After watching sissy hypno yesterday, I came at night to kinda gay thoughts...
I felt like shit at work, I feld dodgy, unconfident and ashamed...
I kinda wanna do it again. Should I go to rabb . it / janet underscore elise nd goon out again with a bunch of sissies or should I get my shit together?
bump?
really depends on what you want. I went on a gooning streak for a couple of months and I can't get hard if a dick isn't involved now
this part of me wants cock
If you get turned on by it most likley you'll do it again, either way you want to or not.
Like the first time I fucked a shemale here in Asia when I was drunk and it was nice during the whole thing, but then idler fucking dirty an shit after it and for a few days after that.
But then when a cute shemale who looks prettier than most girls walk up to me and offer me a free blowjob I still let them suck my dick, but with their cloths on, and I fucked a few more as well, and now it's more like a fun thing to do.
eh, i changed my mind, that shit is unhealthy
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you'll always be flipping between. as long as you don't do something stupid, it's fine.
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whats something stupid?
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ehhh, y'all are making me feel ... weird....
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You're just going to keep spamming this thread and advertising your link regardless of what anyone who replies says.
They have 3 holes.
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thats not me... im not spammin shit
I was trying to convince fag to do sissy stuffs.
Didn't realize I was helping him advertise, done bumping now
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taking shit too far, like
>ooh, i'm such a girly girl, I should go on hormones!
shit like that.
for the record, i didnt mean to advertise anything. i wanted to give an idea of what i got sucked into
I don't believe you.
why would i advertise for that? thats not my room
Sure
okay. ill abandon the thread and stop posting.
Stop while you still can. If you continue down this path you will regret it.
you cant ever tell someone that htey will regret something. onlhy they will know if theyll regret anything
This user is wrong
And the urges will never go away OP, it's time to start having fun
I watch those videos too OP. I've had similar reactions sometimes in the beginning. But now it's more of a pick me up. I feel great fapping to that stuff.
how could you possibly know that?
i stand by my advice.
doesn't it change how you feel and think? Don't you find it harder to hit on girls?
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My history:
Regular porn > lesbian porn > tranny porn > sissy porn > hypno sissy porn
Now i want to be a sissy. The thing is, i don't give a shit...
How old are you?
do you like girls?
how do you not give a shit? I cant stop giving a shit.
I enjoy sissies so if you wanna kik mickyg2121
im not pretty enough rn tbh
Not really. Its only really changes my fap sessions. I have experimented some with anal play and chastity and wearing panties, etc. But it doesn't really affect the rest of my life.
Im 26.
Yes i like girls.
I don't give a shit because it's a fantasy.
In your daily life, do you feel the hypno shit taking over you?
i do kinda... it makes me feel less masculine and it makes me feel less confident with girls and less authoritative at work
it's like heroin OP, once you do it once you get cravings for life
just have fun it's part of you now..
idk if i should act on it... willl i regret it forever?
You're a little bit gay. Why would you feel ashamed of that? Do you think gay people should be? Then why you, you are only a little gay?
i feel like i indulge the thoughts out of insecurity of my masculinity and need for validation. it seems weak minded to hold on to the thoughts and also unhealthy because its out of insecurity.
No, you're a grown up and can decide to try things if you want. If you try it and don't like it, nobody has to know and you can move on
who gives a shit?
Just have fun user
Holy shit. You are a clone of mine. I am exactly like you. I made a thread very similiar, including similiar replies of you. Do you have OCD? Me too. Hi, clone.
it's not self destructive?
i havent been diagnosed but i fink i do!
hypno pon is something that excites you...nothing more than that.
There are gay and women more authoritative than men.
Sissy hypno is fantastic fap material. The people who make those videos usually have very good taste in porn. I'm not in to the tranny geared type that talks about wanting to be a girl and what have you though. The cocksucking/cock worship ones are more my jam.
Also i'm only bi on the internet.
It's controlled chaos, you make it and you decide what's right.
Like I said you're a grown up you get to choose. I can 100% tell you that you wouldn't still be debating if you didn't really truly want to
I can somewhat relate op. While i have no problem fapping to thoughts of dudes making me their bitch, ive recently been watching bbc trainer porn. I legit feel gross during the day thinking of what i fapped to. But the stuff you're watching is probably pretty tame by some peoples standards. Just know that you can go deeper into the rabbit hole, as long as you dont fall in there's no reason to feel ashamed
It doesn't have to be out of insecurity. Sure, there are lots of people that watch that kinda porn for that reason. But then again, like I said, you are a little bit gay. Ofcourse you are gonna like sissy porn! That's all the bit of gayness you need to exploit it.
omg look at the webm I posted earlier you're gonna love it
We truly are clones. I am not diagnosed either, but I have it for sure. That means, so do you.
