Childhood sex memories????

Childhood sex memories????

Jesus you really want to go there?
My shit is pretty hardcore molesty. Pretty much you name it, I likely had to take part in it. Its taken me years to try get some perspective on it. It wasn't ideal, its cost me family, partners all sorts of shit. Used to tear me up inside, now I'm cold or indifferent.

Not meaning to put a downer on this thread. Dont usually contribute. Today im just giving my perspective. Have a bump though, I find these threads interesting to get a comparison to my own experiences.

One time in 3rd grand I was forced to rub an older girls vagina. Thinking back she ways pretty ugly.

Grade

Please greentext

Ok, not sure if I should be sharing but just for you- whaddaya want? Can whip up a quick text
> aunt?
> male adult forced?
> male adult consensual?
> dog?
> sister?
> gfs big bro?
> random kids?

I touched my pepe and it felt weird.

Just posted on other thread

>Was a horny young boy
>Had a little cousin that was also very horny
>Used to go to his house on a daily basis to play on his PS2 and also with each other's dicks
>He sucked me a few dozens of times but I was never able to cum in his mouth
>When it was my turn to suck him I always denied (mainly because his foreskin didn't go all the way down and that annoyed me a little)
>We tryied a few things like sitting on each other laps, moaning and other stuff (never kissed tho)
>Today I regret a little not sucking him
>We talk to each other like once in 3 months like that never happened

oh god, they seem all exciting. i mean, please don't be offended. i just fooled a bit with my sister and same-age males and females while i was in grade school, but i'm pretty aroused by that concept.
so... could you start with sister? then maybe the male adult ones.

>>Be me
>> Be about 6 or 7 years old
>> Hot girl named Rachel in the school
>> Friend & I drag her down into the long grass far away from teachers and prying eyes
>> Take off our pants to expose dick
>> Tell Rachel she can do anything
>> Hit's us in the dick/balls and runs away

I taught my sister how to masturbate
>around 12-13
>discover masturbation feels good
>cum for the first time
>holy shit this is amazing!
>masturbate every chance I get, 3 or 4 times a day
>I'm a socially inept retard who thinks I invented this strange new thing
>I know it's private because genitals, but I gotta tell someone how amazing this is
>sister (around 11-12)
>tell her about my grand discovery
>she asks me to show her
>I whip it out and she watches me go to town on myself till I cum
>she is facinated
>over the next few days she watches me a couple more times
>she says she feels sad because she doesn't think she can do that w/o a dick
>tell her about rubbing herself down there and after a bit she starts telling me about how she can make herself feel good by rubbing her pussy
>we end up watching eachother masturbate and more or less give eachother lessons in how to get eachother off
>after about a year of this we started to understand doing it together was weird so we stopped doing it in front of eachother
>today we are both in our twenties and we have never done anything since then, but we are pretty open when we talk about sex with eachother, and even joke about how we used to watch eachother when we were kids

Thats pretty cool

Ok. I'm mostly indifferent to it all now with the exception of my little sis. Thats the one thats a bit tough for me, but no problem.
> be highly sexualized kid because exposure to perverts in extended family and friends of family
> inevitable that I take interest in my sister
> fuck knows why but am left alone with her one night
> I'm only 9, she's 4
> seriously, parents went out and left us alone, I remember the Oscars were on TV
> sis and I play our game, both of us enjoy it, we have a name for it but I'm not gonna share it because that's too personal for me
> both of us real excited, usually we are just handsy, but because we have place to ourselves get more involved
> I remember now, parents were drinking at a friends who only lived a few doors down
> clothes off we jump into parents bed
> I get on top of her, she opens her legs and we grind while kissing
> always feels good, nice and warm and she smells like soap
> I eat her a little
> but mostly pretend fucking
> get bored after a while, go back to watch TV, leave her in bed
> fap myself for a while
> some times passed ready to go again
> decide to step it up, I want to fuck her
> walk into room, get into bed with junior peen
> she's fast asleep
> push her and try wake her up, not happening
> decide maybe not the best idea I've ever had
> leave her alone

When I was a kid my dad used to watch me jack off and was pretty physically abusive. It seemed normal to me as a kid cause I just did what he told me, but it wasn't till I was an adult where I realized just how fucked up it was. I still have scars from one time he was drunk and he burned my penis/scrotum several times with a cigarette.
He's in jail now thankfully, but still his shit fucked me up pretty bad

Male adult forced or consensual? I've cut off my feelings so doesn't matter. I'm not gonna get triggered. Sure I'll regret sharing this tomorrow but for now maybe its therapy????

