I have a dilemma. I have a desire to suck a cock, and I know its not just when I'm horny...

I have a dilemma. I have a desire to suck a cock, and I know its not just when I'm horny. I think about it randomly during the day and my subconscious thinks about it as well. I've gone as far as scheduling an understall suck on Squirt and he's waiving his hand under the stall, wanting me to get down to suck him. But I just sat there, and then walked away due to nerves. This has happened twice.


What should I do? Any advice as how to get past that last mental jump? I almost want to leave a phone number so someone can text me encouragement while I'm in the bathroom stall! (Would anyone be interested in that?)

You either go there with the total
mindaet that you will DO it... or you go there with doubt and DON’T.

You have to decide it, not some random person on Sup Forums

You should stop being so extreme. Meet someone worth spending time with, don't go with the intention of sucking a dick. You are trying to sell yourself on an artificial way of looking at the world, just stop and take your time

is pic related you

Dude you are really stuck on this aren't you? Maybe stop trying to force it and just let it happen naturally.
Do you have a gf? Is this something you wanna do but keep on the down low? Do you realise you might not actually enjoy it?

So I was in the same situation as you but different ending.
A guy from my high school randomly messaged me and was like hey bro long time no talk. I already knew he was gay because freshmen year he sent me a dick pic and at the time I freaked out and didn’t talk to him
Anyways, we talked a bit and Basically told him I was curious about things. That very night he picked me up, we drove to somewhere kinda secluded and talked and basically ended up sucking each other off in his back seat
He really wanted me to fuck him but I refused. Tomorrow night we are going to “hang out” again. I’m looking forward to sucking cock again

Keep out of bathrooms. That shit is gross.
Just as well you walked away. Who knows what you might have caught.
If you really want to do this have some self respect. Arrange to meet a dude and maybe even get a drink before hand. Just be chill about it. You'll probably find the experience more satisfying and shit he might even do you to.

Whatever you do please don't go to a bathroom stall and get on your hands and knees in piss. Just to get in an awkward uncomfortable position to give some weirdo an unsatisfying bj. Trust me, I doubt you will enjoy that at all

Nice cock.
On the other hand, in some cases, self humiliation mindsets for example, a filthy floor is exactly where you should be whhile sucking a cock. A glory hole porn booth is even better and oddly more safe and secure than a restroom.

Just my 2 cents.

I think that's a bit extreme for a first timer.

Either way looms lime we've lost OP. Pity, but I fear he's worked himself up into a nervous wreck over thinking it.

Yes, it may be extreme for a first timer, BUT I think it important to know why you are considering it in the first place. Nice dinner, drinks, holding hands, etc. sounds a lot like a lifestyle. Kneeling on a filthy floor sucking a cock for the sheer humiliation of it sounds like a sex act for mental / physical pleasure only. Am I making sense here? They really are as different as day and night.

Not OP but thanks for this user

Yeah you are making sense. I'm just coming to it from a very limited place I admit. I see nothing attractive or desirable about demeaning yourself. I appreciate that's my life experience or prejudice talking and others likely won't agree. Of course I'm cool with that but but just adding my 2c.
Also i'm interested in OPs mindset and why he is so bothered by this but can't seal the deal. I mean shits not that hard.

why wont you faggots just die

Trollfag.

i feel the same but about giving a footjob

You are a unusual Sup Forumstard user. :) Thank for the feedback.

I have lived for some time and have learned to enjoy much out of life. So, I have explored many mindsets. I love women A LOT and have zero desire to have a homosexual relationship. I am what is referred to today as "Heteroflexible" which is probably just a way to say Bisexual when the mood hits. But for me, it is a purely physical thing and if a dude wanted to hold hands or cuddle afterwards, I would toss them out on without a second thought.

stop being gay

Trollfag.

faggot

trollfag or the best advice you'll ever get

maybe both

Trollfag.
Respect the dubs.

faggot

Well the trollfags are either out in force, or it is just one pretending to be more (the likely case). At any rate, this thread is dead.

Goodnight Sup Forums anons.

Same position here OP
Been wanting to hook up with a guy for my first time but it's hard finding someone cute
Having a gf too doesnt help

you're the kind of faggot that gives faggots a bad name

i found a transgirl MTF who still had all the plumbing. i sucked her cock so well

i still think about her and feelling her meat slide down my throat

its a lot easier than you think. just close your eyes lick your lips and suck. personally i like giving deepthroat

>What should I do?
You should suck a cock. And not in some fucking bathroom somewhere. Do it in a hotel room or a park bench of something with at least a bit of dignity. Sucking cock is not some satanic thing you should be afraid and ashamed of. Just fucking do it and get over yourself.

be careful...

the first time i sucked a dick i got aids and died

looms lime

Youre gay