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Lol yeah i saw it but turned it off. I dont like traps. Im more into women being turned into bbc sluts, or like was already said, good quality straight porn and imaging im doing the girls job. Im no where near wanting to grow tits, it just gets me hard watching men work women over that way and wanting the same to happen to me
if you're in texas we should hang lol
i am not into ssy stuff when my self esteem is higher... its when i get dragged down that it happens
Sorry but that's how it begins.
Soon or later you are starting to like traps and sissies (maybe you already like it).
But...so what?
isnt it bad that jewporn is changing yall's minds?
Haha..... Yeah no. Ive been into this a while and am sure i dont want to be a girl. Just a sub dude into dom guys.
>and am sure i dont want to be a girl
>yet
seriously, like it may be years down the road before you lower that mental wall but it's coming user.
Just stop fapping to it if you feel ashamed. If given enough time, it will fade. Including your excitement for that specific porn. You will get your ego back. Talking from experience.
About the shame u will feel during the day..
Just keep in mind that things are not always what they seem. Whatever it is you are thinking that makes you feel ashamed, is wrong.
how do you know?
Easy solution then. Stop seeing sissy porn.
If you have the urge, fap without porn.
Lol well you seem sure and i seem sure. Im middle aged now and dont see many changes in who i am but i appreciate your enthusiasm
Nope, Netherlands.
Be a sissy if you want, just know the real brainwashing is the the whole bbc nigger worship/fetish shit. As long as you don't fall for it have fun. Niggers are dirty and smell.
Don't fall for it
i dont like the bbc thing at all and wouldnt suck or get fucked by a black guy
This is dumb ): BBC fucking sissies is sooo hot.
this post made no sense
no it isn't. it's cliche and forced.
Dumb as in not true, unhappy about not true post because I like black cock.
faggot
Thanks dude. And the shame was mostly the first day. After that I kept reminding myslef it's just a fetish and i accepted it for what it is. Im a pretty stable person so it didnt hit me hard like some people might experience tho. Funny how you say the desire goes away. Ignoring certain fetish porn just makes me like it more when i finally watch it
fuck off faggot. OP and anyone else, listen, you are addicted to porn. that is why you are now on this sissy shit. Just like any other drug, the cravings do go away. Fuck these sad loser addicted faggots telling you you're a permanent sissy now. You are whatever you want to be. Just cuz they are weak to their addiction doesn't mean you have to be. There's a lot more to life than sissy porn and dicks.
is the porn a fetish or do you want to act on it?
how long do you usually watch it for?
is true though...
I like it. And i imagine myself as a sissy doing that. That's it. Period. That is why i give a shit.
Confidence and trust are not based on your imagination or what type of porn you like.
If you addicted to porn, that is another issue.
Fuck you faggot what do you know? Got it all figured out?
Gonna go submit those academical findings for peer review, cuck?
Fuck off
Well with the bbc stuff it's just fantasy (im not stupid enough to encourage a girl im into to fuck someone that is statistically more likely to have an STI). As for the watching dudes fuck girls and wanting to be fucked the same way, i might let that happen if the stars align. But that's something ive never felt shame about.
not true, you are addicted to porn. This is brainwashing bad shit guys. Stay the fuck away from it unless you are an irredeemable faggot. This is literally propaganda, wise up to it. I talk from experience. Get the fuck away from porn and stay away from it, I guarantee you will have a better life. You like dicks? Go suck some real ones. Stop viewing porn.
trust, i mean security or insecurity
true...
how do i know if im addicted? what could i do?
you have a good point
look everyone, he's mad cuz he knows I'm right. I don't have it all figured out no, but I do know that this sissy shit is not good for anyone. And you are not a permanent sissy just like you are not a permanent junkie. Fuck you and anyone else trying to drag down others with them down the porn addiction rabbit hole.
this dude speaks truth
>calling someone who is against sissy porn a cuck
Oh Sup Forums, never change
these niggas is funny
Try to stop fapping to porn. See if you really need porn to do that.
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I just watched you sperg the fuck out, eat shit and die you massive faggot.
Recovery rate is 20% for heroin because 80% get stuck on it for life. You're just making shit up and pulling it out your ass because you've anecdotally experienced something.
What the fuck do you know?
lol... this is just porn addiction.... cut the jewporn, do other things...
I sucked a dick once and this guy is right.
You know, deep down your guts, how true it is. Try once if you want, but its a slippery slope.
what was slippery about it? what did it do for you?
Anytime I'm horny, I feel like texting the guy that I sucked.
The day that I did, I felt nothing but shame, and we even stopped mid course because I didn't really enjoy it. Trust me user, its a whole different perspective once you're actually sitting there with a random cock in your mouth. I know, reading this might actually turn you on, but try to get back on your feet and feel how awkward it actually is.
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