Well Sup Forums Im currently working on drinking myself to death. the qt3...

Well Sup Forums Im currently working on drinking myself to death. the qt3.14 that I have is a little mad at me and Im not having a good time with my depression, my friends are ignoring my but alcohol is here for me
>pic related, its the qt
any ideas or anything on what I can do about my situation.

trips can get me to send her a text non offensive in nature and preferably something that wont make her hate me

She is mad at you? Doesn't she wanna help you out?

have a drink

is that her or you?

she does, and tbh she's the reason I'm still alive. But I kinda got impatient with her while I was drunk a few days ago because I asked her how she was doing a couple of times and she didnt seem to respond, but she had responded immediately and I made an ass of myself :/
I currently am sir

why she mad tho

if its a stupid reason im leaving this thread and you should stop being sad

haha yes very funny :)

kys turd, you don't deserve that girl.

text her ask what is wrong.

instead of asking a board of random people for advice just quit drinking.
i've seen what alcohol does to people that take it too far, by the time you realize you should have stopped it'll be too late and you'll have lost some pretty vital organs.

I already have, clearly and concisely expressed concern.

explain the story.

You seem like the rigjt person for her

A real charmer you are!

Tell me sir, what can I possibly do be a elegant sir like you are?

Would really appreciate a tip from such a galang man!

Shall I start with swordfighting?

Or or shall I wear a fedora?!

No, a neckbeard it is! To be such a marvelous sir, that you represent!

fuck it. okay I lied before, its been almost two weeks tbh, so this is a girl that legitimately saved my life, about 8 months ago I was suicidal and she was there when nobody else was, we have very similar storys she's a fucking genius at psyche and can read me like a book :) (im an aspie so thats impressive). but sadly we both have a few issues up in our brains. these ranging from apathy episodes to depression. we help each other with these very often. She enjoys recieving drunk texts from me, says she finds them cute sweet and funny. so being stupid I do it twice in one weekend. I end up calling her, concerned that she isnt doing okay and mistakenly mishear her when I ask if everything is alright. this ends up in me asking the same question five times raising my voice on the last. i kinda set her off there and upset her because i NEVER raise my voice at her. so she hung up texted me goodnight and I havent heard from her since...

So you are just going to drink yourself to death?
Are you just going to sit there, asking advice to some random Sup Forumstards?
Want an advice? Do something - actions have more impact than intentions/words.
I know it's hard while being depressed, but doing nothing and binge drinking just makes it worse for yourself...

Why anyone would kill themselves without first selling all their possessions and using every last dollar to have fun is beyond me. Also realize you're going to be depressed if you don't even try to go outside your comfort zone in life. Jerking off in a dank basement I'm sure is the reason in part she isn't interested in hanging out with you.

explain that you realize what you have done and explain to her like you wrote. express that you wont again.

She's hot, any more pics of her?

alright several things wrong with this
A) Im an engineering student at the top of my class living in residence
B)I do put myself outside my comfort zone all the time
C) we've been hanging out for nine months, I dont think dank basements have much to do with this

Get a hotel room. Do coke with a hooker from backpage. Then see how you feel.

Stop drinking and deal with your shit, if you're depressed get professional help.

FetLife sluts. All I'm saying.

Yes, no you're not getting them

She's mad because you raised your voice?

She's moreso upset that I wasnt listening. I dont know, it makes more sense if I were to tell you her life story but im not doing that. its just something that can upset her

I dont have enough time to deal with a lot of my shit. Engineering man, the courses arent particularly hard but they keep your ass busy.

op she is lovely. talk to her, call email or text. so you wont show anymore. learn from what you know tell her so.

are you trying to say to tell her that I'll learn from this?

You were drunk and thus not yourself user. What better excuse do you need?

yeah but thats a lame excuse and not befitting of someone I feel so strongly about

well you have learned by what you have said here. is she at least in contact with you?

But it's the truth, if you make something up and she sees through it, you're screwed. Play it safe and be honest with her.

in contact? no she wont talk to me :/. I'm pretty sure she's getting my messages though

ITT: An alcoholic blames an innocent bystander for his dysfunction rather than taking steps to improve his shitty life

my honesty is that it was my concern that made me like that. I'll see if i can find the text
???? innocent bystander?

How to cut someone's brakes?

send your feelings anyway. she hasnt blocked you. tell how you feel.

Atleast more pics of her face pls. She's gorgeous

also again
>engineering student
>top of class
>The cutie above and I are close except at the few and far between times like this

So instead of dealing with you shit, you just wanna drink yourself to death, because you have homework?
Dude you gotta prioritize your time, deal with your drinking issue and depression first and then studies will be easier for you.

What are you Fucking 12? You child. Oh no some girl is mad at you. You didn't even explain the situation. Get better friends. There you go. Fuck you're retarded. Go attention whore somewhere else.

I'll do it after I finish my current drink. just gotta think of how to form my thoughts

I wouldn't advice that, if you spam text her you scare her off. Don't write too much and choose your words carefully, then give her time.