I used to masturbate a ton as a kid, but for some reason tv had it drilled in my head that I was bad for enjoying it. Because of this I always thought if I didn't have my penis I would be a good kid and because I had one I was bad. So much so there were several times as a kid growing up where I would sit in the bathroom with open scissors on my penis and try to hype myself up enough to close them, I was always too afraid to close the scissors so I never did anything thankfully

When I was about 12 me and my friend used to make our foreskins "kiss" cause we thought the pink tips on the end of our skin looked like "lips". After we did this a couple of times we just kinda stopped and just started drifting apart. To the point where we would ignore eachother in the school hallway.
>I miss playful frotting with my friend ;-;

what about both? before forced and then consensual

>be me
>aged around 5
>have a cousin 2 yrs older living near you
>one day he's home alone and invite you to play
>he has the idea of playing "let's kiss each other's body parts"
>"OK"
>starts by kissing cheeks
>than kiss on the mouth
>go down to the belly
>time to remove underwear
>first kiss on the butt
>then we kiss our penises
>he wants to stop
>beg him to let me kiss his feet too
>he does let me
>time to go home so we dress up and i go home

I licked both of my sister's pussies when they were like 7 - 9 and I was like 11 - 13. I was horny teenager and we were sleeping in the same room. When they slept, I creeped to their beds and licked them. I tried once the older one to pull into mutual masturbation, but she didn't want to.

sometimes i touch my willy and a white stuff come out

did you develop castration fantasies? i'd like to nibble or get nibbled on a blowjob, under the (fake) threat of biting it off

>Be 13
>Have a cute cousin my age
>Was living with her and her dad because my family was poor
>When nobody was around/was nighttime we would do different sexual things with each other
>Play doctor alot
>I would eat her out till she cum
>She suck me till I cum
>Last thing I remember doing with her was her taking off her pajama pants and telling me to eat her ass and pussy while she sucked me off
>I moved a couple months later and I haven't talked to her in years.
>Pretty sure she has a kid now

>be me.
>be child.
>sex.exe
>le fin.

Probably not a question to ask. I'll post a time I remember clearly enough that doesn't bring any bad thoughts. Same age as the other story I posted
> driving he pulls over
> I know what's gonna happen
> lay by, rest area off the road
> he's wearing work shorts, blue wife beater and work boots
> he gets out for a piss, then walks over to my side of the ute with his dick still out
> he's playing with himself so by the time he gets to me he's already firming up a little
> opens the door stands there and pulls shorts down to his knees
> I sit in front of him and help him fap
> he gets fully hard
> I lean forward and start sucking
> easy to do, done it heaps of times with him
> kind of enjoy it, or he tells me I do, he never hurts me so its not that bad
> he just kinda thrusts his ass back and forth and feeds me his dick
> its all good
> stops a couple times to get me to lick him all the way up or kiss him there a bit
> but mostly its just straight up mouth fucking
> time to change places, he sits down i m standing, lean forward and get back to blowing him
> he loves this, tells me its the most fun ever and I'm really good
> he's getting excited, dicks firmer, I know he will come soon
> he's got his pants all the way down now, I have to run his thighs while he gets more worked up
> hear him breathing heavy and legs tense up
> I prepare myself
> he starts cumming
> I do my best to swallow, try take as much as I can
> he making all the usual noises
> cum taste terrible as always, I try not to think about it
> spit alot of it up, ends up all over his dick and balls
> hes always fine with this but hates it if any gets on the upholstery
> mouth has to stay on him until he says otherwise
> sometimes another few minutes
> says good nice things to me slowly pushes his ass back and forth
> finally stops
> good that's enough
> I did what I had to, got it out of the way, he's not gonna bother me for a while now
> gives me a coke
> i watch him clean up
> we drive off

anyone save the pics of that fucked up asian bitch from last night?

