grab her favorites again
>I don't get her love of Lemon-Lime
>But she loves it
>So its okay
>Go home
>Do homework
>Play vidya
>It's nothing something she's super into, but she tries the Mario's and the Zelda's
>Mostly she watches me play
>While she has me in a semi-permanent bear-hug
>I don't mind, I like being with her
>The week blows by
>I go back home
>Tell her I'll be back tomorrow with another bag, she doesn't have to worry
>She smiles
>I won't user
>Go home that night
>Miss her so much I can't sleep
>Decide to tell her how I feel
>Maybe it'll blow up in my face
>But love amiright?
>Next morning comes around
>Have text
>From Laura
>Thanks for last week user, it meant the world to me. I know I've been a burden with everything, and I know I'm clingy I'm sorry. But last week made me very happy user. So thank you and I love you
>Hearts racing
>OHGODDOESSHEMEANWHATITHINKSHEMEEANS
>Can't wait to talk to her at school
>Get to school
>See her
>God she's fucking perfect

This seems to good to last.

it always is

Inb4 she goes back to sucking chad cock

This user gets it

>Runs up to me and hugs me
>Just like the old days, like nothing happened
>Tell her I have something to tell her
>She's interested
>But it has to wait till later
>She pouts
>Fuck how can you be this adorable>
>Tell her I'm not budging
>She huffs, pretending to be upset
>I know better
>Bell rings
>walk her to class
>See ya later
>School ends
>Walking her home
>So what did you want to tell me user?
>I'll tell you when I come over tonight
>anoooooon she whines
>Don't worry, it'll be worth it
>She huffs agin, blowing her hair slightly
>Okay user, I trust you
>Smile, give hugs and walk home
>Get dropped off that night
>Get set-up like last week
>Winding down for the night
>She's exhausted
>Quietly murmers "You're supposed to tell me something user"
>Nervous af
>My knees be weak
>My arms be heavy
>But no vomit so I got that going for me
Fuckit.jpg
>Go for broke
>"Oh yeah, just wanted to tell you that I'm in love with you and I really want to be your boyfriend or something"
>I said that exactly. Kinda. More teenager-y and more nervousness and awkwardy
>she mutters back "me too"
>"You want to be my boyfriend?"
>Lightly slaps my chest "You know what I mean
>I smile, heart beat is through the roof

edge of my seat over here

>inb4 dinosaur

Heres something to hold yall over while we wait.

not enough pixels. grainy af

kinda compressed

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HULLO

Leave now if that's what you wanna believe
>we date
>It goes well
>Parents are nervous at implications
>Tell them after everything, that's the last thing on my mind
>They relax a little
>I keep staying with her every week
>Sometimes its my house
>Sometimes its her
>Things are good
>Right Laura?
>Laura?
>...
>FF a few months
>At her house, heading back to my house to resupply
>Clothes, books, bad movies, the works
>Have means to transport myself now so that's a plus
>Texts me when I'll be back
>She has a *little* separation anxiety
>Tell her I'm in the car
>I lied
>I'm sorry Laura
>I'm so sorry
>Load up my stuff begin driving back
>She calls
>Can't answer, I'm driving
>Guilty af
>Get to the door
>"Honey I'm home"
>No answer
>Laura?

My bad. In google images it isnt so grainy

This fits this thread well

Finish the story already man

bumpu

i want to go to sleep hurry

im trying to sleep

>Drop stuff, run to her room
>She's not there
>Shouting her name
>Parents aren't home
>Going in all the rooms
>In the bathroom, doors locked
>Banging on it
>LAURA??
>I can hear her crying on the other side
>Sweetheart please answer, its user
>Nothing
>C'mon baby girl please open the door
>Shuffling
>user?
>Yes its me
>Opens it a crack
>Sees its me
>Throws door open
>Grabs me in a massive bear hug
>I called and you didn't answer
>I thought I saw the guy
She's a little paranoid and hallucinates. To understate it.
>But I don't care
>She's my Laura
>I'm her user
>That's all that matters
>Things go relatively smoothly for a while
>Then it happens
>Asks me to go pick stuff up from the store
>Weird but sure, waddya want?
>Gives me a list
>I leave
>I retrun
>She isn't where I left her
>Laura?
>Nothing
>Run up to room and it hits me in waves
>She's there
>Swinging
>Noose around her neck
>The rest is a blur
>The cops are called
>The parents are called
>She left a note, page long
>Only see this
"Thank you for everything user. But I can't do this. I can't be burden for the rest of your life, and I can't tale this anymore. I love you so much, but you deserve so much better. Good-bye user

Sorry it took so long, you can sleep now user-bros. Lord knows I can't.

