Childhood sex memories???

childhood sex memories???

>me, 10 years old
>sent to a "special" school because i had ADHD
>made two friends the first day.
>second day, girl comes over, 12 years old, wants us to touch her
> first base upgraded to second, then to third over the course of the school year
>cured my ADHD,
>mother still thinks the school cured it
>it was the girls body.
>Something I could pay attention too :P

Details? I want the juicy stuff user

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Nothing all too special. during recess she would take me and my two friends into the corner of the playground (there was a spot where you couldnt see from the windows of the school) and she would lift up her shirt so we could feel her breasts, or unzip her pants a bit and asked us to put our hands down there. Sometimes we would take turns, while the other two stood watch in case of teachers.
Later in the year one student would be chosen to have a "fun " day. A free ride to the arcade. or movie theater, or a park. We were allowed to bring one friend with us. the 4 of us always chose eachother. us 3 guys would pick the girl and if it was the girls turn she would pick one of us. IT was about that time things got closer to second a third base. Would hide in the back of the theater, almost no clothes and cuddle and make out. At the park on the playground, with those long tubes you can crawl in. Would block each end with something and touch and feel, suck and lick eachother off.

Now that I think about it....those moments back then were probably the reason I like loli porn...Every adult sexual incounter I;ve had just cant compare to a flawless, petite smooth body of a 12 year old o.O

When I was younger, probably 10 or so, me and two of my other guy friends who lived down the street from me, all same age, used to "play doctor" in my basement. We would get naked, touch each other, things like that. Think it started with a truth or dare thing, then eventually it just turned into a regular thing. We'd suck each others dicks, finger and lick ass, etc.

A few times, one of my friends sisters came over too and she would join in with us. Same things with her, her brother would just usually sit around and watch whenever we did anything with her, he never got involved. We fucked a couple times, kind of, didn't really get too far into it, just sticking dick in and moving around a little bit. DIdn't really know what we were doing at the time, just figured out it was a hole we could use for our dicks and it felt good to do.

Mine story is molesty because he was 25 or something. It kinda damaged me because it was gay and I'm not gay irl. Its taking a while but I think I'm starting to work through it

When I was 10 i declined the opportunity for sex with 13yo best friend because I thought girls were gross

>When I was 10 i declined the opportunity for sex with 13yo best friend because I thought girls were gross

Elaborate.

Tell

It was simple as that. 10yo me lived near some girl who was 3 years older than me and her little sister. We got into a few fun adventures and one day she said she wanted to know what sex was like so she asked me and i said no and we never talked about it again and she moved away like a year later.

She was my first kiss though so at least im not khv because of this just v.

Really glad i did that though because dumbass 10yo me could have really done some damage experimenting with shit i knew nothing about

Its honestly not easy for me to discuss. No one knows about it IRL except my gf and she is grossed out by it.

I know this is Sup Forums and people want details. Sometimes I get turned on by the memories and that freaks me out. I understand why though.

He was a family friend. Driving. First couple of times, he just took it out and bonered up. Carried on as normal and didn't make a fuss. Then the next few times he would fap a little. It was obvious and I tried to ignore it
Then one week he asked me to sit right next to him and help. He put his hands over mine and made me jerk him off.
Things progress and soon enough he wanted more from me
Yeah nah sorry mate. Gonna stop there. Its getting to me.

whats more important? your feeling or anonymous people wanting to masturbate?

THIS IS 2017!!

have you gotten any sort of help for this user? it sounds like its a big deal to you

Sophomore in highschool sleep over at my buddies he's a junior on the swim team. Playing fifa jokes loser gives the other a no. I laugh say yea. I lose. He jokingly pulls down his basketball shorts. Wearing light green 2xist briefs. Massive bulge. Goes to pull shorts back up. I grab his dick instantly feel him get hard. Pull it out. Massive. Thick and prolly 8 inches. Start jerking him off he sits down in chair. Dick in my mouth on my knees both hands on his dick. He stands back up put his hand on back of my head. I can really only get like 2 inches in my mouth. Turn the lights off give him head for like 3 more minutes on his bed and he shoots across the room

lol faggot

Kek you made me lol.

I don't do greentext. I'll just type quickly. Was 8-9. Family friend, I thought he was awesome. Never hurt me always friendly, better than my step dad who used to beat me.
So he gets his dick out a few times while driving. Builds up to the point where I jerk him til he cums. I don't like it, dont hate it either, he obviously enjoys it so that's good enough for me.
One day he wants more from me. Explains what to do but it doesn't seem right. I've no idea why and I'm like, that's gross. He encourages me though, has me suck on him. He fucking loves it. Before long its just a thing I know I have to do. Almost just jump on it to get it over with. He made me feel good about it because I was doing something nice for him. Or something like that. I knew not to tell anyone. This went on for a while. Probably a year. Stopped when it was discovered he was molesting me.

Yeah have had counseling. But I don't think it helped. In fact I think it made things worse. I'm not trying to be a triggered faggot about it. Sometimes its cool, I don't think about it and its fine. Sometimes it just kinda takes over and I can't sleep and feel real, idk, numb?? Sup Forums is good, this place helps

Nice dubs.

I know exactly what you mean about the feeling numb and stuff, had a dad who did similar stuff. If it helps to know you’re not alone :) (however cheesy that is)

be honest about it. thats what help most. ive never been molested or anything, but ive had some shitty things happen in life and as long as youre honest and you dont dwell on it, thing turn out fine

what happened to him after?

>be me, 8
>brother had a friend 13 or 14
>made a sweet ass pillow fort upstairs
>invite bro and his friend to come check it our, chill and play
>bro got bored and fucked off to the shops
>his friend pinned me down and got me stark naked
>trust me user it'll be fun
>proceded to suck my flacid dick and finger my pooper causing deep ass bleeding/cuts cause long fingernails apparently
>he bent over and asked me to fuck him
>idontlikethisno.tif
>told father, went to court he got put in juvi/diagnosed with schizo
>got a 30k payout when I turned 18, blew it all on darts/drinking/stupid shit

Yeah fucked me up for a good while there, straight irl now but still have flashbacks everyone and again

My two friends and I literally groped 8th grader girls during recess while we were 5th grade. The boys from their grade just watched and didn't mind, and neither did the teachers. The girls also ended up liking it. One of them was a really cute alt chick and we ended up walking home together every day and I'd hold her ass the entire way. Got my first kiss and saw my first tits then. Unfortunately I got kicked out of the school for other reasons and I never got back in contact with her/them. I'm 19 now and that was probably the peak of my game

Thx for the advice and the (youse). Like I said I'm not trying to be a whiny faggot. He never hurt me, he was actually really nice and I genuinely liked him. I know other people have had way worse

This is the bit I really have trouble with. My mum found him in my bed the morning after they had a big piss up. I never saw him again.
Couple years ago mum finally asks, 'did anything happen that night?'. I told her it wasn't up for discussion. She said if it makes me feel any better he's dead. He went off the rails when it was found out he was a pedo. He hit the bottle, went driving drunk on his motorbike. Came off and lost a leg. Couple months later he was found dead, shot himself in the head. This was all within the same year of being found with me.
I was blown away, I had no idea he had been dead all this time. I felt guilty too. Didn't think he deserved to die. His last 6 months must've been hell. Yeah I know he was a pedo, but he was my pedo. Like I said a million times, I truly liked the guy.

Have told this before but I had a female friend when we were both 5-6 where we made a game called the "sex game" and used to rub our crotches together and she used to suck me off, ect

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