wow

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You mean the one that didn't exist? Yeah bro, I got em right here. Hold on my folder is warming up. (I hate when my folder takes 10 minutes to warm up)

huh? did she not post in the new thread along with her tits?

Naruto really let himself go

The timestamp may have been real but I doubt the pics posted after that because the color was fucked up and the skin looked darker

I SAID SOMETIMES I TOUCH MY WILLY AND A WHITE STUFF COME OUT

Forced
> same dude who was driving me
> is friend of step dad
> party one night
> adults are stoners, drinkers, I don't think anything of it then but now realise how fucked up they were
> as a kid when this happened I just hoped they would shut up so I could sleep
> so this night finally all quiet, no idea what time it is
> door to bedroom opens
> he walks in, stumbles all over
> is way drunk
> gets into my bed, shit he stinks of beer, smokes and sweat
> he's usually real nice and careful with me
> right now he's forceful and I'm scared, things are way different
> I'm pushed right up against the wall
> he undoes his belt buckle
> cock out shoves it in my face
> I suck him but he's not really getting up
> taking a while, its hurting my mouth
> he holds me still so I can't move
> keeps going and finally gets hard
> usually he's nice and it can be fun, tonight I know I'm out of my depth and in danger
> puts me on my stomach, pulls underwear down
> lues on top of me, I don't really know what's going on
> no, I kinda know, but am confused because I'm a boy and this is only something you do with girls
> he pushes it against me
> feels so... just pain, red pain
> he can't get in and tries harder
> still can't get any further
> I'm getting squashed, almost having trouble breathing, he's so fucking rough
> he just keeps trying and I lie there let him do whatever, don't have a choice
> after a while he makes those noises, ass feels wet and warm. I feel gross
> he gets off me and falls asleep
> I'm still squashed and real uncomfortable
> lie awake all night
> sun up hear movement in the house
> mum walks in, 'wake up user!'
> she starts screaming
> get the fuck out of his bed you cunt, get the fuck out of here
> he runs out she's hitting him
> comes back in crying, user did he hurt you?
> um, nope. Not like I'm gonna admit to anything
> she's like ok
> don't think she believes me but its never mentioned again

kys faggot

i figured it was just the lighting, but i guess she was just fucking around with us lmfao

>when I was a kid I used to sleepover my cousin's cause my folks would work late and my aunt lived down the street
>share room with cousin, I'd sleep on the floor in a sleeping bag and she'd sleep on her bed
>I remember once she climbed in the sleeping bag with me
>half asleep I didn't know why she felt so warm
>holy shit she's naked
>she asks me to get naked too
>I do
>she cups my cock/balls and rubs them till I get hard
>it feels so fucking good
>she just giggles at my reactions
>she pretty much gives me my first hand job, the whole time my body can't stop shaking I'm so nervous/excited
>I have what I can only assume was a dry orgasm
>me and her just snuggle and rub eachother before we fall asleep
>my Aunt's face when she woke us up and we were naked in a sleeping bag
We had a long talk about why we don't sleep naked with cousins that morning

Lost my virginity at 9 in a drunken sex marathon with my aunt and uncle.