The girl is the innocent bystander you obtuse fuck

hmmmm... I think I might have already said enough before.

express from the heart

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kiddo calm down. also "innocent bystander" me and Reese talk all the time and help each other with various problems several of which are very serious. I dont think you understand

Point taken my man

Wtf does being at the top of your class in engineering have to do with anything? Engineer classes aren't that difficult. Guess what, the guy who graduates with a 4.0 gets paid the same as the guy who graduates with a 3.0 you stupid faggot.

it has to be with you supposedly thinking im stupid and or have a shitty life. and no they arent difficult but by the level of intelligence you express you may find them to be so.

Fuck off you illiterate nigger. This just became a gay porn thread.

bet you have nudes.

Then it might be best to wait a couple of days and text her again

I dont.. She's a bit of a prude my dude. but that's fine by me because she's adorable

mhm sure would be.

You're a faggot piece of shit and what's wrong with society today. You said yourself she's the only reason you're still alive. That's putting too much responsibility and pressure on her. Your story is gayer than you are, I hope you do kys. You don't even know what you are posting

post another picture, whats her number ill straighten her out.

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whats her info?

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hmm. hmm. well this has been fun friends and not so friends. Basically just confirming what I already knew to a more solid degree. I think Im just gonna go now and finish up some more work. thank you all for posting. OP out.

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Kys while you're at it

Good luck OP. You haven't fucked up much, I'm sure you'll be fine.

so never gonna be with her again..

Thank you. I appreciate it

Kys nigger

You too I hope you have a wonderful evening user.

Die faggot. Go cry somewhere else.

This.

fucking drink yourself for death. Yeah fucking good idea, commit suicide, she'll be happy and she wont be crying in the pillow like she is probably doing now because some coock sucker cannot stop drink and drive himself to a fucking grave.


I mean that girl is cute as hell and hot as hell and if I would have a cuti like that that would be worring about my ass I would do everything to make her proud of myself (yes I am cock and faggot, fuck you).

But no, you choose to drink some shit and make her want to fucking die. Congratz you are fullk fledged 4 chan user with no soul and you really want to see her having heavy depression or kill hersellf C:

Grow fucking balls, call her, apologise, tell her you are cuck and you are fucker and looser but you want to improove, ibnvite her to your home, trow away all alcohol on her eyes and promis her you ain't gonna touch no alcohol

>qt
She looks like she gets gangbanged on the regular. You americans are mentally ill.

Not surprisingly you ask Sup Forums for help and they want tits or actually don't really care
Could just text her you are sorry, you were very drunk and have no excuse etc etc - you know like the truth?

He's an alcoholic loser, why do you think anything you have to say is going to change anything?

She dresses like a dyke

Not everyone drunks to the bottom of the barrel and stays there. Not saying I have the magic words to make it all better, but why not encourage the guy? Your own life so miserable you want to see someone else suffer?

i coulda told you gwens a skank.

ayy friend I am fine. Im stopping after one drink. its cool. besides, Reese should be messaging me again within the next week with the way these things go. I'll be fine:)

kys.

My life is good. I'm sick of alcoholics blaming everything and everyone but themselves. Treat the addiction before anything. He won't, and he'll blame her when it all goes to shit. All alcoholics follow the same script until they hit bottom. Quit being an enabler.

at which point did I blame anyone but myself?

This faggot is so drunk he's responding to posts not even speaking to him. I love being proven right.

>my friends are ignoring me
Have another drink, lush

I've been a daily drinker for 4 years and I blame noone else.. I've also been dry for 15 years - what's your point? Sometimes all someone needs is a little encouragement, be it drink or anything else.

whatever I seriously do have to finish this lab. Op actually out this time. Not drinking anymore. I dont use alcohol to deal with my problems although it can be a conveinient emotion filter. regardless call my life sad if you want

good luck :)

Spoken like a true enabler

the one thing I'm not saying is drink or it's okay to drink - I said apologise to the girl. Did you even read the msgs?

>Are you just going to sit there, asking advice to some random Sup Forumstards?
>Want an advice? Do something - actions have more impact than intentions/words.

dont be dumbass and DO NOT kill yourself just find some other friends

>Sometimes all someone needs is a little encouragement, be it drink or anything else.
You were saying?

No you moron I mean the problem / addiction - I didn't mean 'here have a drink', what the hell sort of help is that??

>revisionist history
Maybe you should put the bottle down too

Coffee tonight, I'm all good here.
Badly worded on my part perhaps but I figured it was clear enough

If you're gonna go out, go out with some fucking dignity.

Send "I'm about to kill myself. I'm at [address]. Please call the authorities."

How about sometimes all someone needs is a kick in the pants and a fucking talking to. It doesn't matter what the hell your life situation is how many girls dumped you before or how much shit sucks. If you sit there and drink yourself to death then you're just being a baby. Are you gonna cry, baby? Are you gonna get sad? Fucking dumbass, get pissed off at something other than yourself or life itself for once.

seems like you live in a pretty comfortable situation.
maybe stop poisoning yourself and other people's lives with your selfish fucked up behavior and get a god damned grip.

She is cutie, once it's pie, it's also cakes and cake is a lie. If you can't deal with it die. I would be also mad at you for calling me pie.