I'm a 18yo halfnigger wannabe transgirl who isn't allowed to because if i do i get dropped off of my parents insurance...

I'm a 18yo halfnigger wannabe transgirl who isn't allowed to because if i do i get dropped off of my parents insurance (health and car) and forced to pay for my college myself
Not being able to transition has made me so suicidal and i haven't made any friends here and the semester is halfway done.
I started crying today after reading a ywn about growing up with and marrying a transgirl because I'm just that fucking lonely.
My grades are shit, I have no friends, I have no real passion for anything in life and I want nothing more than to belong to someone who'll love and care for me.
Heavily debating killing myself because I seriously have nothing to live for at this point and 0 redeeming qualities whatsoever
Help me, love me, or kill me
SquishSquishSquish#3796

You make one hell of an ugly woman. Kill yourself

die fgt

probably true even if it is contrary to what most people tell me

you have gender identity disorder it's what's making you suicidal

What's up Op. I'm down to talk. Straight, also half black guy here. Today I found out my connect can get shrooms. I'm pretty excited.

that and not taking my depression meds

thing with the hashtag is my discord
make sure you have a babysitter when you take them please, you might end up walking out into the road

I plan on taking them alone while hiking to these hot springs, and again at the hot springs. It's called Hippy Flipping. I'm taking an 8th with two ecstasy two days. (or less lol) I want to get lit.

aren't you just gonna fall down the mountain

Welcome to being an adult.
You're going to have to make a decision.
Chop off your cock and take financial responsibility for yourself.
Or, come and live in reality with the rest of us where you don't always get everything you want and choosing between fiscal security and having extensive cosmetic surgery to make yourself look like a squirrel because you're a squirrel on the inside and looking like a squirrel will make you happy, maybe. Should be a nobrainer.

You're not a squirrel, but you are nuts.

1. Post more pics
2. Post timestamp

Haha I hope not. I've only done half an 8th of shrooms at a time. It should be fine. If not....it is worth it XD

Op you should feel comfortable in your body. Who cares what others think as long as you are fine in your own body.

I don't really want many surgeries if any i just wanna start my hormones
I think you're right though, I just don't know how to go about taking out loans to pay for these things so i can actually feel somewhat comfortable in my skin
You really forced the squirrel joke by the way

depression doesn't make you suicidal. You don't have emotion when you are depressed

I'm not, and its not a question of thoughts its a question of actions, what will my parents and family really do if i go off on my own
what will I do? and how would i do it

Subhuman degenerate

I dont look so good right now hold on

You sure are a masochist lol
be careful out there

Then why was i diagnosed with it and given pills for it

What's your final solution heeetlar

Because you are depressive, but you are not suicidal because of depression

I feel you on the responsibility part. I once left everything behind and walked a thousand miles to La Paz, Mexico. Now I gotta stay and help shovel snow up here in Lake Arrowhead for my mom.

Going off on your own isn't bad. And who cares, what's the worst that could happen?

kys

Well at 18 you decide you want to make life changing decisions your parents arent financially obligated to make. That's on you and if they were super nice or super rich maybe they would but they don't have to and you sound like a spoiled little child throwing a tantrum. Relying on mom and dad to pay for all your shit but at the same time crying because they won't. Grow up. Get a job. Pay for your own fake vagina and be happy.

That's what they do for people who come and complain they are happy. Give them happy pills send them on their way.

masochist: (in general use) a person who enjoys an activity that appears to be painful or tedious.

Well I once fasted for 21 days and once became addicted to exercise. I agree. haha

...

Have you tried being a man?

your bed's permanently depressed because of your fat fucking fake drphil ass just sits on it and talks about shit you have no qualifications for

tbh I'm already alone here
I just don't know how to handle financial things

Dude really ? As an mixed dude, I never thought I would ever encounter a mixed trans person.

is this heetlar

As if not being dropped from insurance is being "spoiled" lol
Grow up

So quit being a faggot and an hero. You'd be free of this so called pain (that you have cause yourself, because your a fucking deranged asshat), and society would be just a tad bit stronger. Its a win win for everyone.

Seriously...... do it......

My pills dont make me happy

(Not Op)
Dude, us black people are actually pretty common on Sup Forums

oh jeez are you anorexic

?????

>I just don't know how to handle financial things
A = Make money
B = Spend money
A should be larger than B

this is stuff 5 year olds should be able to understand

Get a job then!