I remember my mom pretty much had to teach me how to clean my dick. Once I didn't bathe for a long time or something so she had to show me how to pull back my foreskin to clean it. For whatever reason instead of doing something rational like use a face cloth, she instead scratched off my dick cheese with her FUCKING FINGERNAILS.
Now for any cut anons not in the know, when you peel back the foreskin, your head is CRAZY sensitive, so something like my mom's sharp as fuck fingernails did NOT feel good. Another thing being dick cheese gets stuck under the head and in between the frenulum. The frenulum being the MOST sensitive part of a cock.
Well my mom didn't get the memo as she proceeded to DIG into my frenulum with her fucking blade like fingernails and she FUCKING CUT MY FRENULUM WITH HER FUCKING NAIL FUCK!
>bleeding in the bathtub
>"Mom! It hurts!"
>crying my eyes out
>"Well next time you'll clean yourself right user? Stop crying and don't be a baby!"
My dick still has a scar on the underside from her fucking fingernail today

When I was 12 me and a girl around my age sat in her basement and watched eachother masurbate while her folks had a drinking party up stairs. She was a skinny brunette with a bob cut and braces, and her puffy nips/pussy will always be in my memory (I don't feel right about it but I still fap to the memory of it every now and again, I know it's wrong, but god damn it was the hottest thing I ever did with a girl in my life)

Random kids!

Hott

So fuck it, why not not greentext, right?

dog pls

Weirdest thing I did as a kid
>me and my little brother were about 9/7 years old
>for some reason he used to love playing with his butt, I caught him in our clubhouse thing we had in our backyard fingering his asshole
>I was playing with worms in the dirt earlier and this sparks an idea
>for some reason I decide I wanted to put a worm in my brother's asshole
>he thinks this is hilarious and is all for it
>we both lose our shit laughing as a put a fat earthworm in his fucking anus
>oh no it went all the way in
>my brother says it feels weird and to get it out
>9 year old me is now on my knees digging in my brother's asshole for the worm
>I can't feel it
>it's lost in his ass
>he starts bawling and I run and hide under my bed
>hear him try to tell my mom what happened
>she has no clue what the fuck he is trying to say so she thinks he's just being a dumb kid
>mfw I never got caught
I'm sure he pooped it out eventually, but as a kid I always thought it was gonna lay eggs some day and he was going to shit out worms forever

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Bmp

Mine is more traumatic than sexy but here we go.
>be bullied as a kid, kids doing what kids do, call me "gay", "faggot" etc.
>my drunk red neck dad catches wind of this. He does the whole "and you just let em do that? I didn't raise no pussy!" talk and smacks me around a bit, tells me to be a man
>later that night he's drunk, I hear him yelling at my mom "Why would they call him a faggot? That shit don't come from nowhere! They call him that for a reason!"
>playing videogames trying not to cry
>all of a sudden I hear him yell "user! GET YOUR ASS IN HERE!"
>I ask him what I did wrong
>he's shit faced, reaks of booze, stomps over to me and gets in my face
>"you don't lie, right user?"
>"N-no"
>"you're gonna tell me the truth, right user?"
>"yeah"
>"You doin' something you shouldn't?"
>I look over at my mom for clues as to what he could be talking about
>she just sits smoking cigs and listens to my dad get more angry
>he smacks me aside my ear
>"she aint gonna help you boy, I asked you a question!"
>"I don't kno-"
>smacks me aside my head again
>"You know what them boys say about you! You a gay boy? You a faggot?!"
>"No dad!"
>he slaps me again in the head
>"DON'T YOU LIE TO ME YOU LITTLE FAGGOT SHIT! YOU BETTER NOT BE SUCKING DICK LIKE SOME KINDA QUEER FUCK!"
>he smacks me some more as I cry no
>"come here, user!"
>he grabs my shirt and throws me at the floor by my mom
>he now points at my mom
>"Show him how to not be a little faggot"
>she says she doesn't want to, he says he's not asking and show your pussy
>my mom looks numb to the world (she usually does) and she stands up and drops her pants and panties, sits on the couch and shows her pussy to me
>my dad grabs me by the hair hard and shoves my face closer to my mom's pussy
>"I didn't raise no fag boy now you learn to like it!"
>my mom starts touching herself in front of me while dad holds my head towards her pussy
1/2

