What is wrong with me Sup Forums?

What is wrong with me Sup Forums?

I just gave thought to the fact my mother is incestious or tried to 'seduce' me. Meanwhile I know this is BS. But the intrusive thoughts "what if my mom is incestious" "what if my mom is trying to seduce me" I sometimes for a brief moment can't let go.

I love my mother to death. And I know it's not true. I feel like the biggest scum of the earth. I know I have OCD, but this is something else. How can I doubt my own mother whom I love and trust. Even if it only is for a brief moment?

Is this schizophrenia? Am I a bad person?

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Does your mom give you SIGNS that she may be incentious?

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Theres something else called obsessive thinking. Ive had it sometimes and the best way to deal with it is to just think of these thoughts as just thoughtjunk. If you pay attention to your thoughts youll notice alot of weird stuff goes through your head every day, it could be anything from sexual or violent thoughts to just daily things.

By responding to the statement your brain makes about your mom being incestious with fear or negative emotion. you are telling your brain "this is important, bring it up in my mind as much as possible". The key is to not respond to the thoughts, just let them go.

Definitely NOT schizophrenia, don't worry.

But why do I feel like it could be real for a brief moment. I feel anxious for a brief moment to the possibility that it could be true.
I mean like, I did doubt it for moment... that's fucking insane.

I feel like I'm doing something terrible to her.

try getting a gf, probably just pent up sexual frustration

I don't have incestious thoughts/feelings toward her. Did you read my post?

protip: your subconscious has been

I would f your mother bro

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I need to know your opinion on this.

Went through the same thing. Denied it for years until I accepted my Mom is a childish fucked up person. If you're sane and love your mom you don't want to even entertain those thoughts. But chances are your mom cares way less about moral standards and you're picking up the slack. Part of me is devoted to my mom but at the point that I realized I was blaming myself for something I didn't want it clicked that I was too weak to accept a disturbing fact. Now I'm...less upset at myself knowing I was rejecting something bad rather than blindly mingle with those fucked up things for the sake of pleasing my mom.
The hardest thing is believing that loyalty to your parents is is of upmost importance, but that loyalty destroying your life. Gen X parents are selfish narcissists, don't repeat their mistakes.

My mother is not your mother. She isn't actually incestious. I know that. It's just that a sometimes for a brief moment doubt it. Because I have these intrusive thoughts. I just can't live with it.

You feel threatened by your mother's sexuality, which is probably nearer to asexual than you know. You're over thinking the situation. She is probably just a dumb shit that did something stupid without thinking about it.

It starts somewhere, so bottom line is you probably have an unhealthy relationship with your mom regardless of whom instigates the dysfunction

How dare you! Gen Xer here and I'll have you know that if I wanted to fuck my daughter she would gladly take my cummies.
Now get in there, OP and plow your mom good!

You are toxic

>You feel threatened by your mother's sexuality
pls explain this a bit
>You're over thinking the situation
Is it really just simply over thinking when you doubt your mother whom you've loved and trusted and vice versa is incestious? Or is it completely insane and am I a total nutjob. Cause I can't think of anything worse I can think of regarding my mother.

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There is a lot worse than your mother wanting to fuck you. She be the town cum dumpster.

I think it's a brain tumor, sorry to break the news to you like this.

funny

lol that is funny

good news, youre adopted

It sounds more like you walked in your parents room and caught your dad fucking your mom. The man you trusted violated your mother.

WTF? xD

>I have OCD, this is something else.
It totally is, this sounds like a paranoid obsession to me. And stop smoking so much weed if you do that. I GOT A MINOR IN PSYCH, nothing personnel.

Force yourself to socialise more, one way or another.
That means study more, join clubs or activities or sports.
Find part time work where you are working with other people or the public.
Go out to events, accept invitations and opportunities.
Spend more time around females your own age - this is a big one.

Stop porning completely.

Once you are spending regular time with more people your own age, especially females - you will have a lot calmer thoughts.
it isn't schizophrenia, it is just repetitive thoughts - maybe you are too isolated or lonely.
Force yourself to socialise, it takes practice, might take months or longer - but you will be better every time.

Also this

fuck yeah...
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Everyone has intrusive thoughts. Best not to dwell on them. If they keep bothering you ( because they stick due to the large amount of disgust generated, causing you to fixate on them, be more disgusted and so on ) then find a therapist or someone to talk to.
probably not your mom. that would just be awkward.
don't worry, you're normal. get help not because you're flawed but because you're having a problem, and move on
good luck, youngfag

Some form of intrusive thought op
Doesn't sound delusional.
I have paranoid delusions of reference. My delusions are backed with my complete conviction.

>It totally is
Wait I'm confused, u mean it is OCD or are you agreeing with me it isn't?
>And stop smoking so much weed if you do that
I've had the exact same thing long ago before I smoked weed. So that can't be the cause of it.

This all sounds like it applies to me. But I do not understand why you think it is 'just" repetitive thoughts. I literally was thinking about wether my mother is incestious or not. Something small as her touching a part of her body while talking to me triggered it. That's insane. Sick. Inexcusable. To me. I can't stand it.