You're really fucking delusional and not understanding how serious we are when we say kys. I'm revving up the oven for you right now.

I'm rare
catch me

I'd let you suck my dick, tbh.

Then you're not depressed.

Eh, i think the half-nigger that cant decide if it wants to stand or sit when pissing, should off itself. Mainly because fuck the mentally insufficient.

It's a pretty basic fact user, look it up

Higher trans deathrates are bad for you
This shit gets blamed on "toxic masculinity"
it's in your best interests that i live

I know there's black people on Sup Forums, who do you think runs Sup Forums ? I'm talking about how many times I've encountered fellow muttalos, let alone a transsexual one.

Catch you ? Are you a homosexual ?

How do I go to college and pay for health insurance without parental help

I want a career not a job

OWO

B8

a job

Would you let me sleep in your house and make you dinner when you get home while you pay for my hormones
I'm a leech

You can't get everything you want. Just be happy with what you have. What is complaining going to solve?

They make me stable

No user, gender identity disorder is not the issue here. The issue is this child is expecting the world to conform to it. That isnt how life works. This . . . Thing...... should either nut up and pull its head out of its shit chute, or it should do society a favor, and take a long dirt nap.

In either case, op is a faggot, that should stop being a faggot. Im pretty sure its family would appreciate not having a faggot as offspring.

I don't get that joke

do it for me

I'm not so sure they do

I wanna be a specialist you know? I dont wanna work at walmart

Yeah sure, as long as you don't make my house smell black.

Joke ? What ?

Fuck dude. I've been trying to help you not to kill yourself but you are awful. Peace.

You cant get a career while being a faggot shitshow.


Unless you desire a career in a freak show. Then absoluyely you can.

I can't be happy like this or with a job
I've worked jobs before and its so bad for my health

Typical tranny, just do it.

specialist of what?

Give me a list of the things I'm expecting
Seriously how am i being spoiled here lol

I haven't been taking them

You missed the part where halfnigger is 18 and is legally an adult and should be self sufficient not "DADDY PLEASE DONT DROP MY INSURANCE I WANT A FAKE VAGINA"

I'd call expecting more financially out of your parents after you grow up to be "spoiled"

If halfnigger got a job halfnigger could get its own insurance

Halfnigger has no money to pay for its own fake vagina because halfnigger is a spoiled crying lazy good for nothing

working at walmart will pay for your college and wasteful surgeries whilst you get the education you need to become a specialist

That's the worst smell ever tbh

the gay thing

Be serious

Then cowboy the fuck up and stop doing faggoty things you jackass. Fuck being happy. Get your shit show unfucked, and act like a contributing member of society. Jesus.......

For fucks sake, if you cant human correctly then just do it. Kill yourself. Save your family the agony of knowing that they created some sort of mentally deranged fuckery. Allow them to have somewhat of a normal existence. Stop with the pussyfooting and do it.

Shit or get off the pot....

The question I asked is, are you gay ?

ok?
goodbye user you meant so much to me lol

It really is, and they don't even realize that they smell.

To be clear, it's possible to have suicidal thought 'caused' by depression as in you start thinking it is the only way to end this feeling. But in the case of OP, she has suicidal thought not because of depression, but because of her emotions / what is happening to her life right now.

You are kind of a bitch.

I'd fuck you and even snuggle afterwards. Jus sayin.

Your expecting that your parents pay for your downstairs mixup to be fucked with, you expect the world to conform to you so you can experience rainbows and unicorns, you expect to be happy 24/7/365, you expect to live off of your parents dime, and you want free shit and are not willing to put in the god damned time or effort to change your position.


I could continue, but i think you get the gyst, you embarrassment of the human race.

I want a satisfying career or at least a tolerable one

Mentally ill faggot

Purdy maouf/10

I am being serious. What company worth its weight is going to take some sort of shit show brat seriously. The gender fuckery not withstanding.

You're right but I'm not expecting anything more
My guess is you were on your parents insurance until 26 like most people are so
who's spoiled again

Black people have the scent of geriatric old people mixed with feces

You really think so?
You sure about that?

Want in one hand, and shit in the other. Which will actually be in your palm?

wash they ass

yeah

>she

You told me to die

How bout you wash my ass, faggot?

aw thanks

I'm not expecting them to do that at all, I was going to pay for hormones myself but they said that even if i started that on my own money they'd still drop me