S/fur

s/fur
How are you supposed to deal with spending a few days not talking to someone who you're emotionally dependent on?
>tfw constantly seeking validation from them
>tfw love them more than anyone in the whole wide world
>tfw they're always nice to you despite your slight autism

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Is it your dog ?

No, it's some Canadian girl.
I kinda react like a dog does to their owner when I see her online though!

i getcha

>online


Leave your house user .

just try and distract yourself with somthing like a project to work on or whatever
also comfy fur

But people in my country are mean to me 3:

there are always some good people, you'll find em eventually

I want to but financial issues distract me!
All I wanna do is finish my current programming project, then finish another, then learn Vulkan.

there's a start
i have loads of shit i started and still need finishing

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archiveofourown.org/works/11778270

archiveofourown.org/works/11798901

archiveofourown.org/works/11923920

archiveofourown.org/works/12323790

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>find the fine line between narcissism and edgyness
>???
>now emotionally independant

stuff.

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I need lewd images for a discord profile pic. No nudity.
Go.

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Requesting equestrians

horses > nigger horses / zebras

Post some then

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whats this from

Any h/horse?

>having this much of an inferiority complex about fictional cartoon animals
congrats, you win the fandom.

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Holy shit OP
Going through exactly same situation

lots of masturbation duh

kill you are self

Are you me? That's exactly what I'm doing now.

What's she/he/she(male) like?

No one uses Vulkan, stop wasting your shitting time

Why not just relax, it's only going to be a few days. And fill your balls till that day.

>stop wasting your time shitting time

fug off nerd. vulkan is the future. superpower by 2030

Adorable, lovely and caring...
The thing is, we've been together but well, there is another guy i guess, so i'm pretty fucked up rn

Learning Vulkan, or trying to program but being too poor for it?

It's complete ass how:
>inexperienced programmer: gets a fraction of minimum wage to use their years of learning to basically do all their employer's work for them
>waiter: considered the lowest of the low yet gets minimum wage for an extremely easy job

Have you told her how you feel?

(Both drunk, and mentally devastated)

Just sayin, ziggers are the garbage that want to think " we is horses" but arnt because there nithing but warm fuck holes for proper male horses.

Yea I have some projects I need to get done before I start though. Vulkan is really low level and I like that, but requires a ton of work before even getting to the swapchain stage... its how it should be though.

And idk about programming wages yet because im only out of HS now.

kill yourself you cuck

What are you using to learn Vulkan?

Also, programming wages are total BS when you're starting out, they get better later.
You've got a choice between:
>being paid basically nothing as an intern
>being paid basically nothing as a freelancer
Employers place WAY too much value on work experience.
You can have been learning programming for years and working on plenty of your own projects, but if you've never been hired before, employers will literally expect you to work for a dollar an hour if you're freelancing. (more if you're an intern, but it's offset by transport costs)

I heard. I don't like the looks of programming jobs because I hear people get burnt out from problem solving all the time, under strange time constraints.

I'm just using whatever I can find on the web to learn, specifically this guide: harrylovescode.gitbooks.io/vulkan-api/content/index.html

Since software engineering jobs don't look fun I'm probably going to get a degree in chemical engineering instead, since I'm really good at chemistry. Then code whatever I want as a hobby. But if not, then I can upload my massive list of projects to github and make a portfolio.. that counts as experience right?

>slight autism
>emotionally dependent on
>some Canadian girl
>online

Just kill yourself.
Something this weak and pathetic is not meant to survive.

reported

It does, Github portfolios are sometimes expected.

Try spending a few months no contact to someone you were emotionally dependant on for 3 years...

RIP

Become independent. Get some hobbies. Be yourself.
If you need ideas for hobbies, every day, spend one day browsing each board of Sup Forums, from Sup Forums to /x/
Before you reach the end, you will have multiple new hobbies that fascinate you. While socialisation is nice, there's so much more to the world, that you can do on your own.

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Suck on their ghost boner.

Forgot to get a pumpkin to carve, this year.

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I'm also sadly going into computer stuff. Self-taught system administation and programming, with some system administration certifications to back it up.
Computers are fun, being a wageslave instead of working ethically is not.

bump

please respond

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Please user. Whats her firstname?

No idea.
She's really closed off to everyone when it comes to certain things.

Is she Shy?

A little.

That is the weirdest rendition of Momiji I have ever seen. I kinda like it.

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How old is she?

As a tulpa can be.

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If he bites harder, she'll die.

Early 20s, a little older than me.
She's absolutely adorable and having known her for years but always been apart is painful 3:

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Goodluck, user. She sounds wonderful.

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You do know that long term unchecked schizophrenia is a bad thing, right?
It has a serious chance of progressing if not been treated.
Better spend few hours with doctor, than flushing the rest of your life down the slow drain.
It would not hurt to try.

Mental illnesses are made up things meant only to put you on drugs, so you can be (((like everyone else)))

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I have a programming problem that I'm not really sure how to solve.
It's not that it's a hard problem, it's just that I'm not sure what's the best solution.

The situation is that I have a program that takes an image as input, and produces a similar image as output (if you feed it a red-outlined, green-filled square against a white background, it will produce red-outlined green-filled angular shapes against a white background)

However, due to how it attempts to resolve patterns in the image that are not allowed, sometimes a particular colour will be very rare or even nonpresent in the output image despite being abundant in the input image.

So, what I need is a way to make it more likely to place colours that there are too few of, and less likely to place colours that there are too many of.
I've thought of a number of ways but they all have problems.

I'm talking about an actual girl, not my tulpa.

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People are making themselves "like everyone else" just fine by themselves.
No need to invent shit.

If you say so.

btw. Your colour transformation matrix is not the thing you should worrying about right now...

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I couldn't find it on e621.