I'm sorry user.

god fucking dammit, i knew this was gonna happen

I have a story to tell, not a happy one, but fuck it.
>Be me, highschool student
>No girlfriend, all my friends have their own significant others and I often feel left out.
>Mother died when I was 4, no family, often feel empty
>Then her.
>Deep gray eyes like pits of diamond
>Porcelain pale skin
>Platinum blonde hair
>Perfect height and skinny
>That God damn smile.
Feelsgood.jpg
>She's single, plays a lot of video games, great personality.
>Talk with her all the time, feel her growing closer to me.
>We hang out every weekend we can, we go to football games even though neither of us like them just because it's something to do together.
>One day, we're getting food after a convention.
>She's got pink colored contact lenses, making her eyes look bright and fiery, with a white tank top, black yoga pants, and a really cool Ouija board necklace.
>I'm looking her deep in the eyes, neither of us are eating, and her friends who came with us are just sitting there.
>She goes to get a milk shake
>I talk with her friend while she's gone, tell her I've been hanging out with her awhile and hope to become official soon
>"Isn't she talking with someone?"
>Feel. Heart. Shatter.
>Girl I loved, thought of all the time, and spent so much time on never thought of telling me she didn't see me as a romantic partner.
>I leave fairly quickly
>Hug her for a really long time before I go, she seems a little disconcerted by it, but who the fuck cares, I'm just her side project.
>Go buy gun at pawn shop
>Buy whiskey from gas station that doesn't ID
>Drive 90 mph on the streets, pistol on the dashboard and whiskey bottle hanging out window
>Car breaks down in the middle of a farm road
>Get out and yell a cry of pure anger and agony
>Pop off entire magazine into car
>Fall on the ground crying, scream curses to the sky, pumping my first to God telling him it ain't fair
>Burn Bible I always kept in my car for good luck, guess I'm a Satanist now
>Fuck love, I'm better off alone.

Despite our best efforts, why does it always must end like this?

Well that was a bit anti-climactic. I thought she'd be with some nigger fucking behind your back or something...

>I can't be burden for the rest of your life, and I can't tale this anymore.

Ugh, I hate this drama bullshit, always trying to be there for her, and that's the thanks you get. you do deserve better

Yeah, maybe, but she was worth it user
Honestly, I think I'd prefer that. At least then she'd still be alive

well, i guess im only getting a couple hours of sleep

current gf was raped when she was 14
shes tried to kill herself maybe 5 times mostly cutting and oding
one time she overdosed in the woods but some hikers found her. yknow it sucks because on of my favorite songs is dance with the devil by immortal technique and she cant be around me for a while if i play that song
yknow i care for her but she really annoying and just overall drives me mad with unnecessary online drama. i really wanna break up with her but i know shes gonna try again. last night we went for food and she started crying because she thinks were gonna break up again ( we just got back together about a month ago) what do

>Honestly, I think I'd prefer that. At least then she'd still be alive
Fucking hell man.

I'm so sorry user

user, can I screenshot these and share it later on threads? This was a very interesting story

I don't know user. If you love her, you have to come to terms with the fact you may have to deal with this for the rest of your life (assuming you want to spend your life with her). If you can't handle that, there's no shame in that. it's a lot to ask. But don't spend the rest of your life miserable because you're afraid she'll off herself. Also, get her to a therapist, hopefully it'll help user. Wish you the best :)

Is that a "Oh god the feels" Fucking hell man, or a "That's so fucking pathetic" fucking hell man? Either way; yeah user, you're right

Thank you user

Screencapped

This user did
Thanks anons

Thanks for the thread guys I'm heading out for those few hours of sleep. Hope everyone has a good day tomorrow