>mom touches herself while my dad holds my head close by my hair
>this goes on for a while
>I starts crying again
>he pulls my head back and tells me to stop crying and watch
>shoves me towards my mom, he grabs a beer and starts walking out
>"Now you gotta learn, user. And (my mom) you gotta teach him how to be a fucking man. When I come back you better still be right there."
>he leaves
>my mom stops and breaks down crying
>I don't know what to do, so I just sit on the floor and stare blankly at the tv
>after a while we hear my dad come back and we pretend like we were before
>he tells me to go to bed and remember what my mom showed me (like I can ever forget)
>I lay in bed, hear him smack my mom around before they have sex
And that's the first time I saw a pussy

Fuck
Sorry user
This is fucked up

Nice that's hot

second yo

>11 y/o
>playing video games with my friend
>he show's me a porn dvd he found
>both horny as fuck
>he kisses and licks my dick
>I cummed on his lips
das it

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I was asleep in the living room when I was 9, I woke up to someone lying down next to me and his hand was down my pants fondling my dick, rubbing and playing with my balls as I feel my dick get hard. He feels it get hard and starts stroking my 9yo dick as he grabs my hand and puts it on his and uses it to jack himself off. Actually feels really good but I don't say anything or make any noise, I just pretend I'm asleep. Turns out it was my dad jacking me off and making me cum at 9yo

ITT: kids being molested

(never kissed tho) because its not gay if you guys dont kiss

From the time I was 10 to a few weeks after my 13th birthday I was molested by a friend of my father and my aunt. She got caught by my aunt and ended up going to prison.

Most of my childhood sex memories are me being molested.
> Live in rural town.
> Mum has to go to hospital in the city so me and brothers get dropped off to stay over at a family friends.
> Other family has 2 boys one two years older than me and the other one is almost 18.
> Not enough room for everyone so 3 of us sleep in one bedroom and 18 year old and my older brother in the other bedroom.
> Lying in bed and after about an hour my older brother comes in and wants to swap with my second oldest bro, bit odd but whateves.
> Hour after that when everyones basically asleep I get woken up by my other brother, tells me to swap.
> Go to 18 year olds room, hes standing there in boxers and lets me in, jump in bed under a few thick blankets and lie there.
> 18 tells me if I get really hot its cool to just strip down to undies like him. Acutally do feel warm and strip off feeling like a cool old kid.
> 18 asks me if I feel okay. "Yeah I usually dont wear shirts and stuff at home", he laughs and says thats cool, start talking about little things like school and whatnot.
> 18 asks me if Ive done sex ed yet, say no but Ive heard all about girls and sex and stuff from the other kids.
> Asks me if I have a crush on anyone, admit I do and why I like her etc.
> Asks me if Ive jacked off to her. I still didnt know about any of that, so I told him I dont know.
> Starts telling me all about masturbation and how it feels reeeallly good and how I feel when I think about her (horny) is me wanting to do that.
> Suddenly "here I'll show you" and his dick is out, pretty average size but huge to me at that age.
> Must have looked stunned because he said "Its fine all boys have one, you do it to and come next to me"
> Take off my undies and get next to him.
> Spend the next however long touching his dick, having him touch my dick while he kept me close with his hand on my back, encouraging me when I wasnt too sure.

Details are a bit long.

>Drinks
>last three awake - me, my aunt, and uncle
>out to the garage with the booze
>more drinks, groping, kissing, stripping
>first real kiss was my aunt
>got carried, naked, back from the fridge by my uncle - and babby's first blowjob
>Aunt taught me to eat her out while my uncle found the lube
>Lube drizzled on my ass. Uncle groping, massaging, stroking me. Finger goes in.
>Asks if I'm ready for something larger. Being drunk and horny, I nod frantically into my aunts sopping lap.
>Babby's first anal sex
>Aunt sprays my face, uncle sprays my insides, and I spray the blanket on the couch - babby's first orgasm
>And we went for a few hours. That's when I learned that I had a bit of stamina, and no refractory period.

Stayed home "hungover" with them the next day while everyone else went for drinks at a family friend's... We were pretty sore Sunday morning