Who else here >>/broken/?
>No friends, and no idea how to make them
>Family thinks I'm a disappointment, and blames me for all the issues they have.
>>at the same time, dependent on me to fix everything.
>terrible at my job. Just started, and within a few days, people already thought I was strange.
>slowly becoming more and more distant from everyone and everything
>emotions feel supressed, if they come up at all
>one thing I still feel is constant hatred, either toward myself, the world, or both.
>want to die, but can't even summon up motivation to kill myself.
Right now, I'm basically a ghost, just drifting through the days, lost in my own head.
I'm not looking for advice, or even sympathy really, because I know damn well there's none to be found here. I just feel alone, and I had to get it out before I exploded.
I'm sorry.