>be me
>17 yo. Depressed
>year is 2002. Internet was not in my house yet.
>was friends with all the popular kids but was never actually popular.
>class clown type kid.
>especially close to this girl.
>Her name was Hannah.
>we worked at a haunted house together my eighth grade year.
>became a tradition to work at the haunted house every october from eighth grade onward.
>she was the closest thing I ever had to a best friend.
>she always had boyfriends. She was a 8/10 so that was to be expected.
>never let myself think of her as more then a friend.
>knew she was way out of my league. Was fine with friendship eitherway.
>october rolls around.
>things are different this time.
>my depression had gotten to an all time high.
>I dropped out of school.
>part of it being that I was around shitty people. (Except hannah.)
>part of it being my lack of caring for school.
>dont tell anyone that I ever left.
>figured that they would forget about me.
>first day of the haunted house we work at starting.
>I had dropped out in may.
>no contact with anyone. Had turned my cell phone off so that I could be alone.
>hear honk outside my house.
>look out window.
>hannahs car...
Cont?

You too user. Love and godspeed

comt

Go for it user

The "Oh god the feels" kinda fucking hell man. Life is suffering, but fuck. Stories like these are just something else. I hate reading them, but I do every now and again so I can never forget that.

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Yeah, the stories are brutal. I hope you never have a story to tell in one of these threads

Reminds me, as this is a feels thread, I'll share the Sinclair story I saved a while back. 1/6

Part deux.

Part trois.

shes been going to a therapist most of her life picking her up from the therapist tommorow actually. the first time around we dated i loved her. now something is different last time we broke up she went and fucked a 28 year old with a kid she was 16 and ran away we broke up because she was suicidal and i told her mom, her mom really really doesnt like me and didnt know we were dating. and recently she got back on facebook and out of anger because i didn't want to date her was trying to fuck my friends just to spite me. its a very weird dynamic but i had to set a nofly zone around her to my close friends. and i knew she wasnt going to stop so i asked her to be my gf again because it made me so mad that she tried fucking my best friends out of hate.

Part quatre.

Part cinq.

Part six. I have nothing else to add to it except fuck.

I was with her for five years.
She loved me immeasurably and I didn't take it seriously. She had enough eventually. All I think about is her.
I wrote this letter to her. I haven't sent it yet, I'm too scared to. I've posted it on Sup Forums before but if anyone wants to read, tell me.

today i realized that out of everyone in my life, my mom is probably the only person i can count on, nobody else gives a shit about me, I'm starting to wonder if she even cares, at least she's actually kind of nice to me. it doesn't help that everyone steals from me and my dreams are dead either, the reason i haven't ended it all is because i don't want to make her suffer, aside from her, i am alone, broken and tired.

Thank you.
Nobody does, but life doesn't work that way.
The best we can do is try to learn something from these horrific examples.

Alright then
>instantly recognize her car
>semi shocked look on my face.
>part of the reason I dropped out was to get away.
>as I said I hung out with some shitty people.
>but she was just caught in the crossfire.
>figured she'd completely forget about me and we'd both just live our lives seperate.
>knock on the door.
>put some clean clothes on.
>open door
>instantly wrapped in a hug by her.
>feelsgoodman.gif
>she comes in
>talk about how our lives have been.
>tell her about everything semi embarassed.
>she didn't care about the fact I was a dropout.
>she knew I was pretty depressed in the first place.
>she had been alright over the summer.
>she broke up with her boyfriend of a few years.
>they were good together but he was apparentlh a dick behind closed doors.
>tell her that sucks. Ask her why she's coming to visit me.
>she says it was time we worked at the haunted house we always worked at.
>completely forgot about it.
>"come on user. This is our last year before we graduate."
>dont feel like correcting her.
>tell her I'll do it.
>been a while since I had left the house. Plus she was my best friend.
>we hop in her car.
Cont.

Well few things first I guess; if any of your friends do fuck her, they probably ain't your friend. Second, I understand the anger fully, I do, but I think you should try to let go of it. If I'm right, and I think I am, she did that because in a weird twisted way, she missed you, she hated not being with you, and she wanted your attention because she wanted you back. Or maybe I'm completely off base and she's an awful person, I don't know her. I've dated girls like this. Either you go hard and work with her, or you completely atrophy all your feelings for her. I'm sorry user, but that's basically how it has to be. But if I am right, it means she loves you, immensely, so there's that. Whatever happens, good luck and Godspeed user

Like the world has closed itself to you, and the last rays of light have disappeared from the world?

Part 2/5

Part 3/5

Part 4/5

I will also add that you need to do what's best for you first, no good person will ask what's needed to make that relationship work. But just make sure its actually what you